"Chuck vs the Aussie"
AN1:
****Update – Okay, my bad… there is a small change (size wise, but big plot wise) in the airport scene to make this right – so no need to re-read the whole thing (though it may help), just airport scene. May not be better I hope so, but it is less negative on Sarah – not my intention*****
Wow… I thought I would get some hate for last chapter, but it seems all the reviewers saw what I was trying for – an impossible situation that sadly happens and makes our hero's lives difficult. I am so happy one reviewer really hit the nail on what I was going for when they said they saw this as character development not angst – this is what I am going for. Now this chapter is a monster plot wise. Could probably be multiple chapters, but I have teased a lot in this story and I always wanted this to be the big reveal before the finale. So I hope you enjoy, there is a ton going on here and I hope I put it all together well. It will be hard at first, but the ending will show my direction so make sure to finish the chapter!
Disclaimers – I don't own Chuck or the Olympics (additional disclaimers in AN2).
Italics will always denote character thoughts and once again keep an eye on the time shifts and dates.
And thank you to everyone who has provided feedback – you have no idea how much I appreciate it! I will never beg for reviews, but feedback is so useful and now more than ever are reviews appreciated - the time that is spent reviewing really lifts a writer's spirit. So to those who review thank you so much and to those who read thank you and I hope you continue to enjoy this story.
Chapter 20: Aftermath and Going Home
Path near Sarah's Apartment in the Athlete's Village
London, United Kingdom
August 11, 2012
10:04 hrs BST
Zondra had given Carina a call early the following morning to check on the red head and to honestly see if she could assuage her guilt over 'losing' track of Sarah the previous night. As Zondra walks down a path towards the dorm like buildings looking inventively for Carina, her mind is torn by twin feelings, guilt for abandoning her position (AKA protecting Sarah) and the fun night she had drinking and dancing with friends and particularly Cullen. She sigh and thinks to herself, God I hope Sarah had as fun a night as I did… and Carina's crazy plan worked… or at least wasn't a total disaster. Crap! This is going to be bad! Where is Red! We need to check on our girl and make sure she is alright…
Zondra is so deep in thought she misses Carina come bounding toward her as the morning sun shines off the greenery of the trees and lawns around them through white fluffy clouds. Carina, noticing Zondra lost in her own thoughts, rushes up and nearly knocks over the strong dark haired woman as she pulls Zondra into a bone crushing hug.
Carina in a happy, near giddy tone says, "Hey Zondra! Wonderful morning!"
Zondra recovers and stares at Carina with her mouth agape. She shakes off the surprise at Carina's… different… what to call it mood, continence? Zondra finally verbalizes her surprise, "The hells gotten into you Carina?" She then realizes her words and chuckles, "Oh, so I see you got laid last night… who was your conquest?"
Carina's face becomes serious and a little nervous, but she is still radiant as the sun kisses her auburn locks and bare shoulders of her peach tank top all the way down to her stylish straight legged jeans.
Zondra quirks an eye and looks Carina up and down, seeing her friend looking like a little girl with a secret. Zondra stops them and turns, "Okay, you're acting odd, spill!"
Carina blushes and smiles and Zondra again pushes by saying, "Come on Carina! Wait… you are wearing a new outfit… but you were out all night with a guy right?"
Carina softly sighs, "Actually no conquest… but I was out all night…"
Zondra gawks at Carina before saying, "Explain?"
Carina nods and chuckles, "Fine! Chuck kinda saved me last night… you would have noticed if you were not so distracted by Chuck's teammate!" Zondra blushes and urges Carina on with a pointed look. Carina continues, "Well anyway, I hugged Chuck because I was a little tipsy… Okay a lot and well Sarah was a little inebriated… damn that girl can drink mojitos! Well, he introduced me to his friend Cole and sent us off to dance saving me from a pissed off Sarah."
Zondra just watches in a little shock as Carina tells the story, but as she listens to Carina go on and on and on about Cole her face twists into an ever-growing smile, until she is beaming at her friend.
Carina goes on and on about the dancing and the talks and how sweet and shockingly honorable Cole was. As Carina excitedly states, "I was so shocked he did not try and pull something! He looks like a total James Bond type, a heartbreaker, but it was as if he knew that pushing for sex would ruin the truly wonderful night we had… I can't wait to see him… we are having lunch and maybe dinner tonight!"
Zondra finally stops the red head's near diatribe and laughs, "Wow girl! You've got it so bad!"
Carina blushes and her face twists as she defiantly states, "No! No… Okay fine! I can't stop think of him… it is so… weird…"
Zondra chuckles, "Well now you know how Sarah felt when you tried to mount Chuck! How would you have reacted if Sarah was all over Cole?"
Carina gasps and then nearly turns red in anger and Zondra put up her arms defensively, "Calm down! Just making a point!"
Carina sighs, "I am as hopeless as Sarah, aren't I?"
Zondra sighs, "We all are…"
Carina is about to ask what Zondra meant when they hear noises coming from a nearby tree and shrubs. Both friends turn and get an eye full as they see a pair of young athletes tangled in the throes of passion and a lustful embrace, with most of their cloths missing. They look at one another and take in the scene before giggling like school girls.
Zondra says though giggles, "Well apparently the partying… and PDA has ramped up since the swimming events ended!"
Carina laughs, "Well they have the right spirit!" She then gets a predatory look and shouts to the couple, "Nice ass!" The couple looks up in shock and both turn red from head to toe as Zondra apologizes and pulls Carina away from the embarrassed couple.
Once at a safe distance Zondra gives Carina a half-hearted glare to which Carina responds, "What? Baby steps, okay."
Both girls share a look and break out laughing.
Carina recovers as they walk up the stairs towards Sarah's apartment, "I hope Sarah had that much fun last night with her hunk!"
Zondra then has a troubled look on her face, "I hope so… I screwed up… I meant to watch out for her… but got distracted."
Carina nods knowingly, "We all did, but don't worry I bet she is fine and is sleeping it off all sweaty and happy!"
Both turn the corner on Sarah's floor and both freeze. They see Chuck lying with his back to Sarah's door asleep with his chin on his chest and a pained expression on his face.
Zondra and Carina look worriedly at one another then back to Chuck before Carina quietly exclaims, "Well this isn't good…"
Outside Sarah's Apartment at the Athlete's Village
London, United Kingdom
August 11, 2012
10:15 hrs BST
"Chuck! Chuck are you alright!"
Both Zondra and Carina call out worriedly as they rush over and kneel at his side as he awakens, still in his wrinkled jeans and team USA t-shirt from the previous evening. He groggily awakens and moans in pain as he rubs his aching neck from his awkward sleeping position guarding Sarah's door.
Zondra looks into Chuck's tired and sad eyes and asks, "Chuck, what's going on? Is Sarah Okay?"
Chuck sighs loudly and tries to stand before flopping back down into a seated position due to his numb legs. He moans again before scratching at his curly and now rather ruffled hair before answering, "Things did not go well last night… Sarah is alright… I think…"
Carina and Zondra turn on him, "What do you mean you think! What did you do!?"
Chuck puts up his hands in a defensive posture as he slowly pulls his stiff body from the concrete ground. He sighs again as he stretches his back. He looks at the girls before simply stating, "I tried to do the right thing and screwed everything up… Sarah kicked me out… she wouldn't let me take care of her."
Zondra and Carina shoot daggers at Chuck and say as one, "Explain!"
