James was sitting in the common room by Lily's friends not really listening to what they were saying

"Lily… hello Lily?" Emma grabbed his shoulders James looked at her, eyes half open

"What" James whispered.

"Can I talk to you?" She asked

"I guess." James breathe, James slowly got up off the couch and followed Emma in the bedroom

"Are you okay?" Emma asked shutting the door

"What do you mean?" James asked

"It's okay Lily I'm here." Emma said hugging him

"It's James isn't… does it still bother you that he's ignoring you". Emma asked

"What are you talking about." James' asked surprised

"Two weeks ago I saw James brush you off, and you looked so sad… I know you say that you don't like him, but it looked like you were in love with him." Emma said still hugging him

"Lily's NOT IN LOVE WITH ME!" James screamed pushing Emma way and running out the door

James ran to the lake

"There's no way she likes me." James said to himself trying to catch his breath.

He started to run around the lake. He hated how weak this body was. He couldn't run nearly as long or fast as he wanted to. He wanted his body back so bad. He stopped running after 30 laps and collapsed on the ground. His legs felt like they were going to fall off, but it was the best he felt in weeks.

'Lily doesn't like me… she can't… there's no way' he said to himself

'But what if she does, would you... could you still give her a chance?' a second voice asked

'she hurt me… she's the reason why I'm so broken… she's the reason why I'm so cold... she's the reason why I'm so scared to fall in love… she's the reason I'm so afraid… I'm been waiting… I'm been searching… I'm been hoping and dreaming she would say yes…but I know the ending of this story she's never saying yes..' James screamed in his head. James got up off the ground and saw his body running toward him.

"There's nothing to worry about Sirius Remus is fine." Madam Pomfrey said

"What about the baby?" Sirius asked

"Yes the baby's fine too." Madam Pomfrey said she walked up to Remus and put a patch on him.

"What is that." Sirius asked

"Remus doesn't have enough hormones to balance out what the baby needs. So as long as his keeps his patches on he should be fine. I'm going to lunch as soon has he wakes up he's free to go." Madam Pomfrey said, she walked out.

"Remus." Sirius said kissing his eye's. Remus opened his eyes

"Where am I?" Remus asked stretching

"You're in the hospital." Sirius said

"WHAT!" Remus panicked

"It's okay only Madam Pomfrey knows why. Besides Madam Pomfrey said that if we didn't bring you. You would've died." Sirius said

"She always over exaggerates." Remus said calming down

"I don't care Remus, it would kill me if you died... I would die to." Sirius said getting angry

"Is everything fine... Is the baby...?" Remus asked

"She's fine Madam Pomfrey said that you didn't have enough hormones to support the baby. So as long as you wear a patch you should be fine, but you have weekly checkups." Sirius said

"She?" Remus asked

"Yes were having a girl." Sirius whispered. Remus started crying Sirius hugged him

"What's wrong?"

"When I thought I lost her…. I …"Remus said

"I know me to." Sirius said hugging Remus tighter

"But everything is all right now and Madam Pomfrey said you can leave as soon as you wake up." Sirius said

"Okay let's go I'm starving." Remus said getting off the bed

"Wait Madam Pomfrey said that you have to follow this diet and you have to replace your patches every eight hours." Sirius said picking up a box and a bunch of papers.

"Okay whatever come on I'm starving." Remus said grabbing his hand and pulling him out the door.

"You go ahead I'm going to put these in the room." Sirius said

"Ok I'll see you later." Remus said

"I love you so much." Sirius said kissing Remus

"I love you to." Remus said