I Own Nothing Twilight. S.M. Does. Enjoy!
Chapter Eleven-March 2015: Bella
The things I do, I go through
And all I see when I'm awake
And what I make, the shit that I take
Is something you already, already know?
I can't live without; all I think about, all I want is you
You're all I dream about, I can't live without, all I want is you
All I Want by: Staind
I had another dream about Edward. This time we were in our meadow, just lying there.
"Bella, I don't know how much longer I can be away from you." he whispered.
"Then stop. Come home." I whispered back.
"Soon, I will soon." He said.
I woke up and found Annie sitting in a chair outside. Something I found her doing quite frequently. I wished I could help her, but there was nothing I could do. Paul came by at least once every other day to talk to her, but she was 'not home' at that time.
He did figure out her name though, from Billy. Annie had not been to La Push since then and I knew she wanted to go there. She loved the beach and being by it calmed her.
So I did the only thing I could. I talked Jake into asking Sam to send Paul on a little mission. Jake just thought that Annie didn't like Paul; he didn't know she knew everything. So he had no problem getting rid of him. For the whole weekend, a three day weekend. Charlie already said that we could stay at Billy's for the three day weekend while they went on another three day fishing trip.
I was packing a bag when Annie walked in.
"Are you sure?" She asked.
"Yes. It will be fun. Jake said something about cliff diving. Well not for me." I told her. She laughed and we set off.
I had already called Jake and he said that Paul left an hour ago.
"Why don't you just see into the future?" I asked her.
"Because, I don't like to. Life was not meant to be lived in knowing. Surprises are supposed to happen. I get visions when danger is near but not much else." She said and I nodded.
This time I drove my truck while she took her bike. Since she was faster than me I left before she did, but we pulled up at Jakes at the same time.
"You're here!" he yelled running out of his house.
"Well ya, I said I would." I told him.
"Annie!" he yelled and ran over to her.
He scooped her up in a big hug and she pretended to have the wind knocked out of her. She was good at playing human. With the packs hatred towards vampires I wondered what they would do when they found out about her.
I brought my stuff inside. "Jake how is the sleeping arrangement going?" I asked.
"You two get the bed, I get the couch." He said with a smile. "Now let's get ready, you said you want to see us cliff dive. It is a warm day, let's go." He yelled and we started to walk to where the cliffs were.
Annie and I were sitting by the edge watching the water. We had been out here most of the day and the rest of the boys left leaving Jacob, Annie and I. I was looking at the water when I saw a flash of red.
I felt like I was in another nightmare. Every time I saw a flash of red Victoria always showed up and right before she killed me I woke up. I looked again and didn't see anything, so I relaxed until I looked at Annie.
She had a deadly glare on her face as her eyes followed something in the water. She slid off her shoes and stood up walking back a little.
"Wait, I smell a vampire." Jake said with worry.
Annie threw off her dress reveling her bathing suit and took a running start off the cliff. Compared to the boys almost falling off the rock she was elegant and lithe as she dove into the water. Jake yelled after her but she was already gone. After a few minutes Jake started to get worried.
"She hasn't come back up; I have to go in after her." He said and I stopped him.
"No, Jake. Let's just go down to the beach." I told him and he looked at me confused.
"Bella I should warn you. The assignment Sam had Paul do was to track the red headed vampire. If she is here he might be too." He told me and I frowned.
We got to the beach and Jake seemed to get worried again. "I still don't see her; no one can hold their breath that long. She could be hurt." He said. Of course he would be protective of her. The pack protects their own.
He started walking to the water.
"Jake, you don't need to worry. Just stay here." I pleaded and he did.
We waited another ten minutes before he let out a long breath. "I see her."
I had to admit. I sighed with relief as well. Almost half an hour under water was going to be hard to explain. She got out of the water and I wanted to laugh at her bathing suit. A black bikini that she tried to put me in. she had to know that I would not wear a bikini around her when she was wearing one. Self-esteem and all.
She was grumbling when she got to us. "Stupid bitch."
She stopped in front of us. Jake ran over and hugged her. "What were you thinking, the water is too cold for you, and you could get hypothermia." He said still worried and I laughed.
"Ya, right after I catch a cold." She said sarcastically.
He looked at her. "That waste of space tried to drown me. She is lucky for that current that separated us. Next time she is not getting away."
"Who is she talking about?" Jacob asked.
"Victoria, the red-headed vampire." I told him and he nodded.
"Wait, what?" he said looking at Annie.
She started ringing out her hair and grabbed a towel to wrap around herself.
"You can't be one of them are you?" Jake gasped.