Chuck sighs again and wipes his palm across his face as his shoulders drop, "Okay…"
Chuck then tells the entire story from start to finish explaining the events at the club, Sarah's near miss with the Brazilian douche as Chuck put it all the way until his unceremonious punting from Sarah's apartment and his standing… well sitting guard the entire night, praying she would let him in to take care of her. Carina and Zondra listen inventively and as the story goes on their angry and judging expressions soften and finally they are looking at Chuck with admiration and respect.
Carina surprises everyone with her soft reaction, "Oh, Chuck…"
Zondra chews at her lip and then says, "You did the right thing Chuck… though with Sarah you may have been better off just having a drunken night together. I know it would not be right and you did the right thing, but Sarah doesn't trust people like we do… the fact that she threw herself at you… and you said no would crush her…"
Chuck's face takes on a tortured look, "I care about her and wanted to be with her… but not like that…"
Zondra looks at him with a sympathetic look, "I know Chuck… you did the right thing, but Sarah will not see it that way… and she is stubborn. Listen, we will take care of her, I know you want to help, but right now the best thing you can do is give us a little time to get her head right. She probably will have a brutal hangover, so today is shot… I know it may kill you, but give her today to realize how special what you did was and how lucky she is to have you, okay?"
Chuck opens his mouth to argue, but Zondra and Carina give him a look that told him he was not winning this argument so he relents as his shoulder drop, "I… I understand… I don't like it, but just tell her why, okay."
Zondra smiles weakly, "You take care of yourself, go hang out with Morgan, Awesome and the boys and try not to worry… okay, I know that sounds weak and there is no chance of you not worrying, but we will make sure she is fine, promise."
Carina then reaches out to him and grips his hand in hers, "We'll take care of her Chuck… and thank you for protecting her… I feel sick that trying to loosen her up almost led to…" she trails off and shutters, before hugging Chuck tight and whispering in his ear, "We'll get her head out of her ass… and it may be inappropriate timing, but thanks for introducing me to Cole…"
Chuck smiles at Carina wearily before giving Zondra a hug, "Thanks you both... and help her, help her feel better."
Both girls smile, "We will."
Sarah's Apartment at the Athlete's Village
London, United Kingdom
August 11, 2012
10:34 hrs BST
Zondra and Carina stealthily enter the apartment and look around nervously at Sarah's eerie apartment. The sun filtered through the nearly closed shades casting lines of light across the darkened apartment. They look at one another with worried expressions as they see the discord in the apartment, a broken glass on the counter, clothes strewn on the floor and chairs and furniture askew and tipped over.
They quietly make their way to Sarah's room, worried at what they would find. Zondra and Carina both had the same guilty thoughts, Please let her be alright…
They share a nervous look and both peak into the room as they look around at the disaster of a room. They look at Sarah curled in bed and their hearts drop at the sad sight. Her room is a mess of clothes and her lamp and side tables appear to have been thrown and now lie broken upon the floor. At first both Zondra and Carina are terrified to check and make sure Sarah is still alive as she is curled up and unmoving, but both let out a breath and nearly collapse in sadness when they hear Sarah's tortured cries and moans as her body shakes in the fetal position.
Both share a heartbroken look before moving to Sarah's side. They find Sarah an abject mess – eyes clinched tight and mascara running tracks down her blemished cheeks from hours of crying alone. Sarah heaves once then twice before awakening with a start, surprising Zondra and Carina who were gently stroking her shoulder in a calming manner. Sarah scrambles and falls from her bed on the floor as her bloodshot eyes try and gain focus as she dry heaves once more. She swipes her hands at Carina and Zondra pushing them away as she pathetically crawls unevenly on her hands and knees to the bathroom that adjoins her small room.
Carina and Zondra fight back tears as they hear Sarah's cries and moans between the sounds of her vomiting violently from the now closed bathroom door.
Carina quietly in an ashamed voice states the obvious, "This is really bad…"
Zondra sighs and runs her fingers frustratedly through her long, dark hair before simply saying, "Yep… she is in bad shape…"
Carina looks at Zondra with sadness and shame in her eyes, "How do we fix this?"
Zondra sighs, "I don't know… we can only take care of her and try and slowly get her to understand… she is so stubborn though… it won't be easy…"
Carina has a strong and confident expression cross her face as she says, "Well, we have a lot of work to do to make this right for Sar and Chucky. You keep an eye on Sarah and I will get some soup and fluids ready for her. She is going to have a brutal hangover, so we need to make her feel human before we can fix this."
Zondra nods and turns to listen and hopefully help Sarah as Carina moves off to get soup, water, juice and Gatorade for Sarah's recovery.
Zondra gently knocks on the door and softly says, "Sarah? Please let me in girl… we can help you feel better…"
Sarah having just vomited yells through the door, "Stop shouting! My head is killing me, aw! Oh god." She then vomits painfully into the toilet before wiping her mouth with her wrist and breathing raggedly, "Just leave me alone… please…"
Zondra sighs, "We can't do that Sarah, let us in."
Sarah collapses from her kneeling position over the toilet and lays crumpled on the floor her chest heaving as she tries to hold back the pain in her heart and tears threatening to spill from her swollen and red eyes. She thinks, truly broken, I just want to be alone… no one wants me and I deserve to be alone forever!
Zondra taps her foot impatiently and looks at her watch before more sternly calling out the Sarah, "Open the door Walker, you need some help!"
Sarah huffs from her position on the cool white tile floor thinking, Why can't anything go right? She uses all her strength and lifts herself up just enough to unlock the door before collapsing back to the tile in a heap. Zondra rushes in and looks down with a frown at her friend.
Zondra nearly gasps at her pail and broken friend, "Oh Sarah, what have you done to yourself?"
Sarah does not answer as she pulls her legs to her chest into the fetal position on her side as she weeps pathetically. Zondra holds back tears for her friends as she strengthens her resolve, "Come with me Sarah, I will help you up and me and Carina will help return you to the land of the living. Sarah thinks dejectedly, Who says I want to return?
Zondra practically drags Sarah from the restroom to her bed. Sarah flops down and moans as Carina enters the room with bottles of fluids, including juice, Gatorade and water to help temper the hangover. Carina takes a deep breath and walks over to Sarah and softly says, "I know you are in a lot of pain, take this aspirin it will help your headache."
Sarah scoffs, "My head may be sore, but your pill won't stop my pain…"
Zondra looks at Carina before turning back to Sarah and saying calmly, "I know you are hurting and based on what we heard you probably are heartbroken right now… but don't you give up!"
Sarah chuckles, but morosely and without feeling as she says, "What do I have left?"
Carina steps forward as Sarah takes a large swig of Gatorade and her pill and the red head practically yells, "You have a great life, friends and family who love you! You just realized a dream of competing at the Olympics and wining Gold! Oh… and you have a great guy that loves you so much he would not take advantage of you when you got yourself so hammered you couldn't see straight!" Carina huffs in deep breaths as she calm's herself.
Zondra puts a hand to her forehead and sighs, "Nice way to ease into that Carina…"
Sarah petulantly turns over before her stomach flips and she moves to get to the bathroom once more. Zondra grabs a waste basket and hands it over to Sarah who empties the fluid in her stomach into the plastic basket. She moans, "Oh god I think I am dying…"
Zondra and Carina look at her softly and Zondra says, "You need to rest Sarah… we will help you through this… just don't give up… okay?"
Sarah moans and falls into a fitful sleep after her night of crying and very little sleep, but only nightmares awaited her.
As Sarah falls to sleep with her bucket near her bed, Carina and Zondra move out of the room into the kitchen. Zondra moves to the coffee maker and starts up a brew and Carina surprises her when she says, "I really screwed up this time huh?"
Zondra sighs and looks at her, "We're all to blame… it wasn't our best idea, but we have to try and make it right…"
Carina looks up from her feet sadness coloring her face, "How?"
