A new chapter wooo... I'm not sure about spelling or grammar on this as I'm on my phone but hay ho I may check it over later. It's time for London yay!
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"Ella, is everything from your room packed?" My Father asked in a hushed voice from downstairs as I slung my backpack over my shoulder.
I walked out of my first proper bedroom and headed downstairs "yeah everything's in boxes that I'm taking to the new house and everything that I'm leaving behind is in the van ready for storage." I smiled at him as I joined him in the hallway.
"Good, Carlisle wants to leave in five minutes so say your goodbyes to the house." He chuckled at me while patting me on the back as he walked away.
I sighed while looking around, this house meant everything to me at the minute and it held so many memories good and bad but it was time to head of to London.
I walked out the front door and closed it for one last time as everyone else was waiting in the mini bus ready to go. I jogged up to them and jumped on one of the empty seats next to the window. It was a seat that was by itself so I could be by myself.
My fake smiles and laughter were beginning to hurt my cheeks, I was glad we had the move to think about for the past two days so no one could question me. I shook my head to get rid of the thoughs of Seth, I was starting over again and I was going to act like I hadn't met my soul mate.
I grabbed my iPod from my pocket and sat listening to it for the rest of the journey until we reached the airport.
"Were here kiddo," Emmett shook my head as he climbed out of the mini bus with everyone else.
I took out my headphones and folded them up while straightening my hair back out. I grumbled as I joined the rest of my family.
Nessie came next to me and slid her arms through mine so we were linked, she looked up at my face and smiled. "So..." She dragged out "your sitting next to me right, on the plane?" She asked but it was more like a demand.
I took my arm out of hers and took a side step away from her while shaking my head "No, I'm just going to sit on my own and try some new pencils I brought online the other day." Once I saw her face I added a quick "sorry" at the end. She really did know how to use the puppy eyes to guilt trip someone.
Renesmee started to protested but Jacob came from behind her and hugged her. "If Ella wants to sit on her own then let her be." He whispered in her ear as he rested his chin on top of her head.
She reluctantly nodded her head "if you want some company just call me." She frowned before walking away from me.
I followed the rest of the family through the airport, we checked in our bags and was escorted to a private plane. How else would they travel? I chuckled to myself.
The plane screamed money. It was squeaky white with blue elegant writing on the side with the word 'Cullen' a number of humans in bright yellow jackets were looking around the plane and doing their job quickly. Carlisle walked up to one of them while everyone else stayed behind. They shook hands and we were soon waved over.
In seconds I was entering the plane, it was mainly white with large leather seats. Everyone sat in groups and I walked over to the only seat remaining next to Carlisle, on the other side of him was Esme. They both genuinely smiled at me and I smiled back but I guessed it was more of a grimace by the emotions coming off of them, it was sorrow and pity. I quickly looked away and rested my head back on the white seat. I shut my eyes and just listened to everyone else talk. A few moments later the captain announced our destination time and some other things.
I was leaving this town, the place I met the Cullens, the place I met him, the place I laughed and cried and the place that I found my place.
I hadn't laughed so freely since I had been here I was thanking the Cullen's for that but I truly knew that it was because of my boy with the big brown eyes. I loved his constant smiles, the way that he slightly blushed as he mentioned that I was his first kiss, the way that he would touch me without noticing. I shivered as I imagined his hands rubbing my legs like he did when we all watched the movie, I laughed inside as I remembered my moans of pleasure and Emmetts words after. I snuggled into my jumper more, the one that Seth had gotten me and if I smelt it I could just about smell him like he was sitting next to me.
A single tear drop made my eyes snap open and brought me back to reality. He wasn't here with me, because he didn't want to be. I was just about beginning to accept that.
I felt a cold hand squeeze mine and I knew that it was Carlisle. I looked up at his face but he was looking away from me and was talking to Esme, I squeezed his hand back and shut my eyes again as more memories of Seth came back. That was just what they were, memories. They were no longer my future.
"Thank you," I gently whispered to Carlisle just like I had done so many years ago when I first met him. I was glad that he was here.
"If you want some space, the doors over there lead to a private cabin just wait five more minutes till were able to get out of our seats." He said back to me.
I debated on what I should do but then I realised that I was starting new "I think I'm fine here with you, thanks." I smiled back at him but this time it wasn't fake and I felt it reach my eyes.
He didn't say anything else to me but instead went back to talking with Emse.
Five minutes later the seat belt sign turned off and my family started to move. I got out of my seat and reached for my backpack in the over head compartment and gently reached in for my sketch pad and my new tin of water coloured pencils. I laid them out on the table in font of me and once again sat back down.
I scanned my mind for something to draw and all I came up with was different images of Seth, I wasn't going to do that, this was my new beginning so I quickly looked around me and started to draw the scene.
For the next five hours I sat and drew each and every person from my family on a different piece of paper and I had drawn them again in groups that they were sitting in now as they all spoke together loudly. The only people that weren't talking to them was Carlisle and Esme who were siting next to me and they spoke in whispers. I was in my own bubble that I ignored the air hostess as she came and checked on me to see if I wanted any food or drink. I guess that Carlisle had spoken for me as my dinner that was beginning to get cold sat in front of me. I looked at the human food to see it on a large square plate, it had been neatly served but I pushed it away further as I smelt fish.
"I swear that the food gets worse over time." Esme peered around Carlisle's shoulder to see my reaction.
"You may be right about that, though the ice cream gets nicer." I licked my lips at the thought of chocolate chip ice cream.
Esme scrunched her nose up in distaste. "I can cook it but never will I eat it unless absolute necessary." She nodded her head bravely.
"Fair enough," I muttered as I didn't know what else to say. I put my sketch pad down on the table and stretched my arms out as I was beginning to feel stiff.
"You mind if we have a look at these?" Esme eyed my pad with curiosity.
"No, go head." I said nervously, I had had that large pad for twenty years now and I had nearly finished with it. I had drawn everything in there that held a memory even f t was a bad one.
There were a few drawings of me sleeping with men, my mum getting angry, what I saw when I hunted humans, my child dead in my arms and so much more.
Esme and Carlisle slowly lifted each and every page as they took in my work. They laughed at some funny images and gasped at some horrible ones. I just sat there with my hands rotating in my lap for something to do.
"These are amazing," Carlisle whispered to me as he looked at the ones that I had done jut now of the Cullen's.
"Thanks," I blushed.
"No need to be embarrassed you have a real talent." He spoke to me with honesty.
'No one has ever seen those ones before, there the ones where I don't think about what I draw I just do it." I explained.
"Could you do some art work for the new house? I've been looking for weeks for an artist but no one stands out." Esme joined in the conversation.
"Umm..." I thought,
"You don't have to." She rested her hand in mine.
"No it's fine I'll do it just tell me what colours and affect that you are going for." I smiled at her, it would be nice to have a project. I had to much spare time on my hands at the minute with Seth gone.
"I don't mind what you do, the new house has already been decorated there is just a lot of empty wall space that I was hoping to fill. It's mainly whites and browns so I was thinking of adding a bit of colour."
"I'll look around when we get there and write some ideas down." I nodded my head as I thought of a plan.
"Ella!" Emmett shouted from behind me "come and sit with us little niece!"
I looked behind me to see everyone waiting for m so I said bye to Carlisle and Esme and walked over to them and sat next to Emmett.
He grabbed me in a hug ad I tried to wiggle my way out but he kept his hands liked around my waist.
"What are you doing?" I grunted a giggle as he started to tickle me.
"Making you laugh," he replied simply.
"I'm laughing, haha." I fake laughed in his face, he just shook his head and began talking to everyone else.
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