A/N: Thank you Bluestar711, InYourHonour, and Vindictive John Dark Fantasy for reviewing. I appreciate it very much. :)
I decided I was going to update this a lot earlier than I originally planned, so enjoy! :)
Chapter 6
Punk? Randy? Punk? Randy? Punk? Randy? Punk? Randy? WHO?!
John woke up the next morning with the same amount of confusion as he did when he went to sleep. He was hoping after he slept, his subconscious would somehow tell him who he really wanted to be with. He thought after a date with each man would end his confusion because he thought there was no way that both dates could go so perfectly. Why can't I just date them both? Wait. Why can't I? No! That wouldn't be right. John got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. He knelt over the sink and turned the water on splashing his face to try and wake up.
After John is all ready to go for the day, he grabs his wallet, keys, and key card and leaves his room to go for a walk. He goes down the elevator and manages to get out of the hotel without any one recognizing him.
As he is walking down the street, he notices a small coffee shop and decides to go in and think over a cup of nice hot coffee.
Thirty minutes and four cups of coffee later, John is banging his head against the table, trying to keep his brain from exploding. How hard could it be to decide who you like more?
"Are you okay, sir?" One of the waitresses asked John, who stopped banging his head on the table to look up.
"Um, yeah I'm fine. Sorry." John then just stands up and leaves the coffee shop. He is so hyped up on coffee, he decides to run back to the hotel. It will help him burn some steam as well.
John entered the hotel again and jogged to the elevator. Inside the elevator, he just jogged in place and was about to run to his room when the elevator door opened. But when it did open, he just stood frozen where he stood. Standing in front of his door, was Randy Orton. John toughed it out and started walking towards him, still not knowing what he was going to do.
"Hey", Randy said shyly. John doesn't think he has ever seen him so shy and not so outspoken. He kind of liked having this effect on Randy.
"Hey, what are you doing here", John didn't know if he should hug Randy or not, so he just leaned up against the wall and stared up at him with those beautiful blue eyes of his.
"I just wanted to see you. And, I also wanted to see if you wanted to go out again." Randy was rubbing the back of his neck, having a feeling that John might say no.
"Um, sure. I guess. But Ran, there is something that I have to tell..." John is cut off by Randy slamming John firmly against the wall and Randy attacking his lips.
The only thing that Randy heard was 'sure'. After that, he didn't want to hear anything else. He had John. John could soon be his. Randy continued kissing John and swiped his tongue against John's lips, begging for entrance. John finally completely gave in and opened his mouth and began a tongue battle with Randy.
Everything was absolutely wonderful in John's eyes. Or at least it is until Randy is gone and John is left alone. He knows that when he is alone he is going to hate himself for agreeing to go out with Randy again. He was supposed to end it with someone today. Oh well. The only thing he could focus on right now is Randy's sweet lips on his.
Randy went down and started kissing his neck. Soft little pecks on his neck drove John crazy. He grabbed the back of Randy's neck and forced him into another kiss. Everything was perfect until...
John pulled away when he heard a thump coming from down the hall. He turned and looked that away. He looked at the floor where he heard the thump and saw a bouquet of flowers on the ground, lying at someone's feet. When he followed the legs up to the man's face, John was literally met with his worst nightmare. CM Punk.
Punk was coming to surprise John with flowers. He didn't want to wait until Friday to see him, he wanted to see him now. But he saw him in the worst possible way he could ever imagine. Punk's heart started breaking. He thought he could actually have something special with John. That John could be the one. That John would actually be different, and not go out of his way to break his heart.
"Phil..." John saw the look in Punk's eyes and was already feeling guilty. The look on Randy's face was nothing but pure confusion. Why is John looking like that? Why was Punk coming to John's room with flowers?
Punk just turned and quickly walked back to the elevator. John tried to run after him but Randy grabbed his arm. "John, what's going on?"
John pulled his arm away and ran but the elevator door closed before he could reach it. The last image he saw of Punk was hurt. Betrayal. And that made John feel like crap. He felt so bad, he just fell to his knees and placed his head in his hands. Randy walked over and knelt by John.
"John..." Randy pulled John into his arms and tried to comfort him. He would figure out what was going on later. The only thing that mattered now, is that he had the guy he likes very much in his arms, whether or not he was just chasing another man.
John was rocking in Randy's arms and decided that he needed to get it together. He got out from Randy's embrace, grabbed the flowers that was on the ground, and stood. He started walking back to his room when he noticed Randy following him.
