Another one
Sorry for not posting this last night like I was going to, things came up and my boyfriend sneaked over :D
Im not 100 pleased with it, But it'll do
Again, sorry for the bad editing.
Nothing SEED (like my Kira and Athy) is mine and I cry at night because of it. You would too.
Thanks again to my commenters, I love you more than you know.
Enjoy

Chapter 3: Soldier Of Zaft

Kira led me over to a couch, and moved onto it first before pulling me into his lap. I happily leaned my back against his chest, and he leaned against the arm of the couch.

It has been a few days now, since Kira and I opened that letter. In fact, its almost been a week. I shoot a glance at a wall calendar that I can just barely see from the couch. I know the date, but it's been like a habit to glance at it every two minutes now, ever since I wrote 'DEATH' in black marker in the square for the twelfth.

It's the 11th. I had only a few short hours of freedom before I had to go. 13 hours to be exact. The ceremony starts at 11:30AM tomorrow, and its 10:30PM right now.

I must be getting a bit jumpy at this thought, because his hand shocks me as it begins to run through my hair.

"Long, blue, soft, fun..." I can't help but snicker as he describes my hair in a few words, although the point of it totally evades me.

"Annoying," I add onto his list, and then continue as he gets a confused look on his face.

"It never works the way I want it to. It flips in my face all the time and gets messed up in the morning…"

He laughs at me- hysterically. And I can't blame him. Don't you hate it when you say something that gives someone a reason to mock you?

I groan as his laughter continues, and try to hide my face unsuccessfully. His hands are so soft as they tilt my head up after his laugher dies down and I barely register when he leans his head towards me. I practically lose all my senses as he places a soft kiss on my lips and then another on the tip of my nose. He has this smirk on his face and I can tell he isn't thinking about my girly comment anymore.

"What's up?" I inquire softly, my voice emitting only inches away from his face.

"Thinking about earlier this week." He purrs softly and the flash in his eyes let me know exactly what he means by that.

I can't feel my face hear up with a vivid blush as I recall Kira's outburst of lust from just a few days before. God, who knew Kira, could be so….so….well, so damn sexy.

Of all the time we've been together (like this and as little kids) Kira was just the naturally more girly one. More submissive if you will. I really never expected anything different from him.

I close my eyes and try to will my blush on my face from growing. I was fine with being the submissive one if that's what Kira would be like as the dominant one.

"You look tired." He mumbles into my ear, before lightly nibbling on the lobe. "Maybe you should sleep?" he then proceeds to move down my neck, his tongue trailing down my skin.

I let out a rather pathetic, only slightly audible noise of enjoyment before I manage to shake my head. I'm fine if this is what he wants to do! I then tilt my head subconsciously so that he could reach my skin easier.

"Mmm…Kira…" I can feel his tongue swirl around to my shoulder before he begins to gently bite my collar bone.

At this, I let out a small gasp, just to add on to my already apparent pathetic-ness. He chuckled from my collar bone and began to playfully bite along it.

I can't quite describe the feeling. Pain, but pleasure at the same time. My head tilts back on its own accord and I quickly stifle the moan that I'm sure Kira would comment on, or laugh at me for. He lifts his head slightly, and I can see a smirk that lets me instantly know he heard it. The smirk doesn't last long, however, as he is back at my neck and shoulder, biting first in small nips, then as if he was a vampire, before going back to gentle nibbling.

Minutes went by, and I was in a complete dazed state of mind, purring at every bite, and letting the occasional small moan escape my lips. Kira also seemed to be enjoying himself- that is until he randomly and abruptly stopped.

I moved so that I could see what he was doing. He had this look on his face like he was worried, and he was biting his lip slightly. The latter of Kira's actions made me want to rape him and his unintentional cuteness, but I refrained to see what the matter was.

"Uhoh,"

Uhoh? Uhoh?!? That's not good. When Kira says uhoh, you know something is bad.
I didn't reply, just looked at him curiously until he continued on.

"I…err…" he looked to my neck and I tried to crane it to also see, but couldn't,
"I…" he repeated "I'm sorry Athy...I...Ur…left a…Err...mark."

That's all? I tried to think of how that could really be a bad thing. I mean, I could always cover it up with a turtle neck or something. So, depending on where this apparent 'mark' (AKA love bite) was, I could just as easily hide it.
Then it dawned on me. The ceremony. I would have to have to wear the Zaft uniform, right? Right. They have high necks, right? Right.

Relief washed through me again. I looked over at Kira then, after my abandoning him for my shot lived mental panic attack. He looked so apologetic. I smiled a bit.

"Don't worry Kira," I smiled a little more "I'm sure no one will be like… looking straight at my neck or anything. And I'm going to try my best at covering it up, so chill."
This seemed to put him slightly at ease but he does not continue (Damn him for that). Instead, he reaches for the remote and begins to watch some show about cops. I don't know, its Kira. He likes weird drama shows.

-Time Jump-

The buzzer on my bedside table wakes me from a dream I was having. Groggily, I reach over to turn it off and Kira makes a noise when I, as a result of reaching over him to complete my task, wake him up.

Another groan sort of noise comes from him and he moves to snuggle up to me, only to find that I am no longer there. I had moved off of the bed and am now putting on clean clothing. He sits up, and oddly enough, watches me.

"It's nine thirty." He states after a moment.

"Good job. Way to state the obvious, Mr. Yamato." I smirk

"I'm tired." He yawns as if to prove this.

"I can tell. Wouldn't have anything to do with what happened after we went to bed, would it?"

"Nnnnnhg…" I can't really understand his answer, but he smiles none the less, and flops onto his back. I can tell he's reminiscing, probably over what he called 'play time' that took place last night.

My eyes roll, but I can't help but to smile. I am also a little tired because of it, but I shouldn't really be complaining.

Going to my attached bathroom, I begin combing my hair and putting on the rest of the red uniform that I had to wear for so long before the war ended. It still fit as it had in the war- I must not have gained any weight since. Doing up the collar, I'm relieved that it covers the love bite.

I take a step back and sigh. This is who I was, this is who they'll know me as, and this is who they want me to be

Athrun Zala, soldier of Zaft.

Thanks for reading, please review
Heh, ya... Next chapter might be soon, might not be for a while. I wasn't all that pleased with the outcome of this one.
And.. hehehe. The time jump MIGHT be written in like.. a side story or something (Yay lemon?) Heh.
So ya, thanks again!!