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We had returned to the mansion and after some abrupt compliments and swearing about how lavish the mansion was Mello and Matt were shown to the guest room that was joined to mine, nothing more than a wall separating the two rooms. They had retired for the night closing the door behind them and the sound of whispers coming from them which had made L raise his eyebrow, this whispers inaudible to me but almost if they were talking naturally to him.

"I had a suspicion it wouldn't take them long" He mumbled

I wasn't concerned because the look on L's face was not worry and if something had bothered him he would have told me about it.

"I will retire to my quarters I have some pages to write" He said to me as he stood in the corridor that led to each of the rooms

"Yes, of course. Goodnight L" I said to him much wanting even just a slight brush of his delicate pale fingers against my hand

"Goodnight Light, if sleeping becomes too much of a problem for you then you are welcome to come sit with me. I know you usually don't have much trouble sleeping but I have a feeling you might have some difficulty tonight" He replied

I wasn't entirely sure what he meant but the offer to see his room was rather exciting. I watched as he walked to his bedroom and closed the door behind him. I entered my room, removed my clothing and settled into the comfort and warmth of my bed. I had laid there wondering what L was talking about in the corridor, like he mentioned I didn't have any trouble getting to sleep so was it going to be any different?. As my thoughts began to run dry I felt my eyes become heavy and just as they closed I was suddenly bought out of the sleep stage by the sound of muffled moaning and heavy panting

"What on Earth?" I questioned quietly

Then it had occurred to me. The sounds had been coming from the room next to mine. As I listened or rather was forced to hear, Mello and Matt's relationship had become painfully obvious. They were as I suspected lovers. I tried to block out the noises that had made me rather envious. The quiet moans and gasps, the heavy breathing and quiet screams of unadulterated ecstasy had made me cringe in jealousy. Each moan, unfathomable and commanding, each gasp pressurized and robust and the screams, the screams were the worst torture. Cries of pure appetite and excitement they were taunting me so severely. How I craved for those sounds to come from the lips of my vampire as I did the same things to him what I was sure was occurring next door.

L was correct; I was going to have trouble sleeping especially with envy running through me as if it were my own blood. I had removed the bed clothes from off of me and dressed lazily before exiting my room and making my way to L's door. I paused for a moment before knocking, I wasn't sure if I really should be disturbing him because of trivial matters. I didn't get a chance to knock when I heard that sweet, seductive monotone voice call out to me

"You can enter Light" he called out from behind the closed door

I entered and shut it silently

"I am sorry to bother you Lawliet but you were correct I am unable to sleep next door to those two men. It's rather bothersome trying to rest when the only sounds I can hear are those of making love" I said as I stood in his room

L's bedroom was truly stunning, much like mine but much more meticulous and extravagant. He had the some portraits on the walls as I did. The soft carpet beneath my feet was a deep maroon red, not unlike the color of blood. The walls a deep violet purple that matched the flooring in my room. His bed just as large as mine and the matching comforter that was sprawled across looked so much deeper in color against his pale flash as he sat underneath it with his naked back pressed against the large wooden head board.

"You aren't causing me any bother I was just writing" He replied as he still looked up at me.

"Another paper?" I questioned

He shook his head gently causing slight movement of the raven locks to brush so lovingly against his forehead.

"No, I decided to try my hand at fiction, loosely based on non-fictional events" he replied

I didn't say anything more; I just looked around his room admiring it for its beauty that was so wonderfully crafted.

"You can come lie with me if you wish you do not have to stand there all night" he continued

To lie next to L, a request I would never say no to. It was something I had been wanting for quite some time. I slowly moved towards the bed. I unbuttoned the white shirt I had hurryingly pulled on and I could feel his eyes watch me intently as I removed the shirt from my body. His gaze was warm and seductive I could see his stare remain on my neck and unconsciously lightly glided his tongue in between his pale pink lips.

As I laid the shirt along to top of the dressing table, I decided to leave my trousers on as I didn't want to make L uncomfortable. I pulled back the comforter and a slipped onto the mattress and it felt like heaven. As I rested my head on the feather pillow and gazed up to the ceiling trying to ignore the way that L was looking at me I could feel my heart beating rapidly and the pulse in my neck and wrist pounding hard against my golden-pink flesh. I turned my gaze to him and his eyes were set on watching the pulse in my wrist.

"It's strange you know, in the six years that you have been with me I have never noticed how fast your heart rate becomes when you are near me. It is actually quite a concern as it is beating fast enough to cause you a heart attack" L said as he turned his gaze to my eyes.

