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Previous in The Wild, Wild West
"I will see you later. Dimitri I'll be back at one," I sang, turning to look at him. He gave me a small smile and a nod as I left, closing the door behind me. As I walked away I heard Abe's booming voice, slightly loud and maybe even... angry?
"Dimitri we need to talk." Abe said aggressively.
Chapter 13 Amazed
I was a bit concerned about Abe's tone of voice; it stopped me dead in my tracks. I looked around; no one seemed to be in sight so I back tracked a few steps. I leaned in closer to the wooden door that I had just closed behind me a few seconds ago. I didn't need to lean my ear against it because Abe certainly wasn't keeping his voice down.
"What the hell is going on between you and Rose!" he shouted at Dimitri. "When did this start?" he growled, not waiting for an answer. "You haven't even been here a week! Don't just stand there, I want answers!" he booms.
Oh shit! I was not at all expecting this conversation to be about Dimitri and me. It was silent on the other side of the door for a moment and then I heard Dimitri's calm and steady voice.
"Abe, Rose and I... we have a connection. We both felt it the moment we met. I'm not sure how to explain it, but I'm not sure that our relationship is really any of your business. I realize you two are close-"
Abe cut him off. "Close? You don't think it's any of my business!" he shouts angrily. "How dare you-"
Now its Dimitri's turn to cut off Abe mid-sentence with his voice raised a few octaves. "Abe, I don't understand, why are you so worked up? Rose is a grown woman, why are you so concerned about what kind of relationship we have?"
"It doesn't matter the reasons I am concerned. That girl has been my responsibility since she was born! And it sure as hell isn't going to change now!" Abe says with a growl.
What the heck is he talking about? I'm his responsibility, since I was born? Huh? Shaking my head furrowing my eyebrows I try to figure it out. I'm sure Dimitri is just as confused as I am.
"Abe I don't understand…" Dimitri sighs wearily.
Just then, a few people started walking my way so quickly, I take a few steps as if I am waiting for someone. I get about ten feet away and then turn around and rush back to the door after they pass by. I only hear Dimitri exclaim: "You're kidding me!"
Abe follows up with, "No, I'm not, I have every right to know the nature of your relationship."
"I can't believe this, does she know?" he asks incredulously.
Know? Know what? Oh come on you're telling me I missed the most important part! You've got to be joking! I stood there listening, hoping they will give me a clue of what was said just a minute ago.
"No... she doesn't," Abe says quieter now; he seems to be slightly calmer. "So answer my questions, Belikov."
"I'm in love with her and she is in love with me," Dimitri says confidently.
Damn right I am! I think to myself completely agreeing with Dimitri's statement.
"How can that be; you just met!" Abe voice goes back to angry.
But why is Abe so upset? Why is he so concerned about me? I don't get it!
"I don't know if I can explain it, Abe, it's just the moment I saw her I felt so drawn to her. When we shook hands for the first time it was the most amazing thing I had ever felt. Well, at that moment it was, anyway. She felt it too. Every time we are together we get closer. It gets more amazing by the minute. When I got hit in the leg with the arrow all I could think about was her and making sure I made it back to her. Maybe its love at first sight-I don't know-I just know how it feels to be with her, near her, holding her. I have never been this to anyone or anything," Dimitri explains truthfully.
My heart is pounding hard in my chest as I hear his glorious words; his feelings about me. Happiness explodes inside of me like dynamite. I haven't got any idea why he is being so open with Abe, but hearing those words I just want to go in there and kiss him, and show him exactly what he means to me!
"What are your intentions?" Abe asks seriously.
"I want to build a life with her, to be with her, forever. I want to protect her with my life, and keep her close; in my arms where I know she's safe. Abe, I love her. I want to be with her, marry her, have a family with her and whatever else you can think of, as long as I get to do it with her, for the rest of my life."
There is quiet on the other side of the door, and frankly I was starting to get a little worried. Though, I was still so ecstatic about the declaration of love that Dimitri just spoke aloud, I can barely contain myself; my heart feels like its doing back flips.
I decided that the worst was over and that I needed to go get the picnic ready. I promised myself that I would ask Dimitri later about all that I missed. I then took my leave and headed towards the Saloon, a huge smile on my face the whole time, and if someone saw me right now they would think I was crazy.
