A Place in My Heart
Chapter Four (Wow, have I seriously got this far?)
By the one and only... ILOVEDOODLE!
*THIS ONE IS IMPORTANT.
Dedication: decided I'm going to do one! So this chapters dedication is to NujabesebajuN who has reviewed every chapter so far! Thank-you, your approval is much appreciated.
AN: I'm kind of hyped, just to let you know. I got four reviews just on the last chapter! So thank-you to all of you! I know you guys don't like the Bori, and you have all kind of figured out that it was just to make it more interesting. Some kind of Bade in this chapter...
So apparently, according to one of my friends and one of my followers, they want more lemon or whatever you call it. SO, I attempted at doing some and this was the result... (It's at the end). it's not very... intimate... because at my age, I hope you don't expect that;). Hope you enjoy anyway!
"Wow Tori, you look beautiful" Beck said to her, his mouth hanging open as she walked out of the house. It calmed her nerves slightly. Beck opened the door of his truck and Tori stepped inside, curtsying jokingly as if she was some kind of princess. Beck laughed.
Yeah, Beck thought Tori was hot, he loved how thoughtful and funny she was, but he seemed to compare everything she did to Jade. Tori was so nice, and he liked that, but he missed the arguments he had with his ex girlfriend. He missed their love-hate relationship. He hated to admit it, but he missed her.
The house was huge, and the place was already alive when they arrived. People were spilling out of every corner and music was pumping so loud that Tori had to cover her ears. At first glance, she kind of regretted giving in to Beck so easily. Suddenly, being home and drowning in her sorrow seemed like such a better option.
Tori stayed by Beck. She felt pathetic, she didn't know anyone, and was too shy to go and introduce herself. She could tell Beck was getting annoyed, girls were coming over to him and talking to him, and Tori would just stand there. She felt miserable.
She saw Jade, who was constantly flirting with someone new right on front of her and Beck. She felt as if Jade hated her even more now, as she had personally threatened Tori to stay away from her ex because of the fake thing they had going on. I guess she didn't really expect anything less from Jade.
Most of the girls there were pretty, how could she compete with that? And after an hour, there was still no sign of André or his demon girlfriend. What was the point in making herself look hot when he wasn't even going to show? She slouched down on a sofa beside her glumly, feeling like going home.
"Tori Vega, is that you?" A male voice said from behind. Tori turned around, and an extremely hot and peculiarly familiar boy was standing millimetres away from her face. Her cheeks flushed crimson.
"Derrick... I haven't seen you in an... er while" Tori stuttered. Derrick went to her old school, he was the school player. They had dated, he cheated on her, and he left Tori brokenhearted, well what she thought was a broken heart then. after that, she hoped she would never see him again. I guess that wasn't going to happen. 'Pull yourself together!' She told herself.
"Wow you've gotten hotter!" Derrick said, placing his hand around Tori's waist casually. He's flirting with you Tori, just let yourself go, it will be good practice for when André comes! She told herself, not taking one second to consider the consequences.
"You're not too bad yourself. I've missed you baby" she said, leaning in closer and pushing her boobs out slightly. Derrick seemed to like this.
Wow, this felt good. She felt like the old Tori, the slut from her old school who had gotten a reality check when she moved to Hollywood Arts. Not one part of her still felt for Derrick, but she was so desperate that she would flirt with anything.
"And how could I not miss someone like you?" He said seductively twirling her long brown locks around his fingers and looking right down her top. She had no interest in perves like him, she couldn't stop herself though.
"How many girls have you fucked this week then?" Tori giggled, stepping away from Derrick slightly so he would want her more. It worked, she could see his confusion. This was good practice, she was good!
"No-one yet, I'm hoping that will change" he winked. "How about that one" he teased, motioning to a slutty girl in practically bra and knickers. She watched him study her butt, but then raise his eyebrows disapprovingly.
"Let's go get her" Tori winked, grabbing his muscly arm and leading him off somewhere.
