I took a deep breath. Still gazing into his eyes, I already had an idea of what Lawliet had been hiding underneath his jeans and I was already impressed so I was eager to see without fabric covering his semi-erect and throbbing manhood.

I slowly pulled down his jeans and the black underwear had been wearing, I grasped him with my full palm firmly but not too hard, even still he was much longer then my hand, I could feel his slightly flinch at the sensation of my hand wrapping around the thick length.

"Cold hands" He gasped and then shivered quickly. I smiled and started to move my hand around in an up and down motion, brushing his length with my palm.

"Better?" I asked as I continued to rub him with slow and loving pumps

He didn't say anything just nodded, I watched his chest rise and fall deeply and heavily. It must have been quite a rush to have someone else, other than his own hand on that part of his body. It was the first time anyone had ever got this far and I could see the excitement build in his eyes. While I stroked him and watched him swallow hard I had wondered if he had ever done this himself while thinking about me.

I removed my hand and continued to pull off his jeans and underwear until he was lying there completely naked in front of me. I rested up on my knees and undid the latch on my pants, quickly removing them and tossing everything on the floor beside our shirts. I searched the bed for the blanket that was usually bunched up at the end of the bed. Once I had found it I grasped it and pulled it over us as I rested myself back between his legs. I completely covered us except our heads. I leaned down and kissed his chest, tracing my tongue along his pectoral muscles, down his ribs and along his stomach, leaving warm wet streaks down his slender yet toned body. He ran his fingers through my hair, messing it as he teased it with his fingers with every new lick I placed on his body.

My lips and tongue brushed lightly against his skin until I had found his full length. He was surprisingly well endowed for someone that was so scrawny and lanky. I never expected him to be as big as it was but it did leave a rather exciting feeling in my body, half anticipation and half slight nervousness.

As soon as my lips touched the very tip I could feel him melt into the mattress and almost turn into a liquid in my arms. His back arched slightly and his fingers tensed in my hair, I was sure by now I was sporting the same hairstyle as he always had, the "I just fell out of bed" look that he wore so very well.

I had devoured more of him, the more of him I took in my mouth the more he panted and moaned. For someone who was usually so quiet, even when he was talking he had certainly made it obvious that he was enjoying what I was doing to him. I had licked the entire length of his shaft before engulfing it with my lips and tongue; suddenly I felt his body tremble and his grip had become so strong in my hair that I had to stop before he ripped any of it out. He relaxed his hands and let the hair slip away from his fingers. His arms dropped heavily to his sides and as if they were made of concrete he couldn't lift them again. I continued making love to his member with my mouth. He was right, it felt natural. I hadn't hesitated or questioned anything, I did what felt right to me and this felt completely right. He moaned loudly although he tried to mask it by placing his hand over his mouth. I stopped for a brief second and looked up at him and pulled his hand away from his mouth

"Don't hide it" I said kindly to him

Once he removed his hand away I went back down and once again pleasured him. This would have been the first time with anyone's lips or tongue there and he was doing exceptionally well not to have released himself, but I shouldn't have really been surprised that man was capable of even the greatest feats, he was able to handle anything, he was like a super hero.

"LIGHT!" He yelled without warning, it was all I needed to know to keep going, his hands gripped hold of the sheet underneath him. I could have sworn I heard a tear in the material as he did but I ignored it and kept pleasuring him. I had licked and sucked so much that saliva had dripped onto the sheet, I stopped when I realized how wet everything had become. I pulled the quilt from off my head and I eased myself up until I was face to face with him again. He pulled me down to meet his lips lightly brushing them against mine

"Are you sure you're ready?" I asked him

"Of course, I wouldn't be lying here if I weren't" he replied

I kissed his mouth again and he took me passionately as if trying to distract himself from what was going to be one of most painful things any one could feel doing it for the first time. I removed my mouth from his briefly. I placed my index and middle finger against his lips, the happily took them into his moist and dark caverns and sucked, I gasped at the motion of his mouth on my fingers, it was enough to nearly make me explode.

"You are not allowed to do that again" I said smiling whilst removing my fingers from his mouth, they sheened in the moonlight from the saliva that ran down them

He had actually laughed, it was the first time I had ever heard him laugh, it was as if I were dreaming. I really couldn't believe the genuine joyful chuckle that he exhaled, he had found it just as funny as I did, I had actually become somewhat jealous of my own fingers.