Suddenly, Mason's image hits me as I run past where he laid dying yesterday. My heart clenched as my footsteps faltered. Pain stabs through my gut making me double over as hot tears fall from my eyes. I squeeze my eyes shut and take in big gulps of air. The sudden change in my body going from complete happiness to excruciating pain felt like torture. I felt so guilty for being happy just now. My mind went back to Mason's last words: "I love you Rose; I'll always love you. I'm so sorry. Don't be sad for me, I'm glad you found happiness."
As I replay those words over and over in my mind I stumble to the back room of the Saloon. I stand there trying to calm myself. It hurts; I don't know what to do about the horrible pain lingering in my chest. He is gone and I have to live on without him. The thought of that makes me sick to my stomach. But I know that somehow... I have to live on.
My mind goes into a daze and I try to remember why I came in here. The picnic… with Dimitri.
With a muddled mind I start putting the picnic supplies in a small bag I can carry in the saddle bag while I ride. I think about how I can be so happy and so sad at the same moment. Mason has always wanted me to be happy. He always said that to me. "As long as you're happy, Rosie."
I shouldn't feel guilty for being happy with Dimitri, but I do. I couldn't help it. I loved Mason, just not the way he loved me. My mind couldn't comprehend that he was really gone. There would be no more of his music, his laughter, his hugs, or his talent with the horses. I guess they call that denial. I'm grieving.
Suddenly, I think of Jezebel. She's in the stable along with a few other horses. Since Mason is no longer here to take care of them, I drop what I'm doing and I take off toward the stable at the end of town. I run as fast as I can, I know that the animals need to be cared for immediately. As I run through the large double doors, I see a person standing in the shadows. I am startled at first, but apparently I am not the only one. He jumps as I skid to a stop.
My eyes adjust to the light inside the barn and I take in the sight of the person in front of me. Eddie.
We stare at each other for a moment. I can see the pain etched in Eddie's normally happy face. It was almost as if the sadness was rolling off him in waves. As we stood there, frozen, I felt a tear leak down my cheek. I wasn't the only one, however. I noticed a tear rolling down his cheek as well. Without a word we close the distance and wrap our arms around each other.
It was comforting, yet painful at the same time. I felt the heartbreaking sobs envelope both our bodies as we break down in each others arms. Clinging to him, I knew we both felt exactly the same way. I knew we were devastated at the loss of our best friend and brother, Mason. No words had to be said for us to understand the other's feelings.
We stand there in our embrace, as if holding on for dear life. As we cry out all the pain, anger, sadness, and frustrations, my mind keeps asking what happened. When we have calmed down some I pull back to look into Eddie's sad and distraught face. I stroke his cheeks to wipe away the tears, then I leaned in to kiss his forehead and took in a deep, shaky breath.
"Eddie... can you tell me… tell me what happened to him?" I ask sadly as I felt another tear sliding down my cheek. Eddie takes in a sharp gasp at those words; he bit his bottom lip in an effort to hold back more tears. Shaking his head he looks into my eyes with a pained expression. His eyebrows are furrowed and his usually sparkling eyes are dull and lifeless, they were filled to the brim with all the pain of what he had witnessed happen to our friend. His mouth is turned down in a heartsick frown.
"I don't know if I can talk about it yet… I…" he whispers with a raspy cracking voice; his words trail off as he shakes his head back and forth looking down to the ground.
"Shh… I know Eddie… I know. It's okay, you don't have to talk about it now," I said softly as I pulled him back into my arms and let the silent tears fall. We stayed that way for a long time. After a while, my tears had finally stopped and it felt like his had too. I pulled back and gave him a sad smile. I stroked his face and kissed his forehead again.
I decided we needed a change in subject. "Have you taken care of all the horses?" I asked quietly. He put his mouth in a straight line and nodded his head. He looked away and then around the barn. He rubbed my back once more before letting me go.
"Yeah, I got it taken care of, Rose. You don't have to worry, I'll take care of the stables for..." he paused and took a sharp intake of breath. "Him," he finished his sentence with sorrow laced in his voice.
"Okay Eddie, thank you. Mason… he… knows you will take good care of this place. I was going to take Jezebel for a ride, would you help me saddle her?" I said choking on some of my words. My throat felt thick with mucus, making it hard to swallow.
