Remus woke up in the middle of the night. He could hardly breathe because something was on him. He opened his eyes and saw Sirius.

"GET OFF ME?" he started to push him off, but Sirius wouldn't let him.

"Sirius?"

"Shhhh… sleepily time."

"Ahhhhh…" Remus screamed. Sirius jumped up

"What's going on?"

"Go away." Remus said turning away from him. Trying to go back to sleep. Remus felt Sirius lay back on his bed. He turned and looked at Sirius.

"What are doing?"

"I love you Remus."

"Sirius what are you doing?"

"I've been trying way too long to try and be the perfect someone. You'll all that I think about, all that I dream about."

"Sirius it's only been 18 hours."

"It's been 7 tortures' years; I love you I just needed to forget."

"Sirius I don't know what to say… I don't"

"Its okay Remus don't say anything." Sirius pulled Remus closer and kissed his forehead.

"I want you." Remus didn't dare say anything he knew he was going to regret this, but he also knew that he wanted this.

"I know its way too early for us to do anything, but I want this right to been an exception." Remus couldn't say anything. He has wanted this for a long time now. He wanted so bad to give in.

"Sirius I…"


Sirius woke up in Remus' bed. He was still holding Remus. Today was the full moon and he wanted to be there fir him. No matter what he had to do. He started to get ready for the day. Nothing happen last night, but then again it would have been a miracle if something did. He wished that he could take back what he did to him.

"Sirius?" Remus asked Sirius turned around and looked at Remus. He looked so so sick,

"Yeah?"

"I feel sick."

"I know… are you just going to stay in bed all day?"

"No we have a test next week and the review is today." Remus sat up and started to stretch. Sirius sat next to him.

"But maybe I'll sleep for another hour first." Remus said laying back down. Sirius started to blush for some reason he couldn't control his thoughts today. Sirius was aware of every move Remus made.

"I'll stay with you." Sirius said laying next to him

"No you need to go to class."

"No I don't not really." Sirius looked over at Remus. He wanted him so bad he didn't know what to do. He lend over and kissed his cheek when Remus didn't protest. He rolled over on top of him and got on his hands and knees. He lend down and kissed him and kissed him again, and again , and again. Things started to heat up when they did Remus said "Wait what are we doing?"

"Do you want me to explain how it works?"Sirius whispered in his ear.

"No I understand... It's just do we really want to do this?" Remus asked. Sirius started to unbutton Remus' shirt

"Of course we do, I love you and you love me what's not to get?" Sirius asked his neck.

"Yeah but didn't you hurt me or something?" Remus asked

"Shh… let's not talk about that the main thing is that I don't like James anymore like that… okay" Sirius said taking off his shirt

"But I don't know." Remus said, Sirius put his finger on Remus' mouth and said

"Shh… no but it's just you and me now and forever." Sirius started kissing him again.


James was in his second class for the day. He had no clue where Remus and Sirius were, but from the looks of this morning things were going good. James was relieved that Sirius wad no longer into him. He knew that only heart break would come of it. Lily was still always on his mind, and in everything he did. He had no idea what he was going to do. All he knew was that he was never going to give up. Would never stop. At least until she got married to someone else. The class was finally over and it was time for lunch. When he got to the great hall Sirius and Remus were all ready there, but there was something different about them. For the first time this school year they were both happy at the same time.

"What happen to the two of you?" James asked sitting down

"We made up." Sirius said

"It looks like you did more than that." James said with his eye brow raised.

"Yeah … now all we need to do is make Lily fall for you." Remus said

"I know the perfect spell." Sirius said

"No way… I'm done casting spells for a long time." James said


Remus was in the library with Lily. They were studying for a test that was tomorrow of course Remus wouldn't have to take it until next week. Lily put down her book and said

"I'm sick of studying"

"Yeah me too I have to leave to see my grandma in three hours."

"How is she?

"The same as always."

"So how is James?"

"Broken his really wants you Lily."

"I don't love him."

"Yeah but couldn't you just give him a chances?"

"I gave him a chance and it destroyed him."

"That wasn't a chance.. A chance is letting him sweep you off your feet. Not having friends go with you."

"Maybe you're right Remus, but I'm in live with someone else"

"Seriously you still like Severus?"

"He is just misunderstood."

"Oh really and the dark magic doesn't bother you.'

"Of course it bothers me, but he promised me that he wouldn't do any dark magic. Unless his family forced him."

"You're crazy Lily if you really end up with him then you will ether die or be running all your life. It that really something you want to do?"

"I…" Lily said the true is that is what she was wondering about to but even thought she didn't know what she was going to do she still love Severus. Sirius walked in the room and walk up to Remus

"It's time to go now." Sirius said holding out his hand. Remus took it and stood up

"See you later Lily." Remus tried to pull his hand out of Sirius, but Sirius wouldn't let his

"You're mine, and I want everyone to know." Sirius whispered in his ear. Sirius pulled him out of the library and they head to the common room to meet James.


It was five in the morning James and Sirius had just turned back into their human form. For some reason Peter wasn't there anymore they didn't know where he was these days

"Sirius picked up Remus." Remus was still asleep

"Okay…I'm surprised that this time went …so well." Sirius said

"You two had sex didn't you?" Sirius blushed

"So?"

"So now the monster doesn't see you as a threat anymore."

"But I wasn't in my human."

"What's your point?" James asked

"Never mind let's just head back." Sirius said leaving with Remus in his arms.