Author Note

First thing first, I deeply apologize that this is not a published new chapter. After few months I think I have to write this to you who have been faithful with this story and likely who have been disappointed on me.

I want to be honest with you, guys.

This story is my very first story in this fanfiction. At that time, I was still in school and thrilled up with this writing website. I made this account and decided to share my stories for the other fans out there.

I wrote in my profile that I'm not a native and my capability is limited regarding English grammar and sentences. However, I still published this story with such poor quality of grammar.

My purpose was only one. So I could share with you, my stories. So everyone would be able to read my story and having fun with it. I had no choice but to write it in universal language. Then I tried really hard and publish this story. Again, with poor grammars. Then one reviewer told me I had done nicely. I was so happy that I couldn't utter it in words, but I was really deeply excited. So I continued to write more and more.

One day, an anonymous came to my story and put a review or more likely we usually call it as a flame. It does burn and it hurts greatly.

He/she criticized my grammar with such harsh words. At that moment, I was still learning English since I wanted to make my story more appropriate for the readers.

I was crushed and really ashamed. So I deleted this story.

Few months later, moonworld, a fanfiction author contacted me through PM. I've given up writing at that time. She asked me about this story and said that she wanted to read the continuation. I was surprised that there is really someone who loves my flawed story.

I tried hard once again and republished this piece. Afterall, this is my first story and I don't want to abandon this. I can't continue to write this because I got almost familiar flame like that time... I honestly become afraid publishing new chapter due to some mental pressures.

Fanfiction authors aren't people who write to make a life. They are writing for the sake of their readers (at least in my case). We don't get money, we are happy if someone just dropping by and telling us how we did good.

Please, if you want to criticize, put the words nicely and supportive. Point the mistakes, and give advice or suggestion. Never ever write a flame that hurts other. Those flames still hurt even 'til today. And if you had to give a flame, please sign in as user or contact me through my email directly.

I won't guarantee that you will like my stories, I'm still horrible in grammar and tenses, I'm grateful to those who have been putting up with me. Especially moonworld, I can't thank you enough. You really got me when I'd completely quitted writing.

Thanks for patiently reading my rant, someday I will finish this story. I just need to set my heart on this.