Donna POV.

"AHHHHHHH!" I screech waking up in a cold sweat, I feel hot tears falling down my face.

I look around and check if I'm actually awake and not in those nightmares again.

I get out of bed and throw Brody's jumper over my head and go downstairs, I see my mum in the living room having another glass of wine.

"Donna I thought you were asleep babe" She says as I walk into the living room. "Did you have another panic attack?"

I shake my head "Just a nightmare"

"What about sweetie?"

"I can't really remember them" I lie "Fear must block it out"

"I use to have nightmares all the time then my knight in shinning Armor came along"

"Dad?"

"No baby you" Mum says kissing my cheek "When your dad left I was a mess heck I still am, your in love aren't you? With Brody?"

I smile and nod slowly "We've been through a lot"

Mum grabs my hands "Don't let him go, love is the most powerful emotion in the world"

I smile softly "Mum why did dad leave?"

"Because he thought we weren't good enough but we are he's an idiot who wouldn't know perfection was if it hit him in the face"

I laugh .

"No really I punched him in the face" Mum says making me burst out laughing even more, mum joins in.

"I love you mum" I say giving her a hug.

"I love you too, have you gained weight?"

"MUM!"

"Sorry babe its just that you look a little puffy"

"Are you bipolar?!" I ask standing up.

"YOUR PREGNANT!" Mum says standing up making my eyes go wide.

"WHAT?! NO!" I shriek.

"Sorry I just had a feeling" Mum says sitting down.

"THAT IM WITH CHILD?!" I screech gesturing towards me stomach. "Well I'm not I can prove it!"

"Fine look in my third draw, there's some condoms and a pregnancy test"

I look at my mum in wide eyes and go into her bedroom taking out her pregnancy tests, I roll my eyes and go into the bathroom, I wee on the stick and results came up instantly.

"MUM ARE THE RESULTS SUPPOSED TO COME UP INSTANTLY?!" I shout, mum walks into the bathroom.

"Well they did when I was pregnant, Let me have a look" Mum says putting the glasses from on top of her head onto her face and takes the stick.

I cross my arms and purse my lips looking at mum.

"H-honey"

I sit up my eyes going wide at my mum's tone of voice, I feel sick "It's positive isn't?"

"Sweetie its going to be okay I had you at my age"

I feel tears fall down my face "I TRIED TO AVOID BEING LIKE YOU!" I screech.

"What?"

I laugh wiping my tears "An alcoholic who was a teen mum isn't exactly how I wanted to live me life!" I see my mum's face and guilt washes over me "I didn't mean that mum it's just a shock"

"I know darling" Mum says pulling me into a hug, I cry into her shoulder as she kisses my hair.

"What if Brody leaves?" I say feeling sick, I'll be all alone with OUR baby.

"If, IF he does leave then his lost I'm hear for you and my grandchild"

"P-Please book me an appointment?" I ask trembling slightly.

"Of course go back to sleep you and the baby need sleep"

I nod "Night momma"

"Night to both of you, love you both"

I put a hand on my stomach "Us too" I say in a emotionless tone, I go back upstairs and climb into bed, I put my hands in my face.

"What have I done?" I whisper "I don't want a baby"

I turn on my side and let tears stream down my face, I NEVER WANTED THIS!

"Why?" I mumble I say fiddling with the blankets on my bed, I grab my phone and dial Brody's number.

"Donna? Are you okay?".Brody's sleepy voice says.

"I need to come and see you" I say my voice cracking slightly.

"Sure I'll come to yours now"

"Okay" I say, I wipe my cheeks and brush my hair I get out of bed and pace around my room, I hear the door open and footsteps come up the stairs, Brody comes through the door.

"Hey babe" He says going for a peck but I turn my head.

"Brody I'm pregnant"

"Oh" Brody says, I feel tears fall down my face.

"I don't think we're going to work out"

"What?! We're having a baby!"

"Excuse me I'm having the baby" I hiss "And who says I want you to help"

"Well I am helping! It's MY BABY too"

I look down "I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW!" I scream pacing around I throw my alarm clock at Brody but he dodges it

"What are you saying?" He says his voice cracking.

"I don't know, I'm going to the abortion clinic tomorrow" I say wiping my tears.

"We both know your going to be a great mum" Brody asks, I scoff but feel a sharp pain in my abdomen.

"Babe?"

"OW!" I cry sliding to the floor tears rolling freely down my face, I feel even sharper pains making me sob out in pain.

What's happening?!

"Let's go to the hospital" Brody says helping me stand up, I lean on him for support.

I can't really remember much, my brain starts to become numb.

I remember feeling the first drop of snow falling on to us though, I remember crying into a wheelchair as I was rushed to a doctor.

Now here I am setting up in a hospital bed, Brody clutching my hand on the chair next to me.

"Miss. Tobin" The doctor says, I look up fear glazing in my eyes.

"Is it the baby?" I ask my voice cracking.

"If you continue to have this baby you could die"

I close my eyes more tears falling down my face, I turn to Brody.

"WHAT?! NO! THIS ISN'T HOW IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE!" Brody shouts storming out of the room.

Brody has already lost his mom, dad and his sister and today he finds out that either me or his baby are going to die.

"Is there a chance its going to be okay?" I ask.

The doctor frowns "It's very unlikely, your 4 months along"

I choke "Four months?! How did I not know"

"Some women don't show signs, you may have had a minor period which is called spotting"

I nod slowly "I need time"

The doctor nods "Of course, I'm here if you need to talk"

"Please can I find Brody?" I ask, the doctor nods, I slowly climb out of bed I go towards a place Brody always goes when he needs guidance, the hospital church.

I slowly walk there, I quietly walk in and see Brody sobbing "Please God! Don't take our baby from us or Donna she is so beautiful and kind please make everything okay"

I felt tears fall down my face "Brody? There's a slim chance we'll be okay"

"I don't want to rely on a small chance" Brody says sobbing into my shoulder.

"I'm 4 months already" I say smiling.

"Which means in 5 months I'm going to lose my baby or my girlfriend"

"Don't think like that!" I snap.

Finally I've updated, I'm finally on to season 3!

What should happen with Donna and the baby?