Okayyyy, so we're down to the second to last chapter! Don't have much to say here. Thank God I typed most of this chapter earlier in the mornin instead of tonight. Haha. Just a bit upset but whatevers. The song name of this chapter is One and Only by Adele. The songs used in this chapter are Lullaby by Chester See, What Hurts the Most by Rascall Flats, and This Girl by City and Colour (another fav of mine). Soo enjoy!
Heads up, there will be sad times in this chapter.
oh! Underlined is singin btw! And the bold is a song playing in a scene.
One and Only
"It's you and me
The stars and moon will keep us company
They'll watch over us as we fall asleep
And I will hold you close
So lay your head down on the pillowcase
Close your eyes and feel my warm embrace
'Cause in my arms you know you will be safe
And I won't let you go
So baby let my heartbeat be
The rhythm that puts you to sleep
My smile will be the first thing you see
When you wake up
When you wake up
When you wake up
So dream with me
Hold my hand; escape reality
Let my love be your cavalry
And I will hold you close
Don't you worry; I'll be by your side
I promise I'll be here all through the night
I'll comfort you until the morning light
And I won't let you go
So baby let my heartbeat be
The rhythm that puts you to sleep
My smile will be the first thing you see
When you wake up
So baby let my heartbeat be
The rhythm that puts you to sleep
My smile will be the first thing you see
When you wake up
So baby let my heartbeat be
The rhythm that puts you to sleep
My smile will be the first thing you see
When you wake up
So baby let my heartbeat be
The rhythm that puts you to sleep
My smile will be the first thing you see
When you wake up
When you wake up..."
Jade softly sang as Tori lay on her chest. After Jade made love to Tori, they spent a whole hour in pure silence, holding each other, and kissing each other lovingly. When Jade finished the song, she realized that Tori was beginning to drowse off, so she pulled the other cover she took out and covers them. Tori snuggled closer to Jade and whispered, "I really like that song you just sang..." Jade smiled and kissed Tori's forehead. "I dedicate it to you then... So whenever you hear it, you'll think of us..." Jade whispered back.
Tori answered with a yawn and Jade couldn't help but chuckle. "Let's go to sleep... You're tired... I'm exhausted..." Tori smiled and but then looked worriedly to Jade. "What's wrong Tor?" Tori hesitated before answering. She didn't want to upset or ruin their peace. " I don't want you to leave me again... Promise me? I know it's selfish of me to ask... But promise me you'll do what you can to get better. And stay by my side this time? Jadelyn Elizabeth West, you're it for me. You are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with... Please stay..." Jade sighed and sat up a bit to look at Tori properly. "Tor, you know I can't promise you that... I don't know how much time I have... I can promise you though, that while I'm still breathing, I will be with you. Whether it be a second, to a year, or many more years, I will never leave you." Tori nodded and peked her lips. "Now, let's sleep Tor. Beck will be waiting for us in the morning..."
It was almost an hour past midnight when Cat had finally arrived Sikowitz's place. She quickly ran to the front step and knocked on the door. She waited a few seconds until Sikowitz opened the door and was let in. "Do you want a towel or some coffee or tea or something?" Sikowitz offered while handing Cat the towel. Cat took the towel greatfully and accepted a cup of coffee. After warming herself up, the two went to sit in his couch. "I take it you let Tori decide?" He asked and recieved a nod. "And I'm guessing she chose Jade?" Another nod. "How are you?" He got a shrug. He sighed and clapped his hands. "So! Are you sure you want to do this Cat? I mean, Tori is your bestfriend after all and I know Jade was once upon a time ago. You really thought this through?" He asked.
Cat stayed quiet for a while and kept drinking her coffee. A few sips later, she put the mug down and sat up. "I know. I might make my friend's sad but if I have to leave this place, then I'm at least going to make Tori happy with the results of it. I also talked to Andre about this. So you're not the only one who knows. He's going to help you out with the rest when I'm gone." Sikowitz nodded and pulled out some papers. They spent almost all of the night filling in the papers and writing a couple of things. Well, mainly Cat but Sikowit'z helped. It was around four in the morning when they were finally done. Sikowitz let Cat stay the night since it was too late and he could see the poor girl was not only physically tired, but emotionally exhausted as well.
