I couldn't exactly say that I was surprised by Ryuzaki's reaction. When it came to doing what Ryuzaki wanted to do there was no negative reply and there was no argument. Knowing that Ryuzaki wouldn't stop me from completely taking full advantage of the state of euphoria we were both in made me want him all that more. His hand still grasped the latch on my pants and I still had him pinned to the door.

"I love you" I looked at him with passion burning inside my gut.

My entire body was craving his, wanting his bare skin against mine, our bodies intertwining and devouring each other. But if they heard us outside the door there would be no hiding what we were doing. I had to find a way to calm down

"I love you too" he replied in his deep monotone voice

It would have been hard for anyone to understand why someone like me was with someone like him, although we were matched on intelligence and even our fears and desires were much alike we were completely different appearance wise. I was a good looking man, even at first glance, people would want to talk to me simply because I was attractive, they would have no interest on what I thought, felt or said because I was a pretty picture. With Ryuzaki he was peculiar looking, his wide dark eyes, his messy whimsical jet black hair, his insipid velvet like skin even the way he was slightly slouched when he walked as well as the odd manner he sat in and no one would even think to approach him, I felt sorry for them in that respect because what people had been missing out on was someone intelligent, kind and mysterious and surprisingly a very forward lover.

I had never been hungry for a man before, as a matter of fact I had never been that hungry for anyone before. It was as if he had reached into my soul and taken it as his own and I had done the same to him. Ever since the very first kiss I had never wanted to taste something so desperately over and over again. I had felt as if I had been replaced with a savage uncontrollable beast, I couldn't forget how his milky smooth flesh felt against my moist tongue and lips, just looking at him, burying myself deep into his eyes was feeding my burning desire to have him, I wanted to taste every inch of his lean body, I wanted to touch every single patch of flesh with my fingertips. It was a heartache, it was painful wanting him so badly and yet knowing that I couldn't have him in that moment it was the worst kind of torture.

As much as I loved him and wanted our first time to be special I could think of nothing more than indulging my thirst in any way I could until I was completely satisfied. I felt incredibly guilty for feeling what I was feeling but it was unavoidable, he was my temptation and I was prepared to spend my death in Hell because of it.

When I could feel him tugging firmly at my pants I knew that it was all over. Despite of who was on the other side of the door I couldn't take it anymore, I had to have him. I lunged at him pressing my lips against his neck, licking and gently nipping the sensitive skin. I run my heated and moist tongue up his hot skin, it felt like the softest and smoothest silk, so sleek and almost perfect crafted. As soon as I could feel his hands investigate the inside of my pants I had completely forgotten we were not alone in the building. He grasped my throbbing member tightly and squeezed, pleasure and pain shooting through me like a stray bolt of lightning, making every muscle in my body twitch and convulse. I wanted to moan, I wanted to call out his name but I pressed my lips against his to trap the lustful sounds inside, our tongues in a feverish battle for dominance. I grasped his wrist while he kissed me and pulled his hands away from my hardened cock.

I yanked him off the door and walked him over to the bed that I had slept in while he watched the ceiling. I sat down with my back against the head board, I drew him down with me, slowly and watched as his hands and knees firmly rested in into the bad and in the most seductive and sex way he crawled to me like a carnivorous jungle cat and rested in between my spread legs. I laced my lean fingers through his jet black hair and pulled him in close. His knees were pressed up against the back of my legs, his manhood throbbing and hard against mine, his hands either side of my hips, resting on the mattress and his eyes looking up at me from my chin. I leaned my head down and rose him up, his thigh now resting against my taut and pulsating member. My lips against his ear.

"From the moment I met you I knew one thing was for an absolute definite, I would spend the rest of my life being in love with you, no matter what else happened" I whispered in his ear

"Lie down" He demanded softly

I did exactly as he asked. He shifted himself and I lied down on my back. He sat on me with his knees against the mattress. I was surprised to feel him straddle me with such dominance, such force. He took his hands, elevating them and placed them under my shirt, touching and dancing those delicate fingertips on molten my skin like soft feathers. His touch was gentle and yet it made me want to scream out his name as the urge to orgasm began pooling in my stomach and screaming to be released.

