Finally they talk about the letters! I didn't get as many reviews as I hoped for in the last chapter so please review! It's the only way I know if I'm doing a good job or not. I actually cried writing this chapter so I hope you like it! Enjoy!

Chapter 9:

He looks at me and says "This conversation is over go to bed."

He turns around about to leave the room. This is it I think to myself . Now or Never.

I take a deep breath and say,

"Why didn't you reply to any of my letters."

He stands still back towards me, "What?"

I was starting to get irritated,"Why didn't you reply to my letter?" I said louder.

He turns around to look at me confusion clear on his face," I never got any letters."

I glare at him, "Bullshit." he narrows his eyes at me,"Do you think I'm lying?" he asks.

"I know you're lying!" I say my voice growing louder."Why would I lie about something like this?!"

"Because you're trying to convince me that 730 letters got lost in the mail!" I all but yell. His eyes grow wide and his mouth drop,"730 letters?"

I groan,"Yes 730 letters a letter for everyday I was away!"

"Your wrote everyday?" he whispers. "Yes! God Dimitri I promised I would and I did! Unlike you I can keep my promises!"

He glares at me "What the hell is that supposed to mean?"

"It means that I kept both of my promises and you didn't!" I scream.

"What promise did you keep !? As far as I'm concern you didn't stick to your word!"

"Bullcrap! I promised you that I would write you a letter everyday as much as you deny it i know that I did! And I promised that I would wait for you!"

That shut him up. But then he had to go and open his mouth again,"You expect me to believe that you did not have any sort of contact with another guy in two years.

Is he calling me a whore?Now I was pissed off! "I didn't! As much as you don't believe me and it's obvious you don't I haven't been with a guy in two years! I did not touch or speak or kiss a guy in two years!"

"And why the hell would you do that?" he asks

"For you!"I scream,"For you you selfish stuck up asshole!" he was quite now. I take a breath and continue," You asked me to promise you , the day that I left, to not replace you with any 'American boys'. I kept my promise for you."

Now that he got me started I couldn't stop,"In the two years that I was away I thought about you every single day. I thought about how I had to hold on a little longer because soon I would be in your arms. And I hoped how you would stick to your promise. Your promise to wait for me. Your promised me that soon we would be together again. And you lied."

I whisper the final part even though I know he would hear it," God, I'm such and idiot for believing you would wait for me. A part of me wished that when I came back you would still be waiting for me, but it was wrong of me to ask that of you. "

Dimitri just stood their silent now moving but eyes filled with so much emotion.

"As much as I didn't want to believe it, I can't have you in my life, seeing you with Tasha, I dont want to be on the sidelines watching you fall in love, get married, have kids. I can't stand beside you approving of that knowing that every second is like a knife in my heart."

Tears started streaming down my face but I kept looking straight at him. His eyes were glassy too. "I've known you my entire life, and no one knows me better than you, hell not even my parents know me better." I let out a half hearted laugh though it came out like a sob.

"You were my other half. I don't know if you feel the same way but if you do then you know me well enough to know as much as I want you to be happy, I can't watch you be heppy if it's not with me." I say quitely.

" I have no where to go, so if you don't mind i'll stay here for the night, but tomorrow morning.I'll be out of your hair. For good."

Dimitri hasn't said a whole word through my entire speech though he was freely crying now.

This was it. I walk up to him and place my hands on either side of his face.

"Don't cry i'm not worth it." I say quietly. I lean up and kiss his wet cheek.

"I will always love you." I whisper. He stood there not moving one inch. But knowing him well enough if I did not move quickly and lock myself in the quest room he'll come after me. So I do just that. I run towards the guest room just as I start hearing his footsteps behind me. I get in the room not looking up once. Knowing that if I did I'd see him running after me.

I didn't get any sleep that night.

DPOV

I was in shock. I assume I was because if I was in my right mind the moment Roza started crying I would've pulled her into my arms and told her how much I loved her and only her. So the only explenation as to why I didn't do that would be because I was in shock. When she said that she would always love me I immediately snapped out of it. I started to run towards her but Roza knew and locked herself in the guest room.

I must've fallen asleep outside her door because when I woke up the son was out and her door was open. I stand up and walk into the guest room. It was completley empty except for the things I had before she came. Then something caught my eye on the nightstand. I walk towards it and see her pictureframe of us.

She left it behind. On purpose I assume. I grab it and sit on the bed. I put my head in my hands. "What have I done?" I whisper to myself.

I look back at the nightstand and find a folded sheet of paper. I open it and read it.

Dear Dimitri,

I'm going to stay at Olena's house she offered the couch in her living room. I wanted to thank you for letting me stay at your house. I'm very grateful for all your help. By the way I left the picture of us for you. Do what you want with .

-Rose

I really am an idiot. Just then my phone beeped. Hoping it was Roza I quickly get it. But it was just a text from Tasha.

Want to go out for lunch?

I needed to end this right now, no more putting it off. So I reply.

Sure, I'll meet you at your house?

I notice she said lunch before so I check the time. 12:30. Wow I was out cold, makes sense there wouldn't have been any other way for Roza to leave her room and for me not to notice. My phone beeps again.

I was going to take a shower so I can't open the door for you.

I start typing again.Don't worry I know where you keep the spare key.

She replies, Okayy, see you soon babe.

Yeah I definatley needed to end this.

I got up showered, dressed, and got my keyes to my car to go to Tashas. The drive was filled with thoughts off what I was going to do once I broke up with her. I was 100% that I was going to get my Roza back for a start.

I finally get to Tasha's apartment I look under her welcome mat and grab the pare key. Opening the door I hear the shower running. Tasha must have heard me because she said "Hey Dimka you can wait in my bedroom!" " Okay." I sit on her bed waiting for her to get out.

It must have been about 5 minutes when the shower turns off "Ugh Dimka I forgot a towel can you get me one from the closet in the hall?"

"Yeah, okay." I stand go to the closet in the hallway. It was filled with blankets, boxes, and towels. I grab one on the top but when I pull on it a couple of box fall from the top. I try to catch them but I couldn't.

"Dimka what happened?" I'll clean that up after I give her the towel. "I just dropped a couple boxes from the closet." I say once I get outside the bathroom door. She opens the door so her head sticks out she grabs the towel and says," You made the mess clean it up" she smiled and closed the door.

I walk back to the hallway and start picking up the boxes thank God none of them opened or else this was going to be more complicated. Most of them where shoe boxes. But the last one was a bit bigger and it fell sideways so some things fell out. I go to it and life up the box it was actually quite heavy.

Then what I see makes me stop.

The box was filled with letters.

Out of curiosity I pick one up and my heart freezes.

To: Dimitri Belikov

From: Rosemarie Mazur

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