"Edward! What is wrong with you?" I screamed at him,
"Nothing." He said casually. Damon, Sam, and Aiden were standing beside me growling like there was no tomorrow.
"Guy's chill the last thing we need is a fight before we go on!" I hissed at them and walked around Edward, who caught my arm and pulled me in to whisper in my ear.
Damon pushed him away after a moment and dragged me up the stage.
Our first song started and I belted to lyrics.
"I don't mean to run.
But every time you come around I feel more love than ever.
And I guess it's too much, maybe we're too young and I don't even know what's real.
But I know I never wanted anything so bad.
I've never wanted anyone so bad.
If I let you love me.
Be the one adored.
Would you go all the way?
And be the one I'm looking.
If I let you love me.
Be the one adored
Would you go all the way?
Be the one I'm looking for (stay)
Help me come back down
From high above the clouds.
But I blame this town.
And why do I deny the things that burn down deep I'm barely breating.
But you just see a smile.
And I don't want to let this go.
Really, I just want to know.
If I let you love
Be the one adored.
Would you go all the way?
And be the one I'm looking for.
If I let you love me.
Be the one adored.
Would you go all the way?
Be the one I'm looking for (Stay)
If I let you love me
Be the one adored.
Would you go all the way?
Be the one I'm looking for.
If I let you love me.
Be the one adored
Would you go all the way?
Be the one I'm looking for"
Edward as still out there in the crowd watching us perform, probably waiting to ambush me on my way down. Too bad I had three more songs to do.
" All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because
So long I was
So in love with you
So I thought
A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times were right,
But I couldn't talk about it
On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume
Myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods
You learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies
About the times
A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it
Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it
Guitar solo
Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, healing
And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between"
This song was so sad, it made me think of him, and since he was right there, why not sing it? He seemed a little hurt by the words, but he seemed hopeful too, whoops my bad. I smiled at him, there was no reason that I couldn't be nice, I didn't want to act like a bitch.
I motioned for the guys to pick up the beat for the next song, which I had picked out myself. It kinda sorted out the way I felt right now.
"Don't cry to me
If you love me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late
Don't cry to me
If you love me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late
So don't cry to me
If you love me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over
It's over
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine
So don't cry to me
If you love me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind"
He seemed confused by my words, well too bad I had one more song to do, one that was a little more geared towards this situation, it that was possible.
"Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke your promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.
This world may have failed you,
It doesnt give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke your promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie."
He seemed so much in despair that I couldn't take it anymore, I signed off and ran from the stage and out of the club, of course I had to run normal speed with so many people watching me, but Edward was outside and waiting for me before I even got out there.
"Edward what do you want from me? I can't be with you right now, I don't know if I ever can again, and yes of course I miss your family, they were like family to me too, but with you there it's too strange, and now I have my family, and maybe I'd consider living with you if I didn't have to worry about you and Damon biting each others faces off all the time, but that's just not going to happen ever." I said sadly.
"Bella I just want you to give us one last chance, you don't have to take me back now, but Bella, just come and stay with us for a bit, do it for Esme, and Carlisle, and Alice, they miss you so much Bella. They were so hurt when you left." He said.
"I'd have to think about it." I said.
"That's all I'm asking for." He said and then took off, honoring his code to keep his distance.
That night as I lay there waiting for sleep his words started to echo through my mind, the ones that he had whispered to me.
"I'm not giving up forever, just for now, just long enough to let you have some time to realize you love me. Because Bella I'll love you till the end of time." He had said, I guess we'd have to see.
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