She looked at him. "Only half of one. I was born like this. That is why you aren't threatened by me. Plus I only eat food. I don't drink blood. That is why I don't violate your treaty."
He stood there shocked. "Actually that makes sense. You said treaty, what do you know about us?" he asked
"Everything. Now you can't go and tell the others anything. Do you hear me, nothing?" She threatened and he shrank a little.
"I can't, in wolf form they hear everything." He said.
"Don't worry, when you are thinking about me they won't hear a thing. Oh good, today just keeps on getting better." She said and we looked to where she was glaring.
Paul and Jared were on their way over. Jacob laughed. "Cut him some slack." He laughed and she glared at him.
As Paul got closer his smile turned into a frown. "Were you in the water?" he asked.
"No." She said and grabbed my hand walking away.
"How could you let her go in the water? We chased that blood sucker in there." Paul whispered at Jacob.
"Oh, I didn't even see her at all." He told him. "Plus she wanted to jump." He said and Paul glared at him.
"It was pretty fun; I think I will do it again." Annie whispered to me and we started to walk back to the cliffs.
"You just like to antagonize him." I said and she nodded. We laughed as Annie started on the path to the upper jump spot. The spot that the boys didn't even jump off. Jake saw where we were headed and nudged Paul with his elbow.
The look of absolute horror on Paul's face was rather sweet. He really cared for her.
"Meet me back at the beach, okay." She said handing me her towel and I started to walk back down.
"What is she doing?" Paul asked when I got to Jacob.
"It looks like she is going to jump." Jared told him.
"Like hell she is." He said and took off after her.
"We could sell tickets to this." Jared said and Jacob laughed.
"Definitely." Jacob said.
We watched as Paul reached her at the top of the cliff. They looked like they were yelling and then we heard Annie yell. "Fine I won't jump."
Paul turned around and started to walk back down, but the second he turned around Annie started toward the edge. Paul turned around just in time to see her leap.
She pushed far enough away to make sure she would be safe. As soon as he saw her Paul started running and leapt off of the cliff as well.
Jared was standing in shock and Jacob was practically on the ground laughing.
A few minutes later Annie came out of the water still looking graceful and a little annoyed. She walked over to us as Paul came out of the water looking like a wet dog. Jared started laughing so hard he fell over.
"Jacob can I have my clothes back?" Annie asked Jake and he held out her dress. I handed her flip flops to her and she started to walk back to the house.
Jacob and I caught up with her and we left Paul glaring at a still hysterical Jared.
"No man, ever, tells me what I can or cannot do." she said once she got out of the shower.
"Paul has never been a steady guy. Meaning he has always had a few different girls here and there. His little girlfriends are a little upset he has no interest in them anymore though."
"Stupid Man whore." She said and we laughed.
We were in the living room watching a really old movie and eating pizza. Well Jake and I were eating pizza, Annie was eating fruit.
"So you know who that blood suck… sorry… vampire was. Do you know why she is here?" He asked.
"No." I told him at the same time Annie said yes. We both looked at Annie.
"She is here for Bella. She thinks that Edward killed James, though he didn't, and so she wants to kill you. Mate for mate kind of thing." She said and I started to panic. My dreams were sort of true.
"Don't worry Bella, she won't get you. Trust me." She told me and I calmed a little.
"If Edward didn't kill James, who did?" I asked and she smiled.
"It is in the past, and the past is best left behind us. Unheard, unseen and forgotten." She told me.
"This is great. Paul believes you need to embrace your past. It makes you who you are today." Jacob said.
"What happened in my past does not determine who I am how I handle the present and future says who I am." She said laughing a little.
We sat around and talked about nothing for a while.
Jacob…
I was sitting in the chair and looked at Bella who was asleep on the couch. Annie was laying on the floor in short shorts and one of my shirts. Though I was pretty sure I took that shirt from Paul a few weeks ago.
"Should we move Bella?" I asked and Annie sat up and looked at her.
"No, unless you don't want to sleep in the same bed as me." she said and I fidgeted.
"Umm…" I said and she laughed.
"Jacob, we will be sleeping next to each other not screwing each other. If you want we can even use two sleeping bags." She said and I laughed.
"No your right." I said.
Part of me was nervous, because if Paul saw this he would probably beat the crap out of me. But we weren't doing it because we liked each other. Did I find her attractive? Yes, but in my mind she was Paul's.
She placed a blanket over Bella and walked to my room. I grabbed a glass of water and walked down to my room. Annie was already laying there with her back to me. I got in bed and before I knew it I was out.