Zondra takes a deep breath, "I don't know, but we have to find a way… let's call Emma and see what she thinks…"
Hours later…
"You have to listen to us Sarah!" Carina practically yells.
Zondra and Emma nod and Emma finally speaks, "Honey… listen to your friends they are trying to help! They found Chuck guarding your door for god sakes! Just think what might have happened last night if he wasn't there to protect you!"
Sarah looks up, her face pale, but defiant, "I can take care of myself!"
Emma shakes her head and looks at her daughter, "Sarah, you needed to be protected last night from yourself. Think about Chuck and what he did!"
Sarah sneers, "He rejected me…"
Emma, Carina and Zondra all groan, "NO!"
Zondra then starts, "You are not listening Sarah! He wanted so badly to be with you, but he is a good and honorable man who despite his desires would not take advantage of you… and that could not have been easy – have you not seen how that boy looks at you?"
Sarah blushes and Carina smirks at Zondra's perfect point before jumping in, "Sarah, he is basically a knight, your knight in shinning armor! He protected you even after you chucked him out on his ass! That is special!"
Carina adds, "He is the type of guy that would literally take a bullet for you! He would not hesitate he would jump and if he saved you, he would be alright with whatever happened… do you not get that!"
Emma then pleads, "Don't throw everything away over this Sarah!"
Sarah sighs, "Thank you for taking care of me I am feeling better, but I just need some time to deal with my feelings… I just need some time alone…" Sarah then thought, I need time to grieve and figure things out…
Emma, Zondra and Carina look at her worriedly, "Okay, but remember what we said… Okay?"
Sarah smiles weakly, "I will and thank you."
The girls, less Sarah file out of the apartment and Sarah flops down on the couch and sips at a cup of coffee. After what seemed like hours of thought she made a decision and grabbed her laptop and flipped it open. She reached the site and pulled up what she was looking for. After keying in the information she pauses and sighs. Minutes later she firms her resolve and clicks the enter key and she thinks, Well… I made my choice… there is no going back…
Phone Call (Chuck calling Sarah)
London, United Kingdom
August 11, 2012
2:24 hrs BST
Sarah: Hey this is Sarah, thanks for callin' and leave me a message at the beep!
BEEP…
Chuck: H-Hey… Sarah… this is Chuck calling… I just wanted to make sure you were alright… and I just wanted to apologize again…. (Sigh)… I-I just was trying to do the right thing to make sure that our first night together was perfect… but I know that I hurt you. I don't know if I would do anything different, but it is eating me up that you are sad… and it's all my fault… please… please call me back…
I… I just want to hear your voice and know that you are okay…
(Sigh)…
Bye Sarah…
Sarah: Click – Chuck? Are you there?
Chuck: Sarah? Yes! Yes! I am here! Are you alright?
Sarah: Thanks for calling Chuck and I am doing okay… still a little green around the gills, but I'll survive…
Chuck: Thank god! Sarah… I need to apologize…
Sarah: No, no you don't Chuck… I do… I got myself drunk and then jealous and then put myself in a bad situation at the club… you saved me from a potential disaster and I appreciate that… and I am sorry I went nuts on you at my apartment…
Chuck: (Chuck cringes)… So you remember everything?
Sarah: Most of it… it is a little hazy, but I remember most of it…
Chuck: I need to apologize again… I don't know if I was wrong, but I should have found a better way to handle things, I feel so guilty…
Sarah: Don't, you did nothing wrong…
Chuck: But Sarah! I hurt you and that is the last thing I ever wanted to do…. I- I… (sigh)… I want you to be happy…
Sarah: (Sigh)… I just need some space right now Chuck… is it okay if we take a day or two? We will see each other at the Closing Ceremonies tomorrow… I just need some time to think and be away from all my mistakes and the media…
Chuck: (Chuck gulps)… If that is what you want… of course… but if you change your mind I am here… just a phone call away…
Sarah: Thanks Chuck… and I'm sorry
Click
Chuck looks down at his cell and hits the end button and sighs, I need to fix this… but how? She just needs time and I can regain her trust and make her feel safe with me again… I won't hurt her again… damn my stupidity! No I had to protect her…
Meanwhile…
Sarah sniffles after hanging up with Chuck, How did this all go so wrong?
She sits on her bed and sighs before getting up and heading to the bathroom. Her laptop sits on her bed where she left it with the last website she was on. The words on the screen read:
Confirmed: Change in Departure
Emma and Mary's Hotel (St. James Hotel and Club)
London, United Kingdom
August 12, 2012
18:04 hrs BST
Emma sits on the couch in her Hotel room with Mary as they each hold a glass of pinot noir. Their expressions are mired by concern and they share a look after a sip of fantastic French wine.
Emma sighs, "This is not good… my girl is so stubborn…"
Mary nods sadly, "Those kids couldn't catch a break. I am proud of Chuck, but it was a no win situation… is Sarah alright?"
Emma sighs, "She has basically been in hiding… she claims it is to avoid the media… which is sort of true, and she really hates the attention…"
Mary takes a sip of her wine and ponders, "Poor girl… Chuck called and she told him she needs space and Chuck being the way he is gave it to her, though it is killing him. Has Sarah talked more with you and her girlfriends?"
Emma takes a sip of wine, "She has avoided all of us, especially us because we all support what Chuck did. It's not that she wants us on her side… she's just hurt and has withdrawn… I am worried."
Mary nods, "I know… they seem so good together, it would be a shame if this got in the way."
Emma nods, "Agreed, and that is my fear… that Sarah will throw away a chance at happiness over a misunderstanding."
Mary smiles weakly, "I think Carina, Zondra and probably Ellie will be meddling as much as possible… hopefully they can help set things right…"
Emma sighs, "Hopefully, I think they just need time and Sarah will realize how special what Chuck did… and how special he is…"
Mary smiles at the compliment for her son, "They'll make it… cheers, to our kids."
Emma smiles, "To our kids, may they get out of their own way!"
Cheers!"
Sarah's Apartment at the Athlete's Village
London, United Kingdom
August 12, 2012
18:44 hrs BST
Sarah is getting ready for the Closing Ceremonies, getting dressed in her team Australia gear and preparing her subtle but beautiful make-up when she is disturbed by a knock on her door.
Who could that be… maybe Zondra or Carina stopping by… or maybe… Chuck!
Her stomach churns as her nerves grow and she can feel herself begin to sweat. She thinks more than slightly flustered, I don't sweat like this! I barely perspire like this when I am training! God I am pathetic… I want to see him… but why does it hurt so badly… Well I better get this over with… maybe he will just leave if I am quiet?
A louder knock is heard and Sarah sighs dejectedly, Guess not… well let's get to another installment of the most awkward moments of my life, yay! She thinks sarcastically as her shoulders slump as she shuffles to the door.
With a mighty sigh she pulls open the door expecting to see Chuck or maybe Zondra or Carina, but she is surprised by what she sees.
A young brunette woman stands in a purple and magenta trimmed Olympic volunteer short sleeved shirt and white khaki pants, twisting at her ID badge that sits on a long fabric necklace. The young woman smiles warmly, if not a little nervously as she says in a Scottish accent, "Miss Walker?"
Sarah raises a single eyebrow and the woman seems to squirm under Sarah's observation looking up and down at her. Sarah says slightly confused, "Yes… what can I do for you?"
The woman smiles, "Oh! Perfect, I was worried I got the wrong room. Sorry, I am Anne and I have a delivery for you." The woman reaches out of sight next to the door and pulls out a hug bouquet of flowers, white gardenias, red and yellow roses.
