What hurts the most,can be healed
"You just have no respect for me,Jack!" I yelled.
"No,wait! Kim,you dont under-" Jack tried,but got cut off.
"I don't understand? Is that what you were going to say,Jack?" I spat,then walked closer so we were nose to nose. "Well,I may be a blonde,but I hope you understand this! We. Are. Through. I am not and will not be your friend anymore,never speak to me again. Never!" I hissed.
Blinking back tears I raced out of the dojo,ignoring Jack calling my name. I knew then I had made the biggest mistake of my life...
~Wake up~
Kim
I woke up in a cold sweat,the tears still running. Another dream. I reached for my labtop,my dream still haunting me.
"I know what I did! You don't have to keep tourturing me on it!"
I hated how I made stupid choices without thinking. It had been three days.
Three days of tears.
Three days of regret.
Three days of pain.
I hadn't left the house,answered any calls or texts,or even gone to school. Which was easier now since my parents had gone on a business trip.
Jack had tried non stop to text me or call me. I ended up turning off my phone.
"I'm sorry,Jack. But a simple call wont fix this..." I thought and began to cry.
"Why am I such a idiot? Why can't I be calmer? Why do I have to be me? Just why?" But I was asking questions that would never have a answer. I'm not even sure I wanted the answer. I just wanted Jack back
I so I just sat there eating ice cream,and listing to Adele and Taylor Swift. What? I had lost my best friend and secret crush-just beacause a stupid arguement. It was just ripping me apart.
"I just wonder if Jack feels the same way..."
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Jack
"I am such a idiot." The thought bounced around in my head as I sat down with my food. Kim hadn't showed up for school,again. Just because what I said.
"I seriously took Jerry's advice on how to get a girl? And then used it on Kim? How stupid can I be?"
"Well,scientificly speaking,a human brain can only be two percent compasity at it's lowest-" Milton started,but Jerry burst in.
"HEY GUYS! I FITTED TWO NACHO CHIPS IN MY NOSE! WANNA SEE?!" Jerry screamed.
"But in Jerry's case,it could be proved wrong." Milton finished.
"Yet,I took advice from that guy." My brain flashed back to what all had happened.
~Flashback~
"You see,Jack. Girls hate it when a guy doesn't act in charge. You gotta show your the top dog." Jerry was saying.
"But Kim's not like other girls. Are you sure-"
"Yes! Don't question the swag,yo!"
I ignored the fact I had no idea what he was saying,and walked off. I couldn't wait for tonight!
~Time Skip~
The guys had just left. Only Kim and I remained practicing,I finally walked up to Kim,"Kim,sit down. We have to talk."
"Excuse me?" She said,looking at me weirdly.
"Kim,sit." I pointed at the bench.
"Um,incase you hadn't noticed,I'm not a dog." She smirked.
"Well then quit acting like a freakin' bitch,and sit down!" I lost my temper and shouted. Her mouth fell open,and I knew it was the wrong thing to say.
"Look Kim,I'm-" I tried but got cut off.
"YOU KNOW WHAT?! You just have no respect for me,Jack!" Kim yelled. It stung,but I knew I deserved it.
"No,wait! Kim,you dont under-" I tried,but got cut off again.
"I don't understand? Is that what you were going to say,Jack?" Kim spat,then walked closer so we were nose to nose. "Well,I may be a blonde,but I hope you understand this! We. Are. Through. I am not and will not be your friend anymore,never speak to me again. Never!" She hissed.
Kim ran for the front of the dojo,ignoring my calls after her. I saw some tears fall from her cheeks. I tried running,but she was too far infront of me.
Angery,tired,and frustrated I slammed my fists against a wall. It hurt-but also helped the anger channel out. I crumbled on the ground,buring my face in my hands. I messed up,bad.
"I just hope Kimm will forgive me..."
~End Of Flashback~
"DUDE!" Eddie screamed in my ear. I glared at him.
"What? You were starring off into space for like ten minutes!" He protested. I just sighed and shoved my ear buds in my ears. I put my iPod on shuffle.
A song started playing,and a idea formed in my head. "THAT'S IT!" I yelled suddenly,making everyone else jump.
"What's "it",Jack?" Milton asked,but I ignored him and ran out the room.
"If this wont get Kim to forgive me,nothing will."
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Kim
I was listening to "Rollin in the deep" again,when I heard a THUMP. I ignored it and hit replay,when I heard it again. I looked around. THUMP. Someone was throwing a rock at my window!
I finally forced myself to get up and unlock the window. I looked down and saw...Jack,with a guitar in his hand?
"What the heck is he doing here?" I was about to slam the window when he called out.
"Kim,just please hear me out." With that he started playing.
"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh..." Jack finished then looked again at me,"Look,Kim. I love you. I don't know how you feel about me-but all I want now is forgivness. Could you give me that,please?" He pleaded.
I sighed and jumped out the window,ignoring the shocked gasp from Jack. It was only like ten feet,and I had done it before. I landed infront of him,and said,"I forgive you...and...I feel the same way..." With that said,Jack pressed his lips against mine. It was a short but sweet kiss.
We pulled apart and smiled. Jack spoke up,"You know what? You sure look cute in your Hello Kitty PJ's!" He joked,and I slapped him.
"Way to ruin the mood Romeo!"
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