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Tilly was in a state of panic. She couldn't breathe. She couldn't think properly. She couldn't focus. She didn't understand. All she could about was Jen and whether she was okay. Tilly didn't have much time to react but her instincts took over, she hung up the phone after informing the doctor that she would be there as soon as possible. Before Tilly knew it she had grabbed everything she needed which included her phone, money and bag. That's all she needed. She didn't bother didn't the bus as she knew it would take to long so she ordered a taxi instead which arrived quickly.

It didn't take long for Tilly to arrive at the hospital, as soon as the taxi pulled up she paid the fair and rushed inside to find Jen. Once she reached the reception desk she told the woman that she had received a phone call about Jen Gilmore and asked where she could find her. The woman behind the desk gave Tilly's directions to the private room that Jen was located in. Tilly followed the directions as quick as possible and it didn't take her long to find the room she needed. When she arrived at the room there was a doctor already waiting outside.

Tilly ran up to the door of the room that Jen was in when the doctor stopped her.

"Are you Tilly Evans?" The doctor asked

Tilly panted and tried to catch her breath "Yes, where's Jen? Is she okay? What happened?"

"Can you get in contact with Jen's family? We have been unable to contact them"

"No I don't have their numbers, please just tell me what has happened?"

"Jen had an accident, another car crashed into her"

Tilly held her breath and shook her head she was in shock and she couldn't stop thinking 'not Jen'

The doctor carried on to speak after seeing Tilly's reaction "I know this is upsetting and clearly quite a shock but the good news is that Jen is awake so you will be able to see her" The doctor stopped speaking and gave Tilly a look filled with sympathy.

"Whats the bad news?" Tilly asked

"Well Jen suffered a server trauma to her head, we have run some test to check for any damage to her brain and we are waiting for the results to come back. However since Jen has woken up I have spoken to her and from the conversation we had I think she is suffering from memory loss"

Tilly gasped "What makes you think that?"

"Well the last thing she remembers is teaching a class over 3 months ago, it is normal for this sort of thing to happen after a hit to the head that Jen has had and most cases like this the patients will regain their memory, it just takes time" The doctor informed Tilly and nodded his head at her

"I can I go in and see her please?" Tilly asked

"Sure, Ill come back when its time for you to leave" The doctor turned and walked away leaving Tilly to head inside the room to see Jen for the first time in months. Tilly slowly walked to the door and grabbed the handle before she took a deep breath and opened the door to revel Jen lying on the bed.

Tilly looked at Jen and noticed that her arm had a plaster on it; the doctor must have forgotten to tell her about Jen having a broken arm. Tilly also noticed the cuts on Jens face and the bruises across her neck. She looked terrible and Tilly couldn't feel any worse, she hated seeing Jen like this, she hated knowing that Jen was hurt; that she was in pain.

Tilly stood in the doorway and watched as Jen turned her head and saw Tilly standing there. Tilly filled with joy seeing Jen gaze at her and give the biggest smile she could give. She loved seeing the look in Jens eye, the one that she would always give Tilly, the look that shown her feelings for Tilly even when she said there wasn't anything between them. Tilly always knew that wasn't true from the look in Jens eyes. She loved seeing that look again but her joy was soon over when she remembered that once she leaves here that she would have to go back to the reality where her and Jen weren't together anymore. She would have to leave here remembering that look and know that it would torture her for days, maybe even months.

Tilly closed the door and slowly walked over towards the bottom of the bed where Jen was lying looking weak and fragile which worried Tilly. She gave Jen a faint smile which returned by a big grin and then a wince.

"Jen? Are you okay? Are you hurt? Should I get a doctor?" Tilly asked in a panic

"No Tilly, I am okay, just a little sore, I will be fine" Jen reassured Tilly before asking her why she was here

"The doctor phoned and said I was you're in case of emergency contact, I needed to come and see you, and I had to"

"That's fine but aren't you worried that we will get caught, what if someone we knew see's us? I have only just got you back, I don't want to lose you again" Jen asked

This confused Tilly "What are you talking about Jen?"

Jen frowned "Us getting back together, I don't want to lose my job but most of all I don't want to lose you, this is a big risk"

Tilly's shock exploded, when the doctor said she didn't remember some things she didn't expect it to be this bad. Jen really didn't remember anything that happened over the past few months. It would kill her to find out that they weren't together anymore but she needed to know. Tilly hated that she had to be the one who broke it too her.

Tilly dropped her head and sighed "Jen, there is something I have to tell you"