Sarah's breath catches and her hand goes to her mouth as the brunette smiles widely. The brunette admires the flowers before handing them to a stunned Sarah, "Beautiful eh? God you are lucky… if the guy who had me send these to you was giving 'em to me he would be on his back right now!'
The woman then gasps and freezes realizing what she said and looks up nervously at Sarah. Sarah meanwhile is looking down at the shorter, dark haired woman with a look that could kill as her jaw clinches.
The brunette nervously says, "Sorry dear, how rude of me… take no offense… you are very lucky… all the best," she says weakly before retreating from Sarah's stare.
As the brunette leaves Sarah can only think, Why is it always brunettes!
Sarah then looks down at the beautiful flowers and buries her face in the arrangement and takes in the heady sent as a smile grows on her face. She finds a small card, one that is so subtle one could easily miss it.
She unfolds the note and reads it and tries to force back the tears. The note reads:
Dear Sarah,
I wanted to give you something that matched your beauty, but that was impossible, so I hope these flowers are an acceptable alternative.
See you at the Closing Ceremonies!
Just a nerd… um Chuck just to be clear :)
Sarah smiles as a single tear escapes her eyes. She wipes the tear and softly says, "Oh Chuck…"
Closing Ceremonies at the Olympic Stadium
London, United Kingdom
August 12, 2012
21:04 hrs BST
The Closing Ceremonies were a whirlwind for Chuck as he watches what could only be described as a spectacle. He watches with mild interest, but deep down all he could think about was a certain blonde beauty.
From the Athlete staging area, with his other American teammates, Chuck awaites the Athletes parade. He watches the screens as miniature London landmarks were brought into the stadium and performances by choirs and 'Stomp' gave way to the British anthem, 'God Save the Queen.'
Chuck almost laughed out loud at the rather odd Batman and Robin skit, before One Direction and other British bands played to the crowd.
Chuck looks out at the massive crowd as gymnasts from Britain's Got Talent finish their routine. Then an Olympic volunteer yells out, "Right! Athlete's parade is next. We will call out and you will move down the entryway and into the center of the stadium, understand?"
Athletes from all nations were all smiles as some replied a happy "Yes." Chuck, meanwhile could only nod as he was lost in his thoughts.
Zondra, seeing Chuck trying to look normal understood and saw beneath the surface his pain. She moves through the crowd of American athletes smiling and saying hello to many as she passed before finally reaching Chuck.
"Hey Chuck!"
Chuck's face breaks into a larger smile, but Zondra can see him holding back as he says, "Hey Zondra, you ready for the parade?"
She smirks, 'Of course, but you are not fooling me Chuck Bartowski!"
Chuck looks at her with a bewildered expression, "Um… what?"
"You heard me! I can practically see the gears in your head turning. She will come around Chuck, but you need to relax and have fun. This is a once in a lifetime experience… don't miss out on the fun worrying about something that you cannot control and I promise everything will work out."
Chuck sighs, "Thanks, I will try…"
Zondra smirks, "There is not try, only do!"
Chuck absolutely beams for the first time since the incident with Sarah and while chuckling and smiling happily he says, "Nerd!"
She smiles back at him, "Hey! I learned from the best. You and your nerdy charms!"
They both laugh together before Zondra pulls Chuck into a hug, "Come on Chuck, let's go enjoy our time!"
Chuck smiles, "Sounds great!"
Later…
In the center of the stadium was a stage shaped like the Union Jack flag (a cross overlapping an x). The athletes first did a complete circle of the stadium waving happily as the massive crowd cheered the athletes and their achievements. The swimmers reveled in the experience as they had missed the fun and festivities of the Opening Ceremonies due to events on the first day of competition.
Chuck, Zondra and their teammates, from swimmers, to gymnasts, to track stars all walked side-by-side with other athletes from other nations. As fate would have it, Team Sweden ended up right next to team USA and Chuck and Zondra pulled Carina into a hug as the friends marched together arm-in-arm.
Once the thousands of Athletes had all made their walk or jog around the stadium, the athletes were moved to the center of the stadium. Specifically, they settle between stage arms of the Union Jack, with a 'front row' mosh pit view of the 'Symphony of British Music.'
A video of highlights of the Games was played before the final victory ceremony for the Men's Marathon was awarded to the Ugandan team and their anthem was played before the thousands of volunteers were recognized for their tireless efforts.
Chuck and his friends watch in awe as the next spectacle began, with songs by Queen, John Lennon, George Michael, the Kaiser Chiefs being played, before David Bowie's music was played during a 'fashion show' by famous British models.
Chuck, Carina and Zondra took in the show and laughed and joked with one another and the athletes around them. Next they watched as Jessie J performed followed by Tinie Tempah and then Taio Cruz performed 'Dynamite" to the cheers of the massive crowd. All three performers then completed a Bee Gees cover for the cheering crowd.
Next was a throwback to all the young athletes' childhoods as the Spice Girls were brought to the stage in 5 black cabs where they then performed their hits for the large crowd.
More music was played including a fun rendition by Eric Idle of Monty Python fame of 'Always look on the Bright Side of Life!' The final act of their portion of the ceremonies was a performance by Jessie J and the remaining members of Queen of their music including 'We Will Rock You,' in homage to Freddie Mercury.
After the musical performance the ceremony moved on to the raising of the Greek flag and national anthem in honor of the source of the Games, before the Olympic flag was raised and the Olympic anthem was played. Next up was the raising of the Brazilian flag and their anthem before a long presentation of the next host city: Rio, Brazil as the Games were passed from London to Rio. Chuck and friends looked on with fascination as the drive for the next Olympics began as their fierily spirit was lit to earn the right to return in 2016 to compete for their countries.
The ending of the Ceremony consisted of Jack Rogge of the IOC and Sebastian Coe of the LOCOG (London Olympics organizer) who thanked London for hosting the Games before the Olympic flame was extinguished after a burst of fireworks gave way to the shape of a Phoenix rising above the Olympic cauldron.
The finale was a performance by The Who as the athletes danced and reveled in the final moments of the Games. Once again, Chuck was enjoying his time with Zondra, Carina, his American Teammates and other friends he had met this Olympics. However, as he looked up with a smile fate had a way of punching him in the gut. He looked across the crowd and saw a pair of piercing blue eyes linked with his. Her hair bounced across her shoulders as the light danced gently across her delicate features. In that moment Chuck's stomach clinched as all his longing and worry rushed back. The world disappeared and all he saw was her. His heart nearly stopped as they could only stare at one another from across the crowd, both frozen and uncertain. As the music played Chuck was lost in thoughts of his Blonde Aussie and despite being surrounded by friends, as he looked out at Sarah in her yellow Team Aussie uniform, he knew in his heart of hearts that he never felt so alone.
Athlete's Village
London, United Kingdom
August 13, 2012
1:44 hrs BST
After the Closing Ceremonies the group of friends, Chuck, Sarah, Zondra, Carina, Cole, Awesome, Ellie, Alex and Morgan met up and made their way to a couple of bars and toasted to their success. They were all jubilant, but it was a slightly somber affair as the young athletes came to terms with the Olympics being over. All their work, the effort and the pain all resulted in an amazing experience, but now they felt a little lost as they came to terms with the ending of their time in London and looking forward to the next competition and eventually… to Brazil in 2016.
As the night wound down the couples began pairing off and disappearing for the evening until only Chuck and Sarah remained.
Chuck looks to Sarah, still uncertain how to act after all that has happened not only since they met, but since the tragic misunderstanding after the party at Chinawhite nightclub. Chuck shifts awkwardly as he looks at Sarah longingly, as she looks away nervously. Chuck sighs and puts down his drink.
