I reckon only a couple more chapters for this story. I will then go back to update and continue the other stories I started.

Chapter 13

Olivia opened her eyes as she heard her phone vibrate on the bedside table, she picked it up and looked at the caller ID it was Cragen. She was about to answer when she heard Elliot mumbling from behind her. She turned to face him.

"No…..please no," he mumbled in his sleep. Olivia reached out and stroked the side of his face.

"Ssshhh," she said trying to comfort him through his dream. Slowly he began to relax as he slept on. Olivia sat up slightly and looked down at him. He looked so peaceful and calm. She looked down over his body he had a huge bruise where his ribs were cracked, she leant forward and placed small kisses over the bruised area, being careful not to wake him, making her way up over his chest and lightly flicking her tongue over his nipple before taking it in her mouth and sucking gently.

"Hmmmm," he moaned making her smile to herself. She looked down to where the bed sheet covered him and saw his forming erection pushing up at the sheet. She bit her lip nervously and kissed her way back down his body and pulled the sheet away from him.

She moved down the bed until her eyes were level with his now hard shaft. She looked up and saw his eyes still closed.

"Come on Benson….you can do this," she said to herself as she took hold of him with her shaking hand. She licked her lips and moved her head forward.

"Liv," said Elliot his voice heavy and deep full of sleep. "What you doing?" he asked running his fingers through her hair and stopping her from moving her head forward. "You don't need to do this."

She looked up at him with tears in her eyes "Yes I do…. I want to," she told him looking back at his cock which was still in her hand and so close to her face.

"Sweetheart if you want to then why are you shaking and crying?" he asked her his voice so soft. "Come here," he said moving his hand and pulling her up to him.

"No…. El I want to, I want to do this."

"No Baby, you don't. And do you really think I'm going to let you do something scares you. You saw the mess I was in last night from the dream I had. Do you really think I am going to let you go through all that?"

"But….."

"No buts, Liv. I don't need you to do that, there are plenty of other things we can do that are just as enjoyable," he said as he kissed the top of her head.

"I really wanted to," she said quietly. "But when I …. I know you're not him….. But that's all I see. His… his dick in my face, I'm so sorry," she said beginning to cry.

"Jesus Liv," he said rolling onto his side and wiping away her tears. "Like I said I don't need you to do that to me," he told her kissing her softly on the lips.

"But you would like me to wouldn't you?"

"Liv…."

"Tell me the truth Elliot, cause if you lye here and tell me you that don't like it when a woman goes down on you…. then you're a liar."

Elliot took a deep breath and looked into her tear filled eyes.

"Liv, I ….. Yes I like it, but it doesn't bother me. I fell in love with you because of who you are, not because I wanted you to do that."

"Yeah but…"

"No Benson, No buts. I love you. You, not what you can do with your mouth…. Okay….. I said okay."

"Yeah…okay."

"Okay," he said pulling her towards him and letting out a deep breath and they lay in silence.

"El…. Can I just say one more thing about it?" Elliot looked down at her. "When I think I'm ready to try to again, don't stop me, just be patient with me and be there for me if a do freak out a little."

"Okay… it's a deal, but only if you promise me you won't try anything like that unless you're sure, I don't want you to feel like you have to do It just to please me. You need to want to do it for yourself."

Olivia nodded into his chest. "You're amazing do you know that," she said to him.

"I have my moments at times," he said kissing her hair.

She moved her hand down under the sheet and took hold of his semi hard cock, and ran her thumb over the tip and felt it twitch in her hand as she rubbed the pre cum around the top of him.

"Liv…..."

"Yeah?" she asked as she began to stroke him and he got harder in her hand as he began to grow. He gasped and dropped his head back against the pillow.

"That feels so good."

"You gonna stop me again?" she asked kissing his chest and taking his nipple in her mouth and sucking it gently.

"Fuck, no," he groaned as she squeezed and pulled a little harder as she moved her hand up and down the full length of his hard shaft, tugging and squeezing.

"I love you baby," she told him as she felt his body tense up and she knew he was close to release. "I love you so much."

"I love you to Liv…. Shit baby I'm gonna ….. I can't hold on." Olivia looked down and watched as he came over her hand and his stomach. "Jesus," he panted pulling her up to his mouth for a kiss. "Thank you," he grinned at her.

"Yeah well I couldn't leave you hanging like that could I?"

"I would have lived," he smiled at her. "After all I woke up most mornings in the cribs with a hard on thinking about you lying only a few feet away, I always managed then."

"And how did you manage it then?" she asked looking up at him.

