I'm having a bit of writers block so if you have any suggestions of what I should write about please let me know!

Chapter 20

RPOV

The door opens and we got our answer.

Oh, this bitch was asking for a beating.

Tasha walked in.

"What are you doing here?" I growl at her.

She winces, "I wanted to see if you were okay." she says shyly.

"I'm fine, bye." I say

"Look, I wanted to apologize, what happened, it wasn't Dimitri's fault. He didn't do anything. He wouldn't cheat on you." she whispers.

"I dont' need your input thanks." I reply.

"Rose, Look what I did from the beginning was messed up, I never should have stolen the letters and I guess I snapped when I saw you buy the pregnancy test." she says.

"Why would you snap?" Dimitri asks.

"Isn't it obvious? Dimitri we were together for 6 months and we never even got close to having sex, and then your start dating someone knew and then a month later she's buying a pregnancy test, I was jealous." she concluded.

I felt blush crawl up my cheeks, why is it that somehow we always end up talking about our sex life.

"Tasha I think it would be best if you left." Olena says seriously.

Tasha nods, "See that was another thing."

"What?" Dimitri asks

"Olena never liked me, even trying to make her like me made her hate me more, it was always natural for you. You always got what I wanted." she says staring at me. Okay, creepy.

"What are you talking about." I ask her.

"The fact that you don't know proves it, you always got stuff without trying Rose, you got Dimitri, the love of his family, you got homecoming queen, you got class president in middle school even though you didn't even try. You didn't have to try for anything." She didn't says it in a mean way she just said it like it was a fact.

"I.. I'm sorry?" I tell her

She laughs quietly,"No, you're not. Because you don't see how it's a big deal." well that was true.

"Well, I just wanted to apologize, I wanted to hurt you, I wanted to see your face if you saw the love of you life kissing someone else, I never thought that you would get in an accident. I never meant for it to get this far." she says simply.

"Yet, you wanted to see me hurt. You wanted to break us up?" I say harshly.

" I wanted to hurt you but come on Rose, I might be successful in catching Dimitri off guard for half a second but we all know you guy's would have stayed together anyways, you would've worked through it. Because that's what people in love do." she whispers.

"If you were set on hurting us why are you apologizing?" Dimitri asks.

"Because I saw your face. I knew what happened might be a temporary bump in the road in your relationship and that was all I wanted. But when I saw your face at the wedding when Rose ran. It was like you were so scared you might lose her, I never saw that face when we were together. I was also there when you answered the phone and it was the hospital telling you Rose was in an accident, the way you looked it was as if your world was falling apart. I'm sorry." Tasha said looking down.

Dimitri and I didn't say it was okay. Because it wasn't. I wasn't gonna let her walk away guilt free.

So I just nod and Dimitri held my hand not looking at her. She took that as her que to leave. She turned to walk out and then stopped, "Is the baby okay?" she asks not turning around.

"Yes." I say simply.

"Good," she nods and leaves.

Everyone stayed quite, "Well, that was awkward." I huffed. Everyone laughs and nods.

The doctor walks in, "Well Miss. Mazur you are officially discharged." I nod and look down.

"Oh,um, where's my dress? I don't have any other clothes." I say

He grimaces,"Well you can have the dress back..." I nod" In scrap."

"Wait what?" I say.

He shrugs,"We couldn't find the zipper."

"Great, now I can go home in a dress the leaves my ass out for everyone to see." I say talking about the hospital gown I was dressed in.

He lets out an irritated breathe, "you can take the bed sheets wrapped around you." I nod if it was all I could get i'll take it.

He nods and leaves.

"Well," I say stretching my arms above my head and flinching when it hurt," if you want to get flashed stay." Everyone except Dimitri stood up and said they'll go wait in the car.

I laugh and turn to Dimitri. "Can you help me up?" he smiles and nods. He grabs my hands while I swing my feet over the bed. I put my feet down on the cold floor and try to stand up, that was a fail. If it weren't for Dimitri I would have fallen flat on my face.

"Okay, well it looks like you can't walk." he says.

"Hey! I can walk, it's just my feet hurt that's all." he raises an eyebrow and laughs.

I stand up straight and show him, he shrugs, "Okay then let's go" he says letting go of my hands and walk towards the door.

"Dimitri..?" I say.

