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"Just promise me please." His voice a little huskier than usual.

"I don't know if I….ouch, you're hurting me." He had started squeezing hurt hand hard.

"Have you…have you killed someone?" I looked at him in horror. He still wouldn't look up.

"Yes." He finally whispered.

I looked at him in horror. Had I been so out of touch that I couldn't see what my best friend was getting into. I wanted to scream or cry but all I could do is stare at him. He let go of my hand and I wanted to pull away but instead I found myself pulling me closer to him. I lay my head in his lap and wrapped my arms around him. He put his hand in my hair and the other on my back.

"Kagome…"

"Don't….not now…not here." I whispered into his kimono, but somehow I knew he could hear me. His aura grew kinder and he held me. I just breathed in his scent and snuggled into his lap when my head bumped into something I'm sure that it wasn't meant for me. I pulled away and cuddled up under the covers. Inuyasha cuddled right up to me.

"Inuyasha…" He lay his head atop of mine and whispered in my ear.

"Kagome, I'm going to kiss you." My eyes widened but before I could make a move he planted a kiss on the nape of my neck. I automatically stretched my neck out for more and he didn't pass up the chance to be intimate with me. I turned to face him and put my arms around his neck. Before I could blink his mouth was on mine. I sunk deep into the kiss but before I fell I pushed away. My heart and soul very afraid of what was to come next. At first he didn't let go, but when started to squeal in his ear he finally released me. I rolled back over and shuddered wrapping my arms around myself. Inuyasha was shocked and confused.

"Kagome…" He caught the gleam of my tears rolling down my face. It was then that he got up and went to sit on the couch. He couldn't touch me or I freaked out. He didn't want to upset me. I cried remember all of the nights of passion I had had before that had ended in nightmares. I cried until I was so tired all I could do was sleep.

"Inuyasha…" I called out to him.

"Yes Kagome." He turned his attention to the bed he only dreamed of warming with passion, but I wasn't ready.

"Could you come sleep on the bed, I don't feel safe." I heard him get up and come this way. When he sat amongst the blankets I looked up at him with my big chocolate eyes. "Inuyasha." I whispered. He looked down upon me. I lifted the blankets up some. "Get in." He raised an eyebrow. "Yes I'm scared but I don't want to be. Get in. If I need my space you'll know." He crawled into the blankets with me and I wrapped my arms around him. Once he put his arms around me the hardness melted away.

"I'm sorry." He whispered in my ear. I just buried my face into his chest. He had shed the top of his kimono on the couch. An erection emerged and Inuyasha started to push me either out of embarrassment or for myself. I pulled myself in.

"It's okay. Yes I am scared but hold me tight. Please don't try to….just hold me that's it." He nodded and accepted me back into his arms. I could feel his manhood pressed against my lower half. I don't know what came over me but I started kissing his chest. A low growl escaped his throat and instead of fear I was filled with pleasure. I never thought I could enjoy this.

He pushed against the small of my back and arousal spread throughout my body. I wanted nothing more than him, just him. I raised my mouth to his. He was hesitant at first but when I asked for an entrance I was not denied. He pulled off my top and rubbed my back. I wanted him to feel me and didn't understand why he wasn't. Suddenly there was a thumping. I pulled away.

"I'm sorry." He said immediately and started to move away. I grabbed his hand.

"No it's not you, the baby." I said. Concern flooded his face as he looked down to my bare stomach.

"Is everything alright." He looked pretty funny with that look on his face I could tell he didn't know what to do.

"Feel." I put his hand to my stomach. Lone behold the baby was moving. I couldn't pinpoint the look I saw on his face next but before I knew it he had his ear pressed against his stomach with his hand pressed against the small of my back. I suppressed a giggle so that he could hear. He came back up to my level and hugged me.

"That's amazing." He whispered in my ear. I rolled over and placed his hand on my stomach.

"Let's go to sleep, I'm tired." He nuzzled my neck and stroked my stomach. Tears started to roll down my face.

"Kagome, am I doing something wrong?" I choked back a sob.

"I didn't think this baby would be loved." I cried.

"Why wouldn't it be loved?" He was still rubbing my tummy.

"Because…no one loves me and I haven't see real love since my parents died. Naraku wouldn't love it or me." He pushed too hard on my stomach. "Ow, Inuyasha!" He loosened his grip.

"Don't worry about Naraku. The baby shouldn't want his love anyway. No one should. I care about you and that baby. That should be enough. Besides don't you love your baby?"

"I didn't think I could. After how it was conceived, but I guess that's not the baby's fault now is it." I placed my hand over top of his and continued in the rhythmic circles.

"No it's not. Don't let the baby be mistaken for Naraku. And Kagome, I don't think I should be around after the baby is born."

"Why?"

"Because that's who I killed."

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