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Thank you to my beta Snapegirl3 for sticking with me on this. I hope you enjoy it.

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Previously on My Little Piece of Joy:

When we got into my room I closed and locked the door and turned on the TV just to muffle our voices a bit.

"So Bella what is it that you wanted to talk about?" Alice asked bating rose to it just as she was opening her mouth to speak.

"Well rose you know how you dropped me off last night………"

"Yeah Bells Why?" she looked at Alice then back at me.

"Well something happened." the looked worriedly at each other and then back at me again so I took that as the go ahead and told them everything that I told Jasper and what his theories were on why Jake wasn't acting like I was not only cause they needed to know but because if I hadn't one or both of them would have went out there and made a scene.

They hadn't said a word the whole time and when I was done they still didn't say any thing I was really shocked because that they would've had a mouth full of questions and comments. But nothing and for a while I might add. So I waited. Finally Rose spoke.

"How are you?" was her first question. That why they are my friends there were a bunch of questions she could've asked me and how are you was the first. I gave her a small smile.

"I'm actually good, you aren't mad that I went to Jazz first?" I asked looking between both of them Rose shook her head no but Alice didn't answer she looked a bit lost she hadn't said a word yet and it was starting to make me worry. Rose seen the look on my face then a shook her lightly she jumped slightly.

"Oh I'm so sorry what did you say? Her cheeks turning pink with embarrassment. I laughed a little.

"I said are you mad that I told Jazz first?" she looked slightly shocked by the question.

"No Bella why would I be? I know how much easier it is to get help from someone who is not so tangled up in the mess a different point of view on the situation. But are you okay and I mean really okay?" I was relived to know that neither one of them were mad at me for not telling them first. " so what are you going to do about James?" was her next question and by far the hardest to answer.

"Well I don't know for sure I'm just coming to terms with the fact that it happened and I don't want to ruin what we have you guys a Jazz are the only ones that know, Jake doesn't remember and I think its best kept that way for now." I answered.

"Well speaking of James where has he been lately and where was he at last night?" Rose asked changing the subject to a bit safer topic. I sent her a grateful smile.

"I don't know where he has been and I'm not sure about last night either he didn't answer his phone when I called." just thinking about how he has been for the last few weeks was starting to make me mad.

"so that's why your ignoring him, because of last night?" she asked. I just nodded my head

" Well he does deserve it I guess."

"Well are you ready to o back out there?" Alice asked after a while.

"No I'm just going to lay down go to sleep its been a long day and I have more wedding stuff to do so I have to get up early." I yawned feeling the affects of the day I said goodnight to them both and told them I said to tell everyone else the same.

I want into my bathroom to take a quick shower. But that quick shower turned into a long one which gave me time to think and with that came full force all the emotions I had held back over what was happening and I cried, for how long I'm not sure but the water started to get cold so I turned it off and got dressed for bed and went to sleep as soon as my head hit the pillow I was out.

I woke later to James getting in bed I looked at the clock on the night stand it was 3:00am and I know that I went to sleep around 9:00pm. He tried to snuggle close but I nudged him back he wasn't off the hook and he should've known better than to try and pull that shit with me then try this I don't think so!

"Sweets come on!" He whispered

"Don't fucking sweets me its three in the morning and your just now getting into bed! I want to sleep and your not off the hook for that shit a couple nights ago. so I suggest you scoot your ass to the other side of this bed or scoot your ass to the couch or home. Your pick! Goodnight." and with that I went back to sleep. My once blank mind was filled with a dream.

[Dream]

Skin on skin, russet on pale. Heavy breaths, grunts, and moans mine and his. Me then him pure bliss, my blue eyes looking into his brown. I could see in my own yes what not many others could. Love. A passion filled kiss. He whispered my name.

"Bella."

I woke with a start breathing hard. 'it felt real' I looked over at the other side of the bed James was still sleep, I expected him there but he wasn't who I wanted to be there at the moment and mentally chastised my self for it. I looked at my alarm clock it was only a few minutes till I had to get up. I went to go take a shower try and get the thoughts that swirled around in my head to stop the dream only adding to the mess. I couldn't let this set me back today I was meeting with the wedding planner, I needed to be focused ' it was a dream nothing more nothing less.' I told myself over and over again but the more rational part of my brain listened the more stubborn part refused to leave it alone and I was getting annoyed by hat fact. I didn't have time for this it would throw me off focus all day so I tried best I could to push it to the back of my mind.

I went back out to the room to get dressed James was still sleep. He needed to wake up so w could go and pick out the rings and go look at the place the wedding was going to be held. I walked to his side of the bed to wake him up, I shook him nothing I shook harder still nothing.

"James. James get up we need to go soon" I said with a shake. Nothing he didn't even stir. ' you sleep like the dead! Ugh!'. I went into the kitchen and grabbed a glass filled it with cold water and went back to the room I tried with the shaking and talking in his ear but it still didn't work so I poured the whole cup of water on him. He got up then.

"What the fuck Bella!" I laughed at the look on his face, it was priceless. "this isn't funny what did you do that for?!" he did look slightly pissed but I didn't care he should've gotten his ass up.

"Get dressed we leave in an hour." I was walking out the door to go make some coffee when I heard him mumble something about cancelling with someone but I didn't catch a name. but for some reason it rubbed me the wrong way along with the fact that he had made plans to go out knowing that this was our day to spend together ,shit it was his idea!

Jacobs POV

[Dream]

I heard moans and heavy breathing not just mine. it was dark. I realized I had my eyes

closed and opened them to a pair of stunning blue eyes. It felt like they could see right through me. I looked at the rest of the face and it was her. I was still thrusting into her faster and harder than before. She moaned and arched her back into me. My name came out a strangled cry of her release.

"Jacob!"

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-Nene