André had changed her more than she could see herself.
*skip this bit if you don't give a shit about Beck and Jade;)
Beck found it amusing watching Jade. He knew exactly what she was trying to do, make him jealous just like Tori was attempting to do to André. But whoever she flirted with, Beck would end up flirting with twice as many girls without even trying.
He was glad Tori had disappeared with some guy, because firstly it might be able to help her get over stupid André, and he would finally get peace. As much as he loved her, Tori was a little clingy. For some reason, he felt a little worried for Tori, as if he was her brother.
He looked over at Jade, she did look beautiful. Tori was beautiful, and at one point Beck thought he was going to fall for her, but Jade was beautiful to him, and nothing or anyone was going to change his mind about that.
It made him laugh watching the anger boil up inside her because she wasn't making him jealous, it was what he loved about her. He wanted so much to tease her, and then make out with her like they used to. But that would never happen, they weren't who they used to be.
"Hey, Beck!" It was Jade, right in front of him. Why was she talking to him? Yeah, he still liked her, but hadn't they broke up? Beck had never been nervous when talking to a girl, as he was so easy going. This must have been a first.
"Jade" he smiled awkwardly, standing up and wiping his now sweaty hands on his jeans. There was an awkward silence following that, neither of them knew what to say.
"How's Tori?" Jade smirked, in her usual teasing tone. Beck suddenly felt angry, did Jade actually think he liked Tori? No, of course not. She just wanted him to flip out, he knew her to well.
"Tori's great thankyou" He smirked, deliberately looking to his left and pretending to check some girl out. Jade's eyes flickered in jealousy. Beck grinned in achievement.
"I bet she's not as better kisser as me" Jade joked. Stepping closer towards him. "I mean it is Tori"
"Why are you always so horrible to her?" Beck asked. Jade stood there speechless, I think that was the question everyone wanted an answer to. Beck never had because Jade hated to be criticized. He didn't even know why he said it. She didn't answer, maybe she didn't know herself. "And I never kissed her"
"Shut up! Yes you did!" Jade joked/giggled, if Jade can giggle, leaning in again. "How about you compare us, ey?" She winked. Beck had other ideas, he loved Jade, but he didn't want this.
"I told you, I never kissed her!" Beck shouted. Why didn't she believe him? He didn't kiss Tori, yeah, he had fancied her for a split second, but that couldn't even begin to compare to how he felt about Jade, how he would always feel.
"Oh, no need to get defensive about it... everyone knows you were getting it on in the janitors closet anyway!" She shouted back. This was not true! Beck would never do something like that, and neither would Tori, if it was going to hurt someone.
"That is not true?" Beck gasped. Who had made this up?
"Belle? Anway, I saw you two together. It's like I never even existed in your life Beck!" Jade shouted back.
"I've never loved Tori, never done anything or felt attracted to her or anything! I was helping her ok?" Beck shouted again, stepping away from Jade, but not knowing where to look. Jade started to say something, but Beck cut her off.
"I was helping her make André jealous, but I love you and I can't get over you, when I should be able to easily! I don't want to admit to that because you'll get all cocky about it, or try and make me jealous or whatever... but I do ok?!" Beck shouted, dragging his fingers through his hair and sighing in distress.
"Why didn't you-" Jade started again, her voice broke in the middle. For once, she actually sounded hurt.
"Because I need to get away from all this for one moment. I just need to take a break and sort everything out, sometimes, it's not always all about you!" Beck shouted louder this time, and people started to stare. Why was he suddenly flipping out? There was silence again, Beck was about to walk away again when Jade whispered to him.
"I love you Beck, I'm sorry, for everything" Jade croaked, a tear in her eye. Beck felt bad. He wanted to say it back, because it was true, he loved her, but he couldn't bring himself to.
He grabbed his coat off the back of the chair and walked off without looking back.
Tori and Jade were similar now, they both had broken hearts.
