Because of all the kind words and the fact I'm in a really good mood because my football team beat our local rivals today I decided to finish and post this chapter a bit earlier. Little warning the SMUT starts in this chapter for anyone who doesn't like that sort of stuff I'm sorry.

Chapter 7

"Come on why you don't have a bath, then have a couple of hours sleep, you're exhausted," said Elliot pulling her into a hug as they sat on the couch. "And I will make something to eat for you getting up."

"That would be great, you don't mind?"

"Liv I just want you to recover, your body needs to heal," he looked at her and she could see something was bothering him.

"What's wrong?" she asked him turning around so she could face him properly.

"Okay I don't want you to get angry but ….maybe you need to talk to someone about what you have been through…."

"A shrink….."

"Well yeah. I know I'm not their biggest fan but it may help, you know to talk to someone who isn't involved in what you went through at all….. I didn't after Jenna, I thought I was okay and I fucked up everything, I just think it would be a good idea if you talked to someone."

Olivia looked at him and saw so much love in his eyes as he looked at her.

"Okay," she told him kissing him softly on the lips. "I will go and talk to someone."

"You will?" he said a little shocked she agreed so easily.

"Yeah I will. For me and you I will see a shrink. But not a one from the force I will find my own."

"Well that was easier than I thought it was going to be," he smiled. "You chill here why I go and run your bath." He kissed her forehead and stood up, Olivia kept hold of his hand and he looked down at her.

"I love you Stabler," she said to him.

"I love you to, always have, always will," he said bending down and kissing her hand before walking away to the bathroom. She leant back against the couch and closed her eyes. She couldn't believe she felt so happy despite everything she had gone through. She thought back to this morning and the kiss they had shared, it had been so perfect. He had been so gentle and caring, it was perfect.

"Hey, sleepy head….come on your bath is ready."

Olivia opened her eyes and looked straight into Elliot's bright blue eyes.

"Sorry I must have dozed off," she said rubbing her eyes. Elliot helped her stand up and led her through his bedroom to the bath room. Olivia stopped in the doorway to the bathroom and looked at what he had done. The bath was run and full of bubbles and the whole room was lit up with candles.

"Thought you deserved to relax for a while," he told her.

Olivia flung her arms around his neck and held him tight. "Thank you it's beautiful," she whispered to him. "Nobody has ever done anything like this before for me."

Elliot's heart broke when she told him that, "Well they should have…why don't you climb in and I will start dinner." She nodded into his chest and pulled back. "Oh one more thing," he said holding up the plastic bag for her cast. She smiled and lifted her arm so she could cover it with the bag. "Give me a shout when you're done and I will dress the wounds on your back. He kissed her cheek and left the bathroom closing the door behind him.

He went to the refrigerator to find something he could make for dinner. After dragging things out and throwing them back in he realised he actually had nothing in that was worth while cooking. He made a coffee and sat reading the paper avoiding the article on Olivia. He finished his coffee and washed out his cup. He opened the drawer and took out take away menus to have a look through when his house phone rang.

"Hello," he said answering.

"Hey Elliot," said Kathy.

"Hey, what are up are the kids okay?"

"Yeah their fine, well sort of, it's Lizzy… "

"What's wrong with her, is she okay, is she ill?"

"No… she told me what happened the other day Elliot, she was crying and I got it out of her."

"Jesus," he said rubbing the back of her neck.

"How could you ask your daughter to lie to the police if they came to ask her about you?"

"I didn't have a choice Kathy, she was there when I got the call and left….."

"What happened Elliot tell me everything, now"

Elliot sighed and sat on the stool next to the phone. "Okay, but Kathy you can't tell anyone what I am going to tell you, if anyone finds out I could be arrested. A lot of people could be in serious trouble."

Kathy went silent for a while "Elliot, we may be divorced now but that doesn't mean I stopped caring for you. We were together for 25 years; my loyalty is still to you. I know whatever you have done you had to do, nobody will find anything out from me. I just want to know what has happened in case someone comes knocking on my door….. "

Elliot told Kathy almost everything leaving out certain parts of what he had done to Lewis; she didn't need to know everything. When he finished there was silence from Kathy.

"Is Olivia okay now?"

"She will be, she is staying with me for now as she can't go back to her apartment."

Kathy smiled on the other end of the phone. "It's about time. Just a shame it took her being kidnapped for you to finally tell her."

"Kathy…..I …."

"Elliot it's okay, really. We have both moved on. I'm just glad she is okay."

"Thank you," he said to her.

"As for an alibi for you, if anyone comes asking you were still here when I got in from work looking after Eli, I will talk to Lizzy."