He watched me with those hypnotic dark orbs as I closed my eyes and tilted my head back slightly in the intense pleasure. I bit into my bottom lip hard enough to make it bleed so that I wouldn't moan. His eyes were still on me, I could feel them burning into me, calling to me. He rubbed himself against me I had no idea what he was doing, I was afraid if I opened my eyes and looked at him I would not only yell out something but also make a mess inside my underwear. He pressed his tongue against my lip and lapped up the blood that I had drawn from the bite. The warm and wet muscle lovingly licked the wound until it had completely stopped bleeding, if that wasn't love I didn't know what was.

Once he could tell the bleeding had stopped he had once again found the latch on my pants, only this time not hesitating he clicked it open. I could feel him lift himself off of me and shimmy down so that his mouth was in line with the lower part of my stomach. His hands gripped either side of my pants and in one swift move he yanked on them, bringing them and my underwear down and revealing my almost painful hard-on. I had to catch my breath, there was no way this was my sweet Ryuzaki, it couldn't be. Could his exterior just been a gentle casing for this animalistic L that was about to completely take me over the edge? Had I been so stupid all this time thinking that it would be I that would have to ease him into this? I knew he hadn't done anything like this before so where on Earth was this coming from? I had to open my eyes, I had to see him, I had to make sure that this was still Ryuzaki, my Ryuzaki.

Sure enough as soon as I saw those wide deep dark stormy eyes staring at me while he silently hovered over my ridiculously painful and hard manhood. Then he smiled, a smile that I had never seen before, it was somewhat devilish. He didn't break his stare instead he stuck out his tongue and he licked the head of my cock, that tongue of his, it was like Heaven and Hell all in one hit. It was astonishingly good and yet it was like being through the worst agony I had ever been through. He retracted his tongue and raised his head

"Don't make a sound Light" he whispered

As soon as he lowered his head again I grasped the thick jet black scruff he had on his head with both hands and I squeezed my lips shut tightly. The sensation of his warm sweet tongue rolling over the full length and his lips pressed firmly against my shaft I could feel my orgasm starting to crawl to the surface, I wasn't going to be able to hold out for much longer. I had complained to him once about the amount of candy he ate but now I was regretting even grousing, the things he had been doing with his tongue was like a constant roller coaster. I wanted to scream, I wanted to take him and force him to the mattress and make love to him, I wanted to make him cry in pleasure, I wanted to make him bellow out my name so loud that it would ring in my ears for weeks.

"Light? L? Are you in there?"

A sudden voice had come from the other side of the door. It was Matsuda. Ryuzaki lifted his head and wiped his mouth, flashing me a cheeky smile almost as if he were saying "this will be interesting"

"Yeah" My voice had sounded distorted and strained, I tried clearing it. After holding my breath and holding in my wail of enjoyment, I had given myself a case of dry throat.

"Yeah we are fine, we are –"

His mouth was around me again, lapping at the pre-cum that began to weep and trickle down the soft and fleshy head, if he had kept going it wasn't just going to be pre-cum that he was going to taste.

"We are trying to find the key for the chains, Could you have a lo – look out there for us and see if y – you can find it?" I was stuttering and trying to catch my breath at the same time,

Ryuzaki had started to make me think he was some kind of sadist; he must have been enjoying putting me through this, if he was a sadist I was defiantly a masochist because I would have gladly continued to lay there and let him do what ever the hell he wanted to do to me.

"What does it look like?" Matsuda asked

His stupidity astounded me sometimes

"Is he kidding me right now" I whispered to Ryuzaki who gave a quick mumble that had vibrated against me, I had nearly lost all my bearings as that tingle traveled all over my cock

"Like a fucking key!" I ended up yelling, if I hadn't yelled that I would have yelled out Ryuzaki's name.

"Ok I will have a look for you"

I listened as the footsteps had disappeared away from the door.

"L? Someone's phoning about the Kira case" I heard my father's voice call out from the other room.

This could not be happening; this was possibly the worst form of torture I could have gone through

Ryuzaki lifted his head

"Yes, I am coming" he called out

He looked at me with wide smiling eyes

"But it looks like you are not allowed to just yet" he said to me, I wanted to either hit him or just make love to him right there and then either would have satisfied me.