I woke up and the first thing I noticed was that it was still dark outside. I tried to move and realized a couldn't. Annie had her head resting on my chest and her arm across my shoulder. I prayed that Paul would never find out about this. I realized that my hand was around her waist and I removed it trying to find a different spot to put it. Eventually I gave up and set my hand back on her waist. Her bare waist since her shirt had ridden up.
I was a dead man.
Paul…
Another sleepless night. The sun was starting to lighten the sky and I was still sitting on my porch. I shared a two bedroom house with Jared, and could hear his snoring from here.
Why couldn't this have happened to one of the other guys? Any of the other guys. They wanted it, I didn't. I didn't want to feel like this. Like my world would end if she died. Was it too early to go over there? Probably. It was miserable knowing she was in the same town, on the same street as me, and I couldn't see her, touch her. I wished she was in my room right now, but she wasn't. She was at Jacobs, and no matter how much I tried not to be I was jealous of him. He assured me that he would be in the living room and the girls in his room.
I wanted to go over there and take her from that bed and run away with her. Just me her and that bathing suit she wore yesterday. I groaned and flung my head back. Her in that black bikini that covered too much for my taste would be the death of me.
I was hopeless. Even more than that I was scared. What if when I told her what I was and she left? What if she told me that she never wanted to see me again? My heart broke a little when I thought of it.
Damn imprint shit.
Sam always joked that he couldn't wait to see the poetic side of me. Or the Gentle side as his wife Emily called it.
Emily was Sam's imprint. They met and five months later they were married. Would Annie want that? Would we fall in love and get married? I pictured myself in Sam's position. Married with wife who was two months pregnant? Would she want children?
I cursed my situation, here I am thinking about marriage and children with a girl who wanted nothing to do with me. I looked at my cell and noticed that is was 9:30 a.m. I went to my room to change, deciding that if they weren't awake yet they would be. I threw on clean boxers and pants and searched my room for my favorite shirt. It went missing a few weeks ago and I had yet to find it. At first I thought Jared stole it, but since I do all the laundry I figured he couldn't.
I gave up and grabbed another shirt slamming the front door as I left. Jared never stopped snoring.
I smiled the smile that appeared each time I knew I was going to go see Annie. I walked in jakes house without knocking. I usually did anyway, and since he was asleep on the couch I didn't worry about waking anyone up.
"Good morning." I heard from the couch and turned to see Bella watching TV with a bowl of cereal.
Okay, this is not what I was expecting. I looked around for Jacob. "Good morning. Where is Jacob at?"
"Uh… In his room?" she said, but it sounded like a question.
"Is he up?" I asked her.
"You can check." She said getting up to clean her bowl.
I walked back to Jakes room. I was a little disappointed that Annie left, but I could use this to get some information out of Jake. Outside his door I could hear him snoring slightly. When I opened the door I started seeing red.
Jacob was lying on his back one are behind his head and the other arm was wrapped around a girl. His hand rested high on her side, which was bare because her shirt had crawled up. She was lying on his chest. Her dark hair covering his bare chest. I wanted to be angry. I wanted to want to pummel Jacob, but I could feel nothing except peace as I watched her sleep.
I knew that Jacob would never do anything with Annie. He couldn't, it was against imprint law or whatever. I bent down and flicked Jacob on the nose as hard as I could. He moved the hand that was on Annie's waist to scratch his nose and he put his hand back on Annie this time it resting on her ass.
I pinched his nose and waited for him to wake up from lack of oxygen. His eyes flew open and were filled with fear. I could laugh, but his hand was still resting on Annie's backside.
He moved his hand as soon as he realized where it was and mouthed 'sorry'. I glared at him and left his room.
"If Annie asks, tell her I tried to stop you from going in there." Bella said as I made my way back to the living room.
I sat down in the chair. "Sure."
I started to think about Annie. I never realized how young Annie looked, and I didn't know her age. "Bella, how old is Annie?"
"Seventeen." She said quickly and I thought about that. Because I changed at eighteen, technically I was eighteen. But really I was 25, technically I was too old for her, but to me Annie seemed older.
Jacob walked in and smiled at me, at least he had put on a shirt.
"Bella fell asleep first and Annie didn't want to move her…" he started but I stopped him.
"I get it, it is ok." I told him and he looked relieved.
"I am getting in the shower." Bella said getting up and going to the back of the house.
Jacob and I were sitting there in silence when Jacobs phone went off.
"Hello? Okay, I will be there in a min." he said and hung up his phone.
"Sam wants to talk to me. If I leave you alone are you going to cause any trouble?" he asked.
I shook my head and he laughed. "Ya and I don't grow a tail." He said as he left.
A minute after he left I heard Bella go into the bathroom and the bedroom door open.