"You don't need to do this Kathy."

"I know I don't, but I won't have you getting arrested for doing the right thing. From what I saw on the news he was an evil sonofabitch and deserved to die."

They both went quiet for a while. "You still okay to have Eli this weekend? Or will it be too much for Olivia to have a 5 year old running around the place."

"No I will still have him. Liv won't mind I'm sure."

"Okay I will see you Friday when you pick him up, and we will talk again then."

"Kathy, thank you…. for everything."

"Anytime Elliot, see ya," she said hanging up. Elliot put the phone down and took a deep breath. He went into the kitchen and sat on the stool and dropped his head into his hands.

"El, you okay."

He looked up and saw Olivia standing in the doorway with only a towel wrapped around her.

"Yeah. I'm fine, that was Kathy on the phone."

"Is everything okay?"

Elliot smiled at her "Everything is fine, she was just calling about the weekend, and arrangements for Eli. You ready for me to do your dressings?" She nodded and he walked towards her as she turned her back and walked back into the bedroom.

"Do you want to do them in the bathroom?" she asked him.

"Why don't you lie on the bed, it will be more comfy," he said to her. She turned away from him and dropped her towel slightly so her back was uncovered and lay on his bed face down. Elliot sat beside her and picked up the cream for her burns. He looked at her back and all the marks. He shook his head as he ran his fingers lightly over them.

"How could he do this to you," he said quietly. He leant forward and gently kissed the burn mark at the top of her back before putting cream on it. He slowly made his way down her back softly kissing each wound before applying the cream. He stopped at the towel which was around her waist.

"Turn over," he said to her his voice just above a whisper and so deep.

"El….. You don't need to ….."

"I know I don't, but I want to."

"But they look horrible," she said not looking at him. "You don't need to see them."

"Liv…. I love you. All of you no matter what. Please turn over so I can dress your wounds."

Olivia began to turn over keeping hold of the towel so it stayed around her waist. Her arm with the cast on covered her breasts as she fell onto her back. Elliot swallowed hard as he looked at all the marks, holding back the tears.

"El….please you don't need to … I can do these ones."

Elliot shook his head "No … I will do them." he said standing up. He climbed on the bed and straddle Olivia's legs. He took hold of her arm that was covering her chest and moved it away his hand shaking. He let out a deep breath as he looked at her. Her breasts were covered in burn marks and cuts, his eyes filled with tears as he looked at them. He put his hands either side of her shoulders and leant forward his face inches from hers as he looked her in the eyes. Olivia reached up and wiped the tears away that were falling from his eyes.

"El…."

He put a finger to her lips to stop her talking. "I'm okay," he told her.

He moved slightly and bent his head kissing the burn mark on her shoulder, without putting any cream on he moved his mouth across to the next mark and kissed it, leaving tear drops as he moved his way over her body.

He lifted his head and looked at her face before he lowered his mouth and kissed the first burn mark on her breast.

Olivia shivered at the touch of his lips on her skin. He was so gentle his lips only just touching her. She looked down and watched as he moved his head from one mark to the other kissing each one. He kissed the burns right next to her nipple avoiding the actual nipple. Olivia found herself wishing he would take her nipple in his mouth as she felt herself growing wet between her legs at his touches. She began to wonder if this was okay the fact he was turning her on after everything she had been through. She tried to control her breathing as he made is way over her stomach, and he kissed her belly button.

He lifted his head as he got to the top of the towel wrapped around her waist. He hooked his fingers under the towel and slowly pulled at it. He kept his eyes on hers waiting for her to tell him to stop. When she didn't he removed the towel, and continued kissing the burns on her hips and lower stomach.

She put a hand on his head to stop him as he drew level with her pussy. "You don't have to," she told him as he raised his eyes to look at her.

"I know I don't, but I want to …..If you don't want me to I can stop. I just want to make you feel good." She nodded her head and dropped it back onto the pillow and opened her legs slightly wider for him.

Elliot settled between her legs. He looked at her pussy and saw the burn marks where the bastard had burnt her. "Oh god baby," he said quietly realising she had gone through a lot more than he first ever thought.

He kissed each burn through the very short hair that covered her mound. Making his way slowly to towards her centre. He used his fingers to part her lips and ran his tongue the full length of her, tasting her juices that had already seeped from her. He felt her body react to him and tense up. Worried he lifted his head.

"You okay, do you want me to stop?"

"No….. Don't stop, please don't stop." She gasped.

Without another word Elliot licked her again and parted her lips with his fingers spreading her folds to give him better access to her clit. He looked at the small nub and took it in his mouth sucking and licking gently, Olivia raised her hips towards him. He stopped sucking and ran his tongue the full length again tasting her fully before teasing her warm entrance with his tongue. He pushed his tongue into her and ran it around her hot hole.

