AN: OK. This is the new chapter. You will find the reasons of my delay in the AN from the end. I dedicate this chapter to everyone who subscribed, commented iada iada.

Roses are red,

Violet's aren't blue,

I don't own,

So you no sue

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game but the risk is that you will surely lose the person for a life time"-W. Shakespeare

SPov

I feel my wings have broken in your hands
I feel the words unspoken inside
And they pull you under
And I would give you anything you want, know
You were all I wanted
And all my dreams are falling down
Crawling around

It's been 3 months since Sasuke died and I left Kaleido Star. May and Leon are now huge stars and I am back to highschool and is… well… high school. Things are actual going Ok. I have a first I thought he was a distraction from the whole Kaleido Stage and Sasuke's dead thingybut actually I like him. It's kinda weird. We have been together for 2 months, and I liked him before I left, but the he was a womanizer back then. When I comed back he was the firs who called me asking me for a date. I din't what to say yes 'cause I knew all he thinks about is sex. Aflter a few weeks, I accepted to go on a date with him. He was a true gentleman. After a week we started dating. I smiled as I knocked on his door. I had a hard day so I figured that I can go to him. When he opened the door he was as beautiful as always, and half naked…

"Uhmm, Dean, what are you doing?"

"Uh… Hi, Sora. I was just… there are.." he started to blabber, but then a girl only in her underwear came

"Hey… Dean… When are we going to finish what we started? Hi." she said to me. "Who are you?"

"She is… uhmm… we are… cousins…" said Dean and my jaw dropped.

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through and
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay, stay
Oh come on
I've been waiting for you

I felt tears in my eyes. I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. I went to the park were I always go to clear my mind. I guess it's correct what they say, that people don't change, they just find better ways to lie (AN: One of my BFFs says this all the time). The thing was… that I wanted to call Sasuke, to telll him about Dean, so he can beat the crap out of him. But as I dialed his number… I remembered he wasn't gonna answer, and I felt an emptiness in my heart. I sat there for God knows how long, crying silently leting the wind dry my tears. After a while I heard someone sit next to me. A smell of lavender hit my nose and I new who was but I stayed silent. I din't want to talk to no one, but I wan't that lucky.

"Hey." said Elena, one of my classmates. she has long brown hair, brown eyes, tall, skinny, beautifull, 'more beautiful than me' I thought as insecurity took over my mind

"Sup?" I asked, not wanting to sound rude, considering my mood

"Nothing much. Why are you so sad, and why you look like you cried?" of course, what did I expected? She's Miss "Observation" and "I what to Know everything".

"Ehh, had a rough morning, and then I went to my boyfriend's house for some normal sex, but it turned into a manage a trios, and I was the one watching." I said hoping she would understand, so I don't have to spill it out, but then again, my middle name wasn't "Luck"

"You had a manage a trois?" she asked very confused and I started to laugh

"No. My boyfriend cheated on me."

"Oh, I'm sorry. How are you holding up with the "Sasuke" situation. I know he was like a brother to you."

I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside
And they pulled me under
I would give you anything you want, know
You were all I wanted
And all my dreams have fallen down
Crawling around

"It's been rough, but I'm holdin up." now that was a lie "Actually I'm not. I am miserable. I haven't slept in weeks, I stopped seein Fool (AN: Yeahh Elena knew who Fool was… because… because… just… okay…?).Last night I dreamed about Leon Oswald. He had angel wings and said that he came here to rescue me." Elena just stares at me weird "I was at my favorite cafeteria today, I stayed in the line to get a chocolate donut, and I see this cute guy in front of me, with a 'Guns 'n' Roses' T-shirt, leather pants and jacket, holdin one of my favorite books, and all I could think was 'Ahh crap, that son of a bitch is gonna take the last chocolate donut' and befor Sasuke died, if that ever happent I would think 'That. That right there is the guy I'm gonna marry'. I'm not a positive person anymore and it's scares me, because I've been positive because of Sasuke, and now that he;s gone… I don't know what to be, who to be without him. I stoped believing in other people's angelic hearts, I stoped believing that even the most cruel people can become good, I stoped believing in the stage. What do I do now?" after I finished I felt hot tears rolling down my cold checks

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay, stay
Come on
I've been waiting for you

"You start believing again." she said as if it was the most simple thing in the world

"It's not that easy."

"Yes it is and you know it. You are the most positive person I ever met. Positivism like yours doesn't just go away. So get your but to your house, call the boss at Kaleido Star, and ask for your job back."

"It's not that easy"

"Why?"

"The stage is a constant reminder that Sasuke is gone. I… I can't just call and be like 'Hey yo, I want my job back. Why I leave, well a realy close friend died and I fall into depression, but it's OK. I can still do what I used to, although I may break down and cry if I go on stage, because it's reminder me of my dead brother'." I said sarcastically

"You could do that or, or you coulg say 'Hi, I made a huge mistake, the stage means everything to me and I want to go back.'."

"I don't think I can."

"Sure you can. Here,you can use my phone." she said giving me her phone

And all my dreams are on the ground
crawling around

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just save me
I made this whole world shine for you
Just stay, stay
Come on
I'm still waiting for you

I dialed the number and I froze when I heard someone answer. I was not ready for that

"Hello. This is Kaleido Stage. How can I help you?"

AN: DHHAM DDHHAAMM DHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAMMMMM! Hey. Remember me? Sorry I couldn't put this chapter earlier, but my mom'm mother died… and after my dad died and I kinda feel like the Angel of Death…. so… like yeah. Anyway the song is 'Save me' by Remy Zero, if you think of athor song that will fit better tell me. Sorry for any mistakes I made. Hope you like it.

RR=Love