"Yes?"

"Can you carry me?" he laughs "Of course my Roza." He cradles me like a baby and takes me outside. Dimitri puts me down at the front desk to quickly fill out some papers. Then he picks me up and takes me to the car. I fell asleep in the car on Dimitri's lap.

When I wake up I'm in bed with my arm draped over a muscular form.

RATED M STARTS

I snuggle deeper into his side and feel him wake up. I start leaving small feathery kisses on his neck

"Roza, I need to go to work." he groans

I ignore this and slide my hand under his T-shirt and start feeling his muscular stomach. My kisses go lower and lower till I reach the top of his shirt. My other hand starts pushing his shirt up.

"Roza you just got out of the hospital." he says huskily.

"Yeah and the doctor said I was surprisingly fine." I continue pushing his shirt up. Then I start kissing down his stomach. I was about to go further but then the alarm clock rang.

Irritated I sit up, my legs folded under me. I drape one leg over Dimitri till I'm straddling him. I gather all my hair over to one shoulder so it wont get in the way and then kiss him. Our lips move slowly and then his hands come up and grab my waist. I open my mouth and feel his tongue come in. I lightly bite his lip and he groans.

I start kissing down his neck, down his chest, then I finally get to the top of his pants. I unbutton it and pull the zipper down. Despite Dimitri's resistance he was quite excited. I pull down his bowers and his dick springs out.

I grab it in my hands and look up at him biting my lip. "Ugghh, Roza." I laugh and then slowly pump him in my hands. Dimitri's breath was coming out short and shallow. I smirked and slowly lowered my mouth over him I lightly kiss the tip and Dimitri moans loudly. "Roza,please."

I smirk and say," Okay, it's time for you to go to work." I stick him back in his boxers which was kind a difficult and got off him.

Dimitri looked confused, "Wait what?"

I shrug and say,"You said you needed to get to work."

He glares at me and I just smile innocently.

RATED M ENDS

I walk into the bathroom and take a shower. When I'm done and walk back into the bedroom Dimitri is still laying on the bed.

"Are you asleep?" I ask poking him.

"Yes." he grunts out.

"Yeah well you should be getting to work" I say laughing. I start getting dressed, I slip into a pair of skinny jeans and an over-sized knit sweater. I put my hair up in a messy bun and put on combat boots.

Dimitri went in the bathroom to take a shower and I sat down on the bed. I need to do something, sitting in a house all day was getting boring. I could look for a job. I would hang out with Lissa but she's on her honeymoon. Groaning I lay down. What am I going to do I fell like a freaking bum living off of Dimitri. Ugh guess I'm going job hunting.

Dimitri comes out and gets dressed to, "What are you doing today?" he asks.

"I guess I'm going job hunting, if I'm going to live here I have to star paying rent." I say shrugging.

"What! You don't have to pay rent." Dimitri replies.

"Yeah I do? Half right?" I say simply.

"Rose, your my pregnant girlfriend, you're not paying for rent." He says like it's the most logical thing in the world.

"Fine. But I still want a job I'm bored staying at home all day." I tell him

"You want a job to keep you entertained?" He asks raising an eyebrow.

"It's not going to keep me entertained but busy and I'll get paid sooo yeah." I say smiling.

He just shakes his head smiling and walks out of the bedroom. I get up and follow him to the kitchen. He starts making himself coffee. I just pull out a doughnut.

"You should start eating healthier " Dimitri suggests.

I sit on the counter "I eat healthy!" I exclaim.

He laughs,"Doughnuts for breakfast?"

"Well then why don't you make me breakfast?" I ask batting my eyelashes.

"I would, but I have to get to work." he says kissing my forehead. He pulls out his wallet and gives me ten dollars. "Dimitri I feel like I'm living off you and that's messed up another reason as to why I need a job."

He ignores the comment and says," Go to the café and buy something healthy, eggs or bacon or pancakes anything but doughnuts."

"What a waste of money I could make eggs and bacon and pancakes! Or well try." I tell him.

His eyes widen," Roza when I come home today, I want there to be a house here."

I glare, "Asshole!" He just laughs and says," Just buy breakfast."

"Fine, but I'll show you, I'll learn how to cook! "

"Okay Roza, I have to go." He gives me a quick peck on the lips and leaves.

