Chapter Nine
Ally's POV
It was official; yesterday Austin and I have been dating for one exact month. Austin had remembered; he gave me a charm bracelet. I immediately put it on. I smiled and hugged him. I think I was just so excited with the thought of the date that I had forgotten to get him something. But he didn't seem to care. He just hugged me and mumbled something in my hair. We spent the whole day together. It was nice.
Right now, we, Austin, Dez, Trish and I, were sitting at our table eating lunch. We were talking about normal stuff. Like Dez's turtle, goat, llama, chickens and platypus that live in his basement. Alright, we weren't talking about anything normal I don't understand how Dez's parents would just let him have these animals.
A few seconds after Trish yelled at Dez for describing how his llama gave birth, the boy that told us about the Kendall Mason party ran over.
"Hey, Kendall Mason is having another party tonight. Come at 9 pm." Then he ran off.
"Is that boy Kendall Mason's messenger or something?" Trish asked.
Dez shrugged. "I don't know and I don't care." He put his arms up. "I just wanna go partyyy!" He was excited.
"Well Ally and I aren't going." Trish says.
"Who says I don't want to go?" I ask.
They all look at me weird. I look down at my hands. "Yeah, I don't want to go." I look back up at Austin. He hadn't said anything. "You're going right." I said.
"No," He pats my hand and smiles sweetly. "I'd rather be with you."
"I know you want to go, Austin. Anyway Trish and I will be having a girl's night."
His sweet smile turned into a big, happy smile. He and Dez high fived and started talking about something…I wasn't listening.
Trish and I started planning our girl's night.
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Austin's POV
Dez and I were in his car on our way to Kendall Mason's house. I wonder why nobody ever says Kendall's House…No that sounds weird. Kendall Mason's house, it sounds so important.
"So you think there will be hot babes there?" Dez says excitedly.
"Frankly, Dez, I don't care. I have a girlfriend now. I don't need to be a horny little weirdo anymore."
"Psh, I'm not a horny little weirdo." He said, laughing.
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We walked into Kendall Mason's house. My second time being here, it looked the same as last time except that a lot of cute girls covered his couch this time.
I mentally smacked myself. No, Austin. You have a GIRLFRIEND.
I shook my head. Some girl handed Dez and I green cups.
I took a sip, beer…..Don't mind if I do. I drank the cup in five seconds, ready for another.
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There was a bright light shining in my eyes. I opened them but closed them back fast. The sun was directly in my eyes. I turned my head in the other direction and opened them again. All I saw was brown hair. I don't remember Ally coming over. I don't remember coming back home. I moved the brown hair and looked around. The room looked like some sort of guest bedroom. Where the hell am I? And why does my head hurt so much?
For some reason I felt weird, the blanket over me…I could feel it…everywhere, if you know what I mean. I lifted it but immediately put it back down. How the fuck did I get naked?
I look down at Ally, I was going to ask her what happened but something was even weirder. She wasn't wearing the bracelet I gave her. I moved her hair from her face. My scream was caught in my throat. It wasn't Ally. I quickly got up from the bed. The girl was naked too, I turned around. I didn't feel right looking at her. I turned back to look at her face. Shit, it was the girl from gym. Lydia, she had a huge crush on me.
Then it all came crashing down on me.
Lydia and I had sex.
I cheated on Ally.
I quickly put on my clothes and ran out of the house. It turns out I was still at Kendall Mason's house.
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I busted through the bedroom door. The red head was laying in his bed, asleep.
"Dez, Dez, Dez, Dez," I repeated as I shook his body.
He rose up and rubbed his eyes. "What? What? I'm up!"
I started pacing around his room in circles. I started pulling out my hair. A few strands came out.
"Woah, Austin, what's wrong? And where did you go last night? You like disappeared."
"I did something bad. I did something bad, Dez. I am a horrible person." I began pacing faster.
"Oka first stop pacing, you are making me dizzy. Stop pulling out your hair, Ally likes your hair."
I groan at her name. "She's gonna hate me. She's gonna hate me." I said over and over.
"Austin, sit the fuck down!"
I was startled by the power in his voice. I sat on his computer chair. He sat on his bed.
"Alright, tell me what is the matter and who is going to hate you."
"Ally is going to hate me."
Dez laughed. "Why would she hate you? Did you cheat on her?" He meant it jokingly.
I didn't laugh. I look straight at him. He looks at me, his eye get huge.
"You cheated on Ally? What did she ever do to you?" He asked. He was kind of angry.
"I didn't know. I must have been drunk." I bend over, my elbows on my knees and my head in my hands. "I feel awful. I think I'm gonna be sick."
"Well do you know you who cheated on her with?" He asked.
"Yeah, Lydia from gym," My stomach made a weird sound. I felt like crying. Why did I do this? Ally didn't deserve this. Why am I so fucking stupid?
Dez stood up and began pacing.
"Dez, what do I do?"
He stops pacing. "You don't tell her."
I look up at him. "What?"
"Don't tell her. Just pretend like it never happened. It can be a secret."
"W-what if she finds out?" I stand up and shake my head. "I don't want to lose her, Dez. And wouldn't that be lying?"
"No it's not lying. It's not lying if she never knows." He says.
I nod after thinking about it. "Okay…it never happened."
I still feel sick.
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I heard a knock on the front door. I run up and answer it.
"Austin, why did you sound so-" It was Ally.
I pick her up and hug her tightly.
"Woah," She says, laughing. "What's up with this?"
I put her down. "Can we spend the day together? Just you and me, all day, turn our phones off, just us." I said.
She smiles. "Sure."
I feel awful for not telling her. I don't deserve to hug her.
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We were sitting on the couch watching TV.
I had my arms around her waist and her sitting close to me.
Her face was turned to the TV.
I stared at her.
I began to remember what I did. And how I should tell her.
I pushed those thoughts away by kissing Ally's face all over.
She giggled and said my name.
I nestled by face in her hair; breathing in.
"Why are you so affectionate today?" She asked.
"I'm awful." I muttered into her hair.
"What?" She asked.
I pull my face out and looked at her. "I missed you."
She laughed. "Austin, we were away from each other for one night."
"That's all it takes." I said.
She laughs.
I take her face in my hands.
"I'm serious, Ally. Every hour, every minute, ever second I'm away from you, I miss you. I think about how I miss knowing you're beside me. I miss your hand touching my arm when you want my attention. I miss kissing you. I miss your perfume filling up my nose, so all I smell is you. I miss you holding on to my shirt so you don't get lost. I miss your adorable nose. I miss your eyes. I miss your voice."
She tears up. "Oh Austin,"
She pulls me into a hug.
I close my eyes.
I
Hate
Myself.
Okay so I saw a comment that said, less of Uncle Jeff stuff. And I thought, 'Huh, maybe for a little bit. There should be more Austin and Ally relationship problems.'
So I created this chapter. Please review and thank you for reading. You guys are awesome for sticking with me so far.