"I jerked off in the shower or the men's room," he laughed. "But I got to say I enjoyed you doing it a lot more."

She shook her head and slapped his chest as the phone started vibrating again. She reached over for it and saw Rollins name.

"Hey Amanda," she said answering. She smiled as she felt Elliot's lips wrap around her nipple. "Erm yeah okay, what time….. Sure we will both be there." Elliot pushed her over onto her back and moved between her legs as he took her other breast in his mouth.

"No he is fine," she said gasping slightly as she felt him push his cock inside her. "He is doing really good a little bruised….yeah I'm good to … listen I …..I gotta go," she gasped as Elliot began to move in and out of her. "No everything's fine, we will see you soon…..Jesus El," she panted as she flung the phone down on the bedside table. "You could have waited till I got off the phone."

"Sorry but I couldn't, I needed you," he groaned as he pushed deep inside her.

"They both okay?" asked Fin as Rollins hung up the phone.

"Oh I would say they are more than okay," she grinned, Olivia really should of hung up the phone a little quicker. "I reckon Stabler is just who she needed to help her through this."

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"So what do you want to do after we are done here?" Elliot asked her as they climbed out the car in front of the station.

"I'm not sure, what do you fancy doing?"

"Well….." he said grinning.

"Something that doesn't involve getting naked," she smiled at him.

"Okay, how about we go and visit the kids, let them know I am okay, I have only spoken to them briefly since I got out."

"Sounds good, we could take them out for pizza," said Liv

"Or I could ring Kathy and we could take pizza to them, I need to speak to Kathy about a few things. That's if you're okay with doing that, you know spending time with Kathy and stuff."

"El, I'm fine with it, Kathy has been amazing with everything that has happened."

"So you're okay with it all?" he asked taking hold of her hand as they began to walk into the station.

"I'm fine with it El. If we are going to be together then Kathy is going to be in our lives as well. I would rather we all got on than hating each other." She smiled as she felt him hold her hand tighter

"What you smiling at?" he asked her.

"This…..you holding my hand, in public."

Elliot looked down at their joined hands.

"It's nice that's all. But at the same time a little weird to be holding your hand as we walk into the station."

"Yeah, well I want everyone to know we are together now."

As they walked into the squad room Rollins and Nick looked up.

"Hey, how you guys doin?" asked Rollins grinning as she thought back to the phone call earlier that morning.

"Pretty good despite everything," said Olivia.

"So I heard," said Rollins chuckling to herself.

"Is Cragen in?" asked Elliot.

"No, he shouldn't be long though, he had to go down to 1PP to try and sort all this shit out with Tucker," said Nick standing up and walking over to them. "You know him threatening Olivia and setting up that bit in the prison really helped us out. He was getting really close to the truth."

"Yeah we know and that little fucker Cassidy didn't help," said Elliot tensing up. "If I ever see that little weasel again….." Elliot took a deep breath to calm himself down.

"I still can't believe you guys done what you did for us. You all could have lost your jobs and pensions," said Olivia.

"Yeah and if it wasn't for Elliot getting to you, we could have lost you." said a voice from behind. They turned around and saw Cragen stood there. "We look after our own," he told her smiling. "Come on into the office and I will fill you in."

They both took a seat and Cragen sat on his desk. "Okay Tucker has been suspended until they decide what to actually do with him. As well as being investigated for his part in what happened at the prison, it seems he has been taking back handers for years. Letting certain things slide whilst coming down hard on other people."

Elliot shook his head "You don't need to tell us that, he has been busting my balls for years."

"Well that's one of things they are looking into. He had file upon file on you two; he was obsessed with trying to bring you down. Why, we don't know yet, hopefully we will find out."

"So where is he now?" asked Olivia.

"He was released until the investigation is carried out, they couldn't hold him, however he isn't allowed anywhere near the station, SVU or any of us. I think it was more for his safety than ours," he said looking at Elliot. "If he does break those conditions he will be arrested.

"What about Cassidy?" asked Olivia?

"He withdrew his statement after spending some time with Fin and Nick. He admitted he was pissed and jealous and wanted rid of Elliot. But he panicked when he realised his statement could put you away as well Olivia, not to mention the rest of us."

"So what did he tell them when he withdrew his statement?"

"Just that he was drunk and jealous and wanted to hurt you so he made the whole thing up, and Tucker was happy enough to go along with it. They accepted that."

"So we are all in the clear?" asked Elliot.

"We should be. We have the inquest in a couple of weeks which you will have to go to Olivia and give a statement. But as long as we all stick to our stories we should have no problems." He smiled.

