"Alex! Please come back!" Sean was holding her hand.

"Clear," the medic shocked her again.

Tears were pouring down Nikita's eyes. Has Alex really left her? The heart monitor read a straight line as the medic shocked her for her last time. He put the defibrillator down, "I'm sorry," he told Nikita and Sean, "There's nothing else I can do. I'm afraid she's too far gone."

"What's going on! Nikita!" Michael demanded to know back at coms.

Nikita couldn't say anything. She was hyperventilating from the crying. It felt like her heart had been ripped out and stabbed. She couldn't hold it together. She brushed Alex's hair out of her face, staring at her daughter's motionless body. As her hand moved the hair the body felt so cold. Nikita just stared at the pale corpse as it started to turn blue. Tears were rushing down her cheek.

"Nikita!" Michael yelled.

"She's gone. Alex is dead Michael!" Nikita wiped her eyes, but more tears just fell.

Michael couldn't believe what he just heard. Everything around him seemed to be standing still. She can't be gone. Every time, Haley, Max, and now Alex, they're all gone. His nightmare just seemed to continue. He didn't know what to do. His face remained in shock as he was hoping he would just wake up and that it would all be over.

Nikita sat down, hugged her knees and let the tears flow. I don't care about Amanda. I don't care about the dirty thirty, just bring Alex back. Please bring her back to me.

Sean never felt more alone. He lost his mother and he couldn't see his sisters. Alex was all he had left. Now that she's gone he had nothing to fight for. There was no point if everyone he loved was gone.

An hour past and Nikita had no more tears. She just laid her head in her knees and clenched her hair, wishing it was all a lie. It's all my fault. If I had just paid attention to her instead of worrying about Amanda, she would still be here. I'm so sorry Alex. I'm so sorry.

Alex

There was a warm bright light in front of her. Alex couldn't move, but it was coming closer to her. The light was blinding as it shadowed a person. "It's great to see you again Alex," the voice said.

The soothing tone seemed so familiar to her. She squinted trying to block the light so she could see who it was. As they came closer to each other, light surrounded Alex. "Who are you?" she asked.

"You really don't remember me," he said jokingly.

She finally came close enough to see who it was. "Jason," she couldn't believe it was him. After all that time he hadn't changed.

He interlocked his fingers with hers. She smiled at him, "How is this possible?"

He didn't say anything. He just smiled and kissed her forehead. "I missed you so much, but this can't be forever," he let go of her hand, "I just wanted you to know I will always protect you."

The light was fading away and so was Jason. "Don't leave me again," she cried out as he was almost gone, "Jason!"

As the last bit of light disappeared Alex could hear a whisper, "I love you."

Sean

He didn't know what to do anymore. There was nothing left for him, not in the world or Division. He looked down at his hands. They were shaking and he couldn't stop them. He was clenching Alex's watch that her father gave her. He could feel it dig into his skin as his grip tightened every time he looked at Alex. The only thing he wanted was to tell her he loved her.

Nikita was still curled into a ball clenching her hair when a single beep came out of the heart monitor. Nikita looked up, but saw Alex didn't move. She figured it was some kind of sick glitch, but another beep came. That's when Nikita noticed Alex's finger twitch ever so slightly.

"Sean," she crawled over to the body. Another beep and then another came. Gradually it became a steady heartbeat.

Sean rushed over and grabbed Alex's hand. "What's going on?" he looked for some kind of answer.

"I don't know," he said astonished by what he was seeing.

"She's a fighter," Nikita said with a smile as a tear danced down her cheek.

They saw Alex eyes twitch, when her eyes slowly open. "Jason?"

"No it's me Sean," a smile stretched across his face, "Thank god you're alive."

Alex

Alex awoke to the sight of Sean sleeping on the couch next to her bed. She looked around to see she was in Division Medical. She had a splitting headache. When she thought about it, she couldn't remember what happened. The last thing she remembered was being locked in Vlad's cage.

"You're awake," Nikita walked in holding some food.

"Yeah," Alex tried to sit up.

"Woah," Nikita placed the food down and quickly helped Alex sit up, "You need to take it easy. A lot happened."

"Like what?" Alex asked.

Before Alex could finish she was surprised by Nikita hugging her. Alex was surprised that she did that but she hugged back. "What' wrong?" she was confused.

"I'm so sorry. Please don't leave me again," Alex could feel Nikita's tears as she said that.

Alex could feel Nikita hug tighter. "What happened?" Alex was concerned now.

"You don't remember?" Nikita let go of her so she could talk.

Alex just shook her head. There was a growing sense of fear inside her.

Nikita used her sleeve to wipe her cheek. "We lost you. Everyone thought you had died and were gone forever."

She didn't know what to say. She had never thought about what would happen if she actually died. She knew about the danger and how there was always a chance she could lose her life, but she never really thought about it.

They both looked over as they heard Sean begin to wake up. "I'll let you guys have some time," Nikita smiled and hugged her before walking out of the room.

"Hey how you feeling," Sean sat down on a chair next to her and held her hand.

"A little sore, but I'm fine," she tried to joke but he was serious.

"I almost lost you because you kept a secret from me. Please tell me. Next time we might not get a second chance."

Alex hesitated for a minute, unsure if she should. She breathed out preparing for what might happen next. "It all started when….."

Hehehe so this is only part 2 and theres going to be a part 3 *apologetic smile* I told you the secret was going to be revealed in this chapter so it will. I just don't want to rush to it or make the chapter to long. But were getting there. Im so sry about all of this , but I hop you like this part as much as the last one.