"Sure thing Rose, come on let's go get her ready," Eddie said trying to shake off the sadness that is weighing him down. We walked over to Jezebel's stall and I go straight to her. Even she seems sad, as if she knew there was something wrong. It's amazing how much animals can understand.
We get all her stuff from the tack room and Eddie puts the saddle on while I put the bit in her mouth. I whisper to her, telling her how much I had missed her and how I was sorry for not being there with her. She nuzzles my neck and snorts softly, taking in my scent. When she's saddled and ready to go, I turn to Eddie.
"Thank you," I say softly and he nods in return. "Eddie, if you need me for anything, don't hesitate to talk to me. I need you as much as you need me right now, okay?" he nods again. I step to him and kiss his cheek. "I will see you soon," I say, looking deep into his eyes.
"Okay..." is all I get for a response.
I walk away with Jez trailing behind me. When I get to the street, I climb up to the saddle and ride back to the Saloon. I take her around the back where there is a post to tie her to, some shade, and a water trough. I'm not sure of the time, so I headed in the Saloon to look at the clock on the mantle.
To my delight it's twelve thirty. I was happy that I only had to wait another half hour til I could be reunited with Dimitri once again; I went off to get the picnic things I left when I ran to the stables. I grab a blanket and decide I should wear my bathing suit. I ran upstairs and rifled through the drawers. Unfortunately, I couldn't find a suit so I decided I would wear the next best thing, a soft purple T-shirt that clung to my body and some shorts. I undressed and decided I needed to freshen up a little so I did so, and once done, I put on the 'suit' under a clean riding outfit. I decided I wouldn't wear any undergarments since I would be swimming. I grabbed a couple of towels and ran back down the stairs.
Only ten minutes left by then. I quickly threw together the food and at the last minute I decided to bring along my guitar. I hurriedly ran back into the Saloon, and by the piano I grabbed the case. Sadness threatened to consume me once again as I looked at the piano; it was Mason's piano. I shook off the horrid feeling and pushed it out of my mind as I turned away. I grabbed the stuff and headed out to Jez. I tied the blanket and towels to her, put the food in the saddle bag and strapped my guitar on. I climbed into the saddle and rode to Dimitri's office.
Sliding out of the saddle and went into the office. As I open the door I see no one. It's very quiet, and Dimitri's door was closed so I walked over and knocked. There was no answer. I then opened the door, but still, there was no Dimitri. Huh, where'd he go? I decided I should wait because he knew I would come back at one o'clock. I sat down at Dimitri's desk. I kicked my feet up onto the desk and rocked back in the chair. I tilted my head back to rest and closed my eyes. I was surprised how comfortable I was.
Soon enough, soft kisses were trailed down my neck and hot breath tickled my skin. Then a warm hand caressed my arm. It felt so good and I really did not want it to end. A small sound of pleasure escaped my throat. I opened my eyes and took in the room. I was a little confused for a second and then realized where I was and that I must have fallen asleep in his chair.
"Mmm… Dimitri?" I say softly.
"Hmm?" he murmurs softly; I can hear the humor in his voice as he smiles against my neck. He kisses a trail to my lips and then kisses me passionately one more time. He pulls back slightly hovering over me and looks down at me. His eyes are sparkling and happy and he is smiling at me with a goofy grin.
"Hello, my sleeping beauty," he says in a very sexy voice. "How long have you been waiting? I haven't been gone that long, have I?" Dimitri asked curiously.
"I got here about five minutes to one, what time is it now?" I ask puzzled. He smiled and looked up the clock upon the wall.
"It's only about five after one now. You must be tired; you fell asleep quickly," he said and chuckled softly, stroking my cheek lightly with his fingertips. His lips only inches from mine.
"I didn't even realize I fell asleep," I said with a light laugh. "Where were you?"
"I had to go get Shadow from the stables, and go find something I can swim in," Dimitri replied. "We are going swimming right?"
"Yep," I said popping my 'p', and at that he smiled. I smiled back. "So... Are you ready to go on our little picnic?" I asked cutely. He nodded his head and leaned in to kiss me again. This was a long, warm, and passionate kiss that did things to my body. My cheeks flushed, my heart raced, and desire flared in every part of me. I... wanted him to touch me in places I have never been touched before. I sighed happily after his lips left mine and he chuckled softly.
