Chapter 5
EPOV
I finally got Bella settled. She didn't like it but I wasn't going to leave her alone, especially since I wasn't sure if Jacob knew where she lived.
I would have to talk to the guys about finding a new tour manager. I no longer wanted him around. Not after what he did to Bella. I mean if we become what I want she will definitely be around a lot more. I could never let him get that close to Bella again.
We all know how he is but he has never gone that far before. I think that man has gone crazy now. I mean Bella is such a sweet person. How could he want to do that to her?
I laid there on the couch thinking about Bella. I hope that we could become friends and eventually maybe more. I won't push her, I'll let things happen as they play out.
It was hard to get to sleep. Everything smelled like her, even the pillow that I was laying on. Her scent was quickly becoming one of my favorite smells in the world, and I haven't known her that long.
I couldn't get comfortable in my clothes. I was so use to sleeping nude most of the time. So after not being able to fall asleep I decided to take everything off except my boxer briefs.
Finally I dozed off into a peaceful sleep until I heard Bella's piercing scream and I jumped up and ran toward her bedroom.
When I reached her room she was in middle of her bed kicking and screaming.
I ran to her bed and pulled her into my lap.
"Shh, Bella I've got you," I cooed quietly.
I started to rock us back and forth.
"Bella nobody can get you. Please calm down. Take deep breaths."
She started to take deep breaths and finally she calmed down.
"Bella you had a dream, it's okay. I'm here. Do you want to tell me about it?"
"I... I was dre..aming ab bout what Jaacob did to m me."
"I'm here and you are safe. I won't let him hurt you again."
I kissed the top of her head. That's when I remembered that I was still in my boxer briefs.
Bella must have noticed too because she looked away from me blushing.
"Hey don't look away, tell me what's wrong Bella. You don't ever have to be ashamed about talking to me about anything."
"I'm sorry that I bothered your sleeping," she said blushing again.
"Why are you so embarrassed?" I questioned her.
"Um well because you came running in here in your underwear."
"There is no reason to be embarrassed. I heard you screaming and I wanted to get to you. It's not any different than you being in your pajamas."
That realization made her blush even more, as I looked at her.
"Bella we are adults here and we are not doing anything wrong. Come here."
I hugged her closer to me.
"Are you okay now? If I'm making you that uncomfortable I will go back into the living room."
"No.. I... I kinda was hoping that you would hold me until I fell back to sleep. It's okay if you don't want to," she said quietly as she played with her fingers and looking down.
I placed my finger under her chin making her look at me.
"I will stay with you as long as you need me here."
I pulled her close to me, hoping that she would relax some. When she was up against me I think I might have felt nipple rings.
Maybe the shy girl was not so shy after all. The thought of having her nipples pierced kinda turned me on.
I had to adjust myself so that she would not feel me getting hard under her. That would be so embarrassing if she felt that, since I'm trying to take care of her.
"Um... Edward, Emmett said you have many piercings and tattoo's, but he said he doesn't know how many. So how many piercings do you have?" she asked quietly.
I love the way she began to ramble when she was nervous. It was so adorable.
"Well I have seven tattoo's and three body piercings. I will get more I just have to figure out what I want. What about you?"
"You tell me first then I will tell you. I did ask you first," she said.
"Okay so I have my lip, nipples and um my cock. As for my tattoos I have one on each shoulder blade, one on each of my arms, my family crest over my heart, one on my hip bone as well on the back of my leg."
I watched as she still could not look at me. It was so cute how she was shy with me.
"Bella why are you looking away from me again?"
"I guess because you told me that you have your cock pierced. I would have thought that you would not felt comfortable with telling me that."
"Bella I'm not embarrassed or uncomfortable about what I have pierced. I got my lip pierced first then my nipples and well my cock piercing was kinda of a dare that Em, Jas and I had so that's how that one happened."
"Okay, so that's why he acted really strange when I asked him about them."
"Yeah I guess he didn't think it was his place to tell. But enough about me what about you?"
"Well when I was in college a friend and myself wanted to do something crazy so we decided that we would get our nipple's pierced. Well I went first and got mine done and then she chickened out. So that's what I have but nothing else. I want to get a tattoo but I'm not sure what I would get and I'm not sure if I could sit there and watch them keep sticking a needle in my body."
"Bella, if you ever really want to get one, I know a great guy who does all my ink, and I'll go with you. To distract you so you don't think about the needle okay?"
"I would like that, alot Edward. I just have to figure what I want."
"You could always go with something small at first just to see how well you handle it. Maybe something like an angel or even a couple of hearts on your shoulder blade or you could get something on your hip," I said as I rubbed small circles on her back.
"That sounds good," she said as she yawned. "I think I'd like to get a heart with maybe some handcuffs or barbed wire around it on my hip," she said as she yawned.
"I think I'm tired now."
"I think that will look sweet on you. Good night, my Bella," I said as I kissed her forehead.
"Mmm... good night, my Edward," she murmured as she wrapped her hand around my waist and laying her head on my chest.
It felt so right having her in my arms. I wanted to protect her from everything. I've never wanted to just hold a woman as she slept.
With Bella I wanted to hold her, protect her and cherish what may come of our relationship. My feelings for her I have never felt for anyone else before, but whatever happens it needs to be slow.
BPOV
I woke up the next morning with arms wrapped around me.
Edward's very prominent hard erection was against my stomach. When I looked up he looked so comfortable laying there with me.
