No More Questions
"What's that?" Seth asked while reaching over to my necklace and picking the tiny sandy wolf figure up between his two figures, his touch sent shivers down my spine as my breath caught in my throat.
It was Saturday morning and everyone was sitting on the sofas in the living room talking including the wolves, I had finally got around to introducing myself and I had to say they all stank but are great! Everyone seemed interested as Seth reached over and they were all staring at my necklace.
I looked up at Seth who had a smirk on his face.
"It was John's. He always said that one day I will be free from my Mum and a wolf would be there to guide me, cheesy right?" I smirked at him.
"Yeah..." Seth was amazed and it looked like he had zoned out completely.
"Who was John?" Nessie asked with a smile on her face.
This was the hard part, I was just about to open my mouth before mind reader butted in.
"Renesmee, what have me and your mother told you about keeping your nose out of other people's business?"
I scoffed "Yeah right as parents you should also keep your nose out of other people's business to set a good example, but as you're a mind reader it's obvious you can't do it which means your child shouldn't have to either." I replied, cheekiness in my voice.
I was replied from howls of laughter from everyone, mainly Emmet.
"I think you just got told bro." Emmet teased. This was replied with a hiss from Edward.
"He was my best friend from when I lived with my mother, can I show you, I have been working on a new spell for years but have had no one to test it out on." I looked at Carlisle the leader of the family.
"Go ahead." everyone nodded.
"You can let go now Seth." I smiled up at him but he carried on holding and staring at my necklace.
"Seth...Seth...hello anybody home." still no replied.
I got up real close to his face our noses nearly touching, this was a very good time to tease him.
"Seth" I wisped.
That got his attention and he was now staring from my eyes to my lips and boy I wanted to touch those soft li-
Ella no, focus! I shouted at myself.
"You can let go of my necklace now." I used my sexy voice I gained from my mother.
"W-what?" He stutters out.
"My necklace, let go" I wisped right in his hear going him to shiver.
"Oh, sorry." he said loudly he cheeks flaming pink, I chuckled.
"I didn't know you wanted me that bad mister." I said while winking at him.
He gulped in replied, his Adams apple going down.
"I...I...I" he stutters again.
"I'm glad you want me." I wisped in his ear again while smirking and my eyes never leaving him his heart beat going ten to a dozen.
I stood up and kissed his cheek, the scent of him was drawing me closer, it was weird unlike the other wolves he didn't smell of bleach that burnt your nose it was a nice Woodley smell that smelt of home. I stood back up sent him another wink and walked away making sure to sway my hips as I walked of.
"God she is good." Quill smirked at Seth.
"So damn sexy" Brady said. Seth growled in response.
"Whoa man just saying if you don't want her I'm up for it."
I giggled to myself, boys over the many years I have lived on this planet they never change. Not my fault they're so easy to wrap around my little finger and they would do anything with just a sexy smirk and eye contact.
I reached to my room and grabbed my magic book from my bed. I was reading it last night after Seth and I came back into the house after meeting each other in the woods and I got the gifts from Edward I was wearing both the slippers and the bracelet now.
Alice had a fit when I walked downstairs wearing them. *Flashback*
"Nooo…Ella what are you wearing?" Alice screeched at me while I was coming down the stairs in a plain black top, denim shorts and my motorbike slippers.
"What?" I asked dumbly.
"Those are a disgrace to shoes and I thought you loved them but no you go around walking in those things" She pointed at my feet to give exaggeration.
"But I'm only in the house and of course I love shoes!" I gasped fake hurt.
"I do not care that we are in the house you take them off now!"
"What? No way they're only some slippers"
"Take them off!" She repeated
"Come on Alice please?"
She stared at me pointing at the stairs telling me to go with her eyes.
Grr little pixie step-Mum, sooo annoying they're only slippers, no one except the family were going to see them.
I heard Edward chuckle as I walked past his room and into mine, great I bet that's why he gave them to me as he knew Alice would have a hissy fit.
I plopped them back by the side of the bed looking at them adoringly, they were so cool, oh well I could always wear them when Alice is out of the house and I'm up in my room I suppose. My feet now felt empty and uncomfortable. *End of flashback*
I ran back down the stairs, Seth was still staring at the space I left in but ignored him and went to sit on the floor on the other end of the living room, I opened the book to find the page.
"I thought you were showing us a spell not reading us a story, sexy" Brady said.
"I am" I replied simply.
"Or is that your sex position book where you going to make me do some moves?" He laughed but you could tell he was dead serious.
I laughed at that, "They're all in my head mister, but I wouldn't be with you if you were the last man on earth!"
"So old but so good."
"Just like me then?" I smirked up at him.
"So what do you say about me and you go upstairs?"
"No thanks."
"Oh come on don't say you don't want me?"