He stepped back and put his hand out to me. I slid my feet off the desk with a thud and took his hand. He pulled me straight into his arms, holding me tightly against his body. I felt something as my body was pressed to his. My heart thumped hard feeling his arousal press against me; I could feel his hardness through his jeans.
My body flashed with heat and the flood of desire once again... I could feel moisture at my core. I wanted to touch him, his bare skin on mine, our bodies becoming one. I felt a blush on my cheeks with the thoughts of our bodies entwined, naked, and together.
He looked into my eyes with lust and desire, I was sure I was looking at him the exact same way. He touched my blushing cheek with his hand and brought his lips to mine. The kiss was hungry, filled with fire. I could feel how much he wanted me with that kiss and how he clung to my body. Our tongues danced in the hot, wet, deep kiss.
He pulled back and whispered to me. "Let's go, I'm hungry." I didn't miss the double meaning in his words. I looked into his eyes and they sparkled with passion and love. I smiled and nodded.
"I love you," he said sweetly, kissing me one more time and then letting go of my body.
"I love you, too," I said looking deep into his eyes. He took my hand and led me to the horses out front. We kissed once more and then mounted the horses.
"Lead the way, my beauty," he said flirtatiously with a gallant smile. I laughed and turned Jez. We rode off with Dimitri right behind me.
As we left the edge of town, I looked over to Dimitri who was now riding next to me. I had a mischievous grin on my face. I looked off in the distance and could see some trees. I turned back to Dimitri. "Do you see those trees?" I asked.
He looked where I pointed. "Well, yes," he answered a little puzzled.
I smiled big. "Race ya!" I hollered in excitement. I kicked my heels slightly into Jezebel's side, and that was all it took; she was off and running instantaneously. I laughed as I looked back to see Jez and I had left him in the dust. Finally I see it had dawned on him and he tapped Shadow in the sides and was in the race. I slowed Jezebel up just a little letting him catch up. But I knew he wouldn't have a chance against Jez. She was fast!
"Come on you can do better then that!" I shout when he is in hearing range. I laugh and loosen the rein, with one more little tap on Jezebel's side she takes off like a bolt of lightning. I lean forward feeling the wind as it flies through my hair blowing it back behind me. "Yeee-haaaw!" I shout in the wind.
It only takes Jez a minute to reach the little grove of trees I pointed out. I was sitting there waiting, looking smug when Dimitri finally caught up.
He smiles at me and shakes his head. "Damn, she's fast," he said, impressed.
"I know; she's amazing isn't she?" I asked laughing.
"You both are pretty amazing to me," he winks at me. Something suddenly flashes in his eyes and he smiles brilliantly.
I wondered what that was about, but instead of asking, I just smiled. "Come on, the waterfall is still a few minutes away from here," I said, taking off riding with Dimitri in tow.
I lead him into the hills and up a winding path for another fifteen to twenty minutes. Then I took him through the trees and down to a little clearing. The sight was absolutely breathtaking as you come out of the little path. Right in front of us was a sharp rock wall about thirty feet high with water cascading in a solid, bubbling sheet. Below the water pounds into a swirling pool about fifty feet across and forty feet long, tapering into a rounded 'V' shape. The roar of the water rushing to meet the pool is an amazing sound.
Down at the end of the pool area by the point of the 'V' is small little areas of calm water where the sun shines down on it and glitters off the water like a million stars. The water is warm in the shallower, calm pools. I have the urge to rip my clothes off and jump in; it looks that inviting.
I look over to Dimitri and he, too, is in a state of awe. His mouth is wide open and he has a surprised look in his eyes.
"Beautiful isn't it? This is my favorite spot," I say, smiling at his stunned expression.
"I can understand why..." he muttered, finally finding his words. "It's stunning!" Dimitri exclaimed.
I nod my head and jumped down off Jez. "There is a patch of shade and water over here where we can tie the horses," I said as I walked over to a big tree down by the waters edge. He followed my lead and gracefully slips down off Shadow. We tied the horses and pulled out the picnic supplies I brought.
I laid the blanket out. "Food or swimming first?" Dimitri looks at the water and I can see he has the same desire to rip his clothes off and jump in. He looks back to me with a big smile. "Swimming!" he shouts in excitement.