Sarah looks over at him and tries to smile, but her nerves make it come across as forced. Chuck has to hold back a cringe, but he flashes a smile before saying, "I don't know about you, but I am fried! How about I take you back to the Athletes Village… unless you want to stay out… or whatever you want… I'm going to stop talking now…
Sarah flashes him a real smile as she giggles and looks down at her feet as she thinks, God he is so cute when he rambles…
She looks into his eyes and smiles softly, "Sure Chuck that would be nice.
Later…
Chuck and Sarah walk side by side along a winding path towards the Athlete's apartments as they hear revelers partying and enjoying the last few moments of the Games following the Closing Ceremonies. Chuck and Sarah smile at the other young athletes as they drink, run, kiss and live it up.
However, between Chuck and Sarah a cloud darkens the mood as words left unsaid crush the young couple with the emotion of the evening… or morning depending on how you view these things.
They walk in silence, sneaking glances and longing looks before finally climbing the stairs to Sarah's building and arriving at her door.
Chuck puts his hands into his front track pockets and bounces nervously as he looks down at his feet, to the left and then up to Sarah. Sarah meanwhile has her hands clasped behind her back as she tries to smile, but her nerves get the best of her.
Chuck sighs, "Sorry Sarah… I am being so awkward… I just want things to go back to the way they were… can I come in so we can talk?"
Sarah stiffens and looks up at him, "Chuck… I don't think that is a good idea… I still need time…"
Chuck's face falls and his shoulders slump, "I just… (sigh)… I understand. Sweet dreams Sarah…" In his mind he is screaming, I just want to make this right! ARRRRGHHH! Please let me fix this! I just want to make Sarah happy!
Sarah lets out a deep breath, "Thank for not pushing Chuck… it's just with everything that has happened and all the media… I just need time…"
Chuck smiles weakly, "Whatever you need, Sarah…"
Sarah tries to hold her composure and freezes as Chuck leans in. She thinks nervously, Please don't try and force this… I might just not have the will to say no…
Chuck leans in slowly, but instead of moving to her lips as her eyes drift closed and her pulse quickens, he moves and places a soft kiss on her cool cheek. He then moves away slowly as her eyes remain shut and says to her quietly, "Goodnight Sarah…"
Chuck turns and walks towards the stairs and Sarah remains frozen before saying nearly silently, "Goodnight Chuck…"
She finally gets her breathing and pulse under control and walks into her apartment. She changes into a set of comfortable flannel pajamas before sitting on her bed cross-legged, her elbows on her knees and her hands supporting her chin. She looks over at the wall near the door at her suitcases, all packed and lined up ready to go. She sighs before saying to the empty room, "Goodbye Chuck… you deserve better than me… stronger…"
Athlete's Village (The following afternoon/evening)
London, United Kingdom
August 13, 2012
15:04 hrs BST
Chuck paces his room as Ellie and Mary watch him burn a track in the carpet as he moves back and forth. He is gesticulating rather wildly and talking to himself and both Mary and Ellie would probably be laughing at his crazy person antics if it weren't for the subject matter.
Chuck turns to Mary and Ellie with uncertainty in his eyes, "What do I do? I have screwed everything up?"
Ellie softly says, "Calm down Chuck, everything will be alright."
That sets off Chuck and he huffs frustratedly, "No El, it's not! I haven't even had a chance to talk with her! She has shut me out and I can't fix this!"
Mary looks at her son, "Calm down Chuck…"
Chuck looks at his mother, "I can't! She's slipping away and there is nothing I can do!"
Ellie and Mary share a concerned look as Chuck turns and walks to the window. He places a hand on the cool glass as he supports his weight, though his shoulders and body slump in dejection."
Ellie walks over to Chuck and touches his shoulder softly, "Chuck, she will come around… she is scared and hurt and very likely embarrassed. You just have to be you and be there for her and she will come around… you'll see…"
Chuck turns his head and smiles at Ellie, "Really?"
Ellie smiles, "Yes baby brother. Just be you and try not to freak out and I am sure everything will work out… she's special Chuck, so make her feel that way."
Chuck smiles, "Thanks El. Thanks Mom."
The women smile, "No problem Chuck, and we are here to help."
Meanwhile at Carina's Apartment…
"SHE'S WHAT!"
"Carina, Zondra calm down!" Emma says with her hands raised and an exasperated expression on her face, "I have tried to talk her out of it, but the girl is stubborn like her father!"
Zondra grimaces looking hurt, "She changed her flight… to today and didn't tell us?"
Emma sighs, "Yes, she must have wanted to escape from the stress, the spotlight… she's thinks she's running away from her problem, but she is running away from her life…"
Carina practically snarls, "She's been avoiding everyone! Ugh! Stupid girl!"
Emma and Zondra nod sadly. Zondra then asks the million dollar questions, "What do we do?"
Emma sighs and rubs her forehead, "I tried to convince her… and that is not going to work…"
Carina angrily says, "I say we kick her ass and make her stay!"
Zondra quirks her brow and Carina looks at her indignantly, "What? Fine, bad plan…" Carina thoroughly chastised quiets as the ladies think.
Zondra has a thought, "We need to cover our bases to make sure that if Sarah is so stubborn we can't reach her that she can at least get a hold of Chuck when she realizes her mistake. And I hate to say this, but the only one who has a chance to make Sarah see reason is Chuck."
Emma sighs, "But he is her greatest fear…"
Carina and Zondra look at her uncertainly and Emma elaborates, "She saw him as being perfect and thus incapable of hurting her. When he protected her that night from herself he destroyed that image in her head. Now he is real and human and she realizes just like in university, her heart is on the line. And I am starting to think that she doesn't think she is worthy of being happy… it breaks my heart…" Emma tries to hold back her tears as her voice breaks with emotion.
Zondra and Carina give her a hug and Zondra says, "We will help her… promise…"
Meanwhile at Sarah's Apartment…
Knock. Knock. Knock…
Sarah looks up from her position sitting cross-legged on her couch as she prepares the last of her things and prepares to leave for her flight. She thinks, I wonder who that could be… I thought I could make a clean break. Well, at least this will distract me from thinking about what a coward I am…
Sarah gets up and walks over to the door, putting her purse near all her bags at her door. She opens the door slowly and is faced with one Eleanor Faye Bartowski. Sarah shyly smiles like a girl caught with her hand in the cookie jar, "Oh, hey Ellie… how are you…"
Ellie smiles, "I'm fine Sarah, have you got a second?" Ellie, not waiting for a reply moves into the apartment and Sarah's protests die on her lips. Sarah then begins to panic as she thinks, Oh god this is going to be bad! Chuck must have sent her… does he know… crap! She will see my bags… not good!
"What can I do for you Ellie, come with me into the kitchen and I will grab you a drink." Sarah walks into the kitchen thinking, Don't see the bags, don't see the bags, don't see the bags!
Ellie smiles and follows Sarah not noticing the suitcases. Sarah serves Ellie a bottle of water and the two sit across from one another in silence in Sarah's little breakfast nook. Ellie looks at the blonde, while Sarah nervously tries to avoid the brunette's intense gaze as Sarah thinks, God she is like an interrogator! I will not break! Maybe I can run…
Ellie takes a sip of water before breaking the silence, "Sorry to bother you Sarah and I don't mean to be a nosy sister, but I wanted to talk…"
Crap!
"Sarah, I know you probably think my brother rejected you, but nothing could be further from the truth. Normally I would assume Chuck is a social moron and screwed up, but this time I am so proud of him."
