My loyalties are to you. My refuge.

I finally got close enough to hear clearly. I struggled to catch my breath as I listened.

"I have to see her; you have to let me to her!"

"Can you give us your name and relation?"

I held my breath for his response and peered into the ambulance.

"Izayou, Izayou Fang! She's my mother!'

It felt like my heart had stopped, but that couldn't be true since it was beating in my ears. I grabbed Inuyasha's arm. He threw me to the ground. I tried to be sympathetic to him but it scared me the way that he could just cast me aside like I didn't mean a thing to him. I couldn't watch anymore of it. Inuyasha crying in his struggle and the flames taking everything up. I ran.

I ran, and I ran. I kept running blindly, I knew it wasn't safe but I didn't care. I felt as though Inuyasha had become just as the thing that I feared most. Naraku. A crevasse. For a moment I was freefalling before the pain. The excruciating pain and then it was dark.

I woke only to find myself back with Haruo. I was lying on their couch. Ayame was doing her best to make me comfortable.

"We found you lying on the side of the road." She whispered, "We didn't know what to do so we brought you inside. Do you want us to call an ambulance?" I shook my head "no".

"Where is Inuyasha?" I asked earnestly. I felt terrible for running, I didn't know what had come over me but I shouldn't have run off like that. He needed me, and he was always there for me. Always. Neither of them knew where he was. I stood up quickly.

"I have to get to him!" I cried. Haruo pushed me back onto the couch.

"You are injured. Stay." I didn't fight hard. I had my babies to think of. Ayame guided me upstairs tot eh spare bedroom and left to call an ambulance. I rolled onto my side not even noticing the door shut behind me.

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I woke to a hand over my mouth. I struggled against it and tried to bite at it. He pressed himself against me, his manhood pushing against my bottom. I started crying. I didn't want to live anymore. I just wanted to die. I wished that he would kill me. Idea! I stuck him in the ribs with my elbow causing him to cry out in pain but he didn't loosen his grip.

"For that one I do this." His whispered, his words tapering as the hiss of a snake. He released himself and pushed it up my rectum and started pumping. I tried to scream from the pain but nothing came out. I was choking from crying so hard. He squeezed my breasts firmly, painfully with his free hand. His hand left my chest and rubbed my pussy. He inserted his fingers getting off all the more and started thrusting harder. He froze.

"Do you want me to stop?" He asked in a hushed whisper. I nodded vigorously. "Then you shouldn't have done that." He laughed an evil high pitched laugh and continued with his game. That's all that it was. He took his took fingers within and thumb out and squeezed my uterus. It flared through my entire abdomen. I started thinking about my babies only to realize that I was skinny again. That they were gone. I struggled furiously hoping to get away and find out what happened. He exploded inside me and left me writhing on the bed in pain.

"You're a lot better now that your stomach has flattened. A lot more feisty too." He smirked remaining in the shadows. I heard the click of a light switch and looked up at him. He wasn't there, nothing was. I had come to realize that I couldn't see him. I couldn't see anything. I was blind.

I shuddered from the pain and started to try to crawl away. I got to the edge of the bed and felt as if I were to fall into the Grand Canyon. I started crying but didn't feel the tears until they were halfway down my cheeks. My eyes were numb. I started reaching for the floor.

"Oh no you don't!" He spit at me and thrust deep within it again. The pain burst through me like a lightening bolt. I caved in and let sleep take over so that I didn't have to feel the pain.

Inuyasha sat by his mother's bedside praying that she would wake up. The doctors had said that she was stabilizing and that she would make a full recovery if left undisturbed by more catastrophy. He knew that wasn't going to be the case. He knew that this was no accident but that she had been attacked, not simply caught in an accidental fire that they had ruled it as. Especially after the police had let the case go.

This whole situation was wrong. He had finally saved her but she wasn't safe at all. None of them were. Not as long as Naraku was alive. She was finally ready to talk about him and now she… where was she? He stood up fast and looked around the room. He could have sworn that she had been right by his side for every part of it. She was no where to be found. He ran out into the waiting room and still could not find her. She had no friends.

Damn it! he thought to himself. He ran back into his mother's room.

"I love you; I'm going to find Kagome." He whispered to her as he kissed the back of her hand. He scribbled a little note in case she woke up and left in search of Kagome.

I woke up seemingly alone. I felt around trying to figure out what sort of room I was in. I couldn't feel any clothes on myself but I was tangle in the sheets. I tried to get out of them but I was on pain and bleeding from unmentionable orifices. I heard a soft cooing. I crawled out of the sheets and walked slowly to the sound.

I reached my hand out to feel what it was. My hands fell over smooth skin, soft as a baby's bottom. Following the curves I realized that it was a tiny human, that it was three tiny humans. They were my babies.

I bid you adue.