"YES!" I say and start ripping off the layers of clothes. We throw all the clothes on the edge of the blanket in a heap as they come off. I watch as Dimitri pulls off his shirt to expose his beautiful chest and abs. His dark skin and chiseled body is unbelievably sexy and just watching him its all I can do not to tackle him and make love to him right then and there.
I notice that he is watching me strip too and taking in the view. I get down to my shirt and shorts and Dimitri is also in a pair of shorts. His long legs are so sexy. I smile and run straight for the pool of water. Launching myself in the air and landing with a big splash in the cool wonderful water.
Dimitri is right behind me and as I surface there is a huge splash of water about five feet from me. I laugh as I get engulfed in the wave that follows the splash. Dimitri surfaces right next to me only inches away. I feel his hands slide up my body. I push the water out of my face with my hands and tilt my head back to dunk my hair in the water so it ends up down my back.
Dimitri has me pulled close to his body and I can feel his firm chest pressed against mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck; while treading water, he leans in for a kiss. It's a hungry passionate kiss; even more hungry then the one we shared in the office.
We break from the kiss and I say pointing behind me with my thumb. "The little pools of water over there are warm, calm, and shallow. You can probably touch bottom instead of treading," I said, giving him a smile as he swims one armed with me in the other over to the shallow pool of water. He didn't let go of me for a second.
The cool thing is there are little rock ledges and boulders that you can sit on, but still be completely in the water. Dimitri immediately finds a perfect boulder to sit on with me straddling his waist my legs wrapped around him. He gets situated and pulls me in closer. His lips capture mine and his tongue slides into my mouth.
His kiss is hungry and passionate, but also loving and tender. My body heats up with the intensity of his kisses. I match his desire sliding my hands through his hair and pushing his mouth harder against mine. Clutching his hair in my hand, he moans into the kiss.
His hands travel over my bare thighs and to my hips. He slides his hands under my tee-shirt and I feel his warm hands on my stomach. His thumbs making circles on my skin. He then pushes my shirt up to my breasts, but he stops just under them.
Our breathing has picked up and I can feel his arousal pressing hard against my core. I trace my fingers down his abs as he kisses a trail of hot, needy kisses down my neck where he bites and sucks leaving small marks on my skin. I slide my hand lower until I reach my desired goal. I stroke him lightly from the outside of his clothes, a moan and a growl escape from his lips.
He clutches me tighter and then slides his hands to my breasts. On the outside of my shirt his thumbs graze over my hard nipples. I gasp at the sensation I feel as he massages my breast, even if it is over my shirt. It feels so good, and I want more. I decide to show him what I want. I take my hands off his body and grab the edge of my shirt and pull it off over my head.
I hear his gasp at my action and with in seconds his mouth is back on mine and his hands are eagerly caressing my now exposed breasts. His hands on my body feel amazing; heat flashes through me, goose bumps rise on my exposed flesh. I moan into the kiss as his thumbs and fingers find my hard nipples and gently squeeze them. I arched my back pushing my breasts towards his enticing touch.
My hands grip his hair roughly and my lips release his mouth with a gasp. I toss my head back moaning in pleasure from the sensation with a little laugh that escapes my lips. I feel his mouth go to my neck his teeth grazing my skin as he bites down sucking hard. His hands squeeze a little harder on my breasts. My hands still in his hair press his mouth firmer to my neck.
Sliding one of my hands down his back, I clutch at his hard firm muscles. "Oh god," I whimper. Our movements become more aggressive. Clinging to each other franticly, we caress every part of each other. His mouth comes back to mine, kissing me deeply and our tongues dancing together leaving nothing left unexplored, the sweet taste of his mouth is like warm honey.
My desire is increasing by every moment that passes, I want him desperately to make love to me. I break the kiss and lean down to his ear. "Make love to me," I whisper softly, yet seductively. As those words escape my lips he gasps slightly and his breath hitches.
"Roza, are you sure?" he asked pulling back to look into my eyes, his eyes burning with absolute lust and desire. As I looked back at him I smiled shyly and whispered
"Yes, I want to be with you." At that moment his eyes changed from lust to pure love and some shock as if he didn't believe what he just heard. "I love you, you love me, I want you and you want me. It's that simple," I said confidently with a smile. He hesitated for a second and then reached for my discarded shirt. He handed it to me and wrapped me up with one arm. He pushed us off the bolder and began heading into shore.
