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Chapter 17 When

Previously at St. Vladimir DPOV

As I sit here, holding my Roza and thinking about yesterdays events; I marveled at this very strange experience. I just hoped and prayed to God that she would wake up soon. Dr. Olendzki seems to think it will be soon. Her brain wave activity has increased. Something about showing signs of conscious brain frequencies.

Adrian is still trying to get into her dream, but as of yet he hasn't been too successful. I say it that way because he told me he is getting flashes or glimpses of her mind. Nothing concrete, though, but he said he will keep trying. And for that, I'm thankful.

I'm waiting as patiently as I can, knowing that the whole ordeal will be over soon and I will see my beautiful Roza's brown eyes gaze into mine in a short time. Plus, I'll have one hell of a story to tell her when she wakes up. I felt myself drifting off as I lay next to her, happy to be holding her.

Currently at St. Vladimir DPOV

"Lord Ivashkov, you can't go in there!" I faintly heard the ward nurse on duty say with an annoyed hissing tone, right outside Rose's hospital room door. That statement was enough to draw my undivided attention and wake me up a little. I sleepily lifted my head to look over to the bright illuminated clock and saw it was three in the damn morning. Well, technically we are on the flipped time schedule so its day, but either way Adrian shouldn't be outside Rose's hospital room. I flopped my head back down on the pillow with a groan.

The solid wooden door was instantly flung open. I cringed away from the harsh bright light that accosted my eyes as it streamed in from the hallway illuminating the entire room for a few seconds. Adrian intrusively barged in through the heavy door letting it bang loudly into the beige hospital room wall. I reached up and clicked on the annoying florescent white light above the uncomfortable hospital bed. I'm sure I looked a bit putout and confused as to what Adrian was doing here because the only word that was in my mind was – why? Or maybe, why the fuck are you here, Ivashkov?

His sharp piercing emerald green eyes looked wide a wake and extremely excited, with a big grin on his face. He was wearing green pinstriped pajamas, dark green slippers and a black three-quarter over coat that hung haphazardly on his frame. His bronze hair looked a little more disheveled then normal. So apparently, he must have quickly jumped out of bed and rushed over here for some unknown reason.

"Dimitri, I got in!" He announced happily, sort of out of breath. I really wasn't awake enough to get it so I continued to look at him confused and rubbed my face trying to wake up. My brain was working over time just to understand the words- I got in. What the hell does that mean?

"What are you talking about, Adrian?" I grumbled in a scratchy sleepy voice, looking at his annoyingly happy face. Who gave him a fricken happy pill at three AM? His face dropped at my question. He frowned and looked at me as if I was an idiot. And if anyone here is an idiot- well I won't go there. Adrian's expression of, 'really you don't understand what I just said' on his face just irked me. In my mind I was thinking, no shit Sherlock, but I just raised my hand to motion for him to 'go on'. To tired to really give a damn, at this point.

"I'm talking about Rose!" He growled out at me. "What the hell do you think I'm talking about!" He was being all dramatic and his astonishment was a little over the top in my opinion. What the hell was I supposed to get out of three fucking little words? "What on earth do you think I've been trying to get into – her pants!" He spat with as much sarcasm as he could muster. On second thought, maybe it's not sarcasm because usually he is trying to get in her pants. While that little thought floated through my foggy brain, I realized what he had said.

"Wait, you said what?" I questioned, thinking no way he meant what I hope he meant, and trying to get clarification. A little bit of hope immediately surged in the center of my chest. His mouth formed into a thin tight line as he took a deep breath and huffed the air out through his nose. Adrian took a big step in my direction leaning down so our faces were at the same level and we were eye to eye. He locked eyes with me and said it slower, as if I was too stupid to get it any other way.

"I said… I got into Rose's dream!" He emphasized each word individually. Adrian's frustration of my lack of understanding was showing very clearly on his face. Obviously, I got it now. Only, I was in disbelief because he had such a hard time getting in. Did this mean she would wake up? I was sort of speechless for a moment. Then, all at once it seemed to catch up in my stunned brain.

"What did she say? Is she alright? When did you get in?" … Dimitri….. "Does she know what's happening? What is she dreaming about?" …. Dimitri! ….. "What did she say? Is she in any pain? Can she hear …?"

"DIMITRI!" He screamed way louder than necessary. My lips froze in the shape of my next word and I stopped dead in the middle of my next question with my mouth hanging open. I really was not in the mood to deal with his cryptic crap. My mouth snapped closed with an audible click. Anger began to fester internally with a running mental commentary stringing out cuss words worse then a sailor. I blankly stared with narrowed eyes at his slightly reddened face, patiently waiting, or in my case impatiently waiting, for him to speak. But he just looked at me all exasperated, shook his head and huffed at me.

