Chapter 12: iKiss Someone Else

Confession Camera:

"Last night was…amazing." Sam grinned into the camera. "I wasn't expecting something so romantic. And I actually liked it." She sighed. "We talked all night…I feel like I can trust him now. I like it. I really like it."

Freddie smiled. "Sam looked beautiful last night. She's killed every pet she's every pet…except for Frothy, but I'm sure it won't be long." He ran a hand through his hair. "It's just so…cute."

"What was the best part of our date?" Sam thought for a minute. "The ham."

"I was disappointed when our date ended." Freddie admitted. "I didn't think Sam and I would ever like each other, but I feel like I've known her for years."

X

"Elimination tonight." Amber groaned as we sat down for breakfast. "I can't stop worrying about it."

I smirked at her. "You should be worried. Freddie and I finally went on a date alone…" Then I saw Amber's face and frowned. "Wait…you seriously think you'll be eliminated?"

"Well…maybe. I don't know!" Amber sighed and shook her head. "Everyone has all this time with Freddie except me. Doesn't he want to know me? I can't go home yet…I can't leave before Kate!"

"Amber, you're not going to leave." I grinned. "It has to be Jade after what she did a few days ago."

Amber laughed. "She actually begged him to kiss her! And he said he didn't want to…that was hilarious."

"See? You can't leave if Freddie wants Jade gone. Oh, and he knows if he kicks you out, I'll kill him."

"Aw, thanks, Sam. So are you ok? You haven't said much all day. I know it can't last, but I'm hoping…"

I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms. "I'm fine." But I wasn't sure anymore. "I just have a weird feeling…something is wrong. Do you ever feel like that?"

Amber nodded and handed me her last piece of bacon because I'd been almost drooling over it. "Yeah. My dog died when I was six, and I knew something was wrong before my parents told me." She said as she carried our plates to the sink. "Hey…I never asked. Do you have pets?"

"A cat named Frothy."

Amber sighed. "Maybe you killed him too…"

Why did I ever tell Amber I killed all my pets? But she had cheered me up.

X

"There is only one necklace left, ladies." Nevel whispered as Freddie picked it up. "You all know what it means. Good luck." Jade and Natasha stood nervously next to each other.

"Natasha."

Jade stood there, looking shocked. Sam thought it was funny. Jade wasn't as bad as Kate…but she believed she was better than everyone else. "I lost." She whispered…until she realized it was true. "I lost!" She screamed angrily as Nevel grabbed her hand and pulled her outside before she could start crying or throwing things. "I can't lose!"

Sam looked around for Amber, who had passed another elimination. Amber smiled as she walked over to her. "Don't say I told you so, Sam. This necklace makes a good weapon."

"Fine…but I'm thinking it."

X

She didn't plan it. Sam just always ended up out by the pool after elimination night. This time she was happy she was still here…but she couldn't party tonight. Something was very wrong. Why didn't she know what?

Elimination is a horrible word. Maybe Sam wasn't in love with Freddie…yet…but if he kicked her off the show, she didn't know what would happen. All of America would know there was some girl better than her. But she hated thinking about that. So she smiled and thought about what staying meant. Another necklace. Another week with Freddie.

But one person with brown eyes never let her be alone. He always knew where she was. Like right now.

"Mr. Reality man…you shouldn't be here. Those girls will notice you're missing. They all want a piece of you." Sam whispered, staring at Freddie in the darkness.

"Well, Mumble…you're always alone. So I thought I'd let you have a piece of me. Just a small piece."

"You have no idea how happy I am." She muttered sarcastically. "But…um…I never really thanked you for our date last night. I had fun."

It was too dark to be sure, but she thought he smiled. "I wanted our first real date to be special…for you…and me…I enjoyed it. I really enjoyed it."

"So you weren't avoiding me?" Sam asked, feeling confused. "It just seemed like you were."

"I could never avoid you, Mumble. I found out a lot about you last night...things that will probably get me arrested. I should avoid you, but I can't."

"You did a good job before this show. We both lived in Seattle and never noticed each other until Love Ain't Reality.

"I know! How could I not see you, you're so gorgeous."

Sam laughed. "That line never works, Freddie."