He was snoring softly with his mouth open just a bit. I could really take in his handsomeness.
The thing that really got me was why does he care so much about me?
"Bella why are you staring at me?"
"Sorry I... um ..I.. just you looked so peaceful like you are really comfortable that's all. I didn't mean to stare," I stammered quickly.
"Bella stop apologizing. I could just feel you looking at me that's all. How are you feeling this morning?"
"I'm pretty sore this morning but nothing that a good long shower won't take care of."
"That's good sweetheart. Why don't you go shower while I fix us some breakfast?"
"Okay," I said.
Getting off the bed I had to go over Edward. I climbed over his body and I accidentally grazed his erection.
I could have sworn I heard Edward say something or maybe it was a moan, I could not be sure.
Getting into the shower I thought about how I felt being in Edward's arms. He stayed here with me last night and took care of me.
When I awoke from the nightmare he came running. He held me as I cried and talked to him.
What really surprised me was that he was so open about his cock piercing.
The feelings that I'm having for Edward I'm not sure I like them. The short time that I've known him he seemed to care about his family and friends. Maybe our relationship will turn out to that he will be a great friend.
What the media portrays him to be is nothing real about it. Other than the kiss at the photoshoot he's been a perfect gentlemen.
He hasn't try to kiss me again since yesterday or even since he has been caring for me.
Maybe I'm not his type or attractive enough for him.
I stood under the water, letting it run over my entire body. It felt really good. I looked over my body.
I had a bite mark on my breast running my hand over it I flinched. Looking over the rest of me I had several bruises on my stomach, some on my sides and a few on my arms.
My body is pretty sore. The bruises looked pretty gross. I ran my hand over some more of them and I flinched again.
I guess these will be reminders of what happened to me until they heal. But my memories will be always be imbedded in my memory.
I really should press charges against Jacob. The only thing stopping me is being scared what he might do.
I mean they would arrest him. He has money so he can bail himself out.
Would he come after me, leave me alone or finish what he started last night?
Not just that but it will leave the guys without a manager as well.
Hmmm...what to do what to do.
I guess I should really talk to the guys. See what they have to say.
I'm sure it would hurt their tour with their manager having charges brought against him for attempted rape. I'm just not sure what to do. I know that I have to make a decision about it.
The water started to run cold so I got out and dried myself off. I walked into my closet and put on something that would not be snug on me.
I pulled on a sun dress and pulled my hair into a bun. I walked towards the kitchen and could smell bacon and eggs.
I stood at the doorway and watched as he stood at the stove cooking. He was still only wearing his boxer briefs.
I could see his tattoo's on his shoulder blades as well as the one on his leg. He looked so HOT standing there. He had a nice round ass that I must say I wanted to grab.
"Bella why are you standing there watching me again? Did you find something that you like or is my body just that HOT?" he asked me with his back still turned away from me.
"Um... yeah I do actually. I see a sexy ass guy with a nice ass standing in my kitchen cooking me breakfast in nothing but his briefs."
"Hmm...is that so. I can't imagine who that guy could be. Maybe I need to leave so you can have him to yourself."
I walked over to him and stopped right in front of him. He turned towards me, with a smirk on his lips.
"Edward thank you for staying with me last night. Especially for coming in my room when I had the nightmare. I'm not sure I would have been able to do it by myself."
"Bella you're welcome sweetheart. I will be here for you anytime you need me. You just have to ask," he said kissing my forehead.
"That smells good. Who knew a rock star would know how to cook?"
"I have to take care of myself somehow. Plus my mom taught me how to cook so I didn't have to eat out all the time when I'm on the road. I actually can cook a mean steak dinner. Maybe you would let me cook that for you sometime."
"That sounds great. Just tell me when and I will be there."
"I'll cook for you anytime, sweetheart," he said as he placed the food and placed it on the counter.
We sat and ate silently.
The food was actually great. He was an awesome cook.
I liked that we didn't have to fill every moment with chatter.
Edward broke the silence first.
"Bella would you like to hang out today, maybe go to the movies with me?" he asked as he looked up from his plate.
"Sure, that sounds like fun, Edward."
We finished eating and Edward went to clean up but I told him since he cooked I would clean up the dishes.
"Edward, just go take a shower and get yourself ready, I can clean up. Its really no big deal."
He nodded and walked toward my room.
After a few minutes, I heard the running water.
Edward fucking Cullen, rock star is naked in my shower. The inner fan girl squealed and nearly creamed her panties.
A short while later, I heard the water shut off. I had to get myself under control.
I was sitting on the couch as he came into the living room with his jeans on and no shirt.
Hot damn did he have a nice body. Everything about him screamed at me.
From his dripping wet hair, to his sparkling green eyes.
"Bella, earth to Bella," he said smiling.
"Uh huh," I said bringing my eyes up to look at him.
"Do you want to go see a movie with me?"
"Sure, Edward that would be fine," I replied.
"Um...sweetheart you think we could stop by my place on the way so I can put on some fresh clothes?"
That's when I noticed what he had in his hands. Edward was going commando because his briefs that he was wearing were now in his hands.
OMG this man was trying to kill me with his sexiness. He was so mouth watering.
"Sure, we can do that Edward."
"Bella you need to make sure that you have your meds with you."
"I have them in my purse already. I'm ready when you are."
He held out his hand to me and I took it.
"Bella why don't you let me drive. I'm sure you are still pretty sore."
I handed him my keys and we left for a fun filled day together.
I just hope that we get along real well.