We both took a breath and stopped giggling. I could feel the saliva roll down and drip off the tips of my fingers. I pressed my lips against his, before I could slide my fingers deep inside him, I pulled away from his lips and I looked into his eyes, they were such a beautiful dark stormy grey. I eased one finger inside of him to start with, he didn't even seem to flinch but I felt his entire body shudder underneath me, it felt like a massive vibration of pure intense pleasure. I wanted him so badly that my body had actually began to hurt from the anticipation of taking him completely. Once I was sure he was comfortable I slipped my other finger in, this time he responded with a soft whelp. I didn't move.

"Do you want me to stop?" I asked him making sure he wasn't in too much pain

"No not at all, I want you Light, I want you inside me" He replied.

I immediately removed my fingers from inside him. I could hear the plea in his voice, he wanted me as much as I wanted him and there was no need to hold it off any longer. I steadied myself and encouraged my throbbing, somewhat painful member inside of him, he gripped the sheet hard. Throwing his head back in ecstasy and letting out what sounded like a growl and a moan at the same time but through clenched teeth.

I felt as if there was an explosion after explosion going off inside my body, it had felt as if time it self had stopped as soon as I entered him, even after the first gentle thrust I found myself feeling as if I had been completely high on some kind of drug that made you sensitive to touch, so much so that I was sure that if I didn't try and calm down I was going to cum my love for him right in that very second.

I took a deep breath and swallowed hard. Lawliet brought his head back so that our gaze met. Before I did anything more I made sure that there was no hint of pain or sadness in his dark eyes. He grasped my hair and pulled me towards him, he took my mouth in a hard thirty passionate kiss, our tongues rolling and rubbing against each other, making us both want more. I pushed myself inside of him deeper and harder, making him pull away from my mouth just so he could moan loudly against my lips. His growling made me wilder, hungrier I didn't want to stop I wanted him to take all of me. So I grabbed his hips and yanked him closer to me, making me go further, deeper inside of him. It was almost all walls contracted around me and kept me inside the heat like a vacuum refusing to let go.

He screamed a loud pleasure and pain laced passionate scream I could hear him breathe out my name in hot, hard, rough pants of complete excitement. I could feel his hips rock in rhythm with mine, his heated breath pulsating against my mouth.

He had opened his eyes and looked straight into me, pulling and tugging at my soul making me want to push the last bit of my length inside him, I wasn't sure if he was going to be able to handle it. I had already been in so deep that with every soft thrust I could feel myself getting closer and closer to releasing inside of him. I had to breathe, I had to distract myself but those eyes, those sweet, seductive, dark, mysterious eyes they just wouldn't let me go. I couldn't wait any longer, I pushed just a bit further until he had completely swallowed the entire length of me, he didn't even wince or complain only a single tear caught in each of his eyes, they were so sweet, tears of someone innocent who had let the only person he had ever trusted inside of him. I placed my thumb against the tears and wiped them away from his eyes, he tried to thank me, he tried to get the words to come out but they were caught in his throat

"You don't have to thank me" I panted to him

I tried to hold back the growl that had been building up inside of me, I could feel his muscles pulsating around my length and it had not helped me trying not to cum without first making sure he did. I only wanted to make Lawliet happy, I wanted him to feel every kind of joy possible, he deserved it, all of it. He deserved to be loved by someone who would love him for everything he was and that was me, it didn't matter to me if people thought he was crazy or weird, I had loved everything about him even his oddities.

I thrusted myself in side of him, pulling some of my length out and pushing it back inside him, I repeated it in slow thrusts until I knew we were both ready. His hips were grinding against mine, both our bodies sweating and heaving with hot sticky passion. I could feel his hands reach for my back and the moment those nails had touched my skin my thrusts had become harder, faster, unfathomable, hitting the soft tender spot deep inside him.

"LIGHT!" he yelled beneath me

"LAWLIET" I growled his name in return, oh God how I loved that man beneath me, there was nothing I wouldn't do for him, nothing.

Helpless noises spilled from his throat, his cries and pants of pleasure surrounding me, pulling me in making me want to scream. The pressure was building up inside of me, I was so close, so fucking close.

