Chapter 18:

Jenna could feel her heart racing as she passionately kissed Matty McKibben in a forest next to a fire. She couldn't believe it, everything felt right while they kissed. Jenna's mind was empty. Matty held on tight to her like if he let go she would vanish forever. The calm that was Jenna's thoughts had been interrupted by the thought of Rebecca. Jenna pulled away and put her hand to her mouth letting go of Matty. He looked down at her still holding onto her waist.
"Jenna," He was confused, everything felt perfect to him up until this point. Jenna turned out of his hold and began to walk away without a word.
"Jenna!" He shouted after her. She turned around and took a few steps towards him.
"Matty. Just stop." She whispered.
"JENNA! What are you doing?!" he caught up to her and caught her arm and she snatched it away from him.
"What am I doing?! What are you doing, you're seeing Rebecca and you're messing around with me."
"I've liked you since the moment I met you, you're different to Rebecca, you're different to anyone I know!"
"Then why are you with her?! Huh? I'm not doing this. We're nothing." Jenna was angry.
"We are nothing! You're right Jenna, because all you want to do is think about everything that should be right instead of doing what is right."
"This isn't right, none of this is. You just think any girl will do whatever you want. Even with a girlfriend you're a player. You can't be trusted Matty, you're pathetic!" Tears started to dwell up in Jenna's eyes; she was so hurt that she started feeling angry and Matty was retaliating. They started to raise their voices at each other waking up Tamara and Jake who sat in their tent silently listening.
"Pathetic?" Matty's tone went from angry to hurt. "If I'm pathetic because I can't help but like you, no matter what I do, then that makes you a confused girl who won't admit her feelings to anyone including herself."
Jenna stared at Matty holding back the tears. She knew inside that he was right, she always tried to convince herself she didn't like him but could blatantly feel she did. However, Jenna knew she couldn't tell him that now after she walked away mid-kiss.
"Just leave me alone Matty." He stood their heart broken hearted staring at Jenna's tear filled eyes and he couldn't say anything else to her. He had never seen her like this and he had never felt so emotional over a girl. From confused, to angry, to upset and now to devastated. Jenna looked broken and there was nothing he could do to take back what he had said.
"Fine." He rubbed the back of his neck where Jenna's hands had been just moments ago and watched Jenna crawl into her tent.

Jenna curled up into her pillow and couldn't help but cry. She grabbed all of her things lying around the tent and shoved them into a bag. She didn't want to waste any time getting ready to leave the next day. She was so angry with not only herself but at Matty for saying such harsh things to her even if she did insult him.

The next day Jenna didn't come out for breakfast but Tamara went into her tent. Jenna avoided the topic and told Tamara not to worry and to let her know when it was time to leave. Jenna eventually got out of her tent to finish packing up and she walked out and first person she saw was Matty. He was sitting at the fire wearing a hoodie with his hands in his pockets. He had stayed up most the night and it was obvious, he had bags under his eyes and he was slouched over. Jenna pretended she didn't see him and started taking down her tent.

Everyone got into the van. This time Matty took a seat in the front next to Jake, he didn't say a word the hole ride home and Tamara sat in the middle row. But the whole car was silent, no one knew what to say and Jenna was relieved. She sat in the back just waiting to get home. Jenna was the first to get dropped off, Tamara offered to come over but Jenna wanted to be alone. She got her suitcase and stood there and watched as Matty slyly looked out the window as the van drove away. That was it, Matty was just somebody that she used to know.