It didn't take us long as we got to shallower water where he could touch bottom he stopped swimming and wrapped me up with both arms. Realizing that he was going to carry me to the blanket I hooked my legs around his waist. He leaned in and kissed me while he walked.
As the water rushed around us we clung to each other. He stopped kissing me for a second to see where the shore was. In another few seconds we were out of the water and next to the blanket. Leaning down, he carefully laid me down on a clear spot. Our clothes still in a heap. I dropped my wet T-shirt in the grass and brought my hand back to his body.
He crawled over me. We were dripping wet, but I didn't really care. "Are you cold?" he asked as he kissed me quickly again. I really wasn't paying any attention to the temperature, all I could feel is his skin on mine; so I shook my head. He reached for a towel that was laying on the blanket next to us. He moved his body so he was laying beside me and unrolled the towel and laid it over me.
He gently used the towel to dry me off some as he looked into my eyes. After drying my body he used the towel to dry his skin a little. He threw it aside, and looked back down to me. He slid his hand across my stomach, his warm hands sending shock waves of fiery pleasure into my body.
I reached up, tucking a wet clump of hair behind his ear and placing my hand on his cheek. "I love you," I whispered truthfully as I gazed into his beautiful brown eyes. He smiles that breathtaking smile.
"As I love you, my Roza." The way he said that stirred something down deep in me. Like a memory or a dream... It was an odd sensation and I quickly cast it aside and returned to the deal at hand.
He leaned in closer, kissing me with such passion I was overcome by all the desire that had been coursing through me just minutes before. I responded with everything I felt inside; love, lust, desire, passion, amazement, happiness, thrill, tenderness and devotion.
I was going to be his in every way possible. My heart felt like it was doing back flips in my chest again. I was ready to give myself to the love of my life. I knew in that moment there would never in my life be another one for me like Dimitri.
I slid my hand down to his shorts. I tried to work the button, but the wet close were sticking to us like glue.
"Take them off," I instructed. I felt so confident, and I didn't know why. I thought I would be scared or nervous or even shy, but no, I felt safe, confident, and most of all: bold.
As he reaches down to remove his shorts, I did the same knowing I had nothing left under that. I watch him slide his shorts down as I lift my hips and slide the wet shorts down my bare skin. Dimitri catches my actions and looks up at me. His eyes darken with lust once again as he takes in the view of my naked body. His eyes travel up my body to my face.
His naked body is so beautiful I can barely drag my eyes away. I am now a bit worried; he is huge! That, and I had never done this before! Our eyes met and he must have seen the worry behind the desire in my eyes.
"Roza, we don't have to-" I stopped him quickly with a finger to his lips.
"Dimitri, I want you, but… I have never done this before..." I told him shyly. I felt the blush rush to my cheeks.
I see many things play across his face. Understanding and then concern followed by love.
"Are you sure you want to make love with me?" he asked a little unsure.
"Positive," I said, confident in my answer. "Just promise me you will take it slow at first..." I say, a little nervous now. He leans down and gives me a gentle and loving kiss.
"I promise, I would never do anything to hurt you," Dimitri whispered against my lips.
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I don't say anything more, I let my body do the talking for me. I reached up and pulled his body to mine, pressing his skin to mine as close and we could. I hooked one of my legs around his body, and I heard his breath hitch as I did so. His hand went to my thigh, caressing the sun warmed skin. He slid his hand up my thigh to my hip where he grabbed me and pulled me on top, giving me the control.
Straddling his hips while laying on his chest we kissed as his hands roamed my body. I could feel his hardness at my entrance. My core was totally wet with anticipation. I could feel the sun warming my back and his hands touching every inch of me. I rocked my hips and Dimitri moaned my name like a prayer.
I couldn't wait anymore, hearing him moaning my name made the desire heat up my whole body. Fire was burning in my veins; my body craved every part of him. I pulled back in to a sitting up position. I raised my body up and reached down to wrap my fingers around his long, shaft. He moaned at the touch, and I guided his hard penis to my warm, wet entrance. I felt the tip slide in and I then took my hand away. Dimitri let out a sharp breath, his body was tensing with anticipation.