He got up and used the sleeve of his shirt to wipe his mouth. He held out his hand for me and I took it shaking my head while I pulled up my underwear and pants simultaneously

"You are cruel man Ryuzaki" I said

He kissed my lips, softly and gently while I latched up my pants. Once they were done up I placed my hands on his hips and he snaked his arms around the back of my neck. Our kisses had been almost butterfly-like, so soft and caring, I really couldn't have hit him even if I wanted to there was no way I was ever going to hurt my Ryuzaki again.

"I am a very lucky man Ryu'" I said to him as I disconnected the osculation

"Lawliet" he replied

It took me a brief second to register what he had said

"When we are alone I am Lawliet, you are the first person I have ever told that to, I hope you will keep it safe"

"I will take it to my grave"

We had a brief kiss again before we left the room and into the other.

Matsuda had looked down at our wrists and noticed the lack of handcuffs

"You set him free, I'M SO HAPPY, does this mean you no longer suspect Light of being Kira?" he said in an overly cheery voice

"Light is no longer a suspect. I have discovered that even faced with intense amounts of pressure he is able to stay calm, which tells me that he isn't lying to me when he tells me he isn't Kira"

I could hear the innuendo in his voice which is usually so bland, but at the moment I could hear the joy in it.

"That's FANTASTIC news right Light?" Matsuda said patting me on the back

"Yes it's great" I replied

"L? Phone" My father said thrusting the phone into Ryuzaki's hand, he held it up to his ear with his thumb and index finger

"Yes? – Hmm well that is interesting—well then tell me Kira how exactly are you killing these people—I see, I don't exactly appreciate you wasting my time with your obvious lies" He pulled the phone away from his ear and passed it back to my father.

Of course it was another hoax, we had received more hoax calls then anything and it had got on Ryuzaki's nerves.

The next few hours were quiet and while I indulged in quick flirty glances with my dark haired dark eyed man whilst he ran his thumb against his bottom lip, teasing me I had just wanted the day to end so we could finish what he had started earlier.

"I have a feeling we won't hear much today from Kira, you're welcome to stay or you could go home if you wish, I will contact you if anything changes" Ryuzaki said, it was going to be hard going from calling him Ryuzaki to calling him Lawliet. Honestly I could see how that named suited him, slightly melodic and almost heroic like.

I had no doubts that everyone would leave and go home, I could tell my father was growing tired of the Kira case and he missed his usual police work, I knew it wouldn't be long before he would be able to go back and continue doing what he loved

"Light, now that you are no longer a suspect would you like to come home for some dinner?" My father asked pulling his jacket on over his shoulders

"No thanks Dad, I got some food at my place in the fridge from yesterday I need to eat, you know me waste not, want not" I said smiling with my hand through my hair

"Maybe tomorrow then?"

"Sure dad, tomorrow" I replied

He flashed me a quick smile and left followed by the other task members.

We were alone again, after the insanity of the bedroom incident all I wanted was to be alone with him, even if it were just to kiss him and not have to cower off to the room to do so.

He was in my arms as soon as the coast was clear. He had locked the front door with the dead bolt that could only be activated by a key card on the outside or if someone disabled the lock.

"I am sorry Light maybe I was a bit too cruel to you earlier, but you see I had a hard time controlling what seems natural to me. Light, I have to tell you something, and it's only because I trust you that I am going to share this with you"

"What is Lawliet?" I asked curiously

"Even though you are the first person I have ever loved I have known for quite some time that I have not been interested in the female gender, it was only until I met you that I had realized how much I actually detested the idea of even thinking about been romantically involved with a female. When you had told me you loved me, I had had already come to the conclusion that you did long before you confessed it, and in saying that, even though I have mentioned it before I never actually believed that you would have caused me any harm, including my death because I believe you have loved me for a long time and you felt as if you had to fight that because we are both male. I do know the reason you wanted me dead was because I had got in your way but that was before we had met face to face and I think that your reasons had changed once we did meet, you only wanted me gone because only then you could have been freed from feeling what you had been feeling towards me. This is the last time I will ever mention you being Kira, but I think you deserved to know what I had been thinking all this time"

He couldn't have been more correct. Everything he said about me and my thoughts when I was Kira was completely accurate, everything. I had simply resented him after we met because he had been fueling the passion and the desire I had for him that I didn't want to feel because he was supposed to be my enemy and I was afraid. I was so childish, so scared of love because we were both men, I wish I had known back then what I knew now, there was nothing wrong with me loving another man. It wasn't just any man it was Lawliet. He was mine and I was never going to lose him, I wanted him for however long forever was and I didn't care who had a problem with it. I was going to tell my parents about us tomorrow, I needed them to know that they weren't going see me with a woman, I didn't want what was supposed to be normal, I wanted Lawliet.

