Kim POV.

I feel awful I was harsh on Lexi but I'm in love with Jack, I LOVE JACK!

I need to tell him, I jump out of bed not wanting to wake my baby sister Kayla, I quietly sneak out and head towards the Brewer household.

Shoot! It's raining!

Just great..

"KIM!" A voice shouts I turn around and see Lexi stood there.

"Lexi! I'm so sorry!" I apologize.

"It's fine you really love Jack, I know I use to feel like that"

"Please can we be friends?"

"I'd love that!" Lexi says giving me a hug, I hug her back, we pull away and I run towards the Brewer household, I throw a rock at Jacks bedroom Window.

"JACK!" I shout, Jack opens his Window.

"Isn't the guy supposed to do this?"

I roll my eyes "Just come outside, plus that's sexist!"

I wait patiently staring at the rain falling on the road, I hear the door open.

"Kim what did you want?" Jack asks stepping into the road, I walk towards him and capture his lips on mine, this is our 3rd kiss and it still feels like the first.

"JACK! I LOVE YOU! And I don't care that you won't turn me, because I still have you in my life and I was stupid for going with Milton to the dance and kissing Brody! All I wanted was you but I've just been too blind to see, I'm sorry if I made you wait for too long but I love you and I promise if you love me back I won't do anything stupid again"

"I'm sorry Kim but it looks like your stuck with me" Jack says smiling "I love you too"

I smirk "Then kiss me you dummy!" Jack holds my face kissing me, I kiss back and tangle my hands in his hair.

"So worth the wait" Jack mumbles kissing me again picking me up, I wrap my legs around his waist.

"I love you" I say kissing his neck.

"I love you too" Jack says kissing my forehead, I smile and kiss him again he kisses back passionately I feel like my life is complete, I have Jack and that's all I need.

"AWWWW!" A voice says making me and Jack pull away, I turn around and see Donna stood there clapping Brody stood next to her his arm wrapped Around her shoulder.

"Me and Brody, Jack and Kimmy and Dylan and Lexi can double date!" She squeals.

"Dylan and Lexi?" I ask tilting my head in confusion.

"Oh yeah Lexi has got it bad for Dylan Harper"

"AWWWW!" I squeal "That is so cute!"

Donna laughs "I know right"

Lexi POV.

I smile, I'm happy me and Kim made up she really loves Jack and he deserves to be happy.

I love walking in the rain, it gives me a sense of relief, I hear a horn I quickly turn my head around I see bright lights they drew me in maybe it was easier if I went back to being dead, so I turn my body forward so it's facing the car ready for impact.

I feel someone grab my body and pull me out of the road, I turn around and see Dylan stood there.

"What the hell?! Are you okay?" He asks holding my shoulders, I nod still in a slightly daze.

"Uh Thanks for saving me..again" I say laughing slightly at the end.

"I really can't leave you alone can I?"

I playfully whack his arm "Oh shut up!"

Dylan laughs at me and looks down intently at me, I look up in his brown orbs of warmth, I go on my tip toes and hold his arms.

We shake our heads, I go back on my heel and take my hands of his arm, I look down my eyes glued to my feet.

"I gotta go see my girlfriend, don't get to any trouble" Dylan says walking away, I stare after him.

Did we just have a moment? Why did he have to have a girlfriend?

I walk home thinking mostly about Dylan.

I really like him!

I'm never the one! There's always another girl, I'll never be the one!

I walk through the door and see Grace and Jerry cuddling, Donna and Brody doing the same as well as Kim and Jack.

Why can't that be me and Dylan?!

"Hey Lex you okay?" Donna asks.

"Well I almost got hit by a car but Dylan saved me and we kind of had a moment then he went to see Erica!" I state sadly.

"He so likes you!" Kim insists, I smile at my friends before going up stairs, I go into the bathroom and stare in the mirror.

I may have to start an old habit, before I died I was bulimic, I felt if I was skinny guys would like me.

I go down on my knees and gag putting fingers in my throat, I felt water in my mouth before being sick into the toilet bowl, I stand up and wipe my mouth flushing the toilet.

I felt pride, stupid and guilt.

Was I skinny? Was I pretty?

No otherwise Dylan would want to date me.

I'm surprised he was able to move my fat body out of the road.

I shake my heads I wasn't willing to have these depressing thoughts again, they eat away at your kind before you come convinced that your some sort of monster.

And ugly, horrible, un-loveable monster.

I yawn and make my way into Graces room I was sharing with her, I take off my shoes and climb into bed and try to go till sleep but I'm too tired to fall asleep.

My thoughts were swirling around my brain; Dylan, purging, Dylan, Peter, Dylan, being dead, Dylan, Jack, Dylan.

I felt tears fall down my face, I'm so broken and such a mess!

I really need Dylan to save me now, because I'm not hurt physically, I'm hurt emotionally which in my eyes is worse because it's your heart getting hurt.

A:N Poor Lexi, I've dealt with similar situations too her so if you need anyone to talk to I'm here :-)

KICK HAPPENED! I bet your all happy :-) very cliche in the rain though ;-)

Please pick four couples that you want to see more of...

Kim/ Jack

Jack/ Lexi

Brody/ Donna

Brody/ Erica

Brody/Kim

Lexi/ Dylan

Jerry/ Grace :-)

What do you think of DEXI Dylan/Lexi?

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What should Lexi do about her negative thoughts?