Cat woke up after a few hours of resting up. She got up confused when she took her surroundings in but calmed down when she remembered she was had gone to Sikowitz's the previous night. She walked into the living room and saw Sikowitz knocked out on his couch. She smiled and couldn't help the giggle that came out when he snored loudly. Quietly, she made her way to the kitchen and wrote a small note. Placing it on the arm of the couch, she took her keys and left. It was drizzling and the sun wasn't out so she ran to her car.
She stayed there for a while, thinking what she was going to do next. Thinking for a few minutes she decided to go back to her's and Tori's apartment to gather her things. She could no longer be around Tori since she would be gone and decided that the latina should keep their apartment. She turned the radio on to try to ease her troubled mind but apparently, only made her break all over again at hearing the somg that was being played:
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm OK
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that love in you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do, oh.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say (to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that love in you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that love in you
That's what I was trying to do...
Being too overwhelmed by the song, she failed to see the light change to red. She slammed on the breaks but because of the wet street, the tires skidded, honks were heard, and a crash was heard. The last thing Cat could proccess was that the car was flipping in the air, and landed upside down before seeing black...
It was nine in the morning when a certain couple woke up at the sound of waves crashing and the sound of the ocean echoing through the cave. "Morning bonita." The latina mumbled. Jade smiled and kissed her goodmorning. They got up and packed up the pillows and blankets to take them with them when they left the cave. As Jade was walking to tha small entrance, Tori pulled her back in. "What's wrong?" she asked. Tori looked down in shyness and muttered out, I wanted to sing you something I wrote. It's the very first song I wrote. It was supposed to be your anniversary gift for this year and I had written it before you left... i just want to sing it to you now if you let me." Jade felt her heart melt and gave Tori a nod and a peck to her lips. Tori made Jade sit on a small boulder and took a step back to sing.
"I wish I could do better by you,
'cause that's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
In order for this to work.
While I'm off chasing my own dreams
Sailing around the world
Please know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl
When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave
Fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost
You don't ask for no diamond rings no delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl
ooooo ooo ohhh ohh oh oh
One, two, one two three four
I wish I could do better by you
'cause it's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
in order for this to work
While I'm off chasing my own dreams
sailing around the world
Please know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl
And when you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave and fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost
But you don't ask for no diamond rings
No delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl
ooooo ooo ohhh ohh oh oh
ooooo ooo ohhh ohh oh oh
ooooo ooo ohhh ohh oh oh
ooooo ooo ohhh ohh oh oh
But you don't ask for no diamond rings
No delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl..."
Jade was in tears by the end of the song and junped from the boulder to give Tori a deep kiss. When they pulled away to get some air, Tori asked, "does this mean you liked the song?" Jade laughed and pulled her in for another kiss. "I take that as a yes then." Tori said. After pulling away, they got out of the cave and climbed to the rocks and out of the trees. They walked around for another hour, enjoying the beach, before heading back to where Beck was waiting. When they reached the area where they first were, they could see Beck waiting up on the hill. Finally going up and getting closer to him, they could see tears in his eyes and gave a puzzled look at him. "Andre called me about fifteen minutes ago. Cat's been in an accident. She was rushed in to the hospital. Sikowitz is there apparently. Robbie and Trina are there waiting with Andre..." Tori and Jade looked at each other in utter pain and quickly got in the car. "What happened?" Jade choked. She reached for Tori's hand for comfort. For some reason, she was feeling as if this was somehow her fault. 'If I would have never come back, Tori would be with Cat and she wouldn't have gotten hurt...' Her chest began to hurt and her breathing was beginning to shallow. "I don't know. All Andre said was that she was hit at a light. He said he'd explain when we'd get there." Jade felt her heart stop for a moment and she clutched at her chest.
"Jade?! What's wrong baby?!" Tori asked when she saw Jade and felt her grip tighten on her. The pale girl was fighting to breathe as her chest started aching. Each heart beat was like a slam against her chest when suddenly, pain began to shoot through not only her chest, but her back and neck. She was clinging to Tori by now, desperate to try to breathe properly. The latina was in tears by now and trying to get the pale girl to breathe right while Beck was doing his best to quickly get them to the hospital with much more urgency. The pain was beginning to be too much for Jade and the pale girl ended up fainting, the last thing she heard, was Tori calling to her.
What did you guys think? Oh goshh. Poor Cat and Jade! What's gonna happen next?! Is Jade going to be able to hold on?! And were Cat's injuries fatal?
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