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Dogward/Brokenward/Virginward/Beachward

or as someone called him "Adorably Virginal"

Chapter 40

EPOV

Bella and I go to see Maggie, together, but separately. I like having her with me, whenever, wherever I can.

She's quieter than usual following her appointment. I know how that can be. Sometimes you just need time to process things. I don't pressure her to talk about it, either. I know how that feels too.

She's also a bit more clingy. Like she's soaking in every minute we have together. I really try not to read too much into it, but it's not easy.

Along with clinginess comes affection. I can never get enough of that from Bella, with Bella. I could crawl inside her body and I'd probably still want more. I groan at the thought, because being in her body has been on my mind a lot lately.

We're watching a movie, sitting on the sofa one minute, and the next I hear moaning. I rouse enough to realize I'm still on the sofa, with my back to the back of the sofa and I'm spooning Bella. The movie we were watching on Cinemax is over and now a porno is on the flat screen.

I immediately search for the remote and I can see it on the floor, but I'm not able to reach it without climbing over Bella. I guess I'll have to watch a bit and hope she wakes up soon. But do I want her to catch me watching porn? I mean I have a good excuse; I can't reach the remote, right?

I don't watch much porn, because they are always doing things I've never done and will never do. I prefer to look at beautiful women in photos, but I have to say this is very... arousing.

I'm watching a somewhat attractive woman pleasuring a man with her mouth. He seems to be enjoying himself. His hands are in her hair and he's thrusting into her. She doesn't seem to mind, but it seems a bit forceful? Uncomfortable for her?

I can't help it, I get hard. Bella's body is pressed up to mine and my arm is around her so she doesn't fall off of the sofa.

I shift away from her slightly to avoid an all-out assault of her backside. Her butt wiggles up against me in response. That's when I notice her eyes are open and she's watching the porn too.

"Sorry, this was on when I woke up. It must have been the next movie on the channel. Can you reach the remote?" I ask slightly embarrassed.

"You don't want to watch it?"

"Um, I guess. Why, do you?"

"I'd like to see how it ends," she laughs.

"I think we know how it ends," I smirk.

She doesn't move to get the remote, so we continue watching. My very hard cock wedged up against her wiggling ass.

"Do you like watching that," she asks after the big climax.

"Um, I mean ya sure, why not. He seemed to enjoy it." I shrug and try to act like it's no big deal, but the truth is I'm very excited right now.

She turns in my arms so we're face to face. She throws her leg over my hip, effectively pulling my pelvis flush with hers. I hiss at the sudden contact.

"I think you liked watching them," she says kissing my neck. "Did you like what she was doing to him?" She finds my lips, kissing me deeply. My hands instinctively pull her closer to me. I don't answer her; my straining cock is all the evidence she needs.

Her hands find their way under my t-shirt and push it up and over my head. Her small hands circle my chest and abs, her mouth following the path.

"I've wanted to lick and kiss these abs since that first day at the beach," she rasps out against my skin.

"Really? I thought you hated me."

"I did, but I didn't hate your abs," she giggles. She's kissing lower on my stomach, although it tickles, this is getting serious. What is she going to do? I'm trying not to freak out and just enjoy, but I'm not ready for her to see me, see my scars.

Her hands reach the zipper on my pants and she glances to me for permission. I must look scared.

"I wanna try something," she says seductively. It's so difficult to say no to her and those big brown eyes.

"Hand me the remote," I grunt as her hand dips below the waistband and grazes the tip of my cock.

There's a different couple going at it on the tv, but I could care less. I just need the room dark and I need to just feel.

By the time she gets my zipper down, the room is black, except for the moonlight coming in through the window. It's just enough for me to see the silhouette of her and what she's doing, without much detail.

My cock springs free from my pants and hits my stomach.

She kneels on the floor in front of the sofa. "Sit up," she requests. "Lean back."

I'm completely at her mercy and couldn't be happier about it. She strokes me slowly. "Stay very still."

When her tongue touches the tip of my cock I jump.

"Is this okay?" she asks with concern.

"Um, ya, it's just I've never, nobody's ever," I fumble over my words.