"I..I..I can't hold it any longer!" he said in a loud pant

"Cum for me sweetheart" I whispered to him, I could get used to calling him sweetheart it suited him so well

I watched the look of shock on his face as I felt the warm sticky mess between after wave of the white liquid shot between us and once I could feel that L had stopped cumming I traced a finger along his stomach where most of his juice had ended up, my finger tingled to the warmth of the cloudy liquid. I placed my finger inside of my mouth just so I could taste him, just as I suspected it had been richer then maple syrup.

I thrusted him harder and faster and I could feel my heart as it stopped beating for a few brief seconds, I listened to his moans and pants, he had sounded so exhausted from his orgasm. I leaned into him while I thrusted and took his mouth in mine , he pulled his lips away and pressed them against my ear

"I love you, I always have" he whispered delicately in a weak voice.

It was all that it took, I could feel myself explode inside of him the warmth filling him and surrounding us both. I had never felt a better orgasm at any time, inside the man that I had loved and it was the best feeling any one person could have experienced. Once I could no longer feel my member jumping around inside Lawliet I slowly removed my length from inside of him being careful not to cause him any stress or hurt. Once the cold air hit me as I threw the blanket aside I collapsed to the mattress alongside my lover. It didn't matter that there was sweat, saliva and semen under us, between us, on us, we had been together for the first time and it was as I suspected it would be, it was perfect.

I pulled my very weak boyfriend towards me and rested him on my chest, I could feel is body trembling beside me, it wasn't from the cold it was from the intensity. It was probably going to be the same for me when it came for my turn. I held him close to me, soft slow tears trickled down his face and dripped onto the naked flesh of my chest. I raised his head so I could see if he was alright

"They are happy one's Light, I am alright, just…tired" he said

I had never heard him say that he was tired, did he actually know what being tired felt like since he never slept? I decided to help him to the bathroom and into the shower so we could both get cleaned up, I would change the bed linens and I would lie with him until he fell asleep, it had seemed I had finally found a way to get him to feel exhausted enough to rest

I was worried that he was hurting, I was worried that he had been completely traumatized, it felt so good but if I had caused him any damage I wouldn't be able to forgive myself. I gently pulled him off of the mattress and helped him to walk to the bathroom adjacent from our bedroom, I turned on the hot and the cold taps and waited for the water to respond.

"Hey look at me" I said to him softly, he was right, he was tired I could see it in his eyes.

"You don't ever have to do that again if you don't want to Lawliet, I don't ever want to hurt you"

I said to him and held him close to me, I had never felt him so flaccid before, even after our fight the whole time he held me up and took care of me even though he was hurting too. The least I could do was the same thing for him, I wanted to take care of him, I didn't want him to be hurting.

"Does it hurt?" I asked him

He shook his head

"No, I am 99% shocked that all it did was feel good, I promise you Light I am not in pain at all. I am just tired and think I would like to sleep, alongside you"

That's my Lawliet, even in exhaustion he had to state his percentages.

"Alright, well I will get you cleaned up and I will make our bed and then we can sleep, for as long as you like. It be interested to see what you will look like without those panda eyes" I said with a smile

"I suspect like me without panda eyes I suppose" he replied

I shook my head and smiled. He had seemed to have gained a sense of humor since I had become jealous over what he had done to my fingers with his mouth. It was if after being with me something had awaken inside of him, he seemed a lot less lifeless and much more happier.

I had helped him into the shower and washed away everything that was still stuck to him. He had been swaying whilst I held him up, he was going to fall asleep at any minute. I quickly washed myself off and turned off the shower. I grabbed two towels and dried off his hair, wrapping him with it once his hair was dry, still trying to hold him up I tried to get myself dried as best as I could.

"Do you want some clothes?" I asked him

"Maybe just some pants, sleeping pants"

I knew he didn't own any himself so I pulled out two pairs of mine from the wardrobe, one for him and one for me. I held out the pants to him.

"I am just going to make the bed, you put your pants on and try not to fall asleep ok, I will do it was quickly as possible"

I held onto him until I was sure he was going to be able to stand on his own two feet without collapsing. He pulled one of the legs on and then the other and pulled them up around his waist. I did the same before removing the sheets and quilt from off the bed and replaced it with some clean ones. Lawliet had been slightly wobbly, I threw on the clean quilt and helped him onto the bed. He crawled over to his side and as soon as his head hit the pillow, he had fallen asleep. I spooned him from behind, holding him close to me as I closed my eyes and breathed deeply with him.