Warning! When i began to write my story its was just after Spirit Bound, so i never knew what was coming! So im sorry if you don't like or agree with some of the things i have written.

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Lissa' prov.

Rose leaving was the hardest thing that has ever happened to me. Worse than Victor's evil plans, losing my family or falling out with Christian. I've come to believe that it's worse this time because I know there's a highly possible chance that she's never coming back.

And that's what breaks my heart knowing I'm never going to have my best friend back. We will never that the life we planned together since we were younger.

I kept the promises that she wanted. I carried on living my life.

And the things she promised in her letters happened.

A few months after Rose left I have a brother-well half-brother- his name is Leo. He's amazing and a perfect Moroi Dragomir. He has my eyes (my Dads, our Dads) and dark blonde hair. With his help I was able to get on the counsel. And now he is Prince Leonardo Xavier Dragomir. When he appeared. It was quite a shock but I knew immediately that this was Rose's doing. When I asked him about her he said the only message she had is that she's very happy and is glad that Lissa is finally in her rightful place.

No more details that was the only time we have heard from her and the only lead we have to know that she is safe and alive.

When attacks happen they are solved quickly. Eddie told me that when he goes on mission he always looks out for Rose as most of the killing of the strigoi had Rose written all over them and he seemed to sense that she was near but he never saw her.

That's the only promise I broke, everyone broke it. No one stopped looking for her. We all missed her terribly. I had enough resources to keep looking forever. and i was never ever going to stop.

Being on the counsel, I was eventually elected queen. I went through all the trials and was successful in becaming Queen. All thanks to Rose even though she wasn't there.

Me and Christian have been together for 4 ½ years and are now engaged. I don't want to get married until I know Rose will be there.

Christian has always been here for me since Rose has gone. I know he misses her too. I knew secretly they both loved each other.

Eddie is now married with a beautiful child. Mia and him hooked up and he's never been happier. He kept to his word he lives his life to the full as well as work, which is to guard Chris. The only thing he hates is that Rose is gone. He wanted her at his wedding but I told him she probably was, knowing Rose.

Adrian went back to drinking to deal with the spirit (stayed of the smoking because of Rose) and that Rose had left he tried to forget that he felt. But he never could until he met Grace. A beautiful loving, heart-warming person that he was in desperate need of. He fell for her instantly and he is extremely happy. He know understands why Rose didn't love him like she did for Dimitri because the love the love he now has for Grace was never as powerful as the love he had for Rose ( he love grace 10 times as he did rose). Adrian is now married and is expecting a child.

Janine Hathaway is now my guardian/mom. She promised she protect me until Rose comes back. But I still made her have fun and enjoy her life. Her and Abe are back together again and are very good together. Even though Abe goes on business quite a lot.

As for Dimitri, he is a complete mess. He blames himself entirely. When Rose left he was in her room he said he tried to persuade her to stop and not leave but she wouldn't budge. And he never stops to look for her.

He still protect me with all he heart because she asked him to but sometimes I wish she didn't, he's soo overprotective the only time he leaves me is when he goes looking for Rose or I demand him to go.

He never relaxes, I've tried to make him have a life but he won't listen.

So i finally gone to find help.

Yesterday I got fed up with it. And I'm now dragging him to Russia.

He claims he is terrified of what they are going to think of him, especially what he's Grandma Thinks. As Yeva can she things, he believes she will be disgraced with him. And that is why he hasn't gone over to Russia, he rings them but that's not enough.

We landed just outside Baia on my private jet. Then loaded into the SUV to drive to his family's house. Dimitri was jumping with nerves which I've never seen before.

Once we arrived the door was thrown open and Dimitri was bombarded with hugs me too which surprised me. And one woman started to have tears in her eyes.

A teenaged boy punched Dimitri in the arm while saying "We have all missed you like hell uncle Dimka!" "Paul! Watch your mouth, I don't want my brother thinking bought you up like that." Shouted someone who I presumed was his mother, with young girl attached to her leg.

A woman about my age maybe a year or two younger hugged me tightly. "We've heard soo much about you Lissa, I can call you Lissa, right?" grinning at me. And pulling me up the stairs in to the house.

Before I could answer Dimitri interrupted me.

"I missed you guys so much as well but how have you heard so much about Lissa? He said accusingly.

I sighed. Here he goes again always protecting and questioning.

I rolled my eyes and stepped in. "Well Dimitri, I'm guessing they know me from when Rose was in Russia so she obviously told them about me five years ago also I am Queen. And also yes you can call me Lissa" I smiled to the young woman who asked.

Dimitri flinched when I said her name.

The young women began to talk while eyeing Dimitri. "Thank you Lissa, I'm Victoria but call me Vika. So peaking od Rose,where is Rose? I miss her loads."

Dimitri's face fell as he flinched again. "I don't know where she is, no one does. She left 4½ years ago. No one's seen or heard from her since." He said sadly.

I think everyone caught his mood because the Rose subject dropped completely.

I was introduced to everyone they all are amazing and kind. We all got along well and talked for a long time. The only one who wouldn't contribute into any conversation was Yeva, Dimitri's Grandma. She just sat there doing nothing but glaring at Dimitri. Now I get why he was scared.

After about two hours of talking. Olena sent Vika to get some supplies for dinner. I decided to go along as well, see the town. Dimitri let me go with-out him but told me I had to listen and do what Vika at told me to do at all times.

Vika started to laugh at him when we left the house.

"Is he always so uptight?" grinning at me.

"Oh, you have no idea." Started to roar with laughter with Vika joining me.

When we came back from our trip we couldn't stop laughing. After a while Vika stood telling us she's heading out for an hour.

Dimitri stood too. "Vika, Where are you going?"

"Oh, I have to go see Denis"

"What! Why?" stepping towards her about to reach out and stop her from leaving. I guess Dimitri Doesn't like this man.

Vika began to giggle in his face. "Calm down Dimka, Denis is a cool guy. Rose thought soo they were good friends. Anyway I'm going as a favour to Nikolai as he's out of town. Denis got hurt pretty badly while hunting . So I just have to check he's okay, taking his meds and making sure his friend aren't teasing him. I'll be back soon." Then she left.

Dimitri looked puzzled and angry.

"Why would Rose like Denis?" he said look around for answers as he sat down again.

Olena began to explain. "Well at first they hated each other, they nearly had a fight outside church once. But when she left she went with them to the city with his friends. And the hunted together and became good friends but then she just went missing." Dimitri flinched. I realized then why he flinched he was remembering where she went missing, right into his strigoi hands. These memories was another reason why he soo unemotional.

My thought were interrupted..

"PLEASE DON'T VIKA! PLEASE JUST COME BAC…"

My head shot up, as Dimitri stood up. That's was Rose's voice.

Vika came storming in. "ROSE!" she shouted breathlessly. " at Denis 's house go NOW!" she yelled.

And with that I ran.

So there is a little insight into everyone's world! Why is Dimitri acting like that? Whats Rose up to?

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CiaraRose xx