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I began to think how to say goodbye everyone.
I knew I could not say goodbye face to face, they would try to stop or just say things to me that I could not bear.
I decided to write letters to them. I felt very old fashioned but it would get my point across.
First were Christian and Eddie.
Dear Christian (sparky)
I know you properly surprised that I have written to you but your my unwanted brother :D that my other mother gave me. I do love you and I know you're the best thing for Lissa. Don't let her go! Or I will hunt you down. Just please look after her and love her with all your heart and soul. Keep her happy and herself. I beg you not to let her come after me. It's for her, it's for the best. I promise.
Soo much love
Rose xoxox
Dear Eddie
I love you the most-est. my best friend(guy friend). Without you Eddie I don't think I would have lasted this long, you've always been there to help no questions asked. You do and will always seem to know me better than I give you credit for and I will never know why. It may have something to do with the three musketeers: you, me and Mason. Who will never be forgotten and who will always keep us together.
Protect everyone for me, especially Lissa. Have a great life Eddie, please live it. If I come back I wanna know your happy coz if you not I'll beat you up and you know I'll win :D I love you sooo much.
My lovely brother(I wish you were coz your awesome) I will always think of you. Don't come after me.
Love Rose xoxoxx
Their letters were quite similar. Adrian's was next I didn't know what to say. How do you break up with someone though a letter.
Adrian,
I'm soo sorry I have to leave but it's better for everyone. You all can have a better life without me now m not here to ruin it. i love you soo much you always there for me when I need you but it's time for you to live your life. Stay safe. And look after yourself ( now that I'm not around). Please don't visit me or come after me.
Have a great life and make everyone smile. Love you
Byebye
Rosexxxxx
I wrote to my mom/dad. I do feel like such a crappy daughter.
Mom/dad
I know I was a lot to handle but you have to know that I love you soo much. As well as dad he's the best. Mom I'm sorry I blamed you for a lot of things but in a way if you didn't leave I wouldn't have the life I have, so thank you. The only thing I regret s missing times that would have been great with both of you. I love you, you're the best mom I could ask for. You too dad, thanks soo much for all you've done for me. Please don't come after me(dad). Look after everyone(Chris, Eddie, yourselves, Adrian and Lissa).
You'll always be the best
I love you forever
Rose xxxxxxxxxxx
The hardest of all. My Bestest friend.
Lissa, I'm sooo sorry. But I have to leave it's for everyone's own good. You can have a life now as I'm not there to screw it up.
I promise I will always protect you. I'll always be in the background ready. If I hear or see something bad is happening I will stop it!
I don't want you to look for me! I want you to know it was my choice and I won't regret it. I'm leaving you here with the best protection that will make your life so happy. I want you to live your life. Be with Christian, help Eddie have a fun life and make Adrian a happier person.
I know sometimes I was a crappy best-friend but now I'm gone you'll have better ones. And you wont risk the chance of becoming queen or something like that because of me as I wont be there shouting over you, being disrespectful and ruining it.
You the best-est friend any one can have. I love you soo much. I will always think of you.
don't get any one to look for me! E.g. mom, Eddie, Adrian, Abe or anyone else. Please let me go it's for you own sake.
Love you every second, even more than Christian ever will. :P
Love Rose
Xoxoxoxoxooxoxooxoxx
Xxxxx
I couldn't write to him. I wouldn't know what to say, not that he would care anyway. Plus my hand hurts. I don't think I even wrote that much back at the academy.
Tears were dropping down on each letter I wrote. I hope it doesn't mess them up. I put them all on the table and went to have a shower.
The shower was the best shower I ever had in years. it felt amazing, every bad feeling just washed away. I felt clean and cleansed.
I got and rapped a towel round myself and went to put my shower thing in my bags. As I got close to the door were the bags were, the door knocked.
It might be Hans , maybe the letters took longer than I thought. I should be on my plane.
I ran to the the door, clinging to my towel. I shoved the door open.
Only to meet a pair of brown eyes staring at me.
Shit! Why didn't I look at the clock first or check though the peep hole.
This is going to be messy.
"Rozza" he whispered.
Next thing I know he's kissing me.
Damn.
Hey! Here's new Chapter!
Please tell me what you think! What do you think will happen next? Any Ideas? Any Advice?
CiaraRose xx