"I am so sorry, Ran. But do you think I can just be alone right now. Thank you for comforting me, but I just need to think." John tried pleading.
Randy saw the look in John's eyes and decided not to question him about Punk now. "Sure, I will see you later. How about tomorrow instead?" Randy asked, hopefully.
"I don't know. I will text you." John leaned in and pecked Randy on the lips and went inside his room. Randy was left outside with a dumbfound look on his face.
Inside of his hotel room, John placed the flowers on the table and that is when he noticed a card hanging out of them. He picked it out of the stems and read it:
Hey babe,
I can't wait until Friday. I haven't been able to stop thinking about you
since the other night and cannot wait to see you again.
See you Friday,
Punk
After reading that, John felt even more broken inside. He likes Punk so much, and the last thing he wanted was to hurt him. He falls down on the bed just staring up at the ceiling. He has Punk's note in his hand, holding it up on his chest, over his heart. John squeezed his eyes shut, trying to remain calm. He has hurt Punk, and that hurts him.
He can't take it any more and tries calling Punk. Voicemail. So John does the next best thing, and leaves a message. "Hey, Punk. I know what you saw looked bad and I am so so so sorry. Please forgive me. I hope we are still on for Friday, and if we are, I can't wait to see you. Oh, and I loved the flowers. Please call me back...Goodbye Phil." John hung up the phone and threw it across the room.
John has never felt so bad in his life. He spent the rest of the night laying in bed staring up at the ceiling and still holding onto that note from Punk.
The Next Morning
John woke up with the worst headache. He just sat up and put a hand over his forehead and then heard a crinkle. He opened his hand and saw the note, which reminded him of everything that happened last night.
After showering, getting dressed, brushing his teeth, and grabbing all of his personal items, John went down to the lobby. He went up to the receptionist to ask what Punk's room number was. But before he got to her, he saw Punk sitting in a chair with his back to him. John sighed and closed his eyes for a minute. After the longest minute of his life, John got the courage and walked over to him. He sat in the chair opposite of Punk and just stared into his eyes. Punk expression didn't even change when John sat down. He just looked up, saw John, and looked back down.
"Did you get my message?" Is all John was able to say. He couldn't even begin to figure out what he is going to say with that look on Punk's face.
All Punk did was nod. Punk looked up at John and noticed that look in his eyes. Punk couldn't help but feel the need to comfort him but he knew that would not be happening.
"Phil, please you have to believe me when I say I am sorry". John was sitting at the edge of his chair, nervous.
"Really? Is this why you didn't want us to be official? So that you can just use me and that what happened last night wouldn't be considering cheating?" Punk asked, with so much hurt in his eyes. John could tell that Punk was really wanting something special, and John is afraid that he has completely ruined it.
"No! Of course not. Look. The truth it, I didn't know who I wanted to be with. I couldn't choose between you and Randy. I like you both." John exhaled, trying to read Punk's face, but it was just blank. "I thought that if I went on a date with both of you, I would know who I liked more, but it ended up just making me more confused." John was trying to make Punk understand, but his expression stayed the same...blank.
"So you thought that if you went behind our backs, you would get the answer you wanted? Well, so I take it that what you said was a lie. When you said that I was the only man you would ever considering being in a committed relationship with." Punk was starting to get angry now.
"When I said that I really meant it. I didn't know I had feelings for Randy until after that" John tries to make his case, but is getting nowhere.
"You know what? How about I make your big decision easy for you. You can have Randy, because I don't want anything to do with you any more. Fuck this!" Punk stood up and walked out of the lobby and towards the elevator. When he got on, right before the doors closed, he caught one last glimpse of John Cena.
John sat completely stunned. He eyes were glued onto the chair where Punk was sitting and he couldn't move. "What have I done?" John cannot believe that he now has no chance at getting with Punk. I guess it does make it easier. I can now focus on Randy, and Randy only. But what about my feelings for Punk? What if Punk is truly the one I want? This fucking sucks!
John still sat there, hurt and stunned. By the amount of pain he was feeling, he now thought that maybe Punk was the one he wanted. But was it too late?
It looks like John has to choose Randy now. Well, I do have feelings for Randy. John decided he would take Randy up on his offer. He will go on a date with him tonight and see how it goes.
Maybe this is a good thing. He can go out with Randy. Give his undivided attention to Randy and maybe even fully commit to Randy. Maybe this is a good thing after all.
Maybe!
A/N: Well, do you think John is going to fully commit to Randy? Or do you think he will realize Punk is the 'one'? Thanks for reading. Please Review :)