Ugh, I'm alone. I look at the half eaten doughnut in my hand, was it that bad for the baby? I wasn't going to take the chance I jump off the counter and throw it away. What to do what to do. I guess I'll go get breakfast I quickly go to the bathroom to see how I looked.

What I saw scared the shit out of me. The bruise on my cheekbone was now a greenish purple. I had small scratches all over my face and the crack in my lip.

No way in hell was I leaving the house looking like this.

I sit down on the couch. Now what. My stomach growled. I think for a second then pull out my phone. I dial the number and wait for an answer.

"To whom do I owe the pleasure." I hear Adrian's voice. I smile, I haven't spoken to him since my welcome home party, I saw him at the wedding but didn't have a chance to speak to him.

"Hey Adrian I need a favor" I tell him

"Anything for the love of my life." he says dramatically.

"Can you buy me breakfast from the café, I'll pay you back but I can't leave the house." I say

"Why can't you get it yourself?" he asks

"Ugh, long story when you get here you'll probably see." I tell him.

"Okay Little Rose, what do you want?" he asks me.

"Hmmm, I don't know get healthy shit like pancakes and bacon." I say

"That's not partially healthy." he says.

"Well then get a normal breakfast please."

"Anything for you Little Rose."

"Thanks, bye"

I hand up and look around the living room.

I. Am. So. Bored.

I kick off the combat boots and then snuggle on the couch and turn on the TV. I surf through the channels till I land on a movie called The Possession. I was actually getting into it. But then the doorbell rang right when the little girl stabbed her dad with a fork.

I get up and walk to the door. I open it and see Adrian. He wasn't looking at me but when he did he almost shit his pants.

"Jesus Rose! What the hell happened to you?" he yells.

I glare at him and say,"Thanks for making me feel better." I take the food from his hands and walk back inside.

He walks in and closes the door.

"Really Rose what happened? Did Dimitri do this beca.."

I cut him off, "What! Of course not!"

"Then what happened?" he asks

I shrug settling on the couch, "I was in a car accident."

"And you didn't call me!" he yells.

"Jesus! It was only yesterday. And I'm perfectly fine except for the fact that my face looks like a cat's scratching post."

"It's not that bad." he says trying to smile.

I smile at him," Bullcrap."

I open the little plastic container and see scrambled eggs, sausages, and toast. I start digging in and hand him the ten dollars.

He sits down next to me and says, "What's the movie about?"

I shrug, "possessed little girl."

I continue shoving my face and then I freeze. Shit, not this again. I jump up and run to the bathroom, I start throwing up in the toilet. No matter how many times I do this, I will never get used to it. When I finish I brush my teeth and walk out to Adrian standing right outside the door.

"Where you throwing up?" he asks

"Uh, yeah." I know Adrian sort of has a crush on me so I felt bad telling him this.

"Are you okay?" he asks worried.

"Yeah, um I'm just pregnant." I say walking towards the living room.

"WHAT! WHO KNOCKED YOU UP?" he yells.

I flinch, "Um the guy I'm dating." Doesn't he know ?

"Who are you dating!?" he asks.

"Dimitri. You don't know?" I ask.

But he just stood there frozen, "I-I thought he was with Tasha?"

I shake my head, "He was but they broke up a little over a month ago."

"So you're pregnant after only a month of dating?" he asks incredulously.

"What is that supposed to mean?" I ask him.

"It means that you guys were only together for a month. How do you know you guys are even serious if it's been a month?"

I narrow my eyes, "Because we are serious, Adrian we've loved each other for 2 years now. Or maybe even more because 2 years ago is when we confessed it." I say

"So you always loved him?" he asks not looking in my eye.

"Adrian..?" I ask

"I'm sorry I just assumed the way you were throwing yourself at me during the party." he says

"Adrian I was drunk.." I tell him quietly.

"I have to get going." he says not looking me in the eye.

"Bye Rose." he doesn't wait for a response he just runs out of the house quickly.

He called me Rose, not Little Rose. I feel so bad, I didn't mean to lead him on or sound harsh but I was drunk. If I was in my right mind I would have never done that.

Grunting I sat down on the couch. My stomach growls. Damn it. Back to square one.

Okay so this chapter was kind of boring for my taste, if you have any suggestions please let me know!