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I kept looking down at my watch and then up to the sky waiting for dawn to break first light. I hadn't slept in quite some time and I had begun to fear that it was going to take its toll on me. If I was going to end up going head to head with B than I was going to have to keep my wits about me, especially if I was going to try and find a way to outsmart him, there was no time to rest but I had to try and keep my sanity. It had been a few hours since I had heard from B and I was sure that was still watching me, he was like the wind, he was only in one place and yet everywhere at once, watching me like a hungry hawk looking down at its prey waiting to see what the next move was. I had once played a game of chess with Lawliet that was similar to this, he always had the right moves, he was always one step in front of me and somehow he was able to watch my facial expressions to judge what I was going to do next and watch the board at the same time. It was extremely intense at the time, the way he studied me and the way he mapped out everything was pure genius, that was the Lawliet that I fell in love with, he had turned me on that day more than I could ever imagined being turned on by just looking at him. Of course it was well before we had admitted our love for each other but it was needless to say that once he won the game I wasn't able to move for quite some time until the evidence in my pants that I was very aroused had disappeared. Of course if I knew then what I had come to know I would have gladly pointed it out to him, I was sure that he would have been more than happy with the situation.

The sun was slowly beginning to rise; the yellow beams of light shone through the broken fluffy white clouds and began to illuminate the ground beneath me, the shadows slowly creeping away. It was time to do what B had commanded me to. I didn't want to kill a cop, I didn't want to have to take a life but I had to think like a psychopath, I had to think about what I wanted to do, what I had to do in order to get my way. If killing an officer meant that I saved Lawliet in the end then I was going to do it. I began to walk out of the park and towards the main street that was already jammed up with vehicles, people honking their horns and swearing out their open windows, trying to get the line to budge with no luck. I had taken the phone out of my pocket and I dialed 119 to report a false emergency. I wasn't sure what I was going to say but I needed to get a cop out to where I was. I placed the phone against my ear; I could hear the blood rushing around inside of me, my heart pounding hard against my chest bone and my mouth suddenly becoming dry. I waited for the operator to answer; it was almost as if by fate that I had noticed a familiar looking vehicle caught half way in the traffic jam. I hung up the phone and looked around me; it was completely daylight now so I needed to take one last look at the buildings that surrounded me to see if he was visible, I scanned the buildings quickly making sure that I paid attention to anything that would suggest I was being watched from a distance. Once I had a quick look and couldn't see anything, I made my way to the car. A police vehicle.

My footsteps were quick and heavy on the pavement and then bitumen as I power walked to the car. I couldn't back out of this, I had to do what needed to be done, whether Lawliet would ever forgive me or not it was his life or the officers and I was going to make sure that Lawliet came out of this unscathed. I weaved my way through the parked cars, every so often jumping at the sudden sound of a car horn or someone yelling or swearing in Japanese. I took a deep breath and put on a false smile, bending down and knocking on the window of the police vehicle. The officer wound down the window and stared at me.

"Get back to your car sir" He said firmly

I smiled widely at him

"I don't have a car you fucking wanker" I replied never losing my smile.

I would have never spoken like that to any authority figure, but without using violence I wasn't sure what else to do. The cop gave me a hard stern look and got out of the car. He must have been on his way to the station to start his shift

"What did you say boy?" he asked

"I said I don't have a car you FUCK-ING WANK-ER" I replied

I had felt sick to the pit of my stomach I couldn't believe what I was doing since I myself was a detective and I had honored any man that defended his country against filth. They were all my idols. He started to come towards me with handcuffs. This was the only chance I had to do what B had demanded I do. I pulled the gun from my waistband and held it up to his head. He paused with a frightened look on his face and put his hands in the air. My hands were slightly shaky and my vision somewhat blurred by the rush of adrenaline that was pulsating through my body like a miniature electrical storm.

"Put the gun down boy, there is no need for alarm, I just want to talk OK" He spoke to me calmly and quietly, not making a move. He was doing what I had been trying to do with B, build a rapport, try and calm the situation so that nobody had got hurt, I wasn't going to be as easy fooled as what B was when he divulged that useful information to me.

"I don't want to do this but I have to" I said to him with a quiver in my voice.

"Listen you don't have to do anything stupid, just talk to me and lets see if we can work this out together OK, everything will be alright, kid"

"I'M NOT A FUCKING KID! I have to do this you don't understand"

"Well try me, maybe I will"

"I am sorry, I am really sorry, I wish I didn't have to but I have no choice"

I could feel tears welling in my eyes which only made my vision worse. My phone began to ring in my pocket, I pulled it out and answered it, not taking my eyes away from the frightened officer and still managing to aim the pistol at his head

"What?" I asked angrily

"Time is ticking Light Yagami, you have thirty seconds to kill that cop and if you breathe one word to him about my little game I will kill L right now"

"I am doing it, don't hurt him!" I said loudly

Then silence fell, he had hang up. I placed the phone back into my pocket, my eyes still fixed on the cop as I searched blindly for my pocket, once finding it I slipped the phone back into it. I took another step towards the petrified officer and pressed the barrel against his head.