Elliot took Olivia's hand "It's almost over baby," he said leaning over and kissing her softly. Cragen looked on and smiled.

"Liv why don't you go and talk to the guys for a while, I need a quick word with the Cap," said Elliot letting go of her hand.

"Yeah sure, is everything okay?"

"It's fine, I promise you."

Olivia nodded and stood up leaving the office. Once the door closed Elliot turned to Cragen who was opening the draw to his desk. He pulled out a pile of paper work and handed them to Elliot.

"You will need to have an interview with 1PP, have a medical and speak to the department shrink. If they all agree your fit to return then you have a place here, Munch is retiring in a few months. You will be on probation for 6 months, just to see how you handle being back."

Elliot looked at him shocked "How did you know?"

"Elliot the moment I saw the two of you walk out of my office that day you came to collect her, I knew you would be back. You have had a hard couple of years but you got through it. This place, the job it's in your blood just like it is Olivia's. Plus I knew after what happened you wouldn't trust anyone else to have her back."

Elliot grinned and looked at the forms in his hands "That obvious Huh."

"That obvious. I take Olivia doesn't know you want to come back."

"No, not yet. I didn't want to say anything until I knew where I stood. I'm still not going to tell her until it's all sorted. So if you could keep it to yourself."

"Sure, but when she blows her top cause you didn't tell her, leave me out of it."

Elliot chuckled.

"Sure Cap. I will leave this here," he said putting the forms down on the desk. "Don't want her to find them. Can you set up my medical and shrink appointment for me, for after the hearing though. I'm going to take Liv away for a while, get her out the city until the inquest."

"Sounds like a good idea."

"Yeah I haven't actually planned anything yet but I have an idea, just need to make a few calls."

"Just make sure your back a couple of days before the hearing in case there is anything we need to go over."

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"El… what the hell are you doin," Olivia moaned pulling the sheet back over her head and snuggling back down.

"Oh no, you need to get up and get dressed," he laughed pulling the sheet off her. She turned onto her stomach and put her face into the pillow.

"It's too early," she mumbled. Elliot looked down at her naked body. The cuts and burns were starting to heal and the bruising she had were fading. His own injuries he had received from his beating were beginning to heal as well. He sighed as he looked down at her and felt himself begin to harden.

"Damn it," he mumbled to himself as he quickly undressed himself and stood at the end of the bed. Despite wanting to get on the road, looking at her lying there naked sprawled out on the bed was too much for him. Since they had left the station two days ago they hadn't left the apartment. They had spent most of the time talking about the past, their feelings and making love exploring each other as much as they could. Elliot had never felt closer to anyone than he did to Olivia. He had sorted out their trip away, but hadn't told her as he wanted it to be a surprise.

He climbed on the bed and pushed her legs apart kneeling in between them. He leant forward and placed his hands either side of her as he dropped his head to her ear.

"As much as I need you to get up and get dressed," he whispered to her. "Seeing you naked on the bed just makes me want to fuck you first."

Olivia smiled into the pillow and raised her ass up slightly and felt his hard cock push against her. "So what you waiting for," she whispered back as Elliot began to suck on her neck and push himself against her, covering her body with his.

"Jesus Liv, I can't get enough of you," he told as he pushed himself against her ass cheeks. "I want you all the time."

"I know what you mean….I need you all the time." She told him as they moved together pushing against each. Olivia opened her legs a little more and Elliot reached between them and guided his hard shaft into her hot, wet opening pushing deep inside. They moved together as one, slowly.

"You feel so good, so hot….tight. I love making love to you." he panted into her ear, as he pushed himself deep inside her. He pulled her with him as he rolled onto his side keeping himself buried deep inside her. Olivia reached back and grabbed hold of his ass holding him to her as he continued to slide in and out of her slowly.

She felt one of his hands got to her breast and begin to squeeze her nipple as the other wrapped around her waist pulling her to him, before he moved his hand to her pussy. He slipped two fingers between he soaking wet folds and began rubbing her clit, as he continued to take her from behind.

"Christ El," she gasped. "What the fuck? How do you that?" she asked as he touched every part of body overloading her senses with his touch. "Oh god baby, I'm so close."

"Just let go Honey, I got you, I'm right here with you."

"I love you baby….. I love you so much," she told him as her orgasm ripped through her body, her inner walls tightening around Elliot. The sight, sound and feel of her coming was too much for Elliot as he came hard inside her covering her walls with his hot cum.

He buried his face into the side of her neck as they both relaxed from their climax, neither moving their bodies stuck together with sweat.

"Marry me," Elliot whispered.

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