I turned to watch Annie leave the bedroom. As she made her way to the kitchen I stared at her legs that were peeking out of the shorts she had on.
Along with the shorts she was wearing my shirt. My favorite shirt. Jacob must have taken it. I got up to follow her into eh kitchen. She grabbed an apple and hoped up on the counter.
I leaned against the counter next to her.
"Can I help you?" she asked.
Oh, yes you can. I thought and shook my head.
"Just thought you might want some company." I told her.
"Nope, so you can leave." She said.
"Why do you do that? Act like I am the worst thing on the planet?" I asked.
"You can't stand it can you? You are so used to having every girl throw themselves at you that the first one that doesn't want anything to do with you irritates you to no end." She said glaring at me.
"That is not true." I told her, it was, but I was trying anything now. "I could have you if I wanted."
She laughed a little. "You are so sure of yourself."
"I am. I have my ways." I told her.
"Try it."
"What?"
"Try it." she said again. "Capture me with your ways." Her voice was silky and seductive. They started a fire in my chest that was starting to burn lower and lower.
I moved away from the counter and set my hands on her knees. "Are you sure, once I capture someone, they don't want me to let them go?"
I squeezed her knees slightly; enjoying the feel of her skin touching mine.
"Try me." she said and the fire turned into a raging blaze.
I pushed open her knees and stepped between them. Once my chest was inched from hers I slowly started to run my hands up her thighs. She leaned her head back and shut her eyes. Just enjoy it sweetheart, I thought.
She left out a soft moan and my hands flew to her hips pulling her to me. She wrapped her legs around my back and put her hands on my shoulders. I ground into her a little and she squeezed my shoulders.
I began to run my nose along her collar bone taking in her smell. Raspberries, Roses, and something warm like vanilla.
She started to run her hands across my shoulders and up my neck her nails digging in just enough to make it feel incredible. I shuddered from pleasure when her hands made it to my hair. She ran her nails across my scalp making me groan and pull her against me even more. If she ever wondered if I wanted her I am sure I answered that question.
No girl I was ever with made me feel the way she did. Whether it was because she was my imprint or that she knew exactly how I like it I didn't know. I just knew I would never get enough.
I started placing kisses on her collar bone and neck. I never kissed. It was a sign of affection and I never loved those girls, not even liked them. I just liked release.
Annie pulled on my hair causing me to lift me head. She pushed her chest against mine and gently placed her lips on mine. I melted against her. Every part of me moved with her and when her tongue grazed my lower lip I opened my mouth and let her in. I was trying to captivate her when before I realized it she had captivated me.
I let her into my soul, my heart and my mind. She moved her lips to my ear.
"Is this all you got?" she whispered her lips moving against my ear. I shuddered again. And she leaned away a little. "I thought you were going to captivate me?" she asked.
I was breathing heavily and couldn't help but notice she wasn't. My face felt hot and I knew my cheeks were flushed and hers were still slightly pale. Did she really have that much power over me and I hadn't affected her at all?
"You know you are wearing my shirt." I told her.
"Really?" she whispered and before I could react she reached down and pulled the shirt over her head. She sat there in a black lace bra and grey shorts. "Here you can have it back."
I groaned again and caught her lips with mine. My hands edged their way up until I came in contact with the lace of her bra. My thumbs underneath her breasts. Her skin was so smooth and silky that I couldn't wait to have my lips against it, or my tongue.
She leaned back again and unwrapped her legs form around me. I moved and leaned against the counter again and she laughed.
She jumped down and went to the back room. I now had a problem and today was not the right day to wear jeans. I decided to follow her and walked down the hallway. The door was shut, but I still heard the shower on so I knew Bella wasn't in there. I walked in and plopped down on the bed.
Annie was going through a bag on a dresser. She was wearing a matching pink silk panty and bra set, and I wanted to tear it off her.
"People like their privacy you know." She said.
"People also don't like to be left high and dry." I told her.
She walked over to the bed and threw her clothes down next to me. To be honest I wasn't prepared for what happened next. She climbed on the bed and straddled me. My problem coming back full force. She leaned over me and I rested my hands on her ass. She leaned in close and brought her lips against my ears.
"Take a cold shower." She whispered and nibbled at my ear lobe. I was lost in a wave of ecstasy and almost didn't realize she climbed off me.
She pulled on some jeans and a t-shirt.
"I don't affect you at all?" I asked her.
"You did your best." She told me with an encouraging smile.
"This isn't over. I will get you, just wait. I will have surprise on my side." I told her and she opened the door.
"Game on." She said before she left the room.
Game on it is.
