Chapter 5
Denny's: The Next Night
John and Punk got a table in the corner at the back of the restaurant. And thank god the waiter did not recognize them. Both of them wore button up shirts and nice dress pants.
"I'll be honest..." Punk starts staring into those beautiful blue eyes of John. "...I am actually very glad you kissed me the last time we were here, because I am having a great time." Punk and John finished their food about half an hour ago and have just been talking and laughing.
"Me too. I am having an amazing time with you." John has almost completely forgotten about Randy...almost. Even though he is having a great time with Punk and he doesn't want this night to end, John can't help but feel guilty for being out on a date with Punk tonight, when he has a date with another man the very next night. But he knows that the only way he will ever be able to figure out who he truly wants is to go on a real date with both of them and see who he likes more.
"So, John. I, um, want to ask you something." Punk asks and John has a feeling Randy's name is about to come up.
"What is it?" John started fidgeting his fingers on one of the napkins in front of him.
"When exactly did you start realizing you had feelings for me?" He asks John, staring right into those eyes.
John gave a sigh of relief. "Um, I'm not sure. It pretty much all started when we came to dinner here, why?"
"I am just curious. I was wondering if you started to get feelings for me out of nowhere, just like I am right now for you." He smiles up at him.
John couldn't help but blush. "Your starting to get feelings for me?" He was smiling so wide at this point.
"Yeah, I am. Very intense feelings." Punk then placed a hand on top of Johns and gave a squeeze. He then immediately took it off, just to make sure that no would would see.
"I'm glad you feel that way".
"What do you say we get out of here?" Punk asks, still smiling.
"Sure." They both stood up and went to the front to pay and Punk saw John pulling out his wallet and literally pushed him out of the way and handed the waiter his credit card. John just laughed at Punk who was obviously trying to be very romantic.
10 Minutes Later:
If you were walking past CM Punk's car, all you would see is blinders covering the main window and fog covering the side windows.
John and Punk have been making out ever since they got back to the car. And once Punk started unbuttoning John's shirt, he knew that he had to stop this. He didn't want to lead neither Punk or Randy on until he knows who he truly wants.
"We can't do this", is all John said after he broke the very heated and very passionate kiss.
"Your right. Let's go back to the hotel." Punk said planting kisses on John's neck in between every word.
"Ah, Punk. I'm sorry, but I don't think we should do this on the first date."
Punk sat back and just stared at John dumbfounded. "John, we've already fucked. It's nothing new."
"I know, but remember? I just want to go slow?" John is trying to reason with Punk and not get him upset.
"Alright, well then are you ready for us to be official then?" Punk obviously wants something from John. He is starting to feel like he has to keep all of his new found feelings hidden.
"Not yet. But I will definitely let you know soon. Like after another date?" John started hinting around to Punk that he wanted to get together again and that got Punk back into a romantic kind of mood.
Punk leaned in and pecked John's lips. "Most definitely. What do you say Friday night?"
"Friday night sounds great." They then drove back to the hotel room. There was just harmless chit chat but they both seemed to be mesmerized by each others presence. They held hands for most of the ride back as well. John was just loving that and even though he would probably never admit it to anyone, so was Punk.
They got back to the hotel and Punk walked John to his room. They stopped in front of the door and Punk pushed John up against the wall and smashed his lips to John's. Somehow Punk was able to put everything he was feeling into that one kiss and John's knees started trembling. After about thirty seconds, Punk pulled away and looked into John's eyes. "I will see you Friday, babe". He then turned around and walked back to the elevator to take him to his own floor in the hotel.
John couldn't even respond, he was stuck standing where he stood. He knees were still trembling and he was starting to regret telling Punk he wanted to take things slow, all he wanted right now was for Punk to be in his room with him. But he can't focus on that. He has to focus on tomorrow night...Randy.
John calmed himself down and entered his room and collapsed on his bed and the next thing he knew...
The Next Day:
John woke the next morning with the most amazing feeling. Punk. Punk was the only thing on his mind. And the only thing he was actually looking for to was Friday night which is when he will go out with him again. He will probably see him in passing throughout the next couple of days but it wouldn't be the same as being on a date with him.
John is forced back to reality when he hears his phone buzzing. He picks it up to see who it was and suddenly remembers that he has another date tonight when he sees it is from Randy.
Randy: Hey babe, I can't wait to see you tonight. I hope your excited ;)
Ughh! What am I supposed to do?
John: I can't wait either. See you tonight.
John gets up and jumps in the shower. He is so confused but he is hoping that after tonight he will know who to choose. One can only hope!
8:30 That Same Night:
The date with Randy went so well that it left John even more confused when he and Randy were sitting in the car. They went to a nice Sushi bar and had a blast. There was so much chemistry between them it was unbelievable. John was hoping that it would be much easier, but as Randy grabbed his hand in the car, he knew it was going to be anything but easy. Randy leaned in and kissed him. It was a lot rougher than kissing Punk, but it was equally as satisfying. And just like the end of his date with Punk, he and Randy had a nice make out session in the car before John was forced to stop it going to the next level because of his predicament. He feels like he is choosing between two horn dogs, since they both tried to have sex, but he knows they are worth it.
But unlike his date with Punk, John was getting many questions from Randy on the ride back to the hotel. When was the last time you talked to Punk? Have you guys gone out? Is he trying to get with you? Do you like him?
Randy was already playing the jealous boyfriend, when he's not even John's boyfriend. But he did have to admire how determined Randy was.
When they got back to the hotel room, John opened the door and Randy followed him inside. He tackled John onto the bed and started kissing him passionately. He trailed kisses down his neck and was grinding up against him.
John was screaming at himself in his head to stop this, but he couldn't help but to notice that he was thrusting up, grinding with Randy as well. Randy leaned to the side and grabbed John through his pants and that is when John snapped back to sanity. He jumped up and adjusted himself. "Randy, please. I said I don't want to go fast. You told me to see if I liked you after a date".
"Yeah, and by what I see: you do!" Randy was so confused.
"Look. Just give me some time to think. I will text you in the morning."
"That's fine. Take all the time you need. You are most definitely worth the wait." Randy stood and walked over to John, gave him one more heated and dragged out kiss and headed to the door. He looked back at him one more time, flashed a smile and left.
John let out a huge sigh and collapsed on the bed. Two great nights. Two different guys. Who do I choose? Punk? Randy?
John stripped down to his beater and put on some sweats and climbed under the covers. He just let himself drift to sleep, letting himself sleep on his decision. He knew that he was going to have to end it with one of them tomorrow. But who? Punk who makes me feel like the most important person in the world? Or Randy, who I have so much chemistry with? Decisions, Decisions. John Cena is not looking forward to having to confront them each individually. Randy tomorrow, and Punk Friday.
Love is definitely in the air. He knows for a fact that he could easily fall in love with one of these two men.
A/N: Well, it did just make John more confused. He has got reasons to be with both of them. Who do you think he will end up choosing? Please review, and thank you for reading. :)