6.12.12
Sorry about the delay. As promised I am updating another chapter today ( little short sorry about that)! Here it is warning it gets a little touchy feely nothing too over board, but you are forewarned
Please keep reviewing, I love hearing from you. Thx Taylor
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Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters or any lyrics used in my story ( I wish) I try to use things accurately from the TV show or real locations in the Lima, OH & New York, NY & Providence, RI. But I am human and do make mistakes.
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Quinn didn't know what had come over her, all she knew was that she couldn't allow Rachel to pull away from her. Rachel seemed frozen, but her lips looked so soft and kissable. Quinn leaned in and touched them rejoicing in the feeling of them as they connected. It was just a soft melding of lips, but Quinn left something that pulled something deep inside her. She felt something for the first time in so long. She wasn't just a shell, beneath the surface she felt , she wasn't sure what it was or how to express it.
Rachel was in a state of shock she wasn't able to process completely that she was in Quinn's arms. That Quinn Fabray has kissed her was still kissing her. She didn't know if she should stop the kiss before it had gone too far, or rejoice and enjoy the moment before it disappeared. She had often thought about kissing Quinn when they were high school, unaware at the time what that all entailed. She didn't know at that point that all women didn't fantasize about other women. It had been her first years in school in New York that opened her eyes and helped her see the truth.
Quinn decided to commit to her action,,, helping this was that though Rachel was still motionless for the most part, hadn't pulled away. She tilted her head a fraction more and pulled Rachel's lower lip into her mouth nibbling the skin. She felt Rachel relax against her, her lips seemed even softer. Quinn left the brush of Rachel's tongue against her lips and sighing released Rachel's bottom lip and hesitantly become acquainted with the touch and feel of Rachel's tongue. The moment would be something that Quinn Fabray would remember for the rest of her life. It was like electric shock therapy and ice cream cravings. It was jolting, sweet, and she wanted more. She wanted to spend the rest of her life knowing, learning and living this moment. Quinn deepened the kiss, sliding her hands up into Rachel's hair and holding her close again. Someone moaned, Quinn didn't know who. Her throat ached her lungs burned for air, and her body was aflame with kinetic energy. Finally she pulled away, gasping for breath as she ran little kisses all over Rachel's face who was now gripping her shoulders tightly as she too was gasping for air.
"Quinn, wait. Maybe we should stop and think about this." Rachel whispered shivering at the feel of Quinn running her lips now up her neck, lapping at the pulse points.
"Think about what Rachel? This feels good it fells right." Quinn smiled against the skin again trailing kisses back to Rachel's jaw.
"Quinn your just wrapped up in this moment. What happens when reality hits and you remember that your kissing me Rachel freaking Berry? That your in the arms of a woman, someone you despised in high school." Rachel now kissed along Quinn's ear. "I don't want to ruin our friendship I don't want to loose that. If we really want to do this and it's right then we should go slow and not jump into it."
"But we are just kissing Rachel." Quinn chuckled running her hands up and down Rachel's back still nipping at her chin.
"Yes your right." Rachel sighed having said her peace she relaxed and laid her lips back onto Quinn's very talented mouth. Rachel shifted her weight so that she now had a knee on either side of Quinn bending her back slightly over the top of the couch, melting their bodies as one as she deepened the kiss. Swirling and flicking her tongue with Quinn's in a mild game of dominance. Rachel felt her body shiver when Quinn slipped her hands under her fitted henley. The feel of Quinn's hands as they swirled and imbedded a design into her skin that would surely
leave a permanent mark, affected her like a trance. She wasn't able to pull away or slow down, she just wanted more. She wanted to crawl up into this woman and live and breathe her for the rest of her life.
Rachel would be frightened of her fast and fierce connection to Quinn if she was able to think. But thinking was wiped off the table when Quinn pulled per in tighter crashing their bodies together. The feel of Quinn's breasts perfectly aligned with hers both of their erect nipples clashed together broke a moan from Rachel as she tried to pull her closer, to lose herself further into the mysterious and addictive woman in her arms. Rachel enticed beyond her sanity, felt her control slip. She didn't want to be the clear headed person she wanted to be impulsive she wanted to have her way with Quinn Fabray and damn the consequences. Before she was able to weigh her thought to death she lifted Quinn's polo shirt, her hands climbing up to caress her breasts in-between their bodies, watching as Quinn's eyes flew open in shock and pleasure at the caress. Their lips pulled free from one another again both gasping for breath . "Oh god that feels so good!" Quinn moaned arching to have more of Rachel's touch.
"You have no idea how being able to touch you and have you arch into my touch makes me feel." Rachel whispered flicking her tongue over Quinn's ear. "How ever moan you make, or how close your amazing body clutched to mine overwhelms me." Rachel punctuated that fact with rocking her hips forward into Quinn, and was awarded with a whimper and a groan. "Quinn you make me into this ranging wanton woman that doesn't want to worry about later because right now is the most important moment in the world." she tugged on both nipples and nibbled on Quinn's pulse point in her neck. "Just being in this moment with you, is worth all the lost moments in-between."
