Roxas' Point of View

I saw the Sergeant strike at her and panicked.

"KIZU! LOOK OUT!" I yelled desperately.

I started running toward her and then saw her drop her notebook and cover her head, bracing for impact. Suddenly, everything froze. A burst of some form of power created a circular wave with Kizu as its center and source. It flew outward and covered every inch of the ballroom, leaving behind sparkling, frozen sculptures of Soldiers and Sergeants. The ones in midair also froze and dropped to the ground. There was a gentle, icy mist for just a second and then it disappeared, showing Axel, Xion, and I the chilled room.

I stood there in awe. "She can do… all that?"

Then, I heard a weak, "Ugh," and saw her collapse onto the now snow-like floor.

Then Axel threw his flamed chakrams, circling and melting the snow around her so she would land on the floor. "Come on!" Axel hollered, running toward Kizu and catching his wheel-like weapons as they flew back, "The Soldiers might've been frozen but not the Icy Cubes! The ice didn't work on them!" He fired up his chakrams again and threw them at the jumping cubes, easily destroying them.

Xion and I also ran toward her with our Keyblades ready, and did the same. This time, no new Heartless replaced the ones who were eliminated, so it was easy to finish off the rest.

"The ice covering the room must be blocking new Heartless from appearing…"

After finishing off the last Heartless, Xion kneeled next to Kizu and said, "We should get her back to the Castle. She passed out."

I also kneeled next to Kizu and tried to feel for a breath and added, "She's barely breathing too."

Axel then picked her up, bridal style, muttering "Ugh, Xemnas is gonna kill us for this,"

"I just hope she's alright," Xion said as she opened the black portal. They both walked in and I followed.

"Why would Xemnas 'kill us' if Kizu's hurt?"

We walked into the Grey Room and when Saix saw us, his indifferent gaze turned into an enraged but somehow controlled glare.

"What happened?" he questioned sharply.

"She passed out," Axel coolly replied, "No big deal. I'll go drop her off in her room."

Saix replied with his usual calm voice but low to show he was serious, "Do you think we'll get off that easily? Come with me and explain to Xemnas before he finds out on his own."

Axel sighed and placed Kizu in my arms. "Take her back to her room. I'll meet you there later," he whispered with his regular expression.

I nodded as Saix created a black portal. After Axel walked in, Saix quickly and quietly followed. I started walking toward her room with Xion following me.

"Do you think she'll be okay?" she asked with concern, "Maybe I can use Cura or something."

"I hope so," I replied, trying to keep my own distress under control, "What do you think Xemnas is going to do to us when he finds out? Saix was nearly berserk."

"I don't know. Her relationship with Xemnas seems somewhat.. bizarre?"

"I'm not sure," I said, thinking, "She's right though. What is her relationship with Xemnas? I never really got to talk to her.."

I then approached her room and opened the door. Her room was a bigger than most Organization members' rooms and it wasn't a bluish grey like mine. I noticed that the walls of the room were sky blue and a big, wooden desk was to the right corner when I walked in. On it was a thick notebook with pens and pencils placed upright to the right side and a small table lamp that was still on. Her bed, which was to my left, had royal blue blankets, which were folded neatly, and a small book was tucked under her pillow. There was also a closed slide door on the right wall. I walked into the room and Xion followed close behind as I gently placed her on the bed.

"Everything is a different shade of blue… and is that her own… journal?"

"Her room is really.." Xion stopped in mid-sentence, thinking of the right word to say.

"Carefully laid out?" I said, trying to finish her sentence.

Xion nodded, "It looks like she really does have a lot on her shoulders. Everything is just.. a different shade of blue. Shouldn't someone with a heart have more variety?"

"She has a heart?" I asked surprised, "She never told me that she has a heart…!"

"Really? I think Axel was about to tell you this morning when she spoke up about our mission."

"How would Axel know that? And how did you find out before me?"

"I don't know exactly how he knows but on the day you went on a mission with Kizu, Axel and I were assigned together and he warned me about her."

"Why would she be in the Organization if she has a heart?"

Axel then walked into the room through a Corridor of Darkness and answered, "According to Xemnas, she's a very 'important asset' to the Organization. I was going to explain everything this morning but she interrupted."

"What were you going to say then?" I asked.

"Well, there's not a lot to say," he replied, "Kizu has a heart, but tries to hide it. Apparently, she's really smart but acts cold. She joined a couple weeks before you did and never really talks to anyone but Xemnas and Saix. Got it all memorized?"

"Yeah, but if she doesn't really talk to anyone, why did she take an interest in me?"

"I don't know. That's why I told you to be on look out for a girl with long black hair. I saw her following us the other day and didn't want to speak up, because Xion passed out and we needed to get her to safety. I was proven wrong though. It looks like Kizu doesn't mean any harm."

"What do you mean?" I said, thinking, "Kizu would.. hurt us?"

"She doesn't talk much, so I didn't know much about her and I didn't trust her either. She seems alright though. Now the problem is that Xemnas is real ticked off about what happened to Kizu, and us not being able to finish the mission on our own. He says that we gotta do missions individually from now on to make up for it."

"What?" I exclaimed, "What will happen to Xion!"

Xion sighed, "Will I be okay on my own?"

"You'll be fine Xion," Axel said covering his concern easily, "How's Kizu doing anyway?"

"She's still passed out," I replied, "I guess we won't know until tomorrow morning."

"If we get time to visit," Axel said with a sigh, "We're on a tight rope now, so be careful you two."

Xion and I both nodded and then it was silent for a few minutes. Everyone was thinking about their own separate things.

"How will Xion manage without Axel and my help? Will she and Kizu be alright?"

"Let's just go to bed," Axel said, scratching the back of his head, "No reason to worry about what isn't in our hands."

"Alright then," Xion said, "Night guys." She walked out of the room, toward her's.

"Night," Axel and I responded as we both headed into our rooms.

Day 194: Strange Day

Kizu commanded us to go on a mission again but this time, Axel and Xion came too. She couldn't fight again so I had to protect her, like yesterday. But this time, she somehow protected herself and saved us. She passed out right after.

We couldn't go eat ice cream together today because Kizu had to be taken home. I hope she's alright.

Xion: I hope Kizu's alright...

Me: I wouldn't kill her just yet, don't worry!

Xion: W-what!

Me: Anyway, if you hadn't noticed, I decided to do the disclaim at the bottom so I wouldn't 'ruin the moment.' If you read my story before (the one that fails), this is the equivalent to chapter 3. I did some minor description changes and stuff but it was still worth it! Anyway! Disclaim Xion!

Xion: Eve doesn't own Kingdom Hearts. If she did... I would've lived but be paired up with Riku so that she could have Roxas.

Me: HEY! Why does everyone bully me? T_T;; Oh and please review! I wanna see how you guys liked the 1st diary entry I made up for Roxas! And tell me if the characters are.. in character! I WANT TO IMPROVE MY WRITING! BE AS HONEST OR AS HARSH AS YOU CAN!