I lowered my body, feeling my skin stretch around him. I felt my body tense, knowing it will hurt for a moment. When I feel the resistance I take a deep breath and close my eyes. With one quick thrust I drop myself down pushing him all the way in. I suck in a gasp of air. Dimitri holds my hips in place, not letting me move.
"Just stay there," he whispers breathless. "Try to relax, stay here until you can feel yourself relax around me." He let go of my hips and started to caress my skin. I felt goose bumps rise on my skin where he touched. I tilted my head back, taking a deep breath as I felt myself beginning to relax, so I started to rock my hips.
I leaned down to kiss him as we moved slowly. Feeling that I was comfortable, he rolled us back over so that he was now on top. He placed his hands on each side of my head and leaned down to his elbows. He reached down, bringing my leg up. I brought my other leg up and spread them further apart feeling him slide in deeper.
There was no pain, just pleasure. I moaned loudly. "Oh god... Dimitri!" My head began to swim. I lost myself in all that was Dimitri. I felt every caress, every kiss. The rhythm became hypnotic, my heart was pounding and my breathing was labored. I felt us moving as one.
A sudden burning in my core had me gasping for air; I could feel it building and it was coming soon. Our thrusts became harder and faster. He started slamming into me then. "Oh god Roza! Cum with me..." he spoke softly. I arched my back and grabbed hold of his hips as he trusts harder and deeper each time. My insides clenched and my body warmed in a flash of heat. I moaned loudly as my first orgasm rocked through my body.
Dimitri pushed hard as he felt his release, he let out a grunt as his body shook from the intensity. Breathing hard, we clung to each other as our bodies continued to feel the pleasure rolling through us. We laid there wrapped up in each other for a while, just holding on, basking in the moment.
"Are you okay, Roza?" Dimitri whispered into the silence.
I let out a happy little giggle. "I have never been better," I told him honestly. He lifted himself up slightly so that he could look me in the eyes. I could practically see the happiness radiating off him. He smiled at my giggle. Stroking my hair, he kissed me. The love I felt in that kiss was mind blowing.
I never dreamed I could be so happy. "God, I love you!" I said louder then I intended and then laughed. His smile widened and said "That's good because I love you more then anything in this world and the next!" I laughed again. I was just so happy I couldn't help it. He kissed me one more time.
"We should probably move," he said caressing my cheek.
"Okay, if we have to, but I could stay like this with you for an eternity," I said, not caring if my words were a bit sappy. I started caressing his cheek then, too.
"I know, me too, but I need to feed you to build your strength back up so we can do this again… Soon!" Dimitri said, smiling like an idiot. I laughed again and nodded in agreement.
He kissed me on the nose and moved away. I immediately felt the loss of his body pressed against me. My bottom lip came out in a pout and a little whine escaped me. He looked up at me. "Come on, my love, you can have me back anytime, just say the word," he joked, reaching for me and pulling my naked body up to his.
I sighed at the contact of our skin. We kissed and decided it was time to get dressed. After doing so, we pulled out the food I had prepared. Stealing kisses, touching, laughing and joking, it felt so right. So safe.
Dimitri said he had something for me and I looked at him puzzled. "I noticed you brought your guitar," he said, jerking his chin in the direction of my guitar case. I nodded in reply. He got up and grabbed the case, then brought it back over to the blanket and opened it up, taking out my guitar. He slid the case to the side and scooted closer so he was sitting right in front of me. He strummed a few strings and looked up to me. "I wrote this for you. It's called Amazed." And he began to play.
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby, when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby, you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
By the time he is done singing to me, I was in tears. It was no doubt the most beautiful song I had ever heard. "Dimitri, that was absolutely beautiful; the most beautiful song I have ever heard," I told him truthfully with awe.
He put the guitar down and reaches for me. Pulling me into his lap, he wipes my tears with his hand and kisses each cheek and then captured my lips with his in sweet loving kisses. He did nothing but held me tight to him for several minutes. When he pulled back he had a smile. "I love you, Roza. I only... have one question."
He reached into his jeans pocket for a second and looked into my eyes. He held something up in front of me it sparkled in the light and drew my attention. I focused my eyes and saw a beautiful silver ring a single glittering diamond, I gasped as he said…
"Roza, will you marry me?"
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The song in this chapter is Amazed By Lonestar
Songwriters: Mayo, Aimee; Lindsey, Chris; Green, Marv;