Sorry it took me so long to update this, if you're reading any of my other stories im sooo sorry about the long waits, but i have been dealing with some stuff and i'll try to update more, and if you read my other stories please give this story a shot too....


"Bella, are you sure that you want to leave now? You haeven't really even been here that long and your mom and Phil are still moving around a lot. Wouldn't it be smarter to just tough it out here for another year until college?" Charlie asked me as we sat in our living while I told him about my plans.

"Smart-maybe, but its just too depressing here, I think I'm addicted to sun or something, I just need out of here." I said simply standing up and walking into the kitchen to start making Charlie and myself dinner.

"Are you sure that this is what you really want Bells?" he asked, and I knew I had won.

"Yeah, dad, it is." I said taking out a box of hamburger helper and turning on the stove.

"When are you leaving?" He asked taking a deep breath.

"The day after tomorrow." I said simply, keeping to my plan.

"Alright, well I take it your staying home tomorrow to pack then." He said.

"You would assume correctly." I said with a smile and putting the pan on the burner, and dumping the already thawed hamburger in it.

"Alright." He said walking back into the living room. That's what I love most about Charlie, he doesn't hover.

After the meat was basically cooked it dumped in the rest of the ingredients and let it all cook together. When it was done I set the pan to simmer and set the table quick then poured some hamburger helper onto both our plates and got out the bread, for some reason Charlie loved eating everything with a piece of bread.

After dinner was gone and I had cleaned up I headed up to my room and changed into a pair of comfy flannel pants and a tank top and collapsed onto my bed.

"Just one more day." I whispered to myself. "One more day and it's over." I closed my eyes and got lost in thought until I felt another presence in my room and looked up to see Edward.

"Edw-"

"Tell me it's not true." He said cutting me off before I could even finish his name.

"Tell you what's not true?" I asked looking at him confused.

He clenches his fists and pressed them to his temples. "You know what I'm talking about Bella, that you're leaving, is it true?" He asked looking me in the eye as I sat up on the edge of my bed.

"Yes, it's true." I answered simply.

"Do you hate me that much?" he asked his voice coated with so much agony and sorrow it made me want to cry.

I didn't answer and just stared out my window.

"Bella, answer me!" Edward said taking me by the shoulders and giving me a soft shake.

"Edward….I'm…." I looked out the window and almost gasped in shock. Damion was in my tree staring to my room with a pissed off look on his face.

"You're what…Bella?" Edward said slowly.

"I'm…" I kept staring at Damion in my window.

"Bella, don't leave, you know we belong together, please don't do this to me." He said getting down on his knees in front of my and kissing my hands.

"But, I…Edward I can't! I'm leaving the day after tomorrow and that's it! As far as I'm concerned you've done this to yourself. There's nothing you can do about it." Edwards grip tightened slightly on my shoulders and I winced in pain, and out of no where Edward's hand released me.

A low growl ripped throughout my room, and I looked up to see Damion and Edward chest to chest barring their teeth at one another.

"Guys! Stop it!" I said jumping up and trying to squeeze between them.

"Why is he here?" They both snarled at the same time.

"What do you mean? Who are you to ask about my being here, you have no idea about me and Bella, so just leave." Edward snarled.

"Likewise, and you should just go, me and Bella have something that we need to discuss apparently." Damion hissed looking at me to my opened empty suitcase and back.

I ducked my head and clenched my fists.

"……….leave." I hissed. "both of you get out now."

"Bella, you promised me! You looked me in the eye today and promised me! How could you do this?" Damion demanded looking me in the eye.

"I…I…I'm not in the mood to talk about it. Both of you leave." I said turning my back on both of them and climbing into my bed and under the covers.

"I guess this is good-bye." I breathed silently, but loud enough for them to hear. "Be well." I said seriously and heard nothing more than a small shuffling as they left the room, and left me to my pain. I curled up into a ball and closed my eyes, I don't know how many fast or slow time went by, but before I knew it light was streaming in through my window, and I had to start packing.

Charlie had really surprised me at how well he was taking this, though he didn't stay behind with me today he must have went out after I fell asleep because there were boxes piled everywhere in the living room to the kitchen. He had got them for me so that I could pack. I had already packed up my fifth box when there was a knock on the door.

I didn't really want to answer it, because I knew who it would be, well not really who, but what. It was a bright sunny day out so it figures their kind would have nothing better to do than bother me.

I grunted as I got up and walked to the door, and to my surprise it wasn't the family I thought it would be, it was Damion.

"Damion, what are you-"

"What? Your packing already?" He cut me off and looking behind me in the house.

"Well if I pack it all up today I'll be able to send it in time for my flight tomorrow morning so that its at my moms place before I get there." I said quietly.

"So you're really leaving?" He asked desperately.

I just nodded and walked back into the house.

"Bella, please, think about me…" He begged.

"Think about you?! You?!" I yelled turning around to face him. "What about me? My life is limited and my days are numbered! You don't think that I don't' want to stay here with my dad and friends? You think I want to leave and run away from the people I love? Well your wrong! I Don't!" I yelled.

"Then why are you leaving?!" He shouted back.

"Because of you!" I yelled and he stared at me wordlessly. "Because of what you are and what you remind me off, and because Edward and his family came back, and because that's a world that I can't wish to be a part of any longer. I'm human Damion, and I'm going to die, each day I get closer to death and let's just be honest with ourselves here. You're a great friend Damion, and you've done more for me than most have tried to, but the game is over and it's time to be real." I said staring at him.

"I don't want to lose you. I'm a selfish person Bella, I don't think I'll be able to let you go." He said in a hushed voice.

"You have to. You have to let me live my life." I whispered as my eyes welled up with tears.

"Don't go…go anywhere but back home, go someplace I can go with you. I don't want to have to let you go." He said taking a step into the house and closing the door.

"Damion leave…" I said turning back to the boxes. I almost yelled in surprise when his arms wrapped around my waist and he hugged me to him. "Damion…you have to let me go."

"I can't…I won't." He said holding me to him tighter.

"You're world isn't mine." I whispered, and he hugged me to him with more force and I was unable to breath any longer.

"Dami…!" I gasped but I didn't think he heard me because he pulled me in tighter and I felt something in my chest snap, and I cried out in pain, and in an instant the pressure was off my chest.

"Bella?!?!" Damion yelled as I sunk to the floor. The pain was already dulling in my chest and a warm feeling swelled up in me.

"What have you done?!!?" An enraged and surprised voice wailed as I was scooped up into someones arms.

"It…It was an accident I didn't realize…oh god…" I heard Damion muttering.

"He snapped a few of her ribs and one of them has punctured her heart…she's not going to make it." Someone said, and I knew it was Carlisle.

"No! Edward, don't! It won't solve anything." Alice yelled as the darkness engulfed me.

"We need to make a choice and we have to do it soon because we're losing her." Carlisle said.

"…..Alright Carlisle…do it." Edward whispered.

No, no, no, no! Just let me die! I screamed in my head, but the pain engulfed my entire body before I could utter a word and I fell into a sleep.


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