"Then why are you blushing, Mumble?"

"Because…I…I'm going inside now." She sighed and went to join the party even if she wasn't in the mood. It was better than answering that question.

"Hey, Amber." Sam found her in a corner. Everyone else was dancing to loud music. "You look like you could murder a few people."

"Yeah!" she shouted angrily. "Freddie let Kate stay? God, will she ever leave? You spend the most time with Freddie. Tell him to kick her off next!"

"Oh, I've tried. He says he wants to know her better." Sam rolled her eyes. "But I think he just likes all the attention."

"He's got you, Sam. He doesn't need anyone else." Amber whispered, looking a little sad. "You know he'll marry you. The rest of us don't have a chance."

"I am not marrying Freddie! Eww!"

"Seriously, I'm happy for you. You're the only cool person here!" Amber smiled at her. "But it would be nice to have Freddie as my husband…and a million dollars."

Sam didn't say anything. She couldn't. Me marry Freddie? That would never happen! Just because I might love him…that doesn't mean I'll marry him! Does it?

"Sam?" Amber looked guilty. "I'm sorry, ok? I thought you and Freddie stopped hating each other?"

Sam grinned to let her know she wasn't mad. "We don't hate each other. But that doesn't mean he's going to kneel and give me a ring." But she'd come here to forget Freddie for a while…and she was thinking about Freddie. "Um…I'm gonna go find Freddie. You want me to stay?"

Amber shook her head and pulled out a cell phone. "No, I'm good. I'm only gonna have this phone for an hour. Then they'll take it away again."

She stared at Amber. "Amber?"

"Yeah?"

"Where did you get your phone?" The show didn't allow us to have contact with anyone until we'd been kicked off.

"You don't need to know."

Sam left Amber and her phone alone. She knew Freddie was still outside by the pool because she hadn't seen him come in, and she'd only been gone a few minutes.

As she left the mansion, she turned and saw something she really didn't want to see. Freddie and Natasha were kissing, his hands in her hair. Sam felt like someone had punched her in the face as she watched Freddie close his eyes. He was…enjoying it. She wished she hadn't seen this, but she couldn't look away.

Finally Sam made herself turn around and run away from them. She wouldn't cry. Not in front of Freddie.

X

I was going to kill him.

I was going to make him suffer.

He' hurt me. He'd embarrassed. But his kiss with Natasha last night…that wasn't as bad as today. I was in the hallway, walking to my room when I saw Freddie kissing someone who wasn't me. Kate.

Sam had accidentally gasped, making Freddie and Kate look up and see her. Kate had smirked at her and Freddie had looked angry.

Sorry for interrupting. I thought sarcastically. He was angry at me? I wasn't kissing other guys! Well, there wasn't any guys for miles…but still. Obviously he wasn't falling for me as much as I was falling for him.

I had left before Freddie could say anything. I didn't want to hear his lame excuses. I wanted to strangle him. Nub. Nub. Nub. I screamed in my head. It made me feel a little better until I remembered why I was screaming it and I was hurt all over again.

Would I be breaking a rule if I hit him? I didn't care. Maybe I didn't know Fredward Benson at all. This was probably all an act. I'd fallen for it. I'd fallen for him. He was just a player who only cared about himself. I knew this show was a bad idea.

He wasn't actually cheating on me…it was a show. He could kiss whoever he wanted, but I still felt betrayed.

But Freddie wasn't mad at me. But when I found out why, Love Ain't Reality wouldn't matter. The cameras wouldn't matter. Freddie wouldn't even matter. Spencer had a heart attack…and I didn't know it yet. But I would.

A/N: It's been 8 days since I updates ): But here's chapter 12! I worked hard on this and I just couldn't finish it fast. Hope you liked it (and I hope most of you are still alive after reading this chapter)

Do you think Freddie should kiss other girls? He is on this show to find a wife...but does that make it ok? Just wondering what your opinions are.

BTW…in the next chapter, Sam will find out about Spencer's heart attack! (: I'll update soon (Girl scout's honor…except I was never a girl scout. But who doesn't love those cookies?)

Um…review. Sorry I can't think of any reason why you should. I'm still thinking about girl scout cookies. XD