"I want to. I want to taste you. Suck you," she says looking for permission.

I nod. I want this more than anything, I'm just nervous. But it's Bella, I trust her completely. So I take a deep breath and relax into the back of the sofa.

The relaxing lasts about a second because once her mouth is on me; I'm tense, tense with need.

"Oh, god. So warm, so wet," I mumble as her mouth takes more of me in.

She hums in response, sending shivers down my spine. At this rate I'm not going to last very long.

She slowly takes me deeper each time she goes down.

"That feels so good," I pant out.

Without warning, her mouth latches on to me like a warm, tight, yet soft vice.

"Oh, shit." I gasp, making her hmmm again.

I almost lose it. My hands reach for her shoulders. I want her to stop, slow down. I don't want it to be over so fast. At the same time I don't want her to stop, ever.

"Bella, your mouth."

Her slow strokes gradually become faster. I'm panting, resisting the urge to thrust into her mouth, savoring the feel of her mouth on me.

I feel my balls tightening, that familiar coiling in my stomach. I'm lost in the feelings.

"Close. Watch out." I warn her reaching for her head, wanting to give her time to get out of the way, 'cause I'm gonna blow.

Instead of moving she increases her efforts. She takes me deeper, sucks me harder and moves faster. Lost in the pleasure. All I can do is say her name like a prayer as I cum down her throat.

"Belllllaa."

When I'm coherent again I pull her up off the floor and have her straddle my lap. My half hard cock settles between us. I can feel the heat coming off of her. My cock twitches just from being in the vicinity.

I grab her face and kiss the shit out of her. I think I can taste myself, but I don't care. That was incredible. I never thought I would ever experience that. Someone doing that to me, and the fact that it's Bella makes it so much more, special, important.

"Thank you," I chant between kisses, causing her to giggle.

"Glad you liked it."

"Liked it! That was..." I just shake my head.

I'm unable to come up with the right words, so I kiss her again. But this time my hands start to roam over her body. It's her turn to feel good.

"Your turn," I say lifting her tank top above her perky breasts.

"Umm," she hums, removing her shirt and throwing it across the room.

I give attention to each tit equally using my hands and mouth. Before long she is grinding over my once again hard cock.

"I want to taste you," I mumble between her breasts. "Let's take this into the bedroom."

I sit on the end of the bed and pull her so she's standing between my legs. The light from the lamp on the nightstand is just enough to see all of her. I take a few seconds to admire her.

"You're so beautiful," I whisper against the skin on her flat stomach as I place wet kisses anywhere I can reach.

"These need to come off," I say tugging at her shorts.

She slips her hands under the waistband and lowers them slowly, her panties going with them.

I'm in awe of her beauty. She perfect. Not too skinny, not too round, firm, yet soft. Her fair skin shining in the light.

I place my hands on her hips and pull her closer. "You are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. Inside and out."

My hands find their way to her round ass. It fits perfectly in my hands. My hands don't stop there, one heads back up to her taut nipples and the other goes down to the apex of her thighs. She's wet and hot and needy.

I lift her leg onto the bed to gain better access. Her bare pussy is pink and swollen and glistening. It begs for attention, just like my now straining cock. But it had its turn. This is all her.

My hand moves lightly over her center, even my slightest touch has her searching for much needed friction.

I want to taste her so I pull her closer and flatten my tongue across her swollen flesh. My eyes close as I savor her scent and flavor, sweet and sour, and Bella.

She keens at the contact. "If you're going to do that you may need to hold me up," she warns.

"We can't have you falling down," I say moving her to sit down next to me. I lay her down and hover above her. Her face is flushed, her lips swollen. I kiss her again and trail down to her center where I really want to be.

Holding her thighs apart I start exploring with my tongue and lips. I've never done this to anyone before so I take my cues from her. If she likes something I do it again, if not I try something else. I do this until she is writhing, begging me not to stop as I suck gently on her clit and pump my fingers in and out of her. She shatters moaning my name. I wipe my face and smile up at her. She lazily smiles back. She looks sated and happy. That's all I want for her.

A/N

Looks like oral gratification was on the schedule before telling him she's leaving.

Why do you think she's more clingy with him?

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