He placed down the quill and parchment onto his bedside cupboard and continued to glower at me. His striking gaze solely on me, it was like a fantasy come true.

"I have become used to it, it's nothing out of the ordinary for me any longer" I replied

"I can smell your blood, as I always have but with you lying there understandably not only anxious but as if you were in heaven the aroma of your life is quite strong, almost hard for me to ignore and as you know I allow very little to distract me" L uttered

His voice seemed so much deeper it was the voice of someone trying to push back their urges. I gazed at his hands and they were slightly trembling. I had not had the purpose of causing him a disturbance I was wondering if I perhaps should have left my shirt on so that how excited he had made me would not be so obvious through the pulses in my throat and wrist.

"If it bothers you I can leave you be, I will simply wait until they have finished and then sleep"

I sat up and readied myself to take my leave from L and his stunning bedroom

"No, I quite enjoy it. Your scent is exceptionally pleasing it's been a very long time since I have tasted human blood and I must admit I do miss it and in honesty I wish I was not so apprehensive about turning you because in this moment and as it has been for quite some time I have craved to taste you"

What he had said made my entire body stiffen and stir. I could feel myself becoming aroused while I sat there beside him listening to his words. Knowing that he wanted me as badly as I wanted him was what was making my heart beat so rapidly. I did want him so desperately and it was only because I had respected him so highly that I did not make a move on him. I wanted to kiss him; I wanted him to feel physically the extent of my love for him.

"Your apprehension is rather puzzling" I replied

"Oh, and why is that?"

"In all the years I have known you I have never once seen you hesitate if there is something you want to do or say, yes you have taken time to think thoroughly about things but I do not see that is apprehension you are much like me, a perfectionist, you like things to be done a certain way and in a certain manner which is was you are careful on how you phrase your words and why you think closely about your actions. If there is something that Lawliet the vampire wants or needs he does whatever is needed to achieve his goals providing it doesn't cause unnecessary harm or death. If it's my blood that you truly desire then I am offering it to you, I am well aware it will cause pain but the harm should not cause you guilt as it would be very much welcomed" I replied

He looked at me, locked his gaze with mine and for a few moments not a word was spoken. He just stared at me, almost perplexed by what I had said. Even if L was not ready to turn me as yet I still didn't want him to starve himself of my blood if that was what he truly wanted. I knew it would be painful but to have L touch me, it would be worth the pain.

"You would be willing to offer me your blood even though you are aware that I cannot turn you yet?" He asked me.

He really shouldn't have sounded as stunned as he knew of my loyalty to him and he knew I would be willing to do anything for him

"Yes, of course" I replied

"Why?"

"Because I love you" I said to him

I hadn't meant to say it like I had, he already knew that I had loved him but it was the first time I had said it without it being a question. I did love him; I loved him very dearly that is why I was willing to wait for him. He was the only one I had ever wanted and the only one who I wanted to be with. No matter how long it took for him to turn me and to love me in return I was going to wait for however long it took

"I would do anything for you, no matter what happens to me. You have been the only being I have ever loved and your desires, your wants, your needs are to me, my concern too. I am loyal to you L, I want you to drink from me, it would give me the upmost of honors" I continued

I moved closer to him and I placed my forearm into his hand. His fingers one by one strangled my wrist lightly. The long smooth digits, so pure and white were icy and yet somehow so warm. I managed to slow down my heart rate as his touch seemed to put me into a trance. He kept his gaze on mine as he cradled my wrist in the palm of his hand. As he looked into my eyes he raised my wrist to his nose and he breathed in the scent of my flesh. I didn't panic nor was I nervous this is what I had wanted no matter how much pain it would cause me.

"I do not want to harm you" He whispered against the pulse that fluttered under my skin

"You wouldn't be harming me, this is what I want, I want you to taste the blood that you have desired. No matter how long it takes for you to turn me not matter how long it takes for you to love me I will wait and if in the meantime I can fulfill your urges with my blood then I want you to have it, it is as it always has been, yours"

I looked up from my wrist, his lips so desirably close to the flesh, haunting me, teasing me making me want to push it against his fangs and bring me to the point of orgasm just by his touch. I anticipated, no hungered, for him to penetrate me with the ivory points pulling the crimson fluid from my body. I ached for his mouth on my skin as he took what was rightfully his, I needed to feel his power and his strength I wanted him to make me cum for him without nothing more than his fingers and mouth against my wrist.