Helping Tori was a stupid idea. Beck had now messed everything up with Jade completely. She said she loved him, but if he kept going off with Tori Jade was going to stop loving him and everything would go bad again.
Even though it wasn't meant to, the argument with her had just made him want her even more. He was so blindly in love with her that he was oblivious to everything she did.
He loved her so much, and he had to lose her to realise this. They were soul mates, nothing could stop that, no-one could get in the way of that and nothing was ever going to tear them apart again.
But for now, it was just gong to have to wait.
"Are you still a virgin Tor" Derrick slurred, asking the half naked Tori in between kissing her so forcefully it was almost uncomfortable. They had found an empty bedroom at the back of the house, at first they were just kissing harmlessly, but then it got to the point where Derrick was taking off her clothes.
Why was she doing this? André could have arrived and hiding away here wasn't going to make him jealous.
"Er, you're kidding me right? I'm most certainly not a virgin" she lied, still panting from the kiss, but then regretted it instantly. She needed to get out of here, and practically telling Derrick to fuck her was not helping. She didn't want to give her virginity to some pervy idiot, this was meant to be harmless flirting! Why was she such a slut?! She started to collect her clothes, she didn't want to do this right now, not with someone she hated.
"Where are you going baby?" The shirtless Derrick shouted, getting up off the bed and following her. "I want me inside you" he's drunk Tori! He grabbed her waist, but she wiggled free, walking towards the door.
"I'm going, I've got to go and meet my friend Cat" She lied again. She was Tori, she didn't want to hurt his feelings, but she didn't want to hurt herself even more either. She was just opening the door and slipping her dress back on when he jumped in front of her. "I've got to go Derrick, I'll see you soon" She pleaded again, trying to dodge him and get out.
"Cat? The stupid girl? Stay with me baby, I'm much more interesting" He purred. Tori bit her lip. "You look so much hotter with the dress off beautiful". He grabbed the dress, pulling it off her and tossing it aside. He grabbed her legs and forced them around his waist, Tori was forced to hold onto him. He forced his tongue down her throat and she had to stop herself from gagging. Why was he doing this?!
"Please, just let me go!" She whimpered, pulling away and trying to get off him.
"I'm not letting someone who's this hot get away, besides, if I do she'll kill me" He said, kissing her forcefully again. Who was 'she' Derrick was talking about? This all just seemed strange. Tori panicked, this just felt wrong, like she was cheating on André. This kiss wasn't magical... she was just a slut. She wasn't a slut, was she?!
"I have a boyfriend!" She shouted, trying to think of anything to get him away, to get away from his forceful hold.
"And I have a girlfriend. Don't worry, you're sexier. Make me erect beautiful" He ran his hands all over her body, then began to plant kisses down her neck and tummy. Was this meant to feel good? Because right now, she just felt scared, petrified even.
He had just started to fiddle with her lacy thong, which she now regretted putting on, when she shoved him off hard. he fell backwards slightly, and Tori landed with a thump on the ground. She didn't register the pain though, she just made a run for the door.
Derrick was angry now though, just as Tori opened the door, he came behind her and slammed it shut. Tori trembled, and slid down to the floor. She just wanted to go home. She didn't want to be Derricks sex slave! She wanted André!
Derrick slapped her arm so hard that she whimpered.
"Now you better give me a hell of a good time Vega, I want my money. I was nice to you before, but now if you don't do exactly what I say I'll hurt you." Derrick growled. Money? She wasn't paying him? He grabbed her hand and threw her on to the bed, and then pinned her hands down and climbed on top of her. Tori couldn't do anything.
Tori nodded scared, her eyes wide and terrified and a silent tear falling down her face.
"Don't cry baby, I don't bite" He sneered. Tori wanted to stick up for herself, to stop this jerk treating her like a toy, but she was petrified of him. If she wasn't such a slut in the first place, and had insisted on flirting with this bastard then this wouldn't be happening! She was just a pathetic coward who was about to get raped.