"Exactly all the lost moment in-between high school and now." Quinn agreed. Moaning as Rachel rocked then in a slow pace. "You make me feel, Rachel. I haven't felt anything in so long. I can't seem to stop from wanting to be around you. Two weeks without you was all I could bare. I don't want that to happen again. I am afraid I am addicted to you, and that was before all this. " Quinn said with a wonder in her voice. As if unable to comprehend how she could feel so much and freely admit so much when she usually kept herself bottled tight. Giving ammunition that Rachel could use against her. But somehow on a soul of truth level she knew that Rachel could be trusted. They had reconnected in such a short time, but instinctually Quinn knew that it was safe in this woman's arms.
"I will not hurt you Quinn, I think we have both been hurt entirely too much by our past and occasionally by one another. " Rachel said before sealing their lips together again igniting another round of passion that landed them on the floor between the sofa and the coffee table.
They were still on the floor in their passionate kiss when there was a knock on the door. They both jumped apart guiltily and looked at one another. They were both completely disheveled, their hair completely awry, clothing skew-whiffed . They both laughed and when about straightening the others appearance. "Just a minute." Rachel called out reaching for Quinn's hand and pulling her in for one more kiss. "Looks like we have to have a rain check on this moment, book mark it will you?"
"Oh yes. Bookmarked for eternity, so we can always come back to this moment." Quinn whispered returning the kiss, then forced herself to take a step back so that Rachel was able to go to the door.
Quinn took that brief moment to head to the bedroom that was designated as her own and padded barefoot into bathroom to get a good look at herself. Trying to see if she saw a change in herself. The only things that she notices was that there was a small dark hickey on the right of her neck and there was a sparkle in her eyes , that she wasn't able to remember the last time she had seen. She then quickly ran down the list of things she needed to think about before seeing Rachel again.
1. Did she regret her lapse of control? ~no
2. Did this make her a lesbian? ~not sure
3. Did she feel pressured? ~no
4. Why didn't she realize that she was attracted to women? ~ No clue
5. Was she planning to continue this enlightenment and see where it lead? ~ Yes
6. Was she happy and carefree for the first time in 8 years? ~ yes
7. Did this feel and was this morally wrong ~ no and no
8. Did she care what the rest of the world thought? ~No
Ok so there you have it Quinn, you are ok with this your not sure on all the details, but you are aware of what you are doing and you plan on waiting it out to see where things might lead you. Quinn ran she fingers threw her hair to try to flatten it. She opened her suit case and started to hang up her clothes she had only brought one nice dress for dinner, she might need to go shopping. She placed her toiletry bag in the kitchen and headed back out to the Living room where she found Rachel with a large camera with complicated instructions. She chuckled at Rachel's frown. "What is wrong?"
"Well I speak 3 of the languages that are listed on these instructions and NONE of them make any sense. I was hoping that you might have more luck."
"Three?" Quinn questioned sitting next to Rachel after a quick peck on her cheek took the instructions.
"English of course, Spanish and French." Rachel laughed "Not that it seems to be helping me understand this camera!"
Quinn looked at the camera and smiled, It was a professional camera not for a beginner. "This is a very complicated camera."
"I know, but Blaine swears by the picture quality. I want our first trip to be very memorable and I figured we could take pictures of the hotel and use them as inspiration during our renovation if and when the time arrives. "
Quinn nodded as she played with the camera avoiding the instructions. " I took a few classes at Yale on photography, it wasn't really my thing considering I liked to design and build things. But I think it might help with this camera." she laughed .
"Well I am sure that you whatever you come up with will be better then the damage I would have managed." Rachel laughed, and leaned back against the sofa as Quinn worked her magic on the camera.
"Well, we shall see. Do you want to go sight seeing when we are done with the camera?"
"Oh yes that sounds like fun!" Rachel shot forward. "and maybe a little shopping I am going to need at least one more dinner dress." she chewed her lip. "That will be such a pain in the ass."
"Why is that?" Quinn puzzled looking over the camera's many digital lcd menu options.
"Oh no really a big deal. I have trouble finding clothes that fit right and are vegan friendly. Maybe I will get lucky and find a pant suit that is usually easier when it comes to fit."
"You mean to tell me that all your clothes are tailored to you?" Quinn accused in disbelieve.
"No I am saying that all my clothes are designed and created for me." Rachel laughed. "I am and the spokeswoman for KHBA Designs."
"Why does that sound familiar?" Quinn muttered seeming to get a hold of the camera menu screens.
"I should hope so it is Kurt and Blaine's line. They are a vegan friendly clothing line. They design pretty much everything I own. I might find a boutique here that carried something."
"I didn't know that, I didn't know that their design was herein the states I heard it was in Europe, but still I didn't know the name of it." she shook her head trying to figure out where she had seen the logo. "Oh your luggage! That is were I have seen the logo."
"Right. They are based out of the US, but they have many buyers all over the world. Like I said I have most of my fashion items clothing's, shoes, accessories, hand bags all made specifically for me or with me in mind. So yes in a way my clothing is tailored to fit me. It was Kurt's idea, he finally got to dress me the way he wanted, I had clothes that actually fit , never mind guilt free and it was free publicity for them." She smiled her dazzling megawatt smile.
"It s a win, win for you all! " Quinn smiled leaned back and kissed Rachel on the lips. "Camera is all set. Want to hit the streets and live dangerously?"
"With you? Any day, anywhere anytime." Rachel whispered her promise.
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