"Well that's what I'm saying!" I still had my head in the book looking for the right page as I spoke.
"Oh come on, sexy you know you want me."
"Nope."
"Oh yes you do."
I walked up you him and whispered in his ear.
"Look mate you're saying a lot of words I've already heard and they're all crappy so just fuck off and pay some respect to girls." I backed off with a discusted emotion on my face.
That was when he backed off. If this was before I moved in with the Cullen's I would have taken up the offer to pleasure my personal needs but somehow I felt disgusted at myself for having that lifestyle.
"Looks like your little girl does know how to defend herself from boys after all Jasper" Alice wisped in my Dad's ear.
I smiled at them of course I do, years and years of practise.
"Are you sure you're ok with me doing this?" I looked around to see if everyone was ok, they all looked fine.
"This is all my memories guys so no more questions after this alright, please even when your disgusted with them just please no questions" they all nodded.
"Maybe you shouldn't be doing this, these are your memories not ours" Esme soothed.
"It will be good as you will know who I truly am" I smiled at her.
"Only if you're sure" Jasper said.
"Yes Dad I am, but remember people no more questions, got it? "I was replied with yes and yeah's.
I got everyone in a line, I closed the curtains so it was as dark as possible and turned off the lights. It was pitch black, the only light was coming from the lights on the TV and the games consoles.
I closed my eyes in the middle of everyone whispered a few words and my thoughts were projected filling the room brightly.
The first memories was of my Mum holding me, a smirk on her face her whispering what should become of me and how to get men, I looked 10 years old.
The next was of the moans and grunts from her and the men she brought home.
Third was my first time, him looking pleased and happy as pleasure filled all his body, he kept shouting for me to do things.
I never cried.
There were about five of my memories filled with men all touching me.
Even here today it was like I was in the room again with the men I could feel where they touched and kissed me. It made me feel dirty.
The memories moved to John and his family how we met on horses. A smile grew on my face hearing his voice again.
I showed meals I had with his family. His Mum, Dad, Nan, four sisters and two older brothers all around the table laughing, the happiest I have ever felt until now.
Memories flashed of when I told him about my Mum and her men about her husband what he did to me. I showed the clip of him telling me of his necklace and him giving it to me as my first ever birthday present.
Then the screams started as I saw the house alight with all his family in it, I saw my Mum walk out the front door with a smile on her face. I ran in but was stopped by the pain she caused me and I feel to the floor, her stupid evil spells.
The next image was days after the fire I went in, nobody had gone in before me scared the roof was going to fall in. What I saw never left my mind and I don't think it ever will the family all cuddled up together but burnt to a crisp, their hair and eyes were gone leaving only black bone and some flesh. I could easily pick out John, I could see the ring he always wore on the right hand and his gold chain necklace. I could hear some of the girls sobbing as they saw, I knew exactly who was who, I dragged them out and buried them in the back garden and placed flowers on the grave heads.
The memories changed as life moved on to me selling myself to get money and to live. I showed when I got pregnant what it looked like, felt like.
Then the death of my baby came, tears threatened to leak over as I saw the baby's face as it closed its eyes and died, I heard the last beat of its heart. Carlisle was the next memories, his warm smile and personality, he visited me every day, the third person to ever make me smile properly and forget about some parts of my life.
Next to come was me turning as I heard some of the Cullen's gasp as if remembering their own change.
After that I showed me killing my best friend Rachel and me learning to control my thirst.
Days turned into nights and back to days again as I retold about School life, hunting, moving houses and also my sex life which I tried to stop but couldn't as the images where in my mind. The last sex experience was of the boys we walked past in the council flat. It then turned to rose bumping into my car and Emmet looking as hot as ever. I think it boosted his ego a bit, oops. I showed my first meeting with the Cullen's my first meeting of my Dad how I felt as he shoved me up the wall I could feel he had stiffened at that. I quickly changed the memory to sitting on the hammock with him a couple of nights ago. I showed how I felt seeing the motor bike as we drove to my old flat, I showed how much Edward annoys me with his mind reading skills I heard people snigger, and I showed them all of my new room and painting the one white wall. I then showed Seth how he made me feel and words that we shared in that day the last memories was of me loving the feeling of Seth touching my necklace and the chills he sent me each time he touched me even if it was by accident.
I ended my life story and reopened my eyes, everyone was staring at me. I was looking for disgust in their feelings but never found it.
"You went through all of that?" Emily asked, Sam's wife.
"Yep" I tried to fake smile which I was pretty good at if I can say so.
"But…"
"I said no more questions."
I walked into the kitchen and began to bake a cake. But I could still hear them talking about it next door, I was waiting for a discussed feeling towards me but it never came.
I turned the radio on and put BBC radio 1 on to drown the sound out, Maxim Park came on, books from boxes.