I had remained calm but my thirst for him to drink from me was so strong, so urgent that I almost could not tolerate the interval. I found myself wanting to open my mouth and beg him, plead with him to take my flesh and rip into it with no reservations and no concern for my safety, I wanted to be the vampire's only desire for so long and this was what I was waiting for, this was the moment that I had craved so desperately. I could hear my brain yell TAKE ME! As I felt his soft and chilled lips trace dexterously against my pulse that called out to him with such urgency.

"You truly do love me don't you Light?" He asked

His warm breath swayed along my skin and sent a tremor to surge all around my entire body. L's mouth so close to opening fully, so close to burying his fangs into my delicate human flesh. What was seconds felt like hours, I needed him to take what was his.

"Yes Lawliet, I truly love you" I almost whimpered in anticipation

"As I, you" He replied

His mouth opened wide, the rose pink lips stretched around my wrist pulling in my warm and moist flesh with his wet and forceful tongue, creating a vigorous suction around me. His top lip slightly adjusting as he gently brushed his fangs only just teasing the skin of my arm. He pressed them against me only lightly as if preparing me for what was about to happen. His eyes rose and grabbed my attention, I didn't dare move away from the hypnotic orbs of darkness, the beautiful stormy grey pools completely drowning me and then…pain. He sunk his fangs deep into the layers of skin, piercing the veins that ran through my arm it burned it ached but most of all it was utterly euphoric. As I felt my blood fill the depths of his tantalizing and moist mouth I could feel my engorged and tumescent cock brush against the fabric of my trousers causing me some pain as it throbbed so wildly to the reaction of my vampire drinking from my flesh. As I kept his stare while he took the blood I had rushed to release myself from the bounds of my slacks, the heated air under the comforter did no justice to the agony I had felt in my stiff and elongated member.

I watched as he began to close his mouth, his blood soaked tongue licking the wound as he pulled away from my bloodied wrist. I didn't feel weak and the pain had quickly faded, at least the one in my wrist had. I had been completely drowned in a state of jubilation, my complete body was left tingling and my mind, my mind was in a bewildered mess. My brain had not seemed to register what had just happened and pain in my groin was extremely intense and unless I relieved myself it was only going to become worse.

He didn't say anything, he didn't need to. I felt his cold and soft hand that was not that long ago holding my wrist slip over my bare torso that was rising and falling in calm yet heavy breaths. His fingers dancing lightly against my heated flesh, grazing each muscle carefully and then as I sat unsure of what was happening he grasped my cock in his hand. The coldness of his palm instantly calming down the fire that was burning in my groin

"It is my turn to do something for you" He whispered into my ear, his husky deep voice echoing through my entire body, making each bone inside of me ache and each muscle tense.

As his hand gently stroked my pulsating and heated cock that was screaming out for more from him. I turned my head to meet his gaze. Something suddenly hit me like an iron anvil to the skull. He had said something, something had never said before. His words As I, you in response to my declaration of my love for him, did he truly mean it? Or was it his lust for my blood that had forced the words out with little or no meaning only based on excitement? No. Lawliet, my Lawliet was not a man to ever speak a word that was not true to his heart or mind, everything he said was never a lie or a false statement.

As his cold fingers brushed against me and the orgasm building in the pit of my stomach aching to release I had to stop him. I placed my hand around his wrist to his hand resting against my groin. Although I wanted him to continue so desperately I had to know, I had to know what he truly felt for me. I needed to know that he loved me and that was much more urgent then the desire to have him make me orgasm, a feeling I never thought would cross my mind if I ever had him touch me in such a way

"I would never lie to you" He remarked as if reading my mind

"So it was not a statement breathed out by blood lust?" I asked him

His hand still perfectly immobile with mine wrapped around his wrist tightly, I knew my strength was nothing compared to his, for him it would have felt like I was merely lovingly holding it.

"No, have you ever known me speak anything untrue to my heart or mind?" He asked me in a whisper

"Never" I replied

"I love you as you love me, what I feel for you is no different than the feelings you have harbored for me for all these years. I have had a very long time to learn what love is and what it means and I have found that in you. Light, your selfless act to give me your blood without expecting anything more has made me realize something" He said

I looked at him and gradually raised my hand to his left cheek; the skin was as smooth as silk as I always expected it to be. He slightly flinched to my touch but I didn't remove my hand from the china like milky flesh that I had loved so admirably.

"What is it Lawliet?" I asked him gently

"I am ready if you are" He responded