Sarah's face shows hurt as she frowns and Ellie see this and replies, "Don't get me wrong, if I was you I would probably feel horrible, rejected and embarrassed…"
Sarah quietly says, "Tell me about it…"
Ellie chuckles, "But you need to realize Chuck would jump on a grenade for those he loves, his friends, his family and you…"
Sarah freezes as she gasps softly thinking, L-Loves me…
"The last thing he wanted to do was hurt you, but he could never take advantage… it was a no win for him and he took the honorable road. It sucks, but just think… wouldn't you prefer such an intimate act to happen when you were completely yourself and not drunk out of your mind?"
Sarah nervously plays with her hands, "Maybe…"
Ellie arches an eyebrow, "No maybe, damn straight!"
Sarah chuckles before a thoughtful look crosses her face. She takes a deep breath, "I get it Ellie… I just need time…" And she thinks to herself, and space…
Sarah continues, "Chuck is a great guy and he deserves to be happy," while she thinks, And he will be once I am gone…
Ellie looks hard at Sarah, "Do you love my brother?"
Sarah freezes, "What?"
"You heard me, do you love him?"
In Sarah's mind, Yes! However her voice answers, "Ellie, it's complicated…"
Ellie bristles at that, "No you do or you don't… and don't lie to yourself… you will end up making decisions you will regret."
Sarah sighs and nods sadly.
Ellie places the lid back on her drink and begins walking to the door as Sarah follows. Ellie freezes momentarily as she sees the suitcases and her stomach drops, but she moves as if she does not see the telltale sigh of Sarah running away. Sarah notices Ellie seeing her bags and Sarah begins to freak out, Shit! She saw my bags! She is going to push and push and push and might even force me to stay. Crap!
Ellie turns to Sarah and Sarah expects a disappointed look or an angry look, but she is surprised to see that Ellie's expression is not judgmental, rather it is open and slightly concerned.
Ellie looks at Sarah and ignores the bags, "We are here for you Sarah, Chuck is here for you… you just need to ask for help. Here I want you to have this." Ellie hands Sarah an envelope, which Sarah apprehensively takes.
Sarah quirks a brow, "what is it?"
Ellie smiles, "It is all Chuck's contact information back home: Email, phone, address… everything. My brother may be a genius, but he can also be a moron too. You probably have his number while he is here in London and not his actual cell and home phone in Burbank, am I right?"
Sarah chuckles, "Yeah, we didn't really think the temporary phones through…"
Ellie sighs in mock frustration, "God give me the strength… Okay, now you have his info so you can always get a hold of him."
Ellie walks to the door and opens it, but before walking out the door Ellie turns and says in a supportive voice, "I know it's hard, but don't give up on him Sarah…"
The door closes and Sarah is left stunned as her mind runs a mile a minute trying to process the Ellie blind side and her words and the fact she did not call out her cowardly escape plan. But as she shakily sat down, doubting herself one thought overwhelmed all others, Am I doing the right thing?
On Route to Heathrow International Airport
London, United Kingdom
August 13, 2012
18:04 hrs BST
After her talk with Ellie, Sarah was close to the brink of a breakdown. She was able to control her emotions as she gathered up her things and made her way down the black cab that waited her. She looks to the left and then t the right, waiting to see Chuck come flying by to stop her as she thinks, Sigh… I was sure he would be here… Ellie must have told him and Zondra and Carina and Mum would spill the beans. I guess I was right…
She jumps into the cab after depositing her gear in the trunk and tells the driver simply, "To Heathrow airport please."
The old and grey, frizzy haired driver turns and winks with a crooked smiles, "Of course luv."
Sarah watches out the window as the scenes of London pass her by and she is lost in the memory of her time here.
The driver makes small talk and finally asks, "So where you headed?"
Sarah sighs, "Back home… to Australia…"
The driver pauses in thought, "If you don't mind me saying luv, I know who ya are and I was sure you would be with your American fellow. I figured you would be headed to America with that fine fellow."
Sarah grimaces as she thinks, Oh god this is all I need…
She takes a steadying breath, "No… I'm heading home…"
The driver sighs, "Too bad, I drove him the other day it just so happens… he seemed… sad. I figured it was all that crazy media speculation that has been going on, especially since the end of the Games and then at that club… but I am being nosy, sorry luv."
Sarah weakly smiles, "No worries, I just want to go home and back to normal…"
The driver laughs, "I may not know you, but something tells me you were never normal. I have seen you swim after all on the tele," he then winks as he drives her to the airport as she is lost once again in thought.
Meanwhile…
"WHAT!"
"Chuck calm down!"
"Ellie how am I suppose to calm down! We were all going to stay a few days to see some more of London as all the Athletes left and the Airports were a mess!"
Carina and Zondra enter Chuck's room and see the scene in front of them and both look at one another thinking the same thing that Carina says aloud, "Oh no… she didn't."
Chuck looks over at the girls and then back at Ellie, "You all knew?" The betrayal in his voice was clear as his shoulders slump and he falls bonelessly to his couch as if his strings had been cut. He claws at his face, "What do I do?"
Carina and Zondra move to either side of him on the couch and Carina says softly, "Sorry Chuck… we kinda knew her plan, but we thought she would have gotten her head out of her ass by now!"
Chuck's eyes flash protectively from pure instinct, but he quickly reins his emotions in as he realizes Carina's shot at Sarah was out of frustrated love.
Chuck's head drops and the girls touch his shoulder gently and Ellie says all he needs to hear, "Go to her Chuck, she will see the light."
Chuck looks up and without a second thought he leaps from the couch and rushes out the door, barely stopping to throw on his black jacket over his Browncoat t-shirt and jeans as he donned his classic 'Chucks.'
Meanwhile…
Sarah made her way through ticketing and security and made her way to Terminal 3 for her Qantas flight to Dubai and then on to Sydney. She arrives at the gate and look s around hoping to avoid catching anyone's attention. She pulls up her hoodie and sits and idly plays with the strap on her carryon as she awaits flight 4402 to arrive and board.
As she sits she pulls out her MP3 player and begins playing her calming list of music, mainly classical music. A smile worms its way to her face unknowingly as she remembers Chuck's excitement as she taught him about her love of music and she learned of his. However, the smile soon falls and she remembers why she is here, Well this is it… no turning back now…
Later…
Chuck runs at full speed into the departures terminal of Heathrow and is instantly followed by police and security as they see the frazzled man rush into the airport. Chuck rushes past the ticketing counter, through the crowds and into the security checkpoint without thinking as the security personnel radio and organize to meet the 'threat.'
Chuck comes skidding to a halt in from of a dark haired woman and a very large black man who hold out their hands in a stopping motion, clearly nervous as Chuck approaches.
The woman calls out in her English accent, "Stop right there young man! What is the meaning of this! Do I need Mr. Colt here or one of the many fine police staff to escort you out?"
Chuck huffs and puts his hands on his knees as he is bent over recovering his breath as he thinks, Damn this does not look good and damn the Games took a lot out of me!
Chuck looks behind him and sees five Police officers with MP5 sub machine guns in white short sleeved shirts covered by a thick black ballistic vest and black pants and black caps. He sighs, "Crap… sorry ma'am… I did not make a scene. My girlfriend is leaving for Australia and I needed to make things right before she leaves… please."
Mr. Colt scowls, "You are going to have to leave."
Chuck looks at the huge man, "I can't!"
"You will!"
Chuck frustratedly replies, "And why would I do that?"
Colt smirks, "Well because I assume you find me imposing, don't worry I was going for imposing. And if not me, those fine British gentlemen with the automatic weapons will persuade you."
The woman then snaps to attention, "Wait you're Chuck Bartowski! Wait so Sarah is leaving?"
Chuck sighs sadly, "Yes, I need to see her."