"Take off my pants, then suck my little friend" He ordered, grinning evilly. Tori did what he said. she hated him, but she was to scared to object. Her hands were shaking, and she struggled to unzip Derricks pants.
She wanted to die. She didn't think her life could get any worse but it had. The worst thing was, she could only blame herself.
André had just arrived with Belle. Apparently, if they arrived late everyone would look at them, they would be the centre of attention.
André didn't want this though, he was shy, he didn't want to be noticed, but Belle was too controlling. Of course, everyone had to notice her, and she had to have her little wing man following her around.
Belle was right, they had been the centre of attention, but for the wrong reasons.
She had insisted that he wore a tie that matched her dress. He looked ridiculous, and obviously everyone else -who were dressed in normal, casual clothes- thought this too. Or maybe the reason behind their sniggering was because André was quite the comedian. He had learned to just go a long with what Belle said or suggested though, and everything would be fine.
Even though he shouldn't be, because he had a girlfriend, he really wanted to see Tori. But anything they might have had between them after the dreaded kiss, was gone. Because Tori had chosen Beck over him. According to Belle, Tori had been slagging him off at lunch and she'd also walked in on Tori and Beck making out in the Janitors closet. He pretended to be more disgusted than jealous or upset.
He had a beautiful model girlfriend, so why was he thinking about Tori?! He loved Belle, and she was rich and beautiful, she just lacked personality. She started talking to one of her admittedly hot friends.
"This is my boyfriend André" Belle smiled, one of those fake sweet smiles that André hated. "And" He hated it when she called him that too. "This is Lily" André smiled at the petite blonde. "She owns the house"
"Hey" André said casually, smiling at Lily who was obviously another spoilt brat.
"I would introduce you to my boyfriend, Derrick, but he's disappeared somewhere, again" Lily rolled her eyes and Belle laughed, it all seemed a little too unnatural. A little suspicious. André just stayed quiet, and scanned the crowd for no other reason than he had nothing better to do.
"Belle! Omg, my dad bought me this dress from Spain. It's beautiful, it's by someone I've never heard before but apparently it's huge over there. But anyway... I checked the price tag and it cost him four thousand!" Lily squealed. Did he care? No. Was he forced to listen? Yes.
"Oh wow! Show me!" Belle replied, a little too eagerly. Knowing Belle, this was probably fake enthusiasm. André was about to slip, go and talk to someone because he didn't really care about the dress. But Belle grabbed his hand and started to walk away. He sighed.
"Sorry baby, but I promise after this we can get out of this hell hole and do something interesting" she winked, leaning forward and pecking him lightly on the lips. She was so thoughtful. André's heart fluttered, but what worried him was how the kiss he shared with Tori felt a million times more magical than this.
Many boys would love to be in his position right now, having someone like Belle practically beg them to get in their beds, so why wasn't he enthusiastic? He didn't want to love Tori, he hated her right now, but maybe it was his destiny.
"It's in here!" Lily squealed grabbing Belles arm and pulling her inside. Belle rolled her eyes at him. She was such a bitch at times.
As André was standing outside, he didn't understand why he heard the muffled scream from Lily saying "what the fuck are you doing to my boyfriend".
He ran in out of curiosity, but regretted it instantly. Nothing could prepare he for what he saw.
It was Tori, naked, lying on a bed with who he thought was Lily's boyfriend.
So many emotions were running though his head, anger, sorrow, shock... he almost fainted.
Wow, did I actually do a proper ending for once? Was getting bored of just Tori, so I decided to do a little bit of extra POV's (If you can even do that in third person?) so it's more interesting. What did you think?
So do you reckon Belle set the whole thing up or what? Did you like the Bade? You'll have to follow to find out;). Opinions are devoured, especially criticism! I NEED TO KNOW HOW TO IMPROVE! Oh, and if you have any plot suggestions please tell me too. do you guys want to see some Cabbie also?
P.S. don't read chapter two, re-read it and labeled it as 'shit'.