"Please forgive me, I have no choice, I need to save Lawliet"

I closed my eyes shut and pulled the trigger. I took a deep breath and I opened my eyes again and watched the body hit the floor. Moist, damp, slimy debris had hit me in the face and torso. I could feel the blood and brain matter running down my face and neck, some of the blood had sprayed against the car. I had to snap myself out of what I had just done, I was completely paralyzed but if I didn't run then I knew I would be caught, every single person in that jam would have heard the gun shot. I tucked the gun back into my waist band and I ran. I had ran faster than I had earlier that night, I raced to get to my car and to take off before anyone could see the getaway vehicle. I was in a complete panic, I wanted to throw up and I wanted to shoot myself. I couldn't believe what I had just done, I really killed a cop. I knew that I had said that when it came down to it I would gladly kill for Lawliet, but not like this and not an officer. I could feel my throat fill with liquid and large chunks of fear. I needed to pull over and throw up or just to scream. I pulled the car up on the side of the road and rushed to undo my seat belt. I stood on the road and yelled loudly; making dogs all around the neighborhood start to bark and people to yell from their windows. I placed my face in my hands and quickly moved them when I could feel the liquid trying to escape my mouth. I hung my head and let my body do what it had to in order to try and shake even a slightest bit of what I had done. My phone began to ring again; I wiped my mouth and answered it

"What! What the fuck more do you want I just killed a fucking cop you sick son of a bitch" I yelled down the receiver end

"I know I was watching, quite a good show Light Yagami, who would have ever thought such a pretty boy could be such a brutal killer, tell me something Light Yagami how does it feel to have a cops brain all over you face?" Then his evil laugh

"It feels like fucking shit, what the hell do you think you sick demented psychopath"

"I have to say Light Yagami I am impressed by the lengths you are taking to get your precious Lawliet back. But you know I think I may be getting bored of this little game, I would quite like to meet you in person" he replied

"Then tell me where, where do you want me to go" I almost begged

I was tired, mentally and emotionally exhausted. I knew Lawliet was going to hate me for killing the cop and I just wanted to go home or die which ever was in store for me. I was a cold blooded killer, and the worst thing was that cop had only been one of hundreds I had killed, but he was the first that had died by me pulling a trigger. I was going to have to get rid of that gun once we got home, if I was even going to get that far. If I was lucky everybody in the jam was too focused on the traffic to notice me and I was going to get away with what I had done. I had to stop thinking like a child, had to stop letting my emotions take over; I had to think like a killer. I was Kira once upon a time, a sick, power hungry man that didn't care who had died and that was the mentality I needed in that moment, I could feel like shit later but I had to get Lawliet back, that was my only goal.

"I will give you one last clue Light Yagami and this time if you do as much as reach for your phone unless it is to answer it, if you share this with anyone I will kill them. You are going to find out what my real name is Light Yagami, you are going to find out my name and then I will tell you where you can find us; you will have no more than two hours to make the discovery yourself. I want to hear my name being said with fear and repentance from one murderer to another, Good luck Light Yagami" He replied

"Wait!" I yelled before he hung up the phone

"Yes what is it?" He asked

"Will you let me speak with L, please just for a moment. I want to know that he is OK. I don't see how my request is unreasonable"

There was silence for a brief moment

"Light?" Lawliet whispered. He sounded exhausted and unwell, B would have been treating him like shit, and he was probably severely beaten and chained up like an animal. I could just feel it in his voice he was not alright and that had scared me.

"Lawliet, I am sorry I had to do what I needed to do, Law' I love you please hold on, I am coming for you" I said to him quietly

"The first time I saw you I loved you Light, the first"

The phone went silent and I had smiled.

It was just after I had started killing as Kira, even when Lawliet had suspected me he had come up with a plan that he had shared with me. He was more than confident that he was going to be killed and so he had gathered up every piece of information he had on himself and had stored it away in a computer file that he had linked to my email account. He hadn't told me the password but had said he would tell me before he knew his time was up. He wanted me to at least remember him and know everything there was to know about him. He had always been private but after he had told me that I was his only and best friend he said even if he didn't tell me, I deserved to know the real him. He had just given me the password to access those files without it having being obvious. Lawliet would not have said the sentence the way that he had, I knew in my gut that was the go to access the files, B's real name had to be in there too, it had to be. Lawliet was going to solve his own kidnapping and I was just the puppet, I didn't care that Lawliet was providing me with the leverage, I knew that it would have taken me more than two hours to find out that information and by accessing the file I was going to know everything about B, and I was going to take that son of a bitch down.