The woman smiles, "Boys, we are fine her… you can go."
The officers look surprised, "Are you sure mum?"
"Yes, off with ya!"
Chuck and Colt look at her surprised and Colt says in a deep voice, "What are you doing? We have Reg's to follow, he has to be detained as a security threat!"
The woman smirks, "Colt, you TSA boys are here as support for the Games, I have authority here, so shut it! Now, Mr. Bartowski, give me your boarding pass and we can process you through security and immigration so you can find her."
Chuck smiles brightly as Colt walks away in a huff, but almost immediately his face falls, "Ticket?"
The security woman sighs and drops her head, "Poor boy… you need a pass… to well pass. Go back to the ticket counter, without making a scene! And buy an international ticket. Go to the preferred line, they will let you in and then come back here and I will get you through security and to your lass."
Chuck smiles widely and without making too much of a scene in the obscenely crowded airport he made his way to the ticket counter.
Like security said, he was able to charm the ticket girls who had swooned over him and his story of trying to find Sarah before she left. But he was stopped dead when the ticket girls asked, "So where should I make your flight to?"
Chuck immediate thought: Sydney, but then he had another idea and a huge smile split is face. He replies quickly, "Make it two tickets to Paris… I always wanted to go."
The girl swoons again and rings up the tickets and hands the ticket for Sarah and Chuck to him, but grasps his hand. She smiles and says, "If this doesn't work out, give me a call Chuck."
Chuck coughs, "Um… thanks… I gotta go, bye!" He waves and rushes off to security and onto the terminal to find Sarah hopefully before she leaves.
Terminal 3 - Heathrow International Airport
London, United Kingdom
August 13, 2012
21:04 hrs BST
Attention, Flight 4402 London to Sydney, with a stopover in Dubai. We will begin pre-boarding now. Any families with small children or those who need more time to make it down to the plane can come to the counter at Gate 314. General boarding will commence soon, thank you for choosing Qantas!
Sarah sighs from her seat and takes out her headphones as she prepares to head over to the Gate when her row is called.
Meanwhile…
Chuck runs at full speed into the terminal and through the crowd towards Sarah's gate, praying he will reach her in time.
As he runs his only thoughts are on his speech, one that will hopefully convince her to stay:
~o~
Listen Sarah… there is so much I want to say… so much I have to say. I won't hide my feelings for you and I want to show you every day how special you are. I know I screwed up and I don't want to pester you… or become some nuisance you can't avoid. I already tried to explain why I did what I did… and I probably wasn't very eloquent, but right now I am just going to be blunt and honest…
I have had a lot of interviews asking me what I am going to do with my life… the new found fame… but all I know and all I want is you to be in it…
He sees himself in his mind saying to her with intensity in his voice, Anyplace you want to go… what I am getting at here is… Sarah Walker… will you do me the honor of taking a vacation with me? I bought two tickets to Paris in order to get in here and I thought maybe…
~o~
He reaches the gate and looks around frantically for Sarah as he calls out, "Sarah!"
A brunette Qantas ticket taker sees him and walks over, "Sir… can I help you?"
Chuck turns quickly, "Yes! I am looking for my girlfriend; she was flying out to Sydney."
The brunette cringes and looks down sadly, "Um… the flight left a few minutes ago… they are taking off. I am sorry…"
Chuck slumps and moves towards the large windows overlooking the runways as he practically whispers, "She can't be gone… I love her…"
Earlier…
We will now begin general boarding, please come to Gate 314 to board Flight 4402 to Sydney.
Sarah steadies herself as she rises, getting a look at a photographer who rudely snaps her photo, the flash burning her eyes. She panics and despite the fact she has been tormenting herself over what she knows is a poor decision, she flees as she thinks, God I need to get out of here…
Sarah rushes to the ticket counter, thoughts of right and wrong gone as she just wants to escape the attention. She hands her ticket to the young brunette ticket taker and quickly makes her way out of sight.
She nearly collapses in the jet way as a stewardess asks, "You all right dear?"
Sarah looks up at her painfully, "No… not really… don't worry… I'll be fine…"
The stewardess gives her a supportive look and leaves Sarah who takes a moment to compose herself as tears fight to the surface. She takes a deep breath and begins back down the jet way before stopping and almost silently saying, "I'm sorry… I love you Chuck…"
Once the plane reaches cruising altitude Sarah sits in the lavatory crying as silently as she could as she broke down finally and her emotions poured out as a torrent of pain, with no one there to help. As she sits crying all she can thinks is, What have I done? And why am I a coward…
Chuck's Apartment (Two weeks later)
Burbank, CA
August 26, 2012
10:04 hrs PST
Chuck sits in his room with a blank look after hours of coding and putting the finishing touches on his game before sending off a copy of 'The intersect' to Orion Games' headquarters. He had thought about removing the not so subtle female character, his very own Agent Walker, but decided that it was only right to leave the game as he had envisioned it, with the leading lady being inspired by the woman who so confounded him.
He was wallowing of course and he knew it and with nothing left to distract him from his problems it was all that occupy his mind. He was exhausted and had thrown himself into work in order to avoid thinking about the blonde Aussie who now haunted his dreams and left him honestly a little broken hearted. He would be more broken hearted except he just could not stop blaming himself for causing her the pain that chased her away. In his mind he still hoped she was happier than he was because despite the medals and having his family and friends… he was miserable and alone.
Chuck sighs loudly and gets up from his desk and makes his way down the stairs to his kitchen as he idly thinks, Man I miss Ellie's cooking, but god she would be metaphorically kicking my ass over this whole Sarah thing…
He shakes his head ruefully until he turns into his living room and stops in his tracks as he sees Ellie herself sitting on his red couch.
"Uh… hi Ellie… how did you get in?"
Ellie sighs and rolls her eyes, "I have a spare key…"
Chuck then nervously begins to ramble, "Listen I know exactly what you are going to say…"
"Chuck…"
Chuck rambles on, "Stupid right chasing her to the airport…"
"Chuck…" Ellie says a little more frustrated.
"You're absolutely right, stupid…"
"Chuck you're not listening…"
Chuck continues his epic ramble cutting off Ellie, "I get it I went too far and should have given her space… she probably found out I was coming and ran onto the plane…"
Ellie takes a step forward and unloads, "You didn't go far enough, Chuck!" Chuck can only stare back in shock as Ellie continues, "Sarah is special, you know it I know it. If you love her, if she is the one then you don't stop, you don't quit, you never go too far! Have you even tried to call or talk to her since London?" Ellie says as she pauses for a moment, emotion clear on her face, "You are a Bartowski, Chuck… start acting like one."
Chuck is frozen in thought as Ellie just stares at him and finally Chuck has a light bulb moment, "I have to find her."
Ellie smiles as Chuck pulls her into a hug as he kisses her cheek before running up stairs to his computer.
Ellie then quirks her brow, "Oh god Chuck! How are you going to find her? I gave her your information, but knowing you little brother you didn't think that through enough to get her home phone or address."
Chuck blushes, "Well… no, but I've got it handled. Thanks Ellie!"
Chuck races off as Ellie calls out, "But how?"
Flashback… Mary's Hotel August 13th
Chuck sat alone in the room while his Mom and sister were out shopping, he simply could not muster the energy to do anything as he wallowed in the hotel room eating copious amounts of cheese balls and wondering if growing a beard and not caring what he looks like was a good plan.
He is suddenly pulled from his depressing reverie by a knock at the door. He rises from his seated position and places his big bucket of cheese balls on the coffee table before shuffling to the door, not caring he was in a simple undershirt and a pair of green, plaid flannel pajamas.
