A/N: The next few chapters we get to hear from Edward.
My wife. Two words that make me smile. She intrigues me every day, but these last few weeks have been no less than incredible. I feel closer to her in not only the physical aspect of our lives, but also emotionally. Playing out our sexual fantasies and choosing daring locations has rekindled that spark in the bedroom.
We came to a point where our marriage was on the rocks. I don't know if it was more her, or me... and, it really didn't matter. We both wanted and tried for a child with no results. Sex was no longer a connection between two people but more of a means to an end. I don't know how we got to that point and I didn't see a way of getting out. Ultimately, our marriage was hanging on by a thread. And I didn't want it to end. I didn't want to lose my Bella, but I didn't know how to get us back.
And then Alice had a crazy idea.
When Bella described it to me, she even thought it was crazy. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized we couldn't lose if we tried. If we didn't try, I knew I would be signing divorce papers within the year. Our marriage was crumbling over the lack of conceiving and everything that went with it—the added stress of trying, seeing the look of anguish whenever Bella viewed the negative results, and if I heard another friend or family member ask us, 'When are you and Bella going to have kids?' one more time, I am going to punch them in their face. Not really, but their persistence, and not wanting to share the tolls it has taken on us, could have helped contribute to our downward spiral. And I didn't want that. I didn't think she did either.
Once she sensed my willingness, we discussed the plan, and set it into motion. Since then, I felt like our marriage was back on track and we are closer than ever. There's no denying that it's been great for me since I love sex.
Sex.
Just wow.
Now comes the task of coming up with our next date, and of course it is my turn. Her ideas have been nothing short of amazing. We've had hotel sex where she flirted with other guys. The next time, my idea, I played sick so she could be my nurse and tend to my needs. Then a few days ago we we met up at the club and fucked in the bathroom to the beat of the music. That's not to mention the amazing sex we have nearly every night now at our house.
Trying to come up with an idea that is sexually exciting and both physically and emotionally gratifying is difficult. Sex, well, it's sex. But turning it into a fantasy experience that's different every time takes thought. It has to be pleasing for both parties and incorporate an actual fantasy idea. Being my turn, and we've done this for a few weeks, I have ideas flowing.
As a teenager, I wished I could have a threesome. In college, my sophomore roommate went to an impromptu party. He didn't come home that night. As I prepared for my classes the next morning, he lazily walked in.
"Dude, where ya' been?" I asked.
He grinned, "Well, you know Jane?"
"You mean Paul's ex?"
"Yeah, she and I hooked up."
"Really? Heard she's great."
"Yeah, she is. But that's not all." He wagged his eyebrows.
"There's more?"
He nodded as he said, "How could there be more, you ask? Well, let me tell you, my friend. Not only was Jane there, but her sexy roommate, Marie, was, too."
"A threesome?"
He just grinned.
As much as I wanted to try a threesome back then, now that I have Bella, I can't imagine sharing. But what if I didn't share? What if our next fantasy date had the appeal of including someone else?
A/N: Hmmm, what in the world does our Edward have in mind?
Sentence teaser for next chapter:
"Does this have anything to do with our fantasy dates?"
My head falls.
"Because, if you don't want to do it any more, it's OK." Her words are fast yet sincere.