"What, Adrian, what is it?" I grumbled through clenched teeth, rolled my eyes at him and shook my head. I'm sure I looked just as frustrated as he seemed to be in my eyes.

"I got in, but it was all glitchy." He promptly put his hand up in a stop motion just as I was going to open my mouth to ask what he meant. Adrian pointedly walked over to the old gray plastic chair next to the bed and disgruntledly sat down, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees and irritatedly looked up at me.

"By glitchy, I mean Rose was flickering in and out and she couldn't hear what I said. At first I tried desperately to talk to her, but she couldn't understand me. She just shook her head at me and stared at me strangely." He said sounding utterly disappointed.

"So you didn't talk to her at all?" I asked with dismay, feeling my heart sink and my hope drain away. I looked dejectedly at him hoping he would stop me once again and say otherwise, but sadly he just closed his eyes for a moment and shook his head.

"No, I didn't even get one single word from her. Not even one syllable to hear her angelic voice." Adrian seemed a bit angry now. Which I completely understood that emotion because I was feeling the same way.

"Damn it! God, I wish she would just wake up already!" I growled a little louder than expected. Roza shifted her body and her soft warm hand came up to mine. My heart squeezed in my chest when I felt the tingle of that simple touch. It almost felt as if she heard me and was trying to tell me to calm down. Not that I could calm down at this moment because it was just so damn frustrating. It was interesting because her movements were more like she was awake than asleep. And every part of my being ached to have her open those big beautiful brown eyes of hers.

"So was that it? Did anything else happen?" I asked hoping he could give me something. Anything that would help me, keep the faith that Rose would wake up soon.

"Yeah, that was pretty much it, she did look beautiful though." He said huskily, looking into her peaceful face.

Adrian and I sat in silence for a few minutes, but finally, Adrian seemed to have enough. "Okay, well, I'm outta here." He said as he stood up. Bending over he gave Rose a small kiss on her forehead. "I'll let you know if anything else happens." Solemnly he headed to the door.

"Adrian," I called, he stopped and turned, hand on the door knob. "Thanks." I said with a nod. He just waved his hand in dismissal and walked out. I sat there in the silence wondering when. When will she wake up? When will I hear her angelic voice again? When will this nightmare be over?

A few minutes later Roza whispered something I didn't quite catch again. It was all quiet in the room, but she sort of mumbled and whispered at the same time. I decided to make us more comfortable and laid her down. Once we were settled I caressed her exposed skin and whispered "I love you Roza," in her ear and kissed her neck.

Breathlessly she said "Mmm, I love you, too." That made me smile and yet it made me sad. Roza reached out for me, lightly clawing my skin, but not leaving a mark. I groaned because it felt so good to have her touch me like that. I miss making love to her. It's only been a little over a week, but its killing me not to be with her.

I battled with myself if it's right to touch her when she's unconscious. But I know she's dreaming about me, she's called out my name more than a few times. As I looked at her I noticed that the hospital gown had ridden up to her ribcage. Her exposed skin was so tempting.

Running my hand across Roza's flat toned stomach I made my way to her bare breast. My thumb slid across her hard nipple and I cupped her ample breast. My heart was pounding as our familiar current of electricity jolted through me. God, I needed her so badly I could barely stand it.

Lemon alert

Uncovering her beautiful peak I watched as my thumb caressed over the pink hard nipple. Her breathing had picked up and I couldn't hold back. I slowly leaned down and ran my tongue over the sexy hard peak. She moaned in delight when she felt my warm tongue.

God, I wasn't sure I should be doing this, but it felt so good to touch her. I couldn't resist, I let my tongue slide over the tip of her other nipple too. She was making little sounds of pleasure which spurred me on. I sucked on her nipple letting my teeth graze over it.

Gently my fingers slipped under her panties and stroked her surprisingly wet lips. I closed my eyes and sucked in a sharp gasp, she was so wet. She arched her back and hissed as my fingers slipped into her soft wet folds.

"Oh god, Dimitri, that feels so good." She breathed as I stroked her clit with my thumb and fingered her. She said my name with such passion, my body instantly responded to her. When she said my name a thrill shot through me, I know it's probably wrong to be doing this with her, but she knows it's me and wants me. It makes it so hard to stop.

"Roza, you're so wet." I mumbled in between sucking on her nipple and sliding my fingers in and out of her irresistible pussy.

