Ok I know that I haven't updated in like ever, so here's a little treat. This Chapter is a songfic, make sure that you listen to the songs with the story; I don't put them on there for my health ya know.
"Riley…"
'It's Bella, Damon. It really is." I said my head leaning against his chest.
"We have a show tonight love. Can you make it?" He asked, I'd been depressed ever since the day in the meadow with Edward, now that I had my memory back, I usually just sat and deciphered everything that ever happened to me.
"No, I'm not up for singing tonight, I can come and watch though." I promised.
"Alright, me and the boys have some all male songs that we wanted to try out anyway." He sighed.
"I'm sorry Dammy." I said.
"Why would you even say anything like you did Bella? Why would you ever talk about killing yourself after what you must have gone through when you thought you lost Aiden and Sam. Did you even stop to think about us?" He asked obviously angry, he didn't even make eye contact with me.
"No, I didn't Damon. Things have become so hard, I just wish I'd never met that family, then at the same time I miss them all the time, and I hate them, and I love you guys, and I'm being pulled in to many different directions." I said helplessly. His face seemed to the calculating my words. "But I love you Damon, only you, never forget that." I whispered and he kissed my head.
"I know Bell I know." He said stroking my hair.
"What time is the show Dammy?" I asked.
"It's at about eight, right now it's six so the boys are probably getting ready." He said and leaned down to kiss me.
"You should me too." I said against his lips." I felt him smile.
'Yeah, but they're getting reedy over at Heaths house." Damon said mischievously.
"So." I said confused.
"So we are alone." He whispered.
"Oh." I breathed and he kissed me again. Harder this time, and with more urgency. I could feel his body beneath mine, and his hands trailing up and down my body as I lay on top of him on the couch.
"Damon…we can't…not right here." I said between his kisses. He growled and lifted me into his arms and carried my up the stairs and into the room that we shared.
"Is this better?" He said seductively.
"Extremely." I whispered. I just looked at him, standing over me at the edge of the bed. His curly brown hair messy and his golden eyes alight. He lowered himself onto me, his hands sliding up my sides and my arms, holding my arms above my head.
His kisses were more passionate now, not so short and urgent.
"Damon…you have…to get….ready." I said, he growled at that and kissed me again.
"I want this more." He said in a rough voice. I smiled.
"Too bad go and get ready, we have to get going, besides the boys will be back soon." He growled but got up.
"I love you." He said kissing me.
"I love you too." I said, we as both proceeded to getting into the shower so we could get ready.
Short I know, but what the heck, I'm pretty busy right now.
Love
Lynn