Why
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Akito To Shigure
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A/N: "She" and "her" refers to Ren.
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I don't see the point of all this,
But you keep it up
I keep it up
Running until we're all dead.
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You hand me paper and a pen,
Tell me to write what I feel like—
I feel like shredding it
Into hundreds of tiny pieces.
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But I know that will solve nothing,
And only leave behind a mess
"You're a man," she says to me,
"And you don't write or obsess."
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You let her into all my fears.
If you're on my side,
Why do you let her so near?
When everyone else has secrets to keep
You tell them for all the world to hear.
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I don't understand—
This strangeness of you
Has taken its roots
Deep within somewhere
I never thought to choose.
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Is it so strong
That you defer to it
Before me—?
Am I close to the answer
To your mystery—?
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You never let me,
All of me
In.
Why her…that misogynistic whore.
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What makes her so special—
She's not like that teacher
You dated once or twice.
Not like your editor either.
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I don't really care.
Stop dancing around everything…
—Traitor.
You're making my ears bleed.
No, not my heart.
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You write. You smile. You laugh.
You fool everyone without having to try—
Without any reason like mine.
But what I hate is why
I've never seen you cry.