Kizu's Point of View

This always happens when my powers activate.. and I can't control them either. I don't know how or why I have them.

The last thing I saw was Roxas run toward me as I froze all of the heartless in the room. After that, I was out, and all I saw was black. I heard voices and bits and pieces of sentences. Like conversations but I would black out every few seconds. Right after I felt someone place me in a bed, which was most likely mine, I heard several kind voices.

"- Xemnas - important asset to the Organization."

"- has a heart, but tries to hide it - Xemnas and Saix - all memorized?"

"- doesn't really talk - interest in me?"

"- look out for a girl with long black hair - was proven wrong - doesn't mean any harm."

"- didn't know - didn't trust her - Kizu-"

"- to Xion?"

Then I blacked out again. Then, I heard two cold voices speak. They were deep… and somewhat frightening.

"- study Kingdom Hearts - needs to wake up soon!"

"Calm yourself - plans for Xion and Roxas -"

"-shouldn't be discussing-"

Everything else was blank.

When I woke up, I didn't know how many days I was out, and my head was still lightly pounding. I looked over to my desk and saw some lavender irises in a small, blue vase. They looked as if they were placed just earlier today. I rubbed my head as I sat up.

"I wonder who got me those flowers… Roxas, Axel, and Xion must all be on missions or something," I thought as I got out of bed and changed into a new Organization robe, "Maybe I can meet up with them.. I'll go check outside."

I opened the door and took one step, into someone again. This time, it knocked me off my feet and I fell backwards on my rear.

"Oww.. I bumped into someone again?" I asked myself, rubbing my head once again.

"You alright?" I heard from an unfamiliar male voice.

I looked up to see a boy with a dirty blonde mullet, who was around my age, reaching out his left hand to help me up. He held a blue sitar in his other hand and peered down at me with his blue-green eyes. I took his hand and he pulled me back onto my feet, "Thanks. It's… Demyx, right?"

"Yeah and you're Kizu." Demyx responded.

"Wait, how did you know my name?"

"Axel told me. He also said that you were out for a couple weeks. How ya feeling?"

"Wait. Weeks!" I nearly yelled.

"Yeah weeks. A month actually," Demyx casually replied.

"I was out for a month!"

"Yes yes! A MONTH! Geez… How many times do I gotta repeat myself?"

Demyx shook his head back and forth but when he looked at me, I had disappeared. All that was left was black strands, leaving Demyx speechless and even more annoyed.

I appeared in the conference room, sitting in my chair. Xemnas was sitting in his and we were both alone, once again.

"Welcome Kizu," Xemnas said with his usual calm voice, "How are you feeling?"

"Better. What happened to me? Demyx told me I was out for a month." I replied while trying to keep my composure but failing horribly.

"Ahh yes," Xemnas said, relaxed, "Axel had explained that you passed out after releasing a burst of ice power. He said it had frozen all of the heartless and the entire room in an instant. But! It did not affect the ice elemental heartless and the power did not touch Roxas, Xion, or him. You should be resting right now. You have a lot of work to make up; You're behind schedule. Plan on staying in your room for a reasonable amount of time."

I let him finish his near rant, then nodded and disappeared, making black strands appear after me again.

I reappeared in Twilight Town, hoping to see if Roxas, Axel, or Xion was there. Walking to the train station and looking up at the tan clock tower, I looked around to see Roxas and Xion talking. Roxas was sitting on the edge of the clock tower with his ice cream, but Xion was standing with a serious look on her face, staring out at the horizon. I smiled just slightly at the sight but after a few minutes, I saw Xion walk through a black portal, leaving Roxas alone.

"What… happened? I can't hear a thing…" I thought, letting my smile drop and frustrated that I was so far away.

Then, Axel walked onto the clock tower's edge and noticed me, standing and staring at him and Roxas. I frantically looked for a place to hide but the large, barren Station Plaza had nothing to offer. As Axel pointed directly at me, Roxas turned around and waved at me with a small smile. All I did was awkwardly wave back.

"Now they know I was watching at them… Great!"

Roxas then waved toward himself, motioning me to go to him but I mouthed in response, "How?" I saw him laugh and then ran off somewhere, out of sight. Moments later, Roxas walked out of the base of the clock tower and held out his hand. I stared at him for a minute and then decided to take it. Inside the tower was a long, winding staircase and Roxas lead me up.

"Welcome," Axel said we got to the top. He had a light blue, rectangular shaped popsicle in his right hand.

"How have you been feeling?" Roxas asked, obviously not realizing the tone of his own concerned voice, "You were out for a long time…" He looked down just slightly.

"He's.. worried about me?"

"I'm fine," I answered with a small smile, "All I have is a small headache and Xemnas explained what happened when I passed out."

Roxas sighed in relief and sat at the edge of the clock tower, eating his own popsicle. I just looked at him, still standing. He patted the empty space to the left of him and said, "Sit down."

