AN: So here's Chapter 1, enjoy!
Chapter 1: Let's try to make it work
~Rose~
The park was always our little spot. He's loved the park, ever since the first time I met him all those years ago, when I was nineteen. Well when he was the Doctor, not John, but John is still the Doctor, just human, and Donna, and Timelord. All the sass contained in one, even sassier than the man he was when I first met him.
I spot John sitting coolly on a bench in the shade of the tree on this warm summer's day. It's actually quite close to fall. I sit a good foot away from him, giving him the space he's recently craved from me. I know the conversation will be one sided, but it's nice to have him here. It makes the world better, just to know that the Doctor still exists in some form to this world, even though he's John. But I love him.
"I'm so glad you came," I send one of my, as he describes it, very much Rose smiles his way. "See I'm smiling, it means I'm happy." He smiles a bit. "I'm sorry for everything I've done. I didn't know you had to go so soon…" I trail off as he stands. "I thought we had a little time. Look, whatever, if you have to
Then you have to. It's all right. We have tonight." I smile sadly, he starts to walk away, I know if I don't stop him now, he won't come back.
"You know what makes me crazy?" I call to him, causing him to turn. "I need to say this. You know what makes me nuts? The fact that we could be together, spending some time. And you are gonna choose someone else to be with. John, that's exactly what you're doing. You do not have to go to another party. You could stay with your wife on her fucking birthday." I yell, others begin to stare, John just drops his head.
"I know in your soul it must drive you crazy, that you won't get to play with your little girlfriends. The point is, John, you can't spend a single day that's not about you." A tear slips down my cheek, I know if he doesn't come comfort me it's over. "I swear to God I'll never understand, how you can stand there straight and tall. Now see I'm crying, and not do anything at all…" I sit back on the bench and he just walks away.
AN: Please review, if you like it that is. I'll put the next chapter up soon.