I could feel a laughter boiling up inside me, I wasn't sure what B was trying to play at but I had more on him then he could ever know and I also had a plan he would never see coming.

"Hmm fucking a killer? Well I guess B it feels the same as it always has, fan-fucking–tastic" I laughed almost as hysterically as he had laughed before.

"I am so glad you're enjoying yourself Light Yagami, I have been contemplating on how I am going to kill you, it's a hard decision to make you know, I can't decide whether to let you die slowly and painfully as I cut you apart or if I should just smash your skull in, or maybe I will leave you limbless and let the rats eat you alive, they all sound so tempting"

I smiled at him, almost mocking his childishness, I had wondered if his psychotic murderer appearance was just a façade, he was probably a very sweet person underneath the homicidal sociopath, or at least could be.

"Here's an idea why don't you have Lawliet kill me that way it can be another thing he has taken away from you, You pathetic scum. You think because you have no problems killing that you are superior, you think you can try and make me feel any different towards Lawliet? You will have to try better than trying to tell me that your brother killed your parents."

I looked down at Lawliet, he was still lying there, he flashed me a quick wink letting me know he was doing fine. I turned my concentration back to B and I leaned forward in the chair, grabbing his attention. His bright red Shinigami eyes reaching in a poking at my soul, taunting me. I may not have had the strength to fight but I was going to defeat him one way or another. My face was only a few inches away from his, we were breathing the same air. I knew that B had never been loved or cared about, which was why when I started to speak to him like one human would to another he quickly opened up without hindrances. I knew that if I could charm him then he would be as good as broken and Lawliet would have the opportunity to take control of the situation. If Lawliet was responsible for their parent's death, then that was what he had felt guilty about the other night. Even if he had killed them with his own hands it didn't make any difference to me, killer or not he was still my Lawliet.

"Let me ask you something B, have you ever had a friend before, have you ever had someone love you before, have you ever even been kissed before?" I asked him quietly leaning in closer to him, my lips almost touching his. He didn't move he just sat there, his eyes almost fading to a complete blank. It had been the first time he had even been this close to another human being, I could feel it working, any moment I was going to take the win.

"Psychopaths don't need love only death and blood" he replied to me quietly, still not moving

"You and I have a lot in common you know B, we have both killed simply because we could, it's a thrill isn't it B, to take someone's life with your own hands, to have the power running through you like a million volt current. Having their blood all over your hands and face, lapping it up like a hungry wolf, starving, wanting more. Watching someone beg as they breathe their last breath to you, pleading for you to stop and knowing you have the power to do as you want to that person. Let me ask you B, have you ever choked someone while you fucked them? Have you ever seen the look of fear in their eyes because they don't know if they are going to live or die while you penetrate them, hard, deep and furious with passion and complete dominance. Do you want to know how many times I have done that to your murderous brother?"

I had never done such a thing to Lawliet, I never had done anything like that to anyone but he was completely captivated. I spoke softly and calmly mimicking not only Lawliet's but B's monotone voice. He had looked at me like I had put him in a trance, hanging on every single word of mine.

"I beat the absolute fuck out of him once before I fucked him, his blood was all over me. You know what B, it gave me the hardest, hottest, throbbing cock, it made me want to cum and cum and cum until I fucked him unconscious, do you know how good that feels B, to be fucked like that?"

I felt disgusted in myself for what I was saying, none of that was me but it did start to sound a lot like what Kira would say, B would adore Kira and the more he clung to what I was saying, the more I could feel Kira coming out. It was an uncontrollable force, as much as I tried to stop it, I knew that if I kept going Kira would come out and I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to stop myself from killing not only B but Lawliet too. He hadn't even blinked yet, I had to ignore his eyes, if I could seduce him while thinking of L it would be as easy as cake. I just had ignore the color of his eyes, he looked exactly like L in every single way, he even had the same gleam of desire in his eyes that Lawliet had when he wanted me inside him.

