EPOV

"She's gone…She's gone… She's gone…She's gone… She's gone…She's gone… She's gone…She's gone…She's gone." I had been like this ever since she left me…since she left us. Turned her back and ran without looking back.

Why would she look back? A group of crazy vampires who claimed to know her, to stay with them, even after the one denounces his love day after day about some girl named Bella. She wasn't even my Bella anymore. My Bella was gone, trapped somewhere inside that mind.

Was she in there somewhere? Scared and alone, trapped somewhere we never thought to look? It was my fault she was gone anyway. I had left her. It was better she didn't remember that…didn't remember me. Didn't remember the pain that I put her through.

"Bel-la." I choked, I had her lullaby set to repeat on my radio, just listening and listening to it over and over. Anything that would bring me closer to the smiling Bella that I remembered.

Then the memories washed over me.

Bella sitting in biology looking beautiful as her eyebrows drew together in concentration over a problem.

Bella being ask out to the dance by all the boy and being annoyed.

Bella standing on my feet as we twirled effortlessly at the dance.

Bella and I at our meadow, kissing, talking, being in love.

Bella Holding onto me as we ran together for the first time.

Bella smiling hair ruffled by the wind blowing in through to car window.

Bella sleeping soundly whispering my name.

Bella confused as I ran away from her in the forest.

(Remember technically most of New Moon and All of Eclipse don't factor into this cause Edward Left.)

As I thought these over, curled up on the floor of my room her name kept running through me mind. Never leaving. It would always be my who hurt her.

Bella.

She was gone now though. Gone and no one knew where, chased away by me. I was a monster. I was disgusting, sick, evil, detestable. I was in love, I was hoping for a miracle, I was miserable.

DPOV

No sooner had Sam called and successfully booked us a spot at The Case, had Riley fallen asleep on my chest. She was dreaming softly, sometimes talking in her sleep. My arms wrapped around her, she looked so peaceful.

"Want to take her up to one of the bedrooms?" Aiden asked eyeing her sleeping form.

"No, not yet. I want to hold her." I said honestly. Aiden smiled at me softly.

"I understand, our family is back together." He said in wonder.

"Yes it is." I said.

"Sam should be back soon. It was a good idea to send him out to bottle some blood for her since she'll be too tired to hunt later before we have to go to the concert." I whispered resting my cheek on her head.

"You're really happy to have her back aren't you?" Aiden asked me. I looked at him, it was stranger now to see him, looking older than he had ever been, with darker hair, it really didn't look like Aiden, I shook off my stupor to answer him.

"If course I'm happy to have her back, I love her." I asked honestly.

"We all do." Aiden said.

"We can never lose her again." I said stroking her now black hair with my hand.

"Agreed." Aiden said watching the movements of my hand.

"Hey boys, I know that you're all happy about her being back but don't you think you should let her go and sleep in one of the rooms since it's bound to get more noisy?" It was Caroline. She was one of the vampires in this coven, but she fed on humans. She had bright red eyes, and sleek blonde hair that fell to her chin. Her facial features were sharp but in a good way, she looked about 18, younger than us in looks but way older even than my 207 years. She had the power to levitate things, anything, no matter how big it was.

"I guess you're right Caroline." I sighed and picked her up, carrying her to one of the larger rooms on this house…it wasn't like any of them were really used for sleeping anyway.

Caroline was a nice enough girl, her mate, Heath, was younger than her, but only by 20 years or something. Heath himself looked about 19, had the same red eyes indicating that he was not so into pacifism, and curly blonde hair. They did look good together, and his power as oddly simple her was about to control nature, no weather like I could, like plants and stuff. I was a weird one.

I heard that he proposed to her by spelling out "Marry Me?" in big red tulips. It really was romantic .Marriage. I wonder it I could ever get the chance to marry Riley. I looked down at her sleeping face one more time before I placed her on the bed, and pulled the blankets over her.

"Sleep tight." I whispered and kissed her forehead.

"My Damon." She sighed and turned over.

I loved her so much.

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