I just stared at him for a second before I nodded and sat down next to him, staring at the horizon. The sun was setting and the golden rays bounced off the rooftops and walls of each building perfectly, creating the breathtaking view. I looked to the right to see Roxas taking a bite out of his ice cream while Axel was gazing out onto the sunset with his right arm propped up on his leg to support his arm. It seemed like he was thinking about something.

"Wow.. I never got a chance to do this before."

For awhile, it was silent as Axel and Roxas finished off their ice cream.

"What's that?" I asked, pointing at the ice cream.

"Oh this? It's sea salt ice cream," Roxas replied and faced toward me, "Sorry we didn't get you one. I'll make sure to get you an ice cream next time."

"Thanks," I quietly responded, "But.. I don't know. I was unconscious for too long so work piled up.. I have to make it all up now."

"Aww," Roxas groaned.

"Well tell us the next time we have a chance to meet up," Axel said, "So we'll be ready and get ya one."

I smiled just slightly, letting a weird feeling overcome me.I quickly "got my act together" and let my smile drop. "I don't understand…" I thought to myself, looking back at the setting sun.

I then heard Axel ask, "Where's Xion?"

Looking over at them, I saw Roxas look down slightly, "She left."

"Hmm.." Axel replied.

"I hope she's alright.."

"She's been acting kind of weird lately, don't ya think?" Roxas stated. Axel remained quiet as he continued, "Maybe she's not feeling well."

"She'll be okay, don't stress it," Axel responded, turning his head toward his best friend.

Roxas continued looking down sadly, "If you say so…"

It became quiet and I tried to break the silence and tense mood by saying, "I met Demyx today."

"Demyx? Where?" Axel asked.

"I bumped into him after walking out of my room," I responded while looking to the left side, away from Axel and Roxas in embarrassment.

"Didn't you bump into me the second day you met me?" Roxas said with a small smile.

"Yeah.. I really need to watch where I'm going." I replied, still looking away. "Why'd I start that conversation in the first place…"

Roxas laughed in response and turned my head to shoot him a glare. Then my head started pounding badly, "Ugh… "I closed my eyes and leaned forward, nearly falling off of the clock tower but I felt Roxas hold me back with both of his hands on my shoulders.

"You're really good at scaring us you know," I heard Roxas say. I nodded in response then felt him pick me up, "Let's get you back to your room."

"No no.. I'm fine," I quickly replied while opening my eyes, seeing the worry on Roxas' face.

"We're taking you back," Axel said sternly after standing up and opening a black portal.

Roxas walked through the portal first with me still resting in his arms and Axel followed after.

"How can they worry with no hearts? Something is different about them…"

Roxas walked into my room and placed me down on my bed. It felt like this wasn't the first time he did this…

"You really can't let me walk on my own?" I thought as I muttered out, "Thanks. Were you the one who got me to irises Roxas?"

"No," he replied, "I think Axel was the one that got them for you."

Axel avoided my eyes as I stared at him, wide eyed and surprised. He then walked out of the room, barely saying, "Night."

Roxas smiled and then looked at me, "Take care of yourself. Don't do anything reckless. Night."

He also walked out and I was left alone in my room, lying on my bed. Why does this seem so.. familiar?

Entry 17: Full of Surprises

This morning, or afternoon, I woke up to find irises, the symbol of faith, hope, and wisdom. I bumped into someone again today. It was Demyx this time, Number IX, the Melodious Nocturne. It's really strange. I was never much of a klutz but I've bumped into two people already. Anyway, he told me that I was unconscious for a month and I couldn't believe it. My powers never made me pass out for this long. Maybe it was because I froze all of the heartless…

Well, later on, Roxas lead me to the top of the clock tower with Axel, Number XIII, the Flurry or Dancing Flames, waiting there. They ate something called "sea salt ice cream," which I found to be amusing. Maybe one day, I'll get to try some.

Afterward, I nearly passed out again. My body still seemed exhausted so Roxas carried me into my room. It felt like it wasn't the first time he did that. I'll ask him some other time. But first, I have to look into the information on Roxas, Xion, and Axel. Something is different about them so I might find something worthwhile.

Me: Just in case ya didn't notice, this was chapter 5 in my fail one. I tweaked it just a little :D!

Kizu: You made me look like a stalker again...

Me: ...You aren't a stalker! Anyway, please review!

Kizu: Oh, and Eve doesn't own Kingdom Hearts. Or else half of the girl characters would look like stalkers!

Me: I DID NOT make you a stalker! And just in case you guys were wondering, I posted this a week before I was supposed to because I have finals next week! Aka, I'm gonna die! Jk, anyway. Don't expect updates for another two weeks xD! Please review.. I wanna know if everyone is in character and wither or not the story is realistic!