"I have had a change of heart Light Yagami, I have a proposition for you"

B said softly without pulling away from me

"Go on, I'm listening" I replied starting to feel more like myself and less like Kira

"You will stay here, as my pet and he will go free. You will do what I say when I say it and you will be my bitch, I will do what I want with you and if you so much as complain I will fucking kill you, do we have an agreement?" B asked

I nodded my head and pressed my lips against his, taking his tongue and pulling it into my mouth. He was scared and I was disgusted, his entire body trembled and I could feel him trying to pull away from me but physically unable to. He closed his eyes and devoured my mouth. For a psychopath who had never been kissed before he really did have a natural knack for it, to me it felt exactly like Lawliet it was hard for me to try and continually convince myself that it was B I was kissing and not my fiancé. I pulled my mouth away from his a trail of saliva dragged between our mouths. I looked into his eyes, trying to see what he felt. I brushed his black hair away from his face and I smiled sweetly at him.

"I promise I will take care of you" I said to him

He stood up and pulled me up out of my chair. He grabbed me around the throat with one hand and around my hip with the other, forcing me against the wall. I couldn't deny it, making out with B was giving me mixed emotions, I hated him, I wanted him dead I wanted to strangle the fucking nut right there and then and yet a part of me wanted more, more of him. I had to try and stay focused if L was going to kill him then I had to make sure that B stayed fixated on me the whole time, I couldn't risk him seeing Lawliet get up and make any movements that would indicate a preemptive strike. If Lawliet was watching any of this I knew it would be killing him, but I had B in the perfect position, he was completely vulnerable and as soon as I could convince him that I wanted to be his first lover then he would be wide open for whatever Lawliet had planned for him.

I reached up his shirt and ran my hands along his torso, his pale skin bunching into small goose bumps against my palms. He loosened his hand around my neck and dropped it to the waistband of my track suit pants. He rested them there, I was worried that the gun I had tucked into my pants was going to fall and it would all be over for Lawliet and myself. I had to distract him, I placed my right hand on the button and zip of his jeans, it amazed me that even for grown twins who didn't even see each other how they could dress exactly alike. I loosened the pants and watched as the fell to the ground and around his ankles.

"Do you want me to fuck you B, do want me deep inside you?" I asked him whispering into his ear

He didn't have to say anything the grip he had on me was enough to tell me he really did want me. I knew it from the moment we spoke B was not very smart at all, hell bent on destruction and hatred had made his mind fogged, he probably could have been just as great as Lawliet but he had let the past run his life and made him the bitter, evil man that he was. I felt somewhat bad for him, everything he was missing out on, a brother, a brother in law and nephews. Stupid, stupid Beyond Birthday, you have no idea all that you could have had.

I was starting to feel the guilt of feeling like I was cheating on the man I had loved completely, and while he was in the room. I didn't know if he was going to be able to forgive me for what I was doing and to someone so despicable and so evil. I was prepared for him to end up leaving me, providing we both got out of this alive. I knew that Lawliet had loved me and I knew there was nothing he wouldn't do for me but I didn't know if he was going to be able to handle the fact that I was only minutes away from fucking his sick brother. I grabbed B's hand and pulled him towards me, stepping out of his pants as he allowed me to walk him across to the table where Lawliet had been pulled off from. I could see the chains that B had wrapped around Lawliet while he was on the table and I could see my lover pulling himself off the floor. I looked down at him as I twisted B in my arms so he was now bent over the table with his back against me. I couldn't let him know that Lawliet was making it to his feet so i slipped my hand under the waist band of his silk shorts and I began to rub B's hardened member, as soon as I touched it, I felt dirty and disgusted with myself, even though his kisses were great now that I was actually touching him, I wanted to chop my own hands off. He lowered himself down to the table more, his arms were becoming weak

Lawliet grabbed the chain as quietly as possible, it was lucky that B's loud moans had blocked out most of the noise. L raised completely to his feet. I kept rubbing B's hard member but moved off to the side as Lawliet came close to us. I suddenly let go and Lawliet wrapped the chain around B's throat. I tried to wipe my hand on my pants, even though I knew it wouldn't make me feel any less disgusted in myself, I looked down to make sure that I hadn't become turned on in the procedure of making out with the mental Shinigami eyed fruit cake. I was as flaccid as a drooping, dying flower.