"Jesus El," she moaned running her fingers through his hair as his tongue delved deeper and deeper into her. She heard Elliot moaning as he made love to her with his mouth sucking and probing her. He moved his thumb over her clit and began to rub gently as his tongue continued to explore inside her as he drank in her juices. He felt her begin to tense up as her climax built and he knew she would not be long in coming. She gripped the back of his head and pulled her to him as he ate her pussy.

"Oh god Baby," she gasped. "That's it don't stop….. Shit ….." he body convulsed as the orgasm ripped through her body and she released into Elliot's mouth. Elliot drank her juices as she came clamping his head between her legs as her body shook. Her body finally relaxed and she released Elliot. He kissed her pussy once more before lifting his head and crawling up the bed to lie beside her, as she gasped for breath and tried to control her breathing. He reached behind him and grabbed the cream and began dabbing it onto her burns.

Olivia reached up and cupped his face, he stopped what he was doing and looked at her.

She smiled at him and he smiled back. "You okay?" he asked her.

"Never better," she told him. "Thank you," she said as a yawn escaped from her. Elliot smiled at her and kissed her lips.

"Why don't you get some sleep," he told her pulling the sheet up over her body.

"You don't mind."

"Of course I don't mind, your exhausted." He told her kissing her again Olivia moaned as she tasted herself on his lips. "I will wake you in a couple of hours, I was going to cook but I will just order Chinese instead for when you wake you."

Olivia nodded but looked a little upset.

"Hey what's wrong?" he asked her worried he had done something wrong.

"El you never…. You didn't get any release," she mumbled.

"I'm fine," he told lifting her chin so she looked at him.

"But I felt you against me, just now."

"Baby this wasn't about me, okay it was about you. I can wait until you're feeling better."

"Are you sure," she said worried he would be pissed off. "Cassidy would ….. Well he would go grumpy if…."

"Stop, alright. I aint Cassidy. What I done just now, I done because I wanted to. I done it to show you how much I love you and how beautiful I think you are, despite what he done to your body. You are gorgeous Olivia Benson and you have the best and sweetest tasting pussy around here," he grinned at her. "I could spend all day tasting you and I don't expect anything else back from you."

She looked at him with tears in her eyes "I'm sorry. I guess I'm not used to someone putting me first."

"Well get used to it because that's how it will be from now on. Now get some sleep, I will wake you soon." He kissed her again and stood up from the bed grabbing a pair of shorts and clean t-shirt from his draws. "I will grab a shower in the other bathroom so I don't keep you awake."

"El after your shower and ordering the Chinese come back in and lie with me, till it arrives."

He smiled at her. "Okay just get some sleep," he said leaving the room. Olivia curled onto her side and closed her eyes, she smiled to herself as she thought of Elliot's lips and mouth in her, and he had been so gentle, caring and loving. He had made her feel so special and hadn't wanted anything from her in return. She had never had that before. Every man she had been with had always wanted something in return. She drifted off to sleep thinking of his lips on hers.

Elliot ordered the food to be delivered in a few hours and headed for the shower. He stripped off as the shower heated up. He looked down and saw he was still semi hard from earlier on. He had meant what he had said to Olivia he didn't expect anything back from her, that wasn't the reason he had done what he had, but it didn't stop him betting all turned on and as hard as a rock. He climbed into the shower and let the water run over his head. He could still taste Olivia on his lips and his thoughts wandered back to earlier. The way she had moaned and gasped as his mouth explored her licking and sucking. He felt himself getting hard again, and he shook his head. He leant forward and rested his head against the wall and took his hard shaft into his hand and began to stroke himself. As much as he wanted Olivia he wasn't going to put her under any pressure after what she had been through. All he cared about was making her happy and relaxed. If that meant jerking off in the shower, then that's what he would do. He pumped his hand faster and gripped himself harder as thoughts of Olivia's naked body under him flashed through his mind. "Fuck!" he grunted as he came his cum spurting over the shower wall. He released his grip and cleaned the wall.

He got washed before climbing out and wrapping a towel around his waist and walked into the kitchen. He took the orange out the fridge and took a large mouthful, as someone knocked on his door. He put the orange back and tightening the towel around his waist he answered the door.

"What the hell do you want Cassidy?" he asked. Cassidy was stood leaning against the door, Elliot could smell the alcohol on him.

"I want to see Liv," he slurred.

"Well you can't….. she's asleep, she's exhausted. She has had a tough day."

"Yeah it must be hard … getting your story straight." He said glaring at Elliot.