A thought suddenly crossed my mind. The door was unlocked, anyone could walk in. I kissed her and pulled away. Walking to the door I took note of how hard my cock was and how desperately in need, of her, that I am, but still battling myself over if it's wrong to do this with her. I locked the door.

My body was screaming at me to just go with it. It's my Roza, I would never hurt her, I know it's me, touching her in her dream. I know she wants me almost as desperately as I want her. Ah, fuck it, I thought as I gave in to the urges.

I dropped my pj bottoms next to the bed I pulled her panties down and off and I untied the string holding on her hospital gown. My heart raced, it felt as if it was going to jump out of my chest just seeing her naked body. I reached out with my hand and slid it up her warm thigh. She spread her legs apart as she felt my hand moving up her body.

Pushing her legs further apart l positioned my mouth at her entrance. I kissed her thigh and worked my way to her wet core. She moaned in ecstasy as I licked her folds. "Mmmy god." She growled.

"You taste so sweet, so good." I murmured as I flicked back and forth on her clit and massaged her wet folds with my long fingers. I could feel her getting close to her climax. She was moaning and squirming with my touch.

"Dimitri!" I sucked on her clit hard and she moaned my name so loudly I thought someone would come in to check on us. Her walls clenched around my fingers and trembled as she reached her peak. I continued to stroke and lap up her juices as she rode out the high of her orgasm.

I kissed my way up her body stopping at her hard peak to suck on her hard bud one more time. I continued stroking her core gently as she made small sweet moans.

"I need to feel you inside of me." She breathed into the silence. A flash of desire ran though me and I couldn't deny her. I hovered over her as I slipped my fingers out of her hot wet core. I slowly slid into her deeply penetrating her tight core with slow steady thrusts.

My Roza gasped and moaned, rocking her hips to meet mine. "God Roza, I love you so much." I whispered hoping she heard me and then I kissed her in a slow passionate kiss as we found our rhythm.

"Mmm, I love you…" She whispered back to me as she gripped my hips pulling me down harder so our bodies slapped together.

"I want you to cum on my hard cock, Roza." I moaned, "I'm so hard for you baby," I whispered as I slammed into her. "Let me feel you're hot cum on my hard cock." I growled thrusting hard and deep.

"Oh god baby, yes!" Roza moaned. "Yes! Deeper! Harder!" She thrust her hips meeting mine as she spread her legs wider.

I felt her walls clench down on me. "Yes baby, you're so tight," I moaned, "Your pussy feels so good." I rode her hard and fast, and pounded into her as we reach our climax.

"Oommhh!" She screamed as she pushed hard against me burying my dick all the way in her tight wet core when she reached her orgasm. I muffled her scream with an urgent kiss as I slammed into her a few more times until I felt my release deep inside of her. It felt so good, her walls clamped down on me again milking me for all that I could give.

End of Lemon

We rocked together in bliss enjoying the sensation of us together as one. I carefully laid on top of her and gave her a soft lingering kiss on her beautiful lips. A stunning smile graced her lips and she looked so happy.

It was so weird as if she knew everything going on, and was awake. But she's not awake, and yet she was here. She clutched me to her and caressed my bottom lip with her thumb. "I'm happier than I ever thought possible, my love." she said softly. As if she read my mind. The joy I felt hearing that was unexplainable.

"You make me happier than I have ever been in my life." I replied softly. "Roza, you are everything too me." I whispered as I closed the distance between our lips once again.

We laid there wrapped up in each other. I didn't know if I should feel ashamed of what just happened or not. Should I regret it, No! I will never regret being with Roza no matter what, no matter how strange the circumstances. Would she be mad or feel violated – no, I know Rose well enough to know I can touch her even in an unconscious state. That made me smile because it reminded me of a hot summer night about a month ago.

She was out cold, naked, sprawled on the bed with the fan blowing over her sexy body. I had just gotten off a 'night' shift and the heat was sweltering. She looked irresistible. Damn that was a fun night. I shook my head, as good as that night was, I really didn't need to think about it, not unless I want to do this all over again. Well, I guess I would but… ugh, that's not what I meant. It's amazing how flustered she can make me and not even try.

Gently, I held her naked form against me a little longer before cleaning us up. I really didn't want to let her go just yet, but I decided I was pushing my luck. Carefully I bathed her and put her clothes back on and went to unlock the door, I then crawled back in beside her. Pulling her in close to me, she snuggled up and I heard her sigh contently. It made me genuinely smile for a moment. Smiling hasn't come easy for a while.

I kissed the top of her head and closed my eyes trying to drift back to sleep, but one word lingered in my mind – WHEN?

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