He pulls the door open and for a moment he thinks he sees Sarah, but is instantly pulled cruelly back to earth, "Hello, Mrs. Walker… how are you?"
Emma smiles, "I'm fine Chuck… and call me Emma."
Chuck smiles slightly, "Come in… sorry I am a bit of a mess…"
Emma follows him and smirks, "Not a worry Chuck… listen… I am sorry about Sarah running away…"
Chuck looks painfully at her, "It's not your fault, the blame lies with me… honestly I am sorry I made a mess of things…"
Emma tilts her head and gives him a supportive look, "Oh, Chuck… this is not your fault. If anything Sarah is to blame… well I guess me and her father are for moving her all over hell." Emma huffs a frustrated sigh, "Don't blame yourself or place the weight of the world on your shoulders. Sarah should never have run off like that. I am sorry… I wanted to give you this…"
Emma hands a confused Chuck an envelope and he looks at her questioningly, "What is it?"
Emma smiles, "My daughter's phone number, email and address…"
Chuck nearly falls, "But… why?"
Emma smirks, "You're good for her Chuck. I have not seen her that happy in years… maybe not since she was little during a trip to the Whitsunday's where she discovered her love of swimming…" Emma's eyes go distant as she relives the memory.
Emma then looks at the now silent man before her and says with conviction, "Don't give up on her Chuck…"
Emma smiles and gives him a motherly hug and then turns and leaves a dumfounded Chuck with Sarah's contact information in his hand.
End Flashback…
Chuck comes bounding down the stairs minutes later with an overnight bag on his shoulder and a roller bag dragged behind him down the stairs.
Ellie look sat him with a puzzled look, "Chuck?"
Chuck beams at her, "Tell Dad I need some time off! I have a plane to catch!"
Ellie smiles at him as he runs towards the door, "But how will you find her?"
Chuck turns as he opens the door, "I had help before we left London," as he pointed at the paper on his coffee table that he had stared at and memorized as he agonized over calling her. Ellie looks at the paper and picks up the surprisingly worn along the edges paper and sees in neat handwriting:
Sarah Walker
Phone: (02) 9479 4444
S_Walker .au
104 Clarence St, Apt D-504
Sydney NSW 2000
Ellie can only smile as Chuck races off to the airport for his flight to Sydney, Australia and she softly says to herself, "Good luck Chuck."
Sarah's Apartment (Two weeks later)
Sydney, Australia
August 27, 2012
8:04 hrs AEST
Sarah had been for lack of a better word… or more accurate word miserable since her flight from London. She had holed herself up in her apartment for a solid week, shutting out the world and avoiding the attention of the Team Australia's planes touching down on August 15th.
She did, however, get dragged out to the welcome home parade in Sydney on the 20th by Coach Forest in order to display one of the most successful swimmers and athletes in general that Australia had sent to London.
She tried to avoid the questions about Chuck, but over and over again the questions were asked by friend, fellow athlete, fan and media personnel alike. She was in a constant state of fear that she would lose it and start screaming due to the constant barrage.
In the time after the parade she finally had a chance to play her violin and for brief moments she was able to leave her pain and sorrow behind. It quickly returned as it always did as she relived her great mistake before beating herself up mentally over her fear and cowardly run from such a great guy.
She was sitting on her couch flipping thought the channels on her Television, occasionally looking at her coffee table and the stark white paper that Sarah had been agonizing over since she received it from Ellie. She thought sadly, Well I haven't drunk dialed him yet… god I don't think I can drink ever again. I want to hear his voice, but I have to be strong, I can't hurt him… again…
She is pulled from her thoughts by a knock at the door, which causes her to slowly rise and move to open the door.
She is surprised and happy to see her Mothers smiling face before her. Sarah's eyes fight tears and she pulls Emma into a deep hug before the mother and daughter move into the apartment.
"G-Day Sarah, how are you doing…?"
Sarah puts on a brave front, but is teetering on the edge of an emotional waterfall, but answers, "Oh, you know… I am fine, just the usual…"
Emma sighs and shakes her head ruefully and Sarah affrontedly asks, "What?"
Emma looks at her daughter, "Oh Sarah… it is so obvious you are not alright. Come on Sarah, talk to me."
Sarah sighs and sits on the couch in a heap, "I am just dealing… with you know…"
Emma nods and sits next to Sarah, "It is not too late…"
Sarah lets out a sad, wet laugh, "Yes it is… it's my curse…"
Emma bristles and stands up abruptly, "That's it! There is no curse! You're not fated to be alone or hurt anybody, those things happen because of the choices people make – the choices YOU make!" Emma lets out a shuttering breath and looks penetratingly at Sarah.
Sarah tries to hold a brave front as she rises to her feet, but a tear breaches the surface and she falls into her mother's arms. After Sarah regains her composure she speaks softly, "What do I do? I have made such a mess of things… god I miss him… I didn't think it was possible to miss someone so much, even after a few weeks of knowing each other…"
Emma nods and smiles, "Maybe you should call him?"
Sarah thinks for a few minutes, her brow crinkled in concentration. She finally smiles and her face clears as she looks at her mother, "I have an idea!"
Emma nods and Sarah smiles, "Calling him isn't good enough… I have to see him and make this right…"
Emma smiles brightly, "You go pack and I will book your flight!"
Sarah smiles, "Thanks!"
Emma moves to book the flight on Sarah's laptop, but calls out a question, "How will you find him? LA is a big place and so is Burbank?"
Sarah pops her head through the door from her room back into the living room and beams, "I had a little help before I left London with that," as she points to the paper on her coffee table. Emma goes over to the table and picks up the paper. Emma smiles, Well, I'll be. Someone else had the same idea. Great minds…
LAX International Airport
Hi folks, this is the Captain speaking, please make final use of your electronic devices, we will be pushing back soon and we will make an announcement to turn off you devices. Thanks for flying with us!
Chuck sits in his seat and looks down at his phone, Sarah's contact on the screen along with a beautiful picture of her.
An older woman looks over at him and smiles, "Going to see your girl? Are you going to call her before we get in the air?"
Chuck turns and smiles, I was thinking about it… I am trying to win her back… I think I will surprise her…"
The elderly woman smiles, "Oh how romantic! I'm Hanna… I bet you have quiet the story…"
Chuck laughs and smiles, "Yeah… it's Chuck. It all started…"
Sydney International Airport
Sarah sits in her seat preparing for takeoff. She looks at her phone with a picture of Chuck on the screen. She thinks, What am I doing this is crazy! But I have to… I have to see if he will take me back…
Maybe I should call him… no, I need this to be a surprise so he can't say no or reject me. I owe him a face to face. God, I can't wait! Please don't give up on me Chuck!
And without either of them knowing it, they took off into the air, literally passing one another on route to their final destination:
Each Other
AN2: And now we are onto the final two chapters of the story proper before my experimental 3 part Epilogue comes to finish this story. This chapter could have been a lot longer or could have been broken into multiple chapters… I wanted it all to be one to not leave you hanging and I left things a little vague to keep you on your toes as to what the motivations of our heroes was. I am not sure it was a success, but I hope you enjoyed this as it moves us quickly to the finale! One thing I expect to hear is that Sarah's actions do not make sense – and they don't, except that she is scared, stressed and embarrassed, which leads to a poor decision (which does make sense… I think). So her decision does not make sense, but the reason she freaks out does. Anyway… on to the next chapter!
***Hope this is a little better - still hard and in keeping with my vision, but does not leave Chuck as a wimp or completly demonizing Sarah (Neither were my intention). Thanks to esardi for the feedback!***
Disclaimer 2 – Don't own anything related to NBC