I watched as L pulled on the chain and B struggling to breathe. I could only imagine how much L had been wanting to do that, after all the torture he had suffered whilst under B's command. I could imagine how much he had to go through. The blood, bruises and cuts all over him had been definitive proof that he had been badly mistreated, I could only imagine how much he would have wanted sweets while he was choking his twin. I watched as B had become floppy against L. Lawliet pulled away the chain and watched as B dropped to the floor with a thud, he was still breathing so I knew he was just unconscious

"Light, help me pick him up and put him in the chair" Lawliet said.

I did as he asked and helped L pull his brother off the floor and sit him in the chair. I grabbed the chain and began to wrap it around the unconscious body and around the back and the legs of the chair as securely as possible and locked it in place with a padlock.

"Lawliet, I am sorry, I didn't know what else to do, I didn't want to hurt you but—" I said pulling him into my arms. I held him firmly, he had winced under the pressure and loosened my arms forgetting how sore he must have been

"Light, you do not need to apologize, I of all people understand the extreme steps one has to take in order to achieve the goal they set out for. I do not blame you at all, I am grateful. You risked your life to come for me, you did things that I know will most probably haunt you for the rest of your life. I am 100% sure that will suffer much longer then I will have to. What you have done for me is something I will not forget. You are my hero Light and all I want to do is get out of this disturbing place, go home pack up our lives with the children, move away and marry you"

I leaned into his mouth and kissed him. The kiss was of complete love and admiration. I had missed him so much and this was all I had wanted, to have him safe and alive and I was even going to make it to live another day. I could feel how much he appreciated what I had done for him in the way that he had kissed me, so much more desirable then B's. He pulled away and smiled at me the best that he could. He began to head for the door. I took another look at B, he was starting to stir and it had stopped L in his tracks. We both stood there staring at B as he came too, realizing he was chained up securely, he tried to struggle out of the strong hold of the iron.

"I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU, I WILL RIP OUT YOUR FUCKING THROAT AND I WILL EAT YOU ALIVE" he yelled glaring straight at me, the truth was he did look completely frightening. Those Shinigami eyes had sent a shiver down my spine.

I rolled my eyes at him, trying to shake the shiver. I walked up to him and reached into my pants and retrieved the gun that I had tucked into my underwear just in case I needed it. I pulled it out and pointed the barrel right in between his eyes. Lawliet came a stood beside me and laced his arms around my free one. He pushed his body against mine tightly, just staring down at his brother. B's gaze switched from mine to L's

"You killed my mother, you killed my father and yet you stand without the world on your shoulders, where is the justice in that?, you deserve to die, you deserve to suffer. I am glad that those cuts will heal to scars so you are constantly reminded of me" B growled through clenched teeth. Lawliet let go of my arm and walked to his brother, kneeling down on his knees and placing his hand on B's.

"I didn't kill our parents B, I had nothing to do with how they died. You did. You had been the reason our father had killed our mother, you knew that he would crumble to dust. I didn't have anything to do with their deaths B you did, you had been so riddled with guilt that what you saw in your mind was the complete opposite. You could have had it all B, you could had everything. You screwed up, you made the mistakes, not me. I have felt responsible for too long for something you did, because I had hoped if I had carried that burden then you wouldn't and you would lose the hate you have with in you. I was so very wrong B, I love you but you have to die" Lawliet stood up and grabbed the gun out of my hands

Their father had been the mysterious silver dust that was besides their mother's body that was written in that newspaper article I had found.

He pressed the gun against his brother's skull

"Goodbye Shinigami B" he said quietly, he closed his eyes and he pulled the trigger.