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Ashley's POV
"You whaa?" Aiden laughed slightly.
"Aiden. Listen I'm being serious. I like girls." I said.
"Oh. Yeah prove it." He said doubting me.
"Choose a girl." I said throwing my arms around the beach.
"The one reading go kiss her." Aiden smiled. This girl was blonde and sitting on a blanket reading.
"You want me to kiss a girl to prove I'm gay?" I asked finding his suggestion ridiciouls.
"Yes. Go suck face. And suck face hard. I mean grab her and kiss her." Aiden said looking smug at me.
"Fine. I accept your challenge." I said walking towards this mystery girl. I smiled to myself. I was going to put on my A game. She looked totally zoned to her book. I had a thing for blondes. She had long blonde hair and she was.. Spencer? Oh come on Aiden? Could he make this any harder? I walked up and sat down next to her.
"What are you reading Miss Carlin?" I said smiling at her. She jumped seeing me put then loosened up.
"Why so curious Miss. Davies? Don't you have homework you could tend to?" She said smugly.
"Someone's in a great mood." I said trying to see the cover.
Spencer turned the other way putting her back on my side. I looked back and saw Aiden making kissy faces at me. I knew he didn't know who it was so I was going to take my chances.
I began to read the words out loud and she turned around and smirked at me.
"What are you doing Miss. Davies?" She asked only a centimeter away. Her skin looked smooth and her lips ever so kissable. I lost myself staring at her.
"I uh was just curious what you were doing?" I said smilng innocently. I brought my hand behind her and became very comfortable with her. She didn't shy away but her face was very alarmed.
"Ashley. I think you should go." She said considering distancing herself.
"Why are you on the beach?" I asked ignoring her.
"I live here." She said pointing to the beach cottage behind us.
"So you found a house I see." I said smiling back at her.
"Clearly since I live here." Spencer said digging her nose back into her book.
"Please don't take this the wrong way." I said and she looked up at me.
I leaned closer and she pulled away from me.
"Ashley this is not a smart thing to do." She said not moving.
I leaned in close to her and knew if I did kiss her it may ruin any chance. I turned to the side and kissed her check. Spencer opened her eyes and blushed. She smiled innocently and nodded.
"I'll see you tomorrow. Miss Davies." She smiled and walked to her house waving.
I walked back to Aiden who looked surprised. Shit he knew it was Miss. Carlin.
"What?" I asked nervously.
"She so wanted you! And you just kissed her check. I thought I was going to see some porn!" He teased.
"Aiden take me seriously!" I said punching him.
"So you telling me you like girls?" Aiden said soon realizing the situation.
"Yes." I said.
"Was it me?" He asked looking insecure.
"No! It wasn't God." I said pushing him.
"Good. So this means?" He asked.
"Aiden. I love you but I will never be in love with you." I said admitting sorrowfully.
"Ash. I'll always love you." He said trying to kiss me. I turned my face to let him know it wasn't going to happen anymore.
"Ash please don't do this." Aiden whined.
"Aiden I have to. Being with you makes me love you less if you ever want us to be anything…. I need a break not just from you but from everything. I need to venture out and see what life really has for me." I say finishing. Aiden lets go of my hands and looks down.
"Aiden its over… and it's been over for a while." I said feeling guilty.
"How long have you known this?" He asked looking at me.
"Aiden please don't do this to yourself." I said.
"Ash. I need to know." Aiden said frustrated.
"Two years alright." I said shaking.
"Ash we've been together for almost three." He said sitting down in the sand.
"I know. I just hoped one day I could call for you and I couldn't okay. I miss I didn't feel like this but I do alright?" I said pacing.
"Ashley. Please don't do this." Aiden said before breaking into tears.
"Aiden you don't understand how hard this is for me to tell you. I have been keeping this is for years. I just can't pretend anymore to be something I'm not and if you can't be there then this cant be anything anymore do you understand Aiden?" I said almost about to cry.
"Is this really over or are you just joking around?" He said trying to find humour.
"Aiden. What more do you want. I'm a lesbian. I like girls. Its over! What else do you want me to say before I break down in front of you? A freaking apology. Sorry Your cock isn't my type Aiden!" I screamed at him.
He rolled his eyes at me and rubbed the back of his neck.
"Whatever." I heard Aiden grunt and I walked away.
"Ash wait!" he screamed as I walked back to the pizzeria.
Mandy was actually on break this time. I walked in back and put my stuff in my locker.
"How's your boyfriend Ashley?" She asked not seeing my face. She did this every time she saw us together. She got annoying when she was jealous. I turned around and she saw my red puffy eyes and she placed down her coke and walked over to me.
"Ashley what's wrong?" She said nicer this time.
"I..just… broke up with Aiden." I said into her shoulder.
She didn't try and be rude about it she just hugged me and told me it was going to be okay.
I just nodded knowing the next couple of days were going to be hell.
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