"Look, what do you want Cassidy?" asked Elliot starting to get annoyed.

"I want Liv, what the fuck do you think I want. I want her to come home with me."

"Well she isn't going anywhere with you…. just go Cassidy. Leave her alone to sort herself out."

"You think your so fucking clever don't you," said Cassidy. "Think no one can touch you, you have always been the same. Breaking the rules, doing what you want….. Well not this time…."

"What the fuck are you talking about. Just get out of here. Your drunk and really starting to piss me off."

Cassidy moved forward a bit and got right up into Elliot's face. "I know you were there," he slurred. "I know you were in that house with Liv."

Elliot glared at him trying not to look worried. "Are you friggin crazy, just go home Cassidy."

Cassidy shook his head grinning "Either you leave Liv, tell her it's not going to work between you both, or I go to IAB and tell them what I know."

"And what the hell is it that you think you know?" asked Elliot his hands clenching into fists, the rage building up inside him.

"I heard Fin and Nick, I know you were there…. and if Liv doesn't come back to me, I will tell IAB everything," he threatened.

"And who they going to believe?" asked Elliot getting in Cassidy's face. Cassidy backed up into the corridor as Elliot pushed him against his chest. "Who the fuck in their right mind would believe you, a disgraced cop who lost his job. A drug taking thug who tries to fuck anything with a pulse. Yeah I heard why you busted you….. Do you really think they would believe you over Olivia. Your fucking pathetic," Elliot growled.

"Yeah, well I fucked Liv and let me tell you there were never any complaints from her she fucking loved it," he smirked.

Hearing those final words was too much for Elliot. He swung his arm and caught Cassidy square on the jaw, as his other fist punched him in the stomach. Cassidy hit the deck gasping for breath. Elliot grabbed hold of him and pulled him to his feet and pinned him to the wall by his throat.

"You ever talk about her like that again and I will kill you. If you try and talk to her again or go anywhere near her and I will kill you. You have always been a little fucking weasel and I will never know why Liv let you back into her life," he said his gripping tightening around Cassidy's neck.

"Because I was lonely and needed someone," said Olivia from behind them. Elliot released his grip and turned to see her standing there tears running down her face. "Because the one person I wanted had left."

Elliot let go of Cassidy completely and he fell back to the floor gasping for breath. He moved quickly to Olivia and wrapped her in his arms and held her tight. "I'm so sorry Baby, I didn't meant to wake you up, come on don't cry ….." he said to her, lifting her chin and kissing her lips. "I'm here now and not going anywhere, I promise."

Cassidy got to his feet and watched them holding each other Jealousy racing through his blood. "I wouldn't be too sure about that….. Once word gets out about what happened, you could be going away for a long time." He smirked.

Elliot let go of Olivia and turned towards Cassidy "You little fucking prick," he cursed. As he went to go towards Cassidy Olivia gripped his arm to stop him.

"Don't El, let me," she said walking past Elliot and standing in front of Cassidy.

"Do you really think I would ever come back to you after this?" she asked him. "You come here threatening Elliot, so he will leave me. If you love me like you keep saying you do, then you should be thanking Elliot, he was there for me Cassidy, he came when I needed him….. Where were you?" she asked pushing him against his chest and making him stumble backwards.

"What…. What do you mean, I was at the station, helping to look for you."

"Really, so where were you when they all came to the house to get me, where were you at the hospital when I was getting a rape kit done. And why were you not at the station when I was being interviewed…."

"I was….. I ….."

"You couldn't even look at me at the hospital. I was in agony trying to get ready and you dumped my bag of clothes and said you would wait outside. You couldn't even touch me. Yet you stand there and try and tell me you love me."

"I do…." Olivia raised her hand and slapped him hard across the face, knocking his head to the side.

"Just leave me and Elliot the fuck alone. Go to the IAB see how much they will believe. Just stay away from me, from us." She pushed both her hands against his chest and pushed him out the door, slamming it shut. Elliot walked towards her.

"Liv?" he said to her. She raised her hand up, spinning round and flinging the door open, Brian was still stood there.

"Li…." He never got the chance to finish as Olivia's fist with the cast on caught him square on the nose, blood gushing from it.

"And one more thing, I never loved having sex with you," she told him slamming the door, and falling into Elliot's arms, holding him tight.

Cassidy picked himself up from the floor and wiped the blood from his trying to stop it bleeding. He glared at the closed door and smirked, he wasn't giving her up that easily.

I see more pain for Cassidy in the future. Next chapter is going to be a cute and lovin one I reckon, before all the nasty stuff starts again. Keep those nice reviews coming, it give me a warm glow in side LOL