"You see right through me don't you?" I asked him

"It's not hard, I think I can see your heart in your eyes and they tell me everything that I need to know" He replied

This was the moment I had hoped for it was perfect, he had not only told me his real name which proved his absolute trust in me he had also told me that he had been interested in men for quite some time. He really did trust me and that had disposed of all my worries.

I placed my lips against his and kissed him slowly. Our eyes closed and completely indulged ourselves in each others warm mouths. His hands had rested on my waist and my palms cupped his cheeks. I could feel him slightly swaying against me, just touching him made me feel so alive. It was the night, it had to be it couldn't be any more perfect. I couldn't hold off any longer and I knew that he was completely ready for it, neither of us were scared, there were no reservations or concerns just a lot of love and want between us.

I moved my hands down from his cheeks and placed one of my palms against his chest and the other around his back, I gently stroked his milky flesh, his heart pounding hard against my hand, fast and strong. We stopped our kisses to take in air and I placed my forehead against his, for the first time I could almost feel his aura, the light around him just entering me and bringing me to him. He had never felt so beautiful in the entire time we had been kissing, being close even after the insanely torturous moments in the bedroom earlier on. It was so hard to believe that love could feel like this, it didn't matter that we were both male, it didn't matter that we had once been rivals, what mattered was now and the future.

I took his hand and I gently pulled him to follow me back to the bedroom where he had made me see and feel Heaven and Hell just a few hours earlier. I shut the door behind us and pulled him close to my body again. I admired him whilst he grabbed the collar of my shirt and traced his fingers down to the top button and undid it without a single fumble and moved down to the next until all eight buttons had been undone and he pushed the shirt away from my chest and down my arms, allowing it to fall to the floor.

He kissed one gentle kiss in between my clavicle bones and raised his head back to my eyes. I grazed my lips across his jaw line and onto his cheek and once again on his lips. I raised the bottom of his shirt and pulled it up, slowly and lightly just gently touching the skin on his torso as I lifted it up and over his body, arms and head before tossing it to the floor. I grabbed his hand again and we walked to the bed where we had both sat down. It was the first time I had seen him comfortably sit without his knees up against his chest. I smiled at him and pushed away the stray strands of black hair out of his large dark grey eyes. I lightly pushed him down and planted his feet to the mattress, spreading his legs slowly. I rested myself between them, linking my arms underneath his thighs. I kissed along his stomach and the side of him making sure my lips touched where each of his ribs were. He squirmed slightly, he had been ticklish there, or rather extremely sensitive. He breathed out a moan, just to hear him moaning because I had made him was more than enough pleasure for me. I released his legs and ran my hands up his thighs and rested myself tightly between the lean and milky stems.

"Lawliet?" I said in an almost whisper

"Mmm?" he hummed

"Tomorrow I want to tell my parents about you and I"

"Are you sure Light?" he asked almost concerned

I nodded

"Of course, why wouldn't I want to tell them, no matter what is said I won't stop loving you, I don't think any thing could stop me loving you...sweetheart"

It had been the first affectionate pet name I had ever said, to anyone. It sounded strange coming out of my mouth but it didn't sound strange to who I was saying it to, he was a sweetheart, he had not given me any reason to believe any different.

"I will be there with you, I don't think I would ever forgive myself if I let you do that alone, that is if you want me there"

He made me smile, typical Lawliet. His name may have been different but he was exactly the same.

I leaned into him and took his mouth with mine. Our kisses had started to become deeper and longer, that sweet delicate taste of his mouth had made it nearly impossible to stop kissing him. He placed his hand on the back of my neck and pulled me in closer to him. My hand investigated his jeans and fiddled to undo the button and